Chapter 12 Chapter 10 Comrade, you have to remember

The tidbit behind this story is that every time Wang Gui returned to the department for a conference, he tried his best to avoid Xiaofang's watery, hesitant eyes.Even if he was chatting with other teachers in the corridor, as soon as he saw Xiaofang approaching from afar, he would quickly find an excuse to avoid it.He knew that he was very shameless for doing this, and he should have given Xiaofang a reason, but he really didn't know what to say.Wang Gui's attitude of not saying a word prompted Xiaofang to make up her mind to participate in the department's overseas selection.Soon, she got her wish.

After the farewell dinner in the department, Xiaofang took the initiative to walk in front of Wang Gui, and said openly, old leader, I am leaving, you see me off, it is rare to meet in the future.Wang Gui silently followed Xiaofang to the road he used to walk.Thousands of words in his heart do not know where to start.He really wanted to tell Xiaofang like a big brother or an old leader, go out alone, be careful in everything, and rely on yourself for any difficulties.But he just insisted on not opening his mouth - that seemed too hypocritical. Arriving downstairs in Xiaofang's dormitory, Xiaofang suddenly sighed, smiled softly at Wang Gui, and said, "I'm leaving, and you don't have anything to say to me? Why don't you go up and have a seat?"

Wang Gui's heart skipped a beat, as if he was hanging in the air with a child on a pirate ship, he couldn't tell whether it was excitement, emotion or discomfort. "No, you have other comrades, it's too late and inconvenient." Wang Gui blurted out. "The roommate moved away earlier, and now I'm alone." Xiaofang's words made Wang Gui even more flustered, not sure if it was really polite or had some other meaning.What will happen if we go up? Wang Gui was stunned.After only a minute, I said decisively: "No, take care. My wife and children are still waiting for me to come back!" Then I turned around and resolutely plunged into the darkness of night.

This experience of Wang Gui was originally unknown.It's just that after N years, Wang Gui has no psychological burden at all. One day when he was chatting with Anna, he talked about the story of that night. "She asked me to go up and sit down. I thought about it, but I didn't go." Wang Gui said. Anna actually laughed, patted Wang Gui on the forehead and said, "Are you regretting it? Are you so regretful? You are a real person. Why do you hurt others like this? Why don't you just go and sit? I see you There is a ghost in my heart, otherwise, what are you afraid of when you sit around?"

Anna is a strange woman.If Wang Gui hides it and doesn't tell the truth, Anna will be so angry that she thinks there is something wrong; if Wang Gui speaks out by himself, she will feel nothing. "I just want him to tell the truth. Love is love, what's the big deal? People are emotional animals, how can there be no twists and turns in life? If you love, you have to admit it and be brave. I never hide it. I love others I'll say it! If you don't say it, there will be ghosts!" Anna was referring to her later extramarital affair that almost killed her.This one is also really evil.In fact, Wang Gui talked about Anna's indistinct "love" from time to time; and Anna was almost brought to the United States, but Wang Gui never mentioned it.Anna's story is told by Anna herself.

"What nonsense are you talking about? You like to spread rumors about things that don't exist at all. They are all colleagues, and if it spreads out, you really think there is something wrong!" Wang Gui insisted that he has been doing it all his life, no! "I am the most loyal person emotionally, and I never fool around with others." Wang Gui has always flaunted himself like this.When I later had a boyfriend and went home and complained to my parents that he was getting close to other women and took other girls by bike to catch me, Wang Gui told my boyfriend meaningfully: "Comrade, you have to remember! This kind of thing, it’s not about catching an adulterer in bed, you just bite two words to death: no. You can’t even admit it to death. If you don’t admit it, at most she’s suspicious and messing around. Once you admit it, this life is over!” The words awakened the dreamer, and my boyfriend benefited a lot. He asked Wang Gui cautiously: "Uncle, this is your experience, right?"

Anna was not happy to hear this, she stretched her head over to question Wang Gui, and in front of our child, grabbed his ear and shouted: "What do you mean by that? After a long time, you still lied to me for the rest of your life. There is no truth until death! Tell me! Is there any?!..." "No! What are you talking about, there is no!" Wang Gui held his head, refusing to admit it, a little afraid of death, not the demeanor of a Communist. (full text)