Chapter 56 Section 96

After we dispersed, Hu Dongduo and I were about to take a taxi back. Jiang Han called me, he couldn't hear much concern in his voice, he said, "Where are you?" I said, "Walking." He said: "Don't wander around, where are you, I will pick you up." I said, "It's okay, I'll take a taxi back." After hanging up the phone, Hu Dongduo approached that big face and said, "Jiang Han? Do you care so much about you?" I pursed my lips and said, "Where is my concern? I'm probably afraid that before I divorce him, I won't be able to think about committing suicide. As a result, he will become a widower, his value will depreciate, and he will no longer be able to find a girl of comparable value."

Hu Dongduo nodded and said, "Very good. Fortunately, you are not fascinated." Hu Dongduo has always been a love philosopher. Regarding the love between a rich man and a commoner woman, she summed it up like this-you treat him as a gluttonous feast in your love, but he just uses you as a dessert to refresh yourself .If you can't afford it, you have to be able to hide. I always keep in mind, so I am full of antibodies to Jiang Han. I lowered my head and sighed softly. Suddenly, I found that on the ring finger of my left hand, I was still wearing the ring that Gu Lang proposed to me on Christmas Eve.

It sat quietly on my finger, with a mocking brilliance. I froze for a moment, took it off carefully, and stared at it intently amidst the neon lights of the city. Hu Dongduo didn't speak at the side, she was probably afraid of being stimulated, and I had a relapse, so I lay back on the bed and became Daiyu. I asked Hu Dongduo, what should I do? Hu Dongduo said, throw it away. I said: "No, throw it away, it is still laughing at me somewhere in this world!" Hu Dongduo said: "Then you can swallow it!" Just as I was about to open my mouth, she said something to herself and almost choked me to death: "If you swallow it, you will pull it out, and it will still lie quietly in some cesspit in this world and laugh at you!"

Me: ... ⊙__⊙b Khan In the end, I decided to go to Tang Hui and return it to Gu Lang—on the first day of 2008, all of this must have come to an end. I even thought about my posture, just walked up to him quietly like that, proudly, without saying a word, gently threw the ring into his hand, then turned around without saying a word, proudly leave. I asked Hu Dongduo: "Is it elegant?" Hu Dongduo said: "As long as you don't give up on yourself like Xiaoci! It's fine if you're elegant or not." I said: "No!" I remember that there are female experts who teach women how to leave proudly and gracefully at the moment of breaking up. As a young female artist, I have to practice it once.

Thinking about how stupid the two previous unsuccessful breakups were, I wished I could slap both of them and kill myself. The first time was Xin Baibai, my little first love ran away with the rich girl Liu Yunyun, and I cried until my nose was full of tears, how elegant?It would have been nice if it hadn't been turned into a yo-hee monkey. The second time was Christmas Eve, and I asked Gu Lang in embarrassment, don't you believe me?Believe you dumped you too!Ex-girlfriend is true love invincible! So, I have to be elegant once, at least let the other party think of me when they think of elegance, not the appearance of a silly girl with tears and snot flowing.

As soon as Hu Dongduo and I arrived in Tanghui, we saw Li Menglu squatting in front of the door smoking a cigarette. It looked like he was in the intermission after beating Xin Baibai. There are a few younger brothers behind him, and a string of empty and full beer bottles lying in front of him. She squatted on the doorstep, took a sip of wine and cigarettes. You have to be indignant at the bias of the creator, Li Menglu squatting in front of the door with such a vulgar posture looks like a fairy girl who just fell from the sky. Just as I was about to say hello, a group of girls rushed into Tang Hui chattering, and when they passed by Li Menglu, they were happily discussing, do you know, there is a beautiful boy inside.It's so handsome, hurry up and have a look, maybe it will be here today.

Li Menglu didn't raise her eyes, and snorted coldly: "No matter what you look at, no matter how handsome a man is, he has to kneel between a woman's legs! It's like a bunch of country rats!" I choked and couldn't say a word of greeting. Li Menglu looked at me, hiccupped, and said, "I'm not talking about you." I didn't say a word, just about to walk into Tanghui, Li Menglu called me, blushing, and said: "Great writer, look good today! I was also abandoned by a man! Ha! We have evened recently ! I looked at you once, and you looked at me once!"

