Chapter 14 Section 54

Finally, the feast broke up. Hu Dongduo walked a long way alone with me on his back, and Kang Tianqiao had already been slapped away by her. Of course, he meant that he had something urgent to do. In the end, I was too tired, so Hu Dongduo simply dragged me away, like pulling a rag doll.By the time she dragged me back to school, I was already a rag doll. That night, she dragged me, who was a little drunk, back to the dormitory instead of the apartment, because the school was close. She thought about taking a taxi back to the apartment, but unfortunately, there was no RMB; she also looked through my pocket, but in my pocket, there was only a silver chain with a bird-like pendant hanging on it.

This silver chain was bought by Gu Lang on the last day of my thirteenth year, and it is now dusty.Once, it was snatched by that robber Jiang Han, and later, before Jiang Han went abroad, Tuokang Flyover Bridge was returned to me. Jiang Han, Jiang Han, why did you only take this bird pendant away, you should also take my heart away!In this way, does it not have to be so painful? None of this matters anymore. At this moment, what else is important? From thirteen to twenty-two.Almost ten years, so, so, I have liked you for so long? The moment the tears fell, the throat was as painful as being cut.

At midnight, at the gate of the school, I finally sat on the cold ground, hugging Hu Dongduo's thigh like I was hugging an Orleans roast chicken leg, and wept loudly. When I was holding Hu Dongduo and crying desperately in the early summer breeze blowing at the door, Du Yali called. She said, Tianya, I am Yali. I held back my tears and said, ah!Have you come to Changsha? She said, yes, my friend came back from abroad and just met, um, we were in the car together and passed by the gate of your school.I know you always work in the middle of the night, and I called you when I knew you were up.When are you free these days, let's meet up.

I said, ok, I'm free these days. She said, well, let's do it tomorrow... Hey, what's wrong with your voice?You have the flu? I said, no no. She said, oh, well, your school has a graduation ceremony today, right? I said, well. No wonder, she said.When I just passed the gate of your school, I saw someone at the gate of your school. It seemed to be a girl who was crying while hugging another girl's leg... Crying terribly, uh, but I looked back, now it's gone is calling. I was dizzy and thought, I can't let my future boss see this kind of virtue, so I immediately stood up and said, is it?

She said, well, well, she has stood up.I remember being sad when I graduated.Tianya, are you okay?sounds like... I said, ah, I'm fine, I'm here to write a story. She said, the air in Changsha is really humid.Not as dry as Beijing. I said, well.When I go to Beijing next time, if I don’t bring you anything else, I will bring you the air of Changsha. She said, okay, I have already passed your school gate, and my friend sent me to the hotel, hey, that girl seems to be still on the phone... Every time she graduates, this happens on campus, many children will cry and make noise... oh , ok, let's get in touch tomorrow.

... The moment I hung up the phone, I thought, fortunately Du Yali didn't say, Tianya, I'll get out of the car to see you; after thinking about this, I continued to cry, so I couldn't describe myself. ... I forgot how Hu Dongduo pulled me back to the dormitory, I just remembered that I drank a lot of wine in the dormitory, and then sneaked out, still holding the wine bottle, floating around the campus like a female ghost . Floating and floating, I floated out of the school gate, intending to float to Tang Hui. At that moment, an extremely extreme and sad thought took root in my heart.

I looked at the wine bottle in my hand, thought about Gu Lang's head, I thought I should be able to knock him unconscious, and then...then...and then... When a person is drunk, he really has a lot of crazy thoughts. I forgot what if I can't grasp the strength correctly and smash him to death?Then I was a widow before I could "and...then...and then...". When I fell at the school gate, the wine bottle shattered on the ground, my palms were stabbed, and my hands were covered with blood... At this moment, a beam of strong headlights suddenly shone on my face, and then quickly went out.In a daze, someone got out of the car, and then slowly, slowly approached me...

The sound of footsteps was familiar yet unfamiliar. Gu Lang...why is it you? In a trance, with sleepy eyes, my hand gently stroked the handsome and fuzzy face of the man in front of me, I smiled and said, you knew that I liked you, but you told me that you were getting married.You have no conscience, no conscience. His voice was suddenly so cold that I was not used to it, he said, girls drink so much, you have to be ashamed! I just laughed, but tears flowed out, and I said, I just don’t want anything, you want to get married...you want to get married...why do you want to get married... As I was talking, I threw myself on the ground In his arms, there were still those silly words murmuring in his mouth. Even in a coma, my tears welled up in my eyes.

