Chapter 48 chapter Ten

Get out of the restaurant.My mood is indeed much easier.There is really no big deal, isn't it just that a child is about to be born! The sun is still shining brightly, the birds are still singing, the flowers are blooming, the grass is green, and the wind is still blowing gently.In the square, the guard of honor for the delivery of the baby was lined up like geese's wings, amidst the loud drums and music, many eager women rushed forward, hoping to snatch the precious baby from the hands of the queen.People are singing the praises of childbirth with the greatest enthusiasm, looking forward to childbirth, and celebrating childbirth, but I am suffering, troubled and anxious because someone is pregnant with my child.This can only show that it is not that there is a problem in society, but that there is a problem in myself.

Sir, I found Chen Bi and his dog behind the thick pillar on the right side of the gate of the Niangniang Temple.This is a foreign dog with black spots all over its body, which is obviously nobler than the original local dog that died on the wheel.Why would such a well-born foreign dog mate with a bum? It seems like a secret, but it's not surprising when you think about it.In a newly developed land like Northeast Gaomi Township, the soil and the ocean are mixed together, and the mud and sand are mixed together.Many nouveau riche who like to follow the fashion, wished to buy tigers as pets when they first broke out, and wished to sell their wives to pay off debts when they went bankrupt.There are many stray dogs roaming the streets, not long ago they were expensive breeds kept by wealthy families.Just like at the beginning of the last century, when a revolution broke out in Russia, many white Russian ladies were exiled to Harbin. They had to put down their wealth for bread, or sell themselves to prostitutes, or marry the lower-class people who worked hard, so that some mixed-race offspring were born in this place , Chen Bi's big nose and deep eye sockets may be related to this period of history.The combination of Dalmatians and Chen Bi is somewhat similar.I was thinking wildly, observing them from the side more than ten meters away from him and the dog.There are crutches beside him, and a piece of red cloth is placed in front of him. On the red cloth, there are obviously written words about the handicapped begging for alms.From time to time, a jeweled woman would bend down and put a banknote or a few coins into the iron bowl in front of him.Whenever someone gave alms, the Dalmatians would raise its head and bark three times in a gentle and affectionate tone.No more, no less, three times each time.The donors were moved, and some even donated money a second time.In fact, I no longer have the idea of ​​buying him with a lot of money and letting him mobilize Chen Mei to induce labor.I walked towards him, my curiosity was aroused, and I wanted to know what was written on the red cloth in front of him-this is the vice of literati.

The red cloth reads: I am the Tieguai Immortal in the sky, leading the Jade Dog to the mortal world.The lady who sent the child is my aunt, and sent me here to beg for alms.Give me a small amount of money in exchange for a noble son, ride a horse and parade through the streets to win the champion... I guess, the words on the cloth were compiled by Wang Gan, and the words on the cloth were written by Li Shou. They are all using their own ways to help this classmate who is in trouble.He pulled up the fat trousers, exposing those two legs that looked like rotten eggplants.I suddenly remembered the story my mother told: After Tieguai Li Chengxian, there was no firewood for cooking at home. His wife asked: What to burn? He said: Burn the legs.So he stretched out one leg under the stove, lit the fire, the flames in the stove were blazing, the steam in the pot curled up, and the rice was about to be cooked.At this time, his sister-in-law came to visit, and when she saw this, she exclaimed: Oh, brother, be careful to burn your legs! So, his legs really burned and limped.

