Chapter 10 chapter Ten

Dai Er's eyes widened suddenly, the room was pitch black and she couldn't see anything, a burst of fear rushed from her feet to the top of her head, she remembered the straight and sick eyes when she was arguing with her mother, Dai Er didn't dare to move. Move, mother is lonely, poor.Dai Er had a premonition of what would happen one day. At this moment, she felt a dark and silent woman with draped hair pounce on her, and those cold and stiff hands were about to strangle her neck.She couldn't hesitate anymore, summoned up desperate courage, and with the determination to sacrifice her arm, stretched out her arm from under the quilt, and flicked on the bedside lamp.As the orange light fell, the room was silent and empty, and there was no trace of anything.She let out a long breath.

During the day, Miss Dai Er had an extra fear.She couldn't grasp her mother's emotions of love and hate. She knew that loneliness was an eternal dilemma faced by all human beings, and she was very afraid that something unexpected would happen one day.Every time she went to her mother's room, she became more polite. She always called her mother outside the door, and only dared to open the door when she heard the answer.Dai Er was very afraid that one day a scene would suddenly hit her face like a thunderbolt from the sunny day—after Dai Er and her mother stayed in their own rooms for a long time, Dai Er suddenly pushed open the door of her mother's room in order to say something In an instant, she saw that woman—her only family member committed suicide, her hair was drooping with blood, pale, scarlet, cruel, hurt, disgusting, and sad all hit her...

Miss Dai Er was so afflicted by this kind of imagination that her head ached and her mind was in a trance. She shed tears for her own imagination.She would rather die by herself than lose her mother alive.She loves mother. When the war subsided, Miss Dai Er still took leisurely walks with her mother in the evening, the streets were gray and the sky was windless.There are continuous buildings on both sides of the street, the windows are open, and countless stories flow into the air like a song - both sad and joyful; both lonely and fulfilling. Miss Dai Er and the World Miao Yi's stomach swelled up day by day, and it was no longer satisfied with the cover of the clothes.When Dai Er saw her, her table and bed were already filled with all kinds of "pregnancy manuals", "prenatal education" and other things that pregnant returnees pay attention to. Because of pregnancy, because of the stability and safety of life, her A new force gushed out of her body, and she seemed to be much more at ease, the previous melancholy of being helpless, and a satisfied and proud young woman's look on her face that she had never had before.Miss Dai Er was very surprised.They hadn't seen each other for more than a month, and Miao Yi had undergone such a huge change.From time to time, the protruding belly reminded Dai Er of activities related to the womb and sexual behavior, and because of this association, the man was also drawn in, which made Dai Er feel extremely ugly.

Dai Er bought a lot of nutrition for Miao Yi.This move was originally entirely out of their sincere friendship in the past.However, Miao Yi suddenly accepted it as a matter of course like a wife who is used to accepting ceremonies. Afterwards, there was some sincere politeness about Dai Er's work and sincere lies about her married life. Dai Er immediately felt that A strong estrangement and alienation oppressed her, she listened quietly, not wanting to say anything more.Only then did she feel that her long-held belief in friendship had been utterly fooled.Dai Er sat there, motionless, active in mind, thinking that there are all kinds of exploitation in this world, a man can exploit his body and passion, a woman can exploit her mind and sincerity.She thought that if she had power and money, there would be more ways to be used.She also thought that when she was used, she must have used others. The world is running in a balance between being used and being used. How normal is this? This is how she survives, and everyone lives like this , although many would not admit it to themselves.For a while, these thoughts made Dai Er very preoccupied and confused.Thinking of her future, Dai Er's heart was empty.

Dai Er wanted to get up and leave, but she had already made an appointment with Miao Yi's father-in-law, so she forced herself to sit down, calmly and said nothing more. In the evening, Dai Er, accompanied by Miao Yi, went to the house of "So-and-so".Dai Er asked if she wanted to buy some gifts for "who and so".Miao Yi said, "It doesn't matter if you buy him anything, why don't you buy anything for now, let's talk about it later." So Dai Er didn't buy anything for now, and waited to talk about it later. When Dai Er helped Miao Yi into "Who and so"'s house, there was a qigong master who had just treated "Who and so".He has recently suffered from a urinary incontinence problem, as if returning to his childhood, he always wakes up with a bed of cold urine in the morning; even when he is a little nervous during the day, or coughing a few times when speaking at a conference Make his crotch wet.For this reason, "who" has tried many traditional Chinese medicine remedies, and even tried western medicine, although "who" hates western medicine.But none of them worked.

Miao Yichang's appearance immediately changed from the moment he entered "whom and so"'s room. His father was long and his father was short, asking questions about the cold and warmth, and being attentive.Seeing Miao Yi's painstaking efforts, Dai Er felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. She took a few deep breaths so that she could sit on the sofa without getting up and walking away. But the qigong master left an indelible impression on Miss Dai Er at a glance. He was tall but not dry, and he looked less than fifty years old. The calm expression gives people a kind of religious and detached understanding.His hand was very big, and when that hand swiped back and forth in the air, Dai Er felt a vast and warm divine power in his heart.

At this moment, a hoarse, crow-like voice penetrated into Miss Dai Er's body from the top of her head and toes, and she couldn't figure out what it was for a while.When she sensitively traced from the direction where the voice came out to the initial point of the voice, she saw the lips of "so and so" moving with difficulty.Before she had time to recollect and judge what "who" said, she was politely led to another room by "who"'s secretary.The secretary's calligraphy was very beautiful. He hung his wrist to hold the brush. In a few minutes, the recommendation letter Dai Er needed was written, and the secretary went back to the room of "who and so" to sign. Dai Er was satisfied that things went so smoothly. Unexpected.

After finishing the work, Dai Er stood up and said goodbye.She didn't want to greet Miao Yi again, she knew that she had nothing but sympathy for Miao Yi.So Dai Er quietly left.