Chapter 13 Chapter Thirteen
Ever since that night in Jinzuo, Huang Nina has been out of her mind.She listened to the phone with pointed ears from morning to night, and nervously checked the information on the pager for a while, thinking about Zhou Heping all over her head, and looking forward to Zhou Heping with all her heart.That warm night suddenly awakened Huang Nina's long-silent desire and passion for men.She couldn't help recalling every detail of that night over and over again: recalling the intoxicating kiss, recalling the touch that made her shudder, recalling the joyous feeling like flying in the clouds...
No one would believe it, this was actually the first time Huang Nina experienced such an incomparably wonderful feeling.Before this, she had never imagined that such a thing would bring her such pleasure, that a woman could do it with such pleasure.The brief experience of married life with Wei Mingkun not only did not start Huang Nina's interest in being a woman, but made her nervous about men and women's affairs from nervousness to loathing, and finally almost to the point of fear.To tell the truth, Huang Nina has never loved Wei Mingkun, she married Wei Mingkun according to her father's wish because of anger with Zhou Dongjin.
When she broke up with Zhou Dongjin, Huang Nina cried and cried all day long, immersed in pain and unable to extricate herself.Seeing his daughter's pitiful appearance, Huang Xing felt distressed and angry in the center.He persuaded his daughter, Nina should not cry, this is a good thing, even if Zhou Dongjin doesn't bring it up, we will bring it up sooner or later.
Huang Nina sobbed and said, I just don't accept this, so why did he bring it up in the first place?Now everyone knows that I was dumped by him, which made me lose face in front of everyone!
Huang Xingzhong said, what's the matter, dad can just find you a better one.
Huang Nina lost her temper and said, I don't want you to find me, you don't even know what I'm looking for!
Huang Xingzhong said, it's a joke!I'm your father, don't I know what to find for you?Nina, don't forget, Dad is in charge of the cadres, and the guarantee that Dad finds for you meets the standards of a revolutionary successor!
Huang Xingzhong immediately called two closely related military and political commissars, asking them to help find people in the army.People asked what conditions were required, and Huang Zhenzhong said, first of all, he must have good political thinking, a firm class stand, be able to study Chairman Mao's works hard, and serve the people wholeheartedly.Also obey the leadership and observe discipline.The style of life must be decent, the conduct must be correct, and by the way, the body must be healthy.Anyway, you just report to me according to the criteria for selecting cadres.It just so happens that I will be leaving the army in a few days, and then I will have to face-to-face assessment.
A few days later, Huang Zhenzhong returned from the army, and excitedly put Wei Mingkun's photo, resume, and an organization identification with a big red seal in front of Huang Nina.
Huang Nina said dumbfoundedly, Dad, are you looking for a partner for me or are you selecting cadres for the army?
Huang Xingzhong said, these two things are not contradictory, Dad just wants to find a good partner for us Nina according to the criteria for selecting cadres!
Huang Nina glanced at Wei Mingkun's photo, and found that this person looked familiar.After looking carefully, I found out that this person is actually Kunzi, the boss of the wild boy on the opposite side!Huang Nina threw these things to the ground and said angrily, Dad, who did you find for me? !
Huang Zhenzhong said inexplicably, Nina, take a good look, this Wei Mingkun is a good cadre seedling, with a bright future.
Huang Nina said, what do you know?His father is a hunchback!
hunchback?Huang Xingzhong asked strangely, how do you know that his father is a hunchback?
I do not know how?His father is just across from our compound. If you don’t believe me, go and have a look.
Oh?Huang Xingzhong pondered and said, so his family background is handicraftsmen.But that's okay, handicraftsmen are laborers too.
dad!Huang Nina said angrily, how can I find a hunchback's son?How can I find a cobbler's son?If I look for him, I won't be laughed out of my teeth by others? !
nonsense!Huang Xingzhong suddenly became serious, frowned and said, Nina, I found that your thinking is very problematic.Tell me, why can't you find the shoemaker's son?
I... Huang Nina couldn't think of a reason for a while, and suddenly got stuck.