After my mother told the story, she reminded us: In the face of miracles, we must keep silent and don't make a fuss. He was wearing a brick-red down jacket on his upper body, which was mottled with oil and gleamed like armor.It is the fourth month of the lunar calendar, and the smoked wind brings warmth.In the distant wheat field, the wheat is filling.In the ponds in the distance and in the bullfrog farm nearby, frogs are chasing and mating and making loud calls.The young girls were already wearing light silk skirts to show off their figures, but this man was still dressed like this.I felt hot just looking at him, but he curled up and shivered.His face was the color of bronze, and the bald part of his head glistened as if it had been sanded.Why, I don't understand, is he wearing a dirty mask to cover that conspicuous nose? His gaze, shot from deep-set eye sockets, meets mine, flinching.I hurried away and went to see his dog.His dog was also looking at me with the same indifferent and blank gaze.The dog's left front paw was obviously missing, as if it had been cut off by a sharp weapon.So far, I understand that dogs and people are truly sympathetic.At this point, I also understand that there is nothing to say in front of him, and the only thing I can do is: put down a little money and leave quickly.I only had a big ticket with a face value of 100 yuan in my pocket, which was the money I had prepared for myself for lunch and dinner, but I still put the money in the iron bowl in front of him without hesitation.He didn't respond, the dog routinely barked three times.

I leave them with a sigh.After walking a dozen steps, I couldn't help but turn back.I subconsciously thought: How does he deal with this big bill? Most of the money in that bowl is one-yuan notes and coins, and the notes and coins are all filthy.How dazzling my big pink money is in the bowl! I am sure no one will give him as generously as I do.I don't believe he would be indifferent to a new hundred-dollar bill.gentlemen.I really "measure the heart of a gentleman with the belly of a villain", I looked back and saw a scene that annoyed me: a teenage black and fat boy rushed out from behind the pillar, and was in the iron bowl containing coins. The former one bent down, stretched out his hand to grab the hundred-yuan bill in his hand, and then jumped in diagonally.His actions were quick, and by the time I realized it, he was already more than ten meters away, running along the alley beside the temple, towards the Sino-US Joint Venture Jiabao Maternity and Infant Hospital.The little boy had cross-eyed eyes and looked familiar. I must have seen him somewhere.Come to think of it, I did see him.He was the child who handed a black skinny frog wrapped in paper to his aunt on the opening day of the Sino-American Jiabao Maternity and Infant Hospital when we first came back, and scared her into unconsciousness.

Facing this sudden change, Chen Bi didn't react at all.The Dalmatian barked a few times at the boy's figure, looked up at its owner, then fell silent, and put its head on the paws in front of it, everything returned to silence. I was very upset, for Chen Bi and his dog, and for myself.Because that's my money.I wanted to tell the indignation in my heart to the people around me, but everyone had their own business, and what happened just now was like a flash of lightning, leaving no trace.I can't spare him, this boy who ruined the simplicity of Northeast Gaomi Township.Which family bred bad offspring, bullied women, robbed the disabled, and did all things that were devoid of conscience.And from his extremely proficient skills, it can be concluded that it is definitely not the first time he has snatched money from Chen Bi's begging bowl.I walked quickly, heading in the direction the boy was running.He was just ahead, about fifty meters away from me.He has stopped running.He jumped high and pulled a branch full of goose-yellow tender leaves from a weeping willow by the roadside, waving and whipping it casually.He didn't look back at all, knowing that the lame man and lame dog he had robbed would not pursue him.Boy, you wait, I'm catching up.