The moment he hugged me, I suddenly felt like I had reached heaven... One person, one pair of hands, one embrace is my heaven. For this paradise, I am searching in the vast world of mortals, loving and being loved, hurting and hurting, just for one person, one pair of hands, one embrace, one paradise. That night, I was picked up by him from the cold school gate, carried to the car...then he carried me back to his home...then, the moment he was about to turn on the light, my hand, with The blood-stained hand was trembling, like grabbing a straw, and held down his hand... My voice was trembling, trembling like a thief trying to steal other people's happiness, my voice was hoarse, gushing out from my throat, I said, Gu Lang, don't turn on the light!

At that moment, the scene in Tang Hui Bar flashed through my unconscious mind like lightning, the games played by Zhou Rui and Kang Tianqiao——Tell me about your life experience The most evocative scene of... I think, that night, the moment I pressed Gu Lang's hand, it had become extremely fragrant. Gu Lang's hand was obviously stagnant in the air, as if he had been electrocuted. In the dark night, his eyes looked at me deeply, with complicated eyes, as if he was searching, but also seemed to be dodging. I forgot how I stood on tiptoe and kissed his lips. I also forgot how jerky my hand was on his neck.

I only know that at that moment, a hot flame ignited in his body; this kind of fire is slowly radiating from between his lips and teeth, when his kiss changed from rejection to response, when his warm hands Caressing my slender neck... Just as his hand fell to my chest, he suddenly stopped, as if he had suffered an electric shock, and suddenly pushed me away—— In the darkness, he panted with difficulty and said, Ai Tianya, you will regret it! I just smiled foolishly in the dark, and I said, Gu Lang!You dare not, do you?You're afraid that if you want me, you won't be able to leave me if you're here, right? If I had said these words when I was sober, I would have strangled myself to death——Yi Plasma Junping, what can’t be done without! Gu Lang was silent in the dark night, half a day later, he suddenly pulled me into his arms, with some hate in his voice, and his tone was unusually cold, he said, very good!Then let me see how he can't do without you! he? he! I don't know why, this indifferent and sickly tone made my head explode suddenly. I tried my best to wake myself up, opened my eyes wide, and wanted to see the man in front of me, but when his kiss was like a storm When it hit, I forgot to think. At that moment, I felt as if I had just acquired a mermaid with two feet, and I was in a dance led by him, and I could no longer follow my heart, follow my own steps... So, just like that, I felt like a sharp knife was touching my feet. In the pain, I turned myself into nothingness... When I woke up the next day, in the huge bedroom, the sun was shining everywhere, and there was a big and soft bed under me, with white sheets and a white quilt cover. mortuary. babble? Didn't I get dragged back to the dormitory by Hu Dongduo last night? babble? Didn't I make an appointment with Du Yali to meet sometime today? babble? how can i be here sky! I remembered! After I went back to the dormitory, I drank a lot of wine! Then, I dragged the wine bottle and slipped out of the dormitory! Then, I'm going to find Gu Lang! Then, I'm going to knock Gu Lang unconscious...and make cooked rice for the raw rice!Then I threw myself at the school gate, the wine bottle shattered, and my hands were pricked with blood... My head hurts, my head really hurts. So, where is Gu Lang? My eyes glanced at the scarlet dots all over the quilt, and I was terrified in my heart. Could it be that I used too much force and smashed Gu Lang to death! So, I hurriedly sat up on the bed and looked around. At this time, in front of the French window not far from me, a window was gently opened, the wind came slowly, and the window screen was lifted, a man in a shirt stood in front of the window, looking up, it seemed to be my The sound of getting up startled him, he slowly came back to his senses, with a lingering smile, he walked slowly from the veil, smiled as lightly as possible, his tone was full of sarcasm, and said, did you toss so hard last night?You can still wake up, you have good physical strength! I blocked the sunlight with my hands, and fixed my eyes on the man in front of me, I couldn't help but choked back a mouthful of blood back to my heart. In an instant, bits and pieces of last night burst out with humiliation and anger, and those ambiguous images flew in my mind like spreading wings, what is this!God sees that the stories I have written for so many years are not tragic enough, so come here to save me! So, I grabbed the quilt and pillow and threw them at that person! Accompanied by the quilt and pillow, I screamed in embarrassment - I x your uncle, Jiang Han!