Chapter 7 Section 47

In the next few days, Hu Dongduo looked at me very sadly, she said, Tianya, when will Jiang Han come back? I shook my head, sighed, and said, I don't know either.wait. Hu Dongduo said, if he doesn't come back, wouldn't your life be over?Or wait until you become an older young woman, and he will come back... I said, hey, don't be such a crow, okay? In fact, since the snowy farewell the year before last, I have been waiting with all my heart for Jiang Han to return to the country again, and then we two held hands and went to divorce side by side.This kind of life gradually seems to be suffering, and sometimes I think, if he never comes back for the rest of his life, wouldn't I be finished? !

There was a time when I always had nightmares, either I dreamed that Gu Lang suddenly proposed to me, and I could only cry while holding my marriage certificate with Jiang Han; or I dreamed that Jiang Han told me that his father Fat, he will never come back for the rest of his life, and the marriage cannot be divorced. Later, I don't know if it was too much suffering, and gradually became numb.In particular, I heard a gossip that the marriage relationship between husband and wife who had been separated for two years was automatically dissolved-I, a legally illiterate, actually believed it, and gradually stopped being entangled.

The only tangled thing is that I am about to graduate from university, should I stay in Changsha and continue to wait for the hopeless love with Gu Lang, or go back to Qingdao and nestle with my parents to eat and drink and grow fat. In the days before graduation, my mother urged me several times to return to Qingdao with Jiang Han after graduation.No one wants their children to wander in another country.Moreover, my mother was very angry that Jiang Han hadn't visited our gate for more than a year, and felt that this was a naked provocation to her dignity as a mother-in-law. In order to prevent my mother from blaming herself, and to keep her from knowing that it was her self-righteousness that caused her daughter's innocent marriage and tragic fate, I never told her the truth—that is, Jiang Han and I have nothing to do with each other. It's not the kind of relationship she thinks it is, and sooner or later we both have to divorce.

On the contrary, I have been very cooperative and confessed to her that I was young and frivolous, and easily entrusted others for my life, and my mother thanks to you, long live, wise, great, kind, and invincible in the world. Thunderbolt of the universe took down this man who was almost heartbroken for me, so that I can settle down this life. Whenever I flatter my mother, she is always so proud, and then touches my little hand to continue to instill husband control skills in me——girl, you can be more than a little cruel to men ! Blablabla... Regarding her suspicion that Jiang Han hadn't visited the house for more than a year, I also made it up.

I said, I’m about to graduate recently, I’m going to get married again, and I’m going to buy a house in Qingdao according to your request. It’s not like you don’t know the real estate prices in Qingdao, but first-class real estate prices in a third-rate city are soaring, Jiang Han is under too much pressure up.So, he is working hard, selling his car into a truck, pulling fruits and vegetables, and preparing to marry me in the future. After hearing this, my mother was dubious, but she was also relieved. She felt that what she did back then was really wise. A second-hand guy who could only drive a second-hand broken jeep was forced to become a good man who took care of his family and knew how to support his wife and children. .

On the contrary, Lao Ai felt that something was wrong. During the Chinese New Year, after the New Year’s Eve dinner, after he gave me red envelopes, he suddenly said to me, Tianya, no matter what happened, don’t hide it from me and your mother. I nodded silently. Lao Ai has never talked much. The thing he does most is to cook a lot of delicious meals during every winter and summer vacation when I go home. Looking back, he saw that his temples had already appeared in vain. I didn't make a sound, but my heart was sour. In the past few days, I also called him, and I said, Dad, I don’t know if I should stay in Changsha or go back to Qingdao?

Lao Ai was silent for a long time, and then said, you can do it anywhere, I will do your fucking work. The day before the graduation ceremony, there was a job fair, and Hu Dongduo and Lu Hubiao left together. Before Hu Dongduo left the apartment, he said to me, Tianya, if you have nothing to do, go to Tang Hui to find Gu Lang. You don’t know, but in fact, I really support you in my heart for your "red apricot out of the wall"!Anyway, it will be two years soon, and the engagement between you and Jiang Han should automatically expire. I rolled my eyes and didn't speak. Hu Dongduo flicked her ponytail, gloating and said, if you don't have sex, you will have no chance.After you graduated and returned to Qingdao, even if you fell off the wall and turned into red apricot jam or sun-dried almonds, Gu Lang couldn't continue outside the wall.

Hu Dongduo probably didn't know her last sentence, which made me very sad. Just the day before graduation, within half an hour after Hu Dongduo left, I drank six glasses of plain water to cheer myself up. I stroked my swollen frog-like belly and said to myself, Tian Ya!Potatoes!Ping-pong bat!If you don't confess your love to Gu Lang today, then you will most likely never have another chance! At that moment, I made up my mind to confess to Gu Lang no matter what.Even if he rejects me in the end, in this way, I will leave Changsha without any worries, even if I leave sadly, it is better than staying without knowing why.