He turned into a farmers market built along the river.The market canopy is covered with green plastic sunshades, and the light inside is all green. 'People move in it like fish swimming in water. The market is rich in supplies, and the stalls are lined up like winding corridors.On the vegetable and fruit stalls, there were many strange vegetables and fruits that even I, who was born as a farmer, didn't know. They were colorful and strangely shaped.Thinking about the era of scarcity of materials thirty years ago, I can only sigh.The boy was familiar with the road and went straight to the fish market.I quickened my pace to follow him, and at the same time, my eyes were constantly attracted by the fish, turtles, shrimps and crabs on the stalls on both sides.The silvery salmon like piglets were imported from Russia.The hairy crab that spreads its claws like a giant spider was imported from Hokkaido, Japan.There are also lobsters from South America, abalones from Australia, and of course more common fish such as green, pomfret, yellow, and mandarin fish.Those salmon that have been divided, the flesh color is orange, lie vividly on the white ice.There is a tangy aroma from the stalls where the fish fillets are being baked.In front of a grilled squid stall, the boy took out my big bill, bought a bunch of them, and got back a handful of change.He raised his face and handed the iron stick with the fish fillet to his mouth. His posture was like a juggler performing sword swallowing in the square in front of the Niangniang Temple.Just as he deftly swallowed a piece of squid with slender arms and feet dripping dark red juice into his mouth, I rushed up and grabbed his neck from behind.I shouted loudly: "Where are you going, you little thief! As soon as the little thief got short, his neck fell out of my hand."I grabbed his wrist, and he swung the juicy iron skewer full of fish fillets at me.I hurriedly let go, and he slipped away like a loach.I rushed forward and grabbed his shoulders.With a sudden movement, the rotten T-shirt burst and fell loose, revealing his oily body like a black mackerel.He burst into tears, without tears, howling like a wolf, and at the same time fiercely stabbed the iron stick with the squid in his hand towards my stomach.I dodged in a hurry, but I couldn't dodge in time, and got a lottery on my left arm, which didn't hurt at first.It was just a hot feeling, and then there was severe pain, and black blood gushed out.I clutched the wound with my right hand and shouted: He is a thief, he stole money from the handicapped! The thief howled, like a mad pig, and rushed towards me, his eyes were terrible, sir, I felt terrified in my heart, backed up again and again, dodged, and yelled, he stabbed me and cried at the same time: You pay for my clothes! You pay for my clothes! There are many unspeakable swear words mixed in his words, Sir, I am really ashamed that our Northeast Township has bred such descendants.In a hurry, I grabbed a board from the fish stall with the origin and price of the fish written on it, and used it as a shield to resist the thief's attack.He is more vicious than the last one, and every one of them wants to kill me.The wooden board was repeatedly stabbed with iron sticks, and my right hand was punctured because I couldn't dodge it in time, and it was dripping with blood.Sir, my mind is confused, I have no idea, I just back, dodge, and stagger by the instinct of survival.Several times, my heels tripped over something like a fish basket or a plank, and I almost fell on my back. If I fell, sir, I would not be able to write to you at this time.If I fell, one would be stabbed to death by the fierce leopard-like child on the spot, or the other would be seriously injured and sent to the hospital for treatment.Sir, I have to admit that at that time, my heart was full of fear, and my cowardly and weak nature was exposed.

I hurriedly looked around, hoping that those fishmongers would lend a helping hand and rescue me from danger, but some of them stood by, some ignored it, and some applauded.Sir, I am such a piece of trash, I am greedy for life and afraid of death, I have no fighting spirit, and I was beaten back again and again by a teenage child. I heard crying pleading voices coming out of my mouth intermittently, like being beaten The barking of a hurt dog: Help...help... And that child had already stopped crying—he had never cried at all—his eyes were wide open, with almost no whites in them, like two fat tadpoles.He bit his lower lip, looked straight at me, paused, and jumped up.Help...I yelled and held up the wooden sign...I won the lottery again, bleeding profusely...He jumped again...He just launched attacks again and again like this, I just yelled for help cowardly Step back, straight back into the bright sun...

