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nowhere to say goodbye

nowhere to say goodbye

陈染

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Chapter 1 Chapter One

nowhere to say goodbye 陈染 3547Words 2018-03-19
Second Miss Dai lay sleepily on the bed, thinking wildly about something.The morning light has already penetrated the window curtain and sprinkled on the quilt obliquely.The curtains are dark red. Although the street far outside the window is full of traffic and people, and the sky is clear and clear, the room is still dim and warm.Miss Dai Er was wrapped in the soft quilt and didn't want to wake up.The quilt was lavender, a warm, elegant, and noble color, exuding a unique quality of a woman.Her body was wrapped in a thin strand of quilt, like a ray of light, spreading lightly and softly on the bed...

Miss Dai Er's head hurts a bit. When she opened her eyes in the morning, the first thing she felt was a distant and approaching, shallow and profound feeling emanating from the depths of her temples, around her eye sockets and inside her upper gums. The pain seemed to be not just waking up after a whole night's sleep, but the mind was trying to go to sleep after staying up all night but couldn't fall asleep. Miss Dai Er has had this periodic headache for a long time. She didn't know the cause of this headache before, so she dug out a few old books on medicine from home to read.There are a lot of books at home, but no one engages in medicine, so there are no medical books.Finally, I found a dilapidated "Barefoot Doctor's Handbook". On the first page of the book, it was written: focus on medical and health care in rural areas.Dai Er thought that this must be the local product brought back by her mother when she went to the countryside to reform in her early years. She even smelled the fragrance of rice in the black and bright fields and the golden color of corn on the ridges in the autumn sun from the pages of the book.So Miss Dai Er threw it into the paper basket in the bathroom and flipped through other medical books.But when I turned around, I felt that it was inappropriate, so I picked up the book again.My mother never threw away anything in her life, not even the little socks that Dai Er wore when she went to kindergarten. Dai Er would always throw away all the old things in the house when her mother was not at home. Guarding those old tatters, but Miss Dai Er secretly threw them away, but her mother didn't find anything.Dai Er thought, if the book was thrown into the toilet paper basket and her mother saw it, she would have to say she was a prodigal son.Downstairs was shouting for scrap collection, so she went to the balcony and threw at the waste newspapers and broken pots and umbrellas scattered on the ground downstairs.

The second medical book Ms. Dai Er read was "Practical Chinese Medicine Psychiatry" which she bought from a bookstall. After talking about people's nerve types, psychological temperament, deficiency and excess of yin and yang, etc., Dai Er analyzed himself while reading, and then prescribed the right medicine, choosing Tianma Pills and Dihuang Oral Liquid.After taking it repeatedly for a period of time, it didn't work, so she stopped taking it. It wasn't until a few days ago that she learned that she was suffering from a stress disorder unique to women from a book "Fear of Women" written by an American. This book was brought back from New York at the end of last year.It is written in the book that women suffering from this disease have the following symptoms, which vary from person to person:

Amenorrhea (loss of menstruation) vaginismus (painful sex) Premenstrual tension (multi-symptom headache) Lack of sex appeal (prevents sexual arousal) Miss Dai Er thought, fortunately her symptoms were only headaches, if there were other symptoms, it would be a lot of trouble.Dai Er was born delicate and beautiful, with dark and big eyes, charming and melancholy. She is twenty-six years old. Although she is not married yet, she already has a lot of knowledge about sex. Not a problem.Girlfriends have any problems. For example, Miao Yi had a severe pregnancy reaction in the previous period, and she vomited to death, so she came to Dai Er for advice. At the critical moment, whoever wants to do the real thing has no way.When she had a problem, she also came to Dai Er.The three women are all good-looking, but they are different from each other.Miao Yi is beautiful and secretive, secretive and innocent, making people confused whether she is too mature or too naive; Dai Er is thin and delicate, with melancholy in her heart, exuding sentimentality, loneliness and arrogance of an intellectual woman; Mai Sansheng Beautiful, innocent and bright, warm and vain.The three women are not related by blood, but because they were very close in the past, sometimes the men couldn't get in, and they sighed at the sight, so they arranged one, two, three in private according to age.

Dai Er was born in a scholarly family, her father was a famous professor of literature.After passing away many years ago, she left behind a houseful of books, which Dai Er has been obsessed with since she was a child.When studying prose and ink, it is unavoidable to suffer from the problem of the "half" person who loves literature and art but has no great prospects. He is sensitive, worried, excited, exaggerated, and sometimes writes a poem or something, which is sad, but always Not on the road, not her father's material.Dai Er's headache is probably due to her nerve type and personality traits.

At this moment, Dai Er was lying on the bed very tired and didn't want to wake up. She folded her arms across her chest, bent her knees, and lay on her side.The position gave her a certain emptiness, and from the emptiness, a certain fantasy, and from the fantasy, a certain profound loneliness.She stroked her frail body with her hand, each rib was like a string of a violin, there was almost nothing extra on her body except for a thin layer of fat on the skeleton.However, a pair of plump breasts bloomed on Miss Daier's bony chest.A few months ago, this body and breasts were still being rubbed by a pair of big men's hands. No matter whether the touching was happy or not, Dai Er felt that she was blending with something other than herself.Now, she was really alone.Dai Er involuntarily stretched out her hand to her chest and hugged it tightly, as if reliving something, reminiscing about something.She remembered what her boyfriend named Murphy once said to her: "Dai Er, you can't walk by the river alone, you are too self-loving, I'm afraid you will jump into the river and hug yourself." Thinking of this, Dai Second, I felt cold all over my body.