I was stunned, smiled, and said, "You are luckier than me, Xin Baibai, I dare not abandon you." After finishing speaking, I turned around and left. Li Menglu smiled, raised her hand to poke the door, and said, "Are you looking for him? Are you going to explain the so-called truth to him? Hehe, it's useless!" I didn't speak, did I explain?No, he has broken my heart severely, even if it is patched up, it will still be full of scars. Suddenly, Li Menglu grabbed me, patted the ground, and said, "No matter who you come to find, drink a few bottles with me."

I looked at the messy wine bottles on the ground, those golden liquids shone seductively under the ghostly lights of the city. It seems that with one sip, they can relieve all worries. So, I sat down next to Li Menglu, Hu Dongduo looked at me, and sat down. What a miraculous New Year's Day in 2008, I, Li Menglu, Hu Dongduo, these three women who had a relationship with the same man, just sat on the cold concrete floor in the city, facing the breeze in Changsha, drinking Cold beer. The men we depend on cannot give us the warmth we need. I don't know if it's because of the alcohol or what's going on, Li Menglu talked a lot today, she smiled a little sadly, and said: "Man, there is no good thing! When he wants to fall in love with you, you are his soul mate, and he will never change in this life." His lover; when he is tired of you, you are his fucking relatives! Relatives!"

After finishing speaking, she slammed the wine bottle on the ground and said: "This grandson actually said that I am his relative! I am actually a fucking relative! Is there anyone who is so fucking with his relatives?" !" The wine bottle shattered in an instant, and the shattered pieces of glass reflected the world. How desolate my heart is. Li Menglu pointed to Gu Lang's window, smiled at me, and said like reciting a poem, "You love this man's ice-like face, why didn't you know that his heart is also made of ice and snow! No one can melt it!" She smiled bitterly and murmured: "No one can melt away!"