I dropped the sign, turned and ran away, calling for help as I ran.Sir, I am ashamed to tell you about my ugliness, but I don't tell you, and I can't find anyone to tell.I ran, panicked, and heard people on both sides shouting, which was deafening.I ran to the snack street, and there was a silver-gray car parked in front of a small restaurant beside the street.I saw a black sign hanging over the restaurant, with two strange red letters on it: "Female Pheasant".There are two women sitting at the entrance of the restaurant, one is tall and fat, the other is petite and exquisite.They stood up abruptly.I rushed to them as if I saw a savior-stumbling, fell to the ground, my lip was broken, and blood was oozing between my teeth.What tripped me was an iron chain connected by two iron posts.An iron stake fell to the ground.The two women jumped on me, twisted my arms, and lifted me up.I felt my face was slapped a lot by them and covered with their spittle.I feel lucky that the kid who was chasing me did not follow.Unfortunately, sir, I have been entangled again by these two women from the "Pheasant" restaurant.They insisted that my leg knocked down the iron post on which the chain was hanging, and the iron post fell on her car, smashing her car.Sir, there is indeed a white spot the size of a needle point on the rear of that car, but it was definitely not caused by the iron pillar.They dragged me and refused to let me go, yelling at me and attracting many people to watch.That little woman is especially vicious, she looks quite similar to the boy who chased and killed me.Her fingers poked me down, each time it seemed to poke my eyes out.Every excuse I made was drowned in their dozens of curses.Sir, at that time, I crouched on the ground with my head in my arms, feeling unprecedented despair.

The reason why the little lion and I chose to return to our hometown to settle down is because we encountered a similar incident on Huguosi Street in Beijing.That restaurant is opposite the People's Theater, and the name of the restaurant is "Wild Pheasant".When we went to see the posters of the People's Theater, we also tripped over an iron pile connected to an iron chain and painted in red and white. In front of the pheasant shop, the girl with dyed golden hair, tight face and thin lips like a knife rushed up and found a white spot the size of a needle nose at the rear of the car. .She danced and scolded us, using the obscene language that is popular in Beijing's hutongs.She said that my mother grew up on this street. Who hasn't seen it? You local turtles, what are you doing in the capital if you don't lie down in the dirt nest? Are you here to embarrass the Chinese people?! That fat woman, with her body Exuding a strong smell of hemorrhoid cream, he rushed up and punched me, breaking my nose with one punch.The bald men and old men with bare bellies who were watching also joined in, showing off their old Beijing identities, threatening us to apologize and lose money.Sir, I lost my money in weakness and apologized.Sir, after we got home we cried and decided to go back to live in Northeast Township.I thought this was our homeland, and no one dared to bully us.But unexpectedly, these two women were no less vicious than those two women on Huguosi Street in Beijing.Sir, I really don't understand, man, why is it so terrible? Sir, a greater danger is approaching, and I see that leopard boy coming.The squid slices on the iron stick have been eaten up, and it will be sharper when tied. Moreover, I suddenly understood that this boy is the son of this little woman, and the other fat woman must be the boy's aunt .The instinct of survival made me struggle to get up, I wanted to run, running is my strength, many years of affluent life made me forget how good I used to be at running.Now, when the fatal danger comes, this good running skill suddenly returns.The two women were still trying to hold me back, and the little boy was yelling too, and I howled like a dog cornered.I was covered in blood and bared my teeth, which probably made them feel a little scared, because the moment I howled, I saw the dumb expression on their faces. I always have deep feelings for women with this expression on their faces. pity.While they were in a daze, I jumped across the gap between the two cars.Let's run, Wan Zu, Wan Xiaopao, fifty-five-year-old Wan Xiaopao has regained the ability to run fast.I ran down this side street that smelled of fried chicken, fish, kebabs, and many other smells I didn't know.I feel that my legs are as light as grass, and when I step down, there seems to be a huge elasticity on the ground, which makes the next step gain more power. Yan's Superman.I feel that I am a horse, a hard-earned horse, the horse that can step on a flying swallow with its hoof, unrestrained, unencumbered...