Before I went to Tang Hui, I poured myself another glass of water. When Hu Dongduo called me, I was sitting in Tang Hui's lap, feeling a little emotional in my heart. Gu Lang sat across from me, flipping through a magazine, which I brought to him, which contained Li Wanwan's first published article.He lowered his eyebrows and lowered his head, like a picture scroll, full of pen and ink, cold eyebrows, and pale eyes. The little golden retriever Jiang Han gave me is at his feet. It has grown up in the past year, and Gu Lang has been helping me to take care of it. Naturally, Gu Lang did not continue to use the magical name "Jiang Han", but named him LUCKY .

Gu Lang handed the magazine to Cui Jiu, touched Lucky's head, and said to Cui Jiu, let Li Menglu have a look.Her crooked articles. Cui Jiu took the magazine with a look of surprise, and said, oh, I'll just say it!Xiao Wanwan, this little girl, is simply too talented to be a foot-washing girl! Is such that. After Li Wanwan graduated from junior high school, Li Menglu threw her into a foot massage center to work as a foot masseur.She said that for Changsha, the capital of feet, this is the career with the most development potential. I mentioned this to Gu Lang back then, but what Gu Lang meant was that everyone has their own life, even if it is bitter, it must be experienced.

At that time, Li Menglu also walked over staggeringly, smiled at me, and said, yo, my great writer, don't discriminate against me by profession!Feelings, I let my sister be self-reliant, is it harming her?Do you think I deserve to work hard to support her?I just want you to ruin one person so badly, I asked her to help me share a little bit, you can't bear it? Gu Lang looked at me, then at Li Menglu, and said, Tianya is also thinking about Wanwan's future. Li Menglu smiled at Gu Lang, all charming and charming, she put her hand on Gu Lang's shoulder, pointed like a spring onion, teased, and said, why not?Do you raise our sister and son?I will cook, wash and have children for you.Just take care of my three meals a day.Ha ha! I don't know why, but Gu Lang's face was very uncomfortable at that time, Li Menglu laughed, waved his hands, swayed away, looked back and smiled at Gu Lang, okay!all right!Even if I didn't say it, I can't afford to joke! Then, she waved her hand at me again and said, not everyone has such a good life as you!It is comfortable to be served at home!Go to college, fall in love!Hey, life! As she said that, she walked away step by step. I remember that at that time, Gu Lang looked at her with a faint distress. During the year when I reunited with Gu Lang, I always made up various reasons for myself to run to Tang Huili. Every time Cui Jiu beside him saw me, he would smile, and when Li Menglu saw me, he always A half-smile expression. My relationship with Li Menglu is limited, apart from the occasional few words in Tang Huili, we met in Huba's dating agency.She is doing marriage entrustment for Huba. In Huba's words, Li Menglu is the most famous name in his dating agency. Li Menglu's temper is still very fiery, and Xin Baibai, a literary young man, is often beaten beyond recognition by her.Of course, it is usually Xin Baibai who is doing three twists and sevens outside. But Xin Baibai never felt that he was playing tricks. He felt that he was relaxing his mind, looking for spiritual stimulation and literary inspiration; those women who came and went were his literary muses. After Hu Dongduo knew about it, he once said that it was Li Menglu, whose heart was strong enough to control this prodigal son. If I really married this prostitute with a head and a head, this year would probably be my death day. Then, I was also terrified, and couldn't help but worry about it. When I was with Xin Baibai, would I jump to my death or slit my wrists. Of course, these news about Li Menglu and Xin Baibai were all told by Li Wanwan. Li Wanwan is a very well-behaved girl, about the same age as Xiao Ci, but unlike Xiao Ci's waywardness, when you interact with her, you will always feel the cautiousness in her, like a little mouse, for fear of offending you. what. She lives carefully, using her little pocket money to buy various magazines that have my articles, and then carefully texting me to post her impressions after reading. Later, she told me that she also likes to write, so I recommended newspapers and magazines for her. This is the first time she turned words into typefaces, and I was very happy, so I bought four magazines and sent her a text message, and I said: Wanwan, now I am your reader. She didn't reply, and she was probably giving a pedicure to a guest. After I arrived at Tanghui, I pushed a magazine to Gu Lang and asked him to share my joy at this time.Of course, I also happened to be surging and turbulent in my heart, brewing my first confession. At this time, Hu Dongduo's phone call came in, and she asked me if I would stay in Changsha so that she could talk to the landlord about renewing the lease.Just now, the landlord called her. I looked up at Gu Lang, with dark eyes, and slowly replied to her on the phone, I didn't decide whether to stay in Changsha or not. Gu Lang raised his head and looked at me, his eyes were like melted water under the snow, cool to the bones. Hu Dongduo asked me, where are you now? I said, I am in Tanghui. Hu Dongduo got excited when he heard it, and said, Ai Tianya, you scum!You are married and you still run to Tang Hui every day like you are going to work, flirting with Gu Lang, you are not afraid of thunder! I quickly grabbed the microphone, for fear that her soprano voice would reach Gu Lang's ears.My heart is churning, what kind of person is this, she was the one who encouraged me to confess to Gu Lang this morning, but now she scolds me for being struck by lightning. Hu Dongduo said, wait for me!Today, I went to the job fair with Bodyguard Lu and starved to death! I said, ok.