You are a bourgeois ideology, a concept of family status!Huang Xingzhong said, what happened to the shoemaker's son, the shoemaker's son can't be successful?I'm still a farmer's son, how am I now?Back then, your mother was a student in Peking, and your grandfather had stayed abroad. Didn’t your mother marry me too?Nina, you don't have to look for it among the children of cadres, and don't engage in the bourgeois class.The children of cadres should be combined with the children of workers and peasants, and should become one with the children of workers and peasants!
Huang Nina said shamelessly, anyway, I don't agree!When he was young, he and Dong Jin led a group of children, and they always fought together. He beat all the children in our compound, and I was annoyed when I saw him.
So he and Zhou Dongjin are old rivals.Huang Xingzhong said, this is quite interesting. I heard from the director of their military cadres that the two of them have been working hard since they joined the army, and they are evenly matched in every aspect.Originally, Zhou Dongjin was ranked ahead of Wei Mingkun in the promotion of the battalion cadre this time. Judging from the usual training, Zhou Dongjin's military quality was better, but when he fought with real swords and guns on the battlefield, Zhou Dongjin's problems were exposed. Mingkun's performance in actual combat was outstanding, so they promoted Wei Mingkun as deputy battalion commander, and Zhou Dongjin...
It turned out that he was the commander of the fourth company!It turned out that the shoemaker's son defeated Zhou Dongjin and became the deputy battalion commander!Huang Nina suddenly felt some inexplicable excitement in her heart.God really knows how to joke, but he just sent him to me!If I really talk about friends with Wei Mingkun, Zhou Dongjin will die of anger?It's a pity that Wei Mingkun's family conditions are too poor, even if his father is a worker, he can justify it, but he is a shoemaker, and he is also a hunchback.Huang Nina was really not reconciled to lowering the standard to this point all of a sudden.She was a little discouraged and thought, if the female companions heard that I found a hunchback shoemaker's son, wouldn't they know how to laugh at me behind my back?But after another thought, most of the female soldiers around him were looking for company cadres, and Wei Mingkun was already a battalion cadre no matter what.Besides, he has just made military exploits, and he is also a seedling who is recognized by the army as having a promising future.Finding such a battalion cadre with military exploits and development is not bad in terms of face.Otherwise, I would agree to come down and talk to him, and I'll get angry with Zhou Dongjin first.If it's good, let's talk about it, if it's not good, just drop it.Huang Nina thought, anyway, based on his conditions, he would never dare to bully me like Zhou Dongjin did.Yes, I just want to talk about friends with Wei Mingkun!I want to make Zhou Dongjin feel uncomfortable, make Zhou Dongjin regret, and kill Zhou Dongjin!
After making up her mind, Huang Nina raised her head and said to Huang Xingzhong, Dad, please arrange for me to meet Wei Mingkun.
On the contrary, Huang Xingzhong was taken aback. He didn't understand why Nina's attitude suddenly took a 180-degree turn for a long time.
But you have to arrange it quickly, maybe I'll change my mind if it's too late.Huang Nina said.
This girl is really spoiled by me, Huang Xingzhong thought, she's too willful.
Huang Nina's first impression of Wei Mingkun was good.Compared with Zhou Dongjin, Wei Mingkun seemed more stable and mature.Wei Mingkun didn't talk as much as Zhou Dongjin, he used to silently observe his surroundings with his eyes.His eyes, hidden under high arched eyebrows, were deep and sharp.Huang Nina often felt that he was like a goshawk, walking there quietly, looking for prey with his head down, and soaring straight into the sky with his head up.
With Wei Mingkun, Huang Nina has a sense of tranquility, which is completely different from Zhou Dongjin.Zhou Dongjin couldn't stop for a moment, always dragged Huang Nina around, trying to find ways to find fun and tiredness all over the world.Huang Nina was often so tired that she was full of resentment, and the two would quarrel and quarrel, then reconcile, and then run around.Wei Mingkun just sat there quietly, as long as Huang Nina didn't make suggestions, he could stay for several hours without even moving his place.Huang Nina would often stare at him strangely and ask, how old are you?Why do I always feel as if you have lived for centuries.