But in fact, this unconstrained feeling is just my short-lived hallucination.The real situation was that I was out of breath, my throat was spewing fire, my heart was beating like a drum, my chest was swollen, my head was as big as a bucket, and my eyes were black in bursts, as if my blood vessels were about to burst at any time.The instinct to survive dominates my exhausted body. This is a veritable death struggle.I heard thunderous shouts all around me.First, a young man with a big beard and a black Chinese tunic suit rushed forward. His two green eyes were like two fireflies flying obliquely on the mountain road late at night.The moment his pale fingers were about to catch me, I opened my mouth to spit out a stream of dirty blood, causing his pale face to change color immediately.I heard him let out a scream, and then squatted on the ground covering his face.Sir, my heart is full of apologies. I know that his interception is a just act. His interception shows that he is a righteous man with morals, and the dirty blood I spew out is like the internal organs of a cuttlefish fleeing in a hurry. I'm sincerely sorry for staining his face and killing his eyes.If I were a noble person, even if I had a sharp knife on my back, I should stop, apologize to him, and ask his forgiveness, but I didn't, sir, I am ashamed of your teaching.Later, there were a few more sanctimonious gentlemen standing by the side of the road, yelling and beating, but not leaning forward; they must have been frightened by my stunt of spouting dirty blood; they threw half-drunk Coca-Cola bottles at me. On my body, the caramel-colored liquid that symbolizes American culture, with golden foam, was left behind by me... Sir, there is always an end to things, no matter how good things are, no matter how bad things are, there will be ends. This chasing and fleeing, which had confused right and wrong, finally ended when I exhausted my last bit of strength and collapsed in front of the Sino-US Joint Venture Jiabao Maternity and Infant Hospital.At that time, there was a BMW sedan, shining like sapphire, driving out of the hospital's courtyard shaded by green trees and overflowing with fragrance of flowers.My standing servant must have given an extremely unpleasant impression to the people in the car: because I was covered in blood, like a dead dog that fell from the sky.I surprised them first, then embarrassed them.I know that the richer the person, the more superstitious they are, and the degree of wealth is directly proportional to the degree of superstition.I know that they believe in fate more than the poor, and cherish life more than the poor.this is normal.The poor are broken pots, and the rich hold their wealth in their hands, like holding a piece of priceless blue and white porcelain.I suddenly fell in front of their car, and the "BMW" was like a colt in fright. It raised its front hooves suddenly, opened its eyes wide, and let out a terrified neigh.I am 120,000 terribly sorry about this, sorry, really sorry.My body twitched, trying to crawl forward to make way for the "BMW", but my body, like a bug with its tail pinned to a thumbtack, couldn't move.I think of the pranks I played in my childhood, and even in my adult life: take those blue or green bugs, use thumbtacks or thorns, stick their tails on the ground or wall, and watch them struggle, watch them How the consciousness that wants to crawl and escape fights with the body that does not obey the command. At the time I felt no pity, or even pleasure.Compared with worms, I am powerful, so powerful that worms cannot perceive my appearance.For worms, I am the mysterious force that creates all disasters.It can't even feel my murderous hand, it can only feel the thumbtack, or the thorn.Now, I feel the pain that those worms I have killed have experienced.Bugs, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Iamsorry! I saw a man slapping the steering wheel in the car, and the whistle sounded softly.This shows that the driver is a well-educated and patient man, which shows that he is not an ordinary upstart.If it was an ordinary upstart, he would press the siren like an air defense siren.If it was an ordinary upstart, he would stick his head out of the car window and curse at me with a mouthful of foul words. For the sake of this good man, I want to crawl forward as soon as possible and avoid the road for him, but my body does not obey the command. That man finally got out of the car unbearably. He was wearing an apricot-yellow casual suit with orange checks on the collar and cuffs. Man, I mentioned the Chinese translation of this brand, but I forgot.I can never remember the name of the famous brand. In fact, it is a kind of psychological resistance, a tortuous manifestation of the hatred and jealousy of inferior people towards superior people.Just like I devalue bread with steamed buns, just like I devalue cheese with bean paste.After the man