Chapter 22 Chapter 5 4

We said that Wang Xianke knew the situation of Yu Xuanji's execution and empathized with it, so he also saw the eyes of tens of thousands of people in front of him, all of them were shining golden, and integrated like countless mung bean flies on a bubble of dung.These gazes went straight to his heart, where it felt numb and itchy, as if he had been poisoned by some poison.So if Wang Xianke stood at the place where Yu Xuanji was hanged and attracted the attention of everyone, that's how he would feel. Here's how I feel about the spotlight: if you hadn't screwed up something and made a fool of yourself, you wouldn't have gotten the spotlight.So if I make a free association with the attention of the public, I will think of the sense of loss, and think that painting a tiger is not an anti-dog;Of course, there is another kind of attention. For example, a nurse in our hospital married a wealthy Swiss man.The little nurses in our hospital stared at each other and said: This Swiss has no sense of aesthetics—it is said that he has a tendency to bestiality.So when it comes to attracting attention, I have no good associations at all.

Before Yu Xuanji was hanged to death, not only were the eyes of the crowd exhorting, but also the voices of ridicule in his ears.My sister-in-law told me one thing, that is, she and Mr. Li did that scandal in the old building (after my sister-in-law got old, she called all such affairs scandals, for example, when she saw Xiao Sun, she said: Today Looks good, did you do something ugly last night?), has been doing it for a long time.She raised one hand (the left hand, I remember it for her) to brush her hair, and pressed her cold palm to her hot face.Seeing the empty walls of the old building, she suddenly felt as if she was being watched by everyone—those eyes fell on her naked skin, and everyone mocked her.At this moment, she felt an unforgettable pleasure, and couldn't help crying out.So if my sister-in-law was strangled to death at the place where Yu Xuanji was staying at that time, she would have gasped coquettishly if she had truly heard the ridicule of the crowd, and felt that she was a sham.

But when Yu Xuanji was about to die, he didn't feel numb and itchy, or wanted to pant.She just felt uncomfortable physically and troubled in her heart, all she wanted was to die soon.And she also thought: My neck is thinner than others, and I am thinner. Maybe I will die if I strangle it again, and there is no need to strangle it a third time.But we all know that a free-for-all liberal view is undesirable.The higher-ups let you die after being strangled a few times, so you have to make that kind of plan, and it's wrong to have other plans.So she was still alive.But she wasn't happy about it.This time, she could neither see the attention nor hear the ridicule, because her eyes and ears were bleeding.The clerk leaned into her ear and said: Fisherman, you are a model prisoner.Think what we do with your tongue!Only then did Yu Xuanji say: Oops!I completely forgot about the confession!Uncle, what can I say?The man said: Think about it, don't worry.You need to speak this sentence from your heart, and it is not good to be taught by others.So Yu Xuanji began to think seriously.Because they let her speak from her heart, she felt that what was taught in the prison could not be used.Although Yu Xuanji is a great poet, he belongs to the school of painstaking reciting, and it takes half a year to recite a five-character quatrain.What's more, she didn't think about confessing her sins and obeying the Dharma along the way, but now she just started thinking about it, which is called rushing to hug Buddha's feet.The time for the last twist has passed, and everyone is still waiting for her.

We know that Yu Xuanji has changed a lot when he said his last words compared to before.At this moment, she didn't feel that she had a body at all, only a little wit left floating in the air.As a result, the awe of donkeys and dick sticks that the inmates in the prison had cultivated with great difficulty disappeared, because she was not afraid of beating at all.Plus, she's not afraid of chewing.Now her mouth is full of her own blood, and she can't spit it out. She is already very sick, so she is not afraid of nausea at all.At this time, if she said a sentence of pleading guilty and obeying the law, it would be from the heart.But we all know that those words are disgusting in everyone's heart.As a result, she said something from the bottom of her heart to fuck your mother.He also said: I really regret it to death, why didn't I scold me earlier.After saying this, she died.But Wang Xianke suddenly woke up as if suddenly awakened from a dream, feeling greatly inspired.Later, he took a big knife to threaten Boss Luo, which was not unrelated to this.But what exactly inspired him, my cousin never told me.

But I can figure it out without him telling me. It probably means "It's all here now, so I can do whatever I want".Mencius once said: The reason why human beings are different from animals is rare.Rarely not without.In my opinion, the rare thing is the attitude of pleading guilty and submitting to the law.So I think generally speaking, it's wrong to swear.But it can't be generalized, it has a lot to do with when.If it gets to that point, it's really not for nothing to scold.