Chapter 38 sequence

Dear Mr. Sugitani: It has been three years since we moved back to Gaomi after retirement.Although there were some small twists and turns during the period, there was a big surprise in the end.I am apprehensively appreciative of the material I have sent you about my aunt.You say that these materials can be published as novels with a little arrangement, but I have doubts and fears.One is that the publishing house is unwilling to accept novels of this kind of subject, and the other is that if it is published, it will make my aunt angry.Although I have tried my best to "keep it out for the elders" in some respects, I still disclosed many things that made her sad.As for myself, I really want to confess my sins in this way to you, and hope to find a way to alleviate them.Your comfort and enlightenment have brightened my heart a lot.Since writing can redeem sins, I will keep writing.Since sincere writing can redeem sins, I must be sincere when writing.

I said more than ten years ago that when writing, you should touch the most painful place in your heart and write about the most unbearable memories in your life. Now, I think I should also write about the most embarrassing thing in life and the most embarrassing situation in life.Put yourself on the dissecting table, under the condenser. More than 20 years ago, I once said boldly: I am writing for myself, and writing for redemption can certainly be counted as writing for myself, but it is not enough; I think I should also write for those who have been hurt by me, And, also writing for those who have hurt me.I am grateful to them, because every time I am hurt, I think of those who have been hurt by me.

Sir, now send me the words I have written intermittently for a year.I think this is the end of the story about my aunt; next, I will finish the play with my aunt as the prototype of the characters as soon as possible. My aunt mentions you every time she sees me, and she sincerely hopes you will come again.She even said, is Mr. Sugitani unable to buy a plane ticket? You tell him, I will buy the plane ticket for him.My aunt also said that she has many things in her heart that she cannot tell anyone, but if you come, she will tell you without reservation.She said she knew a big secret about her father that she had never told anyone.When this is revealed, it will shock you.Sir, I almost guessed the secret, but let her tell you when you come.

In addition, although I have mentioned it in the materials sent this time.But let me tell you here first: I am nearly sixty years old, and recently became the father of a newborn baby! Sir, no matter how this baby comes, no matter how many troubles will arise around this baby in the future, I still want to invite you The nobleman blesses him; if possible, please give him a name! Tadpole in Gaomi in October 2008