Over the past few years, through all kinds of rain and rain, Chen Cang secretly crossed, Dai Er actually came into contact with several men, but her heart has never been mobilized, the fullness of the body cannot replace the certain requirements of the spirit, and without spirit, being with a man Just like working without passion, excitement and pleasure are two different things in a sense.Miss Dai Er called a certain kind of pleasure "pleasant physical labor".To be honest, Dai Er is not very sexy. Her thinness and fragility make men feel distressed and loving when they see her, and want to protect her, but most of the time men don't want to ravage her.Miss Dai Er herself did not show enough enthusiasm for this kind of "pleasant physical labor" that lacks spirit.Therefore, they often end up in a state of complete loneliness both mentally and physically.Dai Er felt sorry for this. She envied Mai San very much. Mai San was tall and plump, full of sexual desire, and could not live without a man for three days.According to Mai San's husband, Murphy, Mai San's love is like golden waves of wheat in autumn, ups and downs, melodious to the ear.Second Miss Dai feels ashamed.She thought that apart from work, there must be some hobbies, and liking sex is also a hobby.After all, it's better than having no hobbies at all.

Miss Dai Er was lying on the bed and counting the days of her cycle.Come on, come on, you won't have a headache when you come.Just as she was thinking, looking at the silence in the room, she was about to habitually immerse herself in reminiscing about the past or meditating on the future, when the phone rang. Just based on the name of the phone ringing and the time of the call, she can roughly tell her off. The young lady must be at home now, whether she got up or not and whether she wanted to answer the phone or not, she had to pick up the receiver and talk to him.This is not the case with Miao Yi's phone, she always makes the phone call twice timidly, and if no one answers, she will think thoughtfully and considerately about what Dai Er is busy with right now, maybe in the bathroom, maybe with her boyfriend. The friend couldn't get away from the closeness, so he hung up and came back later, Mai Sanshi had an unreasonable and arrogant behavior, and knocked on the phone in the middle of the night in a state of nervousness, what do you think is a great urgency But she called in the middle of the night just to report that she ate the first strawberry this year at night, and Dai Er was so angry that she called at the same time the next night to tell her that she hadn't eaten strawberries this year, but Mai San was determined. It won't make the phone call endlessly early in the morning.

After the phone chattered for a while, Dai Er concluded that this person would not let it go, so she staggered out of bed, and Nina Na Na moved to the hallway like a cloud of fog, her eyes seemed to be open or not, her eyes were dim and loose, she picked up the phone, Lost the sound of "Hello" listlessly? "Dai Er, have you put on your pants yet?" "I guess it's you, I hate it!" "Hey, you'd better not put on your clothes." "You can't see without wearing it." "I can feel it even if I can't see it!" "Don't be a hooligan. You wait a minute and I get dressed."

Miss Dai Er put down the microphone and put on her coat. As Dai Er expected, the person who came was Mo Fei.Murphy is a reporter. When Dai Er's father was around, he often came to the house, and then went back to write an exclusive interview with Professor Dai, reporting on the latest developments of Professor Dai.After Dai Er's father passed away, he still came to the house, saying it was to visit his aunt, but in fact he just wanted to catch a few glances at Miss Dai Er, talk about his wife Mai San who gave him a headache, and verbally entertain him, fuck this Fuck that, Ke Dongzhen never dared to offend Miss Dai Er, at most, when Dai Er handed the tea cup to him, he mistakenly took Miss Dai Er's hand with the tea cup and held it in his hand .As for men, women from other families are always better than their own.He didn't lose any meat or lose anything after holding it, so let's just hold it once, probably his courage will come to an end here.Dai Er felt that there was no danger, so she always pretended to ignore it without feeling anything, and didn't expose anything.I just sighed for Mai San in my heart.

Dai Er is not a frivolous woman, she has her own integrity.Professor Dai met many celebrities in the cultural circles during his lifetime. At first, the celebrities came to the house to discuss with their fathers. After discussing with their fathers, they learned that Professor Dai had a daughter who was born delicate and charming, with a scholarly temperament. She should talk to Professor Dai. When you feel thirsty and tired, looking at Miss Dai Er sitting quietly at the side is more refreshing than drinking a cup of mellow tea to quench your thirst.Occasionally, Dai Er would say a few insightful words, which shocked everyone.Everyone always does not believe that such a very intelligent opinion can come from the mouth of the beautiful and weak Miss Dai Er. This kind of sternness and sobriety should not be possessed by Miss Dai Er.Dai Er gradually got acquainted with many celebrities in the cultural circles. Dai'er's family has always had a good democratic atmosphere, no big or small, no distinction between high and low.Before Professor Dai fell ill, she often crawled on all fours on the carpet, and Dai Er and Dai Er's mother took turns riding.Professor Dai said while climbing that he loves our party first and Dai Er second.Dai Er cried out, then my mother will divorce you!Professor Dai said: Your mother is a party member, and she fell in love with your mother because of her love for the party.Besides, we don't have to be afraid of divorce, your mother loves biscuits, buy her two packs of biscuits, and she will marry me again. Growing up in such a family, Dai Er exudes chicness and arrogance from the bottom of her heart.Sitting with celebrities, she often joked and joked about sex on the surface, but Dai Er's sense of proportion and self-respect made men feel self-respecting, and they were discouraged, and no one dared to act rashly.What's more, Dai Er's nature is not such a frivolous and casual person, she likes to talk to each other quietly and deeply.
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