got out of the car, he didn't scold me or kick me. He just anxiously ordered the security guard at the entrance of the hospital: Get him aside quickly. After he gave the order, he suddenly narrowed his eyes and raised his head, looking for the stimulation of the sun, and then sneezed loudly.Past events come to mind.It was from this sneeze that I recognized him again: Xiao Xiachun, Xiao Xiachun, my former high-ranking official and now a wealthy primary school classmate.It is said that he went to the sea to "dump coal" to find the first pot of gold during the upsurge of "dumping coal", and then used the interpersonal relationships he cultivated during his political career to attack from all directions and make money from all directions, becoming a rich man worth billions.I read an article interviewing him, and he even talked about eating coal when he was a child.Actually, I remember very well that he didn't eat the coal; he watched us eat it and studied the coal in his hand. ——Sir, you see, in such a dire situation, I'm still serious, it's really hopeless. One security guard couldn't drag me, and two security guards each grabbed my arm and basically dragged me friendly to the huge billboard on the east side of the hospital gate.They straightened me up and made me sit with my back against the wall.I saw classmate Xiao get into the car.I saw the car carefully cross the speed bump at the gate of the hospital, and then turned away.I imagined it more than I saw it, in the back seat of the car.Xiao Bi with a beautiful face and black hair was sitting on her shoulders, holding a pink baby in her arms. Those who are chasing me, gather up.The two women and the boy and the young man whose face I sprayed with black blood and the man who threw me with a Coca-Cola bottle all looked at me.In front of me, dozens of faces formed an ambiguous picture.The boy wanted to stab me with an iron stick, but was stopped by the younger woman.A man who looked like a professor stretched out two slender fingers and put them in front of my nose to test. I knew he was trying to test me but I couldn't breathe. I held my breath as a way of protecting myself.When I was a child, I heard from an old man who came back from the east of the village that in the mountains and forests, if you encounter tigers or bears, the best way is to lie on the ground, hold your breath and pretend to be dead; Those who beg for forgiveness, beasts will not eat dead bodies.This trick was very effective, the professor was taken aback for a moment, then walked away without saying a word.His actions are tantamount to announcing to the onlookers: This person is dead! Although in their minds, I am a thief who robs other people's money and things, but the laws of our country do not give these citizens with a sense of justice to live on the streets. The right to execute thieves in a hurry.So they dispersed in a hurry, one more thing is worse than one less thing.The two women also dragged the boy and fled in a hurry.I let out a long sigh of relief, realizing the majesty and dignity of the dead. The two security guards must have called the police, because when the police car came with its horns on, they were the only ones to meet them and talk to the police.Three policemen came up to me and asked me about the situation.Their faces are all young.The yellow teeth indicate that they are all from Northeast Gaomi Township.I had a sore nose and tears welled up in my eyes.Then, I cried like a child who was bullied outside and saw his parents.Of the three policemen, only the one with a small tumor between his eyebrows listened to me more seriously, while the other two just looked up at the billboard.When I finished speaking, the small tumor in the eyebrow said: How can we prove that what you said is the truth? I said: You can ask Chen Bi.Another tall policeman was still staring at the billboard, and said to me: How do you feel? Should I take you to the hospital? I moved my legs and feet, and I was able to move. There is no more bloodshed.The small tumor in the eyebrow said: If you are not afraid of trouble, just go to the bureau with us to make a record. If you are afraid of trouble, go to the same family to recuperate by yourself.I said: Is there no right and wrong like this? The small tumor in the eyebrow said: Father, of course there are right and wrong, but you have to give us evidence, witness.Can you let Chen Bi and those fish sellers testify? Can you guarantee that those two women and that child will not bite you back? That kid is the nephew of Zhang Quan, a former bandit in Dongfeng Village. He is indeed a bad breed, but He's a boy, and what can you do with him?