Whenever Huang Nina asked such a question, Wei Mingkun could only smile stiffly.He didn't know how to answer. He couldn't tell Huang Nina that he felt reserved in this family, let alone tell Huang Nina that he felt reserved in front of her.
Wei Mingkun's heart was always up and down.He was surprised when the chief of cadres in the army first talked to him, but the initial surprise turned into excitement almost immediately.Only Wei Mingkun knew in his heart that he had a vague love for the girls in the compound since he was a child.He didn't know why he fell in love with girls who were both proud and squeamish.At the beginning, he often deliberately stood on the road they had to pass to play, observing them quietly, hoping to attract their attention.But when they walked past him, they almost never looked at him, as if he was just a tree or a stone by the side of the road.He was so disappointed that he swore more than once never to go near them again.But he couldn't control himself, for some reason, the more arrogant they were and the more they looked down on him, the more he fell in love with them.He was shaking with excitement when he smashed the car window for the first time and caught their common attention and heard them screaming for him.After that, he often found fault with the boys in the courtyard on purpose in front of them, as long as he knew they were watching, as long as he heard their screams or even angry shouts, he would be excited and would fight even more The more brave.Gradually, the girls in the compound recognized him and were afraid of him. They often pointed at him from a distance, but as soon as they saw him approaching them, they would rush away, although he never chase them.Looking at their running backs, he often thought triumphantly, I let you run away, and when I grow up, I must take one of you back to be my wife!
Wei Mingkun never expected that when he matured enough to forget them, no longer indulge in his own imagination, and no longer worry about unrealistic things, this imaginary reality would really come to his mind. before.Even Wei Mingkun wondered why fate favored him so much.He is the son of a shoemaker, first put on the military uniform with Zhou Han's help, and now he has the position of Huang Zhenzhong's son-in-law waiting for him.Is it really like what his father Wei Tuozi said, when the old Wei's family came to his generation, the ancestral grave was smoking?
Wei Mingkun didn't have any worries about this matter.Especially when he learned that Huang Nina had been in a relationship with Zhou Dongjin before that, and after learning that their relationship had just ended, his heart felt a little guilty.Although Wei Mingkun is confident that as a man, he is by no means inferior to Zhou Dongjin, but he knows in his heart that he cannot compare with Zhou Dongjin in terms of appearance, size, or family conditions.Who knows if that Huang Nina is very concerned about these external conditions?Despite his concerns, Wei Mingkun still wanted to give it a try.He knew that a person from his family background could be nominated in front of Political Commissar Huang, and being recognized by the Huang family was in itself an affirmation of him.This shows that Wei Mingkun's years of hard work have been recognized, and it shows that Wei Mingkun already has the same competitive strength as Zhou Dongjin and others.This alone is enough to make Wei Mingkun excited.He hardly thought about whether he would fall in love with Commissar Huang's daughter.He didn't care about these things, what he cared about was that he got the same opportunity to compete with Zhou Dongjin, and what he cared about was how to seize this opportunity to enter the circle occupied by Zhou Dongjin and others.Wei Mingkun knew very well that because Huang Nina had a relationship with Zhou Dongjin, it was more attractive to him.When he thought of the possibility of getting the woman Zhou Dongjin wanted but failed to get, and the possibility of defeating Zhou Dongjin in another battlefield to win a complete victory, Wei Mingkun would involuntarily enter the state of excitement before the battle.
Excitement is excitement, Wei Mingkun did not get carried away.He was well aware of the delicate situation he faced.He was selected by the cadre director and the military political commissar to be handed over to Commissar Huang. This situation is like a military order issued layer by layer, sending him to the front to fight a vicious battle where only success and no failure are allowed.If he wins, he will get more applause and flowers, and maybe he will go straight to the sky; if he loses, he will have to accept double punishment, and maybe he will ruin himself because of it.When the cadre director sent him here, he made it very clear: Wei Mingkun, you are my guarantee in front of the military political commissar, and the military political commissar is also a guarantee in front of Huang political commissar, you have to treat this as a political mission Done, give me a face, give our army chief a face!Even so, Wei Mingkun is still