I ignored her and drank the cold beer quietly, trying to freeze my heart so that it would stop beating and the pain would stop. Li Menglu patted me on the shoulder, raised her head and drank a sip of beer, and said, "Great writer, do you think you are the woman who loves him the most in this world?! After loving him for ten years, that kind of persistence, That kind of deep love is so touching! Right? Let me tell you, my sister is much more bitter than you love him!" Hu Dongduo immediately smelled gossip, and she swished her head between me and Li Menglu. I looked at Li Menglu. It turns out that I guessed right, the relationship between her and Gu Lang is really extraordinary. Li Menglu lit a cigarette tremblingly, took a deep breath, smiled at me, and said: "I followed him since I was seventeen, ah, no, followed him, at that time, he was nothing! No Today's status, let alone the current power, we hang out together in the Tao, eat together when we have food, and eat together when we have hardships. When he is sick or injured, I take care of him! Once, he offended a Boss, I was cut into rice dumplings, hospitalized, and have no money, what should I do if I have no money? I will sell myself, Ai Tianya, have you ever loved a man so much? Did you love so much that you even betrayed your shame and self-esteem? ?” She looked up, laughed, and said, "That's it, I sold it, and his medical expenses came out! His hospitalization expenses came out! His nutrition expenses came out!" She lowered her head, smiled, took a puff of cigarette, and said, "I was only seventeen years old at the time! I would also be scared to cry by all kinds of perverted men, but I couldn't hide because the man I loved was lying on the hospital bed Come on, I need to sell myself to save his life." Speaking of this, she was deeply silent, and after a long time, she said slowly: "But he doesn't love me." Tears, one by one, fell from her eyes, and she smiled at me and Hu Dongduo indifferently, as if she was talking about an unimportant thing, saying, he doesn't love me. That night, Li Menglu used her own story to tell me what she had been in love for ten years, what Qingfeng Street took off her clothes for Gu Lang, and what was it in her painful sacrifices for Gu Lang... Moreover, Obviously, in love, the comparison is not about who is worse than who. No matter how much you pay, no matter how miserable the price is, you can't win a heart. Li Menglu said: "I fell in front of him, I think he will love me. Did he love me? Just like this, I live the most depraved life, love the most useless man, how much I miss him Can feel sorry for me, can stop and look at me... But in the end, I only saw other women's tokens tattooed on his chest, and watched him propose to other women..." Speaking of this, Li Menglu smiled, she closed her eyes, with such a painful and profound expression, she said: "I thought, is it because I am too dirty, that's why he doesn't love me... Later, on Christmas Eve, He took away the girl named Ye Ling, who came from Peach Blossom Miasma, and whose experience was a hundred times dirtier than mine. He hugged her and treated her like a treasure... At that moment, I realized that it is not right not to love someone. What needs a reason is not to love!" If you don't love, you just don't love, no matter how naive you are, love is love, even if you have fallen into dust. I looked at Li Menglu, this woman who fell for love and fell for love, reminded me of Xiaoci—how similar they are, they are both stubborn in love, trying to win a little attention by hurting themselves. and love. In this way, I quietly listened to Li Menglu's story and licked my wounds. I took off my coat to Xiao Ci, and the wind blew my whole body cold.Hu Dongduo, a heartless person, didn't come to squeeze with me to keep warm, but only cared about drinking and listening to gossip. Drunken and sad, I touched the ring in my hand and knew that the story was really over. I got myself a little drunk, just wanting to have a good sleep in this late night. Suddenly, Li Wanwan ran out from the alley, her face was flushed, she saw Li Menglu, she hurried forward and said, sister, you should go home and have a look, brother-in-law won't move... Before Wan Wan finished speaking, Li Menglu threw a beer bottle over and cursed loudly, who is your brother-in-law! Fortunately, the wine bottle was broken under Wan Wan's feet. She was so angry that she didn't dare to kick, she muttered and looked at me and Hu Dongduo in embarrassment.After seeing through all this, Li Menglu finally broke up with Xin Baibai.But Xin Baibai committed suicide and refused to move.And Wan Wan just came to inform, but in exchange for such an end. I was drunk, so I quickly pulled Li Menglu and said, are you crazy?She is your sister! Li Menglu turned to smile at me and said, she is my sister?she is not!She is a broom star!Because of her, I lost my sister!I lost my bend... Then, she started to cry loudly, calling out inarticulately while crying, Wan Wan, Wan Wan... I looked at her inexplicably. Hu Dongduo stretched out her gossiping big head again, and asked me with sleepy eyes and drunk eyes, isn't this Wan Wan her own sister Wan Wan? I got up and wanted to support Wanwan, but because I couldn't bear the alcohol, I almost fell down. Cui Jiu followed Gu Lang and came out from the door. When he saw that I was about to slip, he quickly stepped forward to support me. His voice trembled slightly, and he said, sister-in-law. I turned around, only to see Gu Lang standing behind me, looking at me without saying a word. So close, yet so far away. Li Menglu stepped forward, stared at Gu Lang for a long time, smiled, and said, you can love her or you can love her, but you don't love me.Ha ha ha ha. After finishing speaking, she patted Gu Lang's butt, and left with a beer bottle. The slender figure is extremely desolate on the streets of this city. I watched Li Menglu walk away, thinking about the stories she told, thinking about what she said, she said, you love this man's ice-like face, why don't you know that his heart is also made of ice and snow!No one can melt away! Yes, no one can melt away. I looked at Gu Lang, shaking and trying to push away Cui Jiu who was supporting me, I smiled at him, sister-in-law?Why such a bad name?Calling people so old, I am a twenty-three super invincible older beautiful girl in the universe! When Gu Lang came up, Cui Jiu hurriedly got out of the way. Without saying a word, Gu Lang took off the windbreaker and put it on me. He hugged me tightly in his arms and said to himself, I'm sorry for making you sad. I was stunned for a moment. Didn't the hero lose his mind in this small plot with twists and turns?Or, is this a dream? Alas, if this is a dream, how much I should miss him. I wanted to break free from his arms, but my body was so limp that I couldn't drink anymore.