Chapter 36 Section 76

In an instant, the abandoned building was pitch black. Gu Lang pulled me up. In the dark night, he tried his best to carry me, who was dying, with one arm; I didn't want him to be troubled, and insisted on dragging me step by step. Gu Lang's face was pale, he didn't speak, he kicked the broken stones and glass shards around with his feet, and his hand lightly brushed my bare feet from kicking, as if he wanted me to understand, In this abandoned unfinished building, it is difficult for you to move an inch. In the end, he picked me up and said softly but firmly, hold me tight.

He didn't call my name, but said three words stubbornly - "Hold me tight." My hand was cold, and I wrapped it around his neck tremblingly. His back was drenched with cold sweat. In this cold autumn season, under the pain, his clothes were still wet with sweat, and invaded my skin texture like poison. I only felt the pain in my chest was uncontrollable, and my tears flowed quietly. His lips and teeth were cold, as if he was afraid that I would be afraid, he gritted his teeth stiffly, not letting his voice tremble with blood, and said, this is a nineteen-story building, each floor has eighteen steps, a total of three hundred and forty-two steps , I am so familiar that I can walk through it with my eyes closed.You... don't be afraid.

At that time, I only felt that he was comforting me, but I didn't understand the deep meaning of the period-he was an insecure man on this road of involuntary rivers and lakes. Mixed up step by step, step by step carefully. He tried his best to remember every detail of every corner he had been to, and branded them vividly in his memory—so, he could move freely in every section of the road he walked, even in the dark of night—this Everything is nothing more than fear of a sudden encounter one day, even in the dark, you can save yourself. And this abandoned unfinished building is not only Gu Zhidong, but also his slaughterhouse; in this place that always endangers other people's lives, he is naturally worried that one day his own life will be endangered.Therefore, he remembered that there was no corner here, every inch of steps, and how many steps were taken from this wall to that wall, and he dared not make the slightest difference.

In the dark night, nineteen floors. One step, one blood, one sad. One tear, one heartbroken. I hugged him tightly, tears streaming down his neck. It seemed that he had exhausted his last strength, and when he carried me back into the car, he also fell directly into the car. Although his expression was painful, there was a reassured look in his brows and eyes. Cui Jiu panicked, put the little boy into my arms, and quickly called Li Menglu and asked her to tell Dr. Ma to go to Gu Lang's apartment as soon as possible. Then, he quickly started the car and drove towards Mengze Garden. Like King Kong, Cui Jiu hugged the little boy, carried Gu Lang on his back, and helped me back to Gu Lang's apartment. Fortunately, it was on the first floor, so he didn't scare people in the elevator.

Cui Jiu quickly made me a glass of glucose water, and hurriedly went to take care of Gu Lang. When I shuffled into Gu Lang's room, Cui Jiu was already stopping Gu Lang's bleeding, and there were various inconveniences through my clothes. He glanced at me and said, Oops!I have a fever!Come on, help me undress him! Then, he got up and called Li Menglu to urge him. I sat beside Gu Lang and looked at him anxiously, my face was pale with a slight redness, which was an extremely unhealthy redness. He lost a lot of blood and became dehydrated, and the wound became inflamed, causing him to develop a high fever.

I squeezed my heart, seeing his blood-stained white clothes, the sweet smell of blood made me tremble, I unbuttoned his shirt tremblingly, carefully and carefully, for fear of tearing his wound. Cui Jiu was outside, and when he was talking to Li Menglu, he almost jumped up and said, what!Lao Ma is not in Changsha!well!I see!Let him hurry back!it is good!Come here too! After Cui Jiu made the phone call, seeing my cautious appearance, he stepped forward and tore off his shirt, saying, I'm not asking you to embroider!Hurry up!It will kill people! After speaking, he turned to look for gauze and bandages.

I can't bear to look at Gu Lang's painful expression. I carefully wiped the blood on his shoulders and chest. At this moment, my heartache had already made me forget the throbbing between men and women, and the white towel gradually wiped away the blood—— At that moment, I saw the tattoo of a flying bird under his neck and on his chest after the blood was wiped off—the bird looked like the birthmark on my shoulder blade, which was the same as the one he gave to me. My bird pendant looks exactly the same. I was deeply shocked. With trembling hands, my fingertips lightly brushed the tattoo on his chest, as if I couldn't believe it all, this...

In a coma, Gu Lang seemed to have noticed something. He wanted to hold my hand on his chest, but he didn't have the strength. I leaned down, listened hard, discerned carefully, and pieced together the babblings, but I realized—what he said was, what should I do, there was...a little bird...flying over my heart... At that moment, I covered my mouth and burst into tears. Later, I asked Gu Lang, when did the flying bird tattoo get on his body? He said in high school. He said, at that time, you were still a humble little girl.On Qingfeng Street, for me, the moment you took off your clothes - small body, that fire-like birthmark, I will never dare to forget.From that day on, I always dreamed of this bird, which flew on my shoulder, up the treetops, and even on my head... So, I tattooed it on my chest. He thought it was just his own inexplicable juvenile rebellion.At that time, I didn't know it was love, because who would have thought that they would love such a small, unremarkable girl?In this way, the bird flew on my chest for ten years.

He said, until many years later, Tang Yili, when we met again, you begged me to let go of Huba and Hainan Island, and you handed me the flying bird pendant. At that moment, my heart was hit hard .It took me so many years to realize that that little girl, that flying bird, has always been in my heart, and I have never forgotten it.Stupid isn't it? I shook my head and asked, why me? He said, because in this life, I am afraid that I will never find someone who treats me as well as you. But at this moment, I just stood by the bloody Gu Lang in a daze, tears streaming down my face, and the sentence "What to do, there is a little bird flying over my heart" made my heart ruthless. Smash it hard.

This man I have loved for ten years, it turns out that he has always had me in his heart. Cui Jiu watched from the sidelines and sighed. Suddenly, he pulled me up from crying and said, sister-in-law, I will show you something! With tears in my eyes, I was shocked by this new title. This title that I was looking forward to brought me more complicated feelings at this moment-moved?Shock?Or are you not used to it?Or feel ashamed?Because who is ashamed?Because of Jiang Han? For love and dreams, I always pray for purity. Is it possible that at this moment, I have already noticed my heart and started to feel strange?

Confused, I followed Cui Jiu to Gu Lang's study. He pointed to a neatly placed box, opened it for me, and said, if it wasn't for it, I wouldn't know how important you are to the boss, and I wouldn't dare to tell the boss that you were kidnapped by the master... I lowered my head, only to see that there was a stack of books in the box, and I picked them up one by one—they were all stories I had written, long stories, short stories, books, magazines... four words were engraved on the box ——"The End of the World". The end of the world... far away. I suddenly remembered that rainy night, the words he yelled at me—is it worth you to make every word of every story unsatisfactory even if I am so inhumane? Turns out, he literally read every word I wrote. Cui Jiu said with red eyes, he has read every word of yours. Speaking of this, Cui Jiu sighed behind me, looked at me, and continued, he knows you are unhappy, and he also knows your heart.But you don't necessarily know his heart.In the past, every time you left Tang Hui, he would watch your back disappear from the window, and then he would sigh.I know the heart of the boss, he always feels that he is walking a road of no return, so he dares and cannot love you.Loving someone is so simple, just let your heart go, but it’s so hard to convince yourself not to love someone, especially the one you love in your heart...you always see his restraint and calmness, we are by his side every day these days But he knows that every moment in his heart is like a fire.Telling you that you are getting married is just to force you away from him, but why not force yourself? ...