—well, I said, forget it, be my luck. ——Eat a ditch to gain wisdom, at such an age, stop going out to meddle in business, play with grandchildren at home, enjoy family happiness, how wonderful! ——Thank you for wasting the country’s gasoline and wearing out the country’s vehicles , I have caused you trouble again. ——Old man, satirizing us? ——Where, where, how dare I mock you, I am sincere, 120,000 percent sincere! ——The small tumor in the eyebrow and the tall policeman turned to leave, and the other had a square face and a wide mouth The policemen still stared at the billboard and refused to move.The small tumor in the eyebrow said: Brother Wang, let’s go! I can’t move my legs when I saw the child! The wide-mouthed policeman smacked his lips and said: It’s so cute! It’s so cute! Plant it! Kuokou policeman said: She is saline-alkali land, I only sow seeds, but she doesn’t germinate! The tall policeman said: Don’t just complain about your sister-in-law, check it yourself, maybe your seeds have been fried! Kuokou The policeman said: How is that possible... They got into the car noisily and left me under the billboard.I feel depressed in my heart, but also feel helpless. Even if I went with them to the police station to make a statement, so what? Since those two women are two of Zhang Quan's three daughters, my aunt is their enemy.So I also understood why the boy scared my aunt unconscious with the frog.Mostly he was instigated by his mother or aunt to avenge his grandma in this way, even though my aunt cannot be blamed for his grandma's death.With this kind of person, what reason is there? Forget it, I'm unlucky. No, this is God testing me, bear with it, if you can bear it, you will be safe. I am a person with great ambitions, and I am a writer who is creating a play. These experiences and feelings are all high-quality materials.The reason why a great man can become a great man is that he can endure suffering and humiliation that ordinary people cannot bear, such as Han Xin who can endure the humiliation of his crotch, such as Confucius who can endure the hunger of Chen Cai, such as Sun Bin who can swallow his own excrement... Compared with these saints and sages, what is it that I suffer and suffer this little grievance? Just thinking about it, sir, I feel my heart is broadened, my breathing is smooth, my eyes are bright, and my strength is slowly recovering.Tadpole, stand up, the sky will send you a big responsibility, you have to bear the suffering bravely, don't complain, don't hate anyone. I stood up, despite the pain of the wound, hunger, weak legs, and dizzy eyes, but I was determined not to fall down.At first I thought that there would be many people looking at me, but in fact no one looked at me, even the security guards at the gates of the two hospitals ignored me, which confirmed what Li Shou had said to me.Thinking of Li Shou, I also thought of the baby in Chen Mei's womb, but at this time my feeling was quite different from the morning.In the morning I was trying to kill the baby in every possible way, but now, I have changed my mind. When I looked back and saw the billboard, my thoughts were very clear: I want this baby! I desperately need this baby! This is the baby God gave me, and all my sufferings are for him. Sir, let me tell you now, there are hundreds of enlarged pictures of babies on the billboard.Some of them laughed, some cried; some closed their eyes, some squinted; some opened their eyes, some opened one eye and closed one eye; Some stretched out their hands, as if they wanted to grab something; some clenched their hands into fists, as if they were very unhappy; some stuffed one hand into their mouths and gnawed, some put their hands next to their ears; some opened their eyes Laugh, some laugh with eyes closed; some cry with eyes open, some cry with eyes closed; some have hairless heads, some have black hair; some have soft golden hair, some have flaxen hair that shines like velvet; Some have wrinkled faces, like little old men, some have fat heads and big ears, like piglets;Some were as black as briquettes; some pouted as if they were angry, some pouted as if they were shouting; some pouted as if they were looking for a nipple, and some closed their mouths and tilted their heads as if refusing to suckle. Some stick out their bright red tongues, some stick out only a pink tip; some have a dimple on each cheek, and some have a dimple on only one cheek; some have double eyelids, some have single eyelids; some are spherical. Some have small heads, some have long heads like wax gourds; is so cute.From the text on the advertisement, I learned that this is a collection of photos of the children delivered by the hospital in the two years since its opening, and it is a display of results.This is truly a great cause, a noble cause, a sweet cause... Sir, I am deeply moved, my eyes fill with tears, I hear the call of a most holy voice, I feel the human The most solemn emotion in the world is the love of life. Compared with this, other loves are vulgar and inferior.Sir, I feel that my soul has been solemnly baptized. I feel that my past sins have finally got a chance to be redeemed. Catch this child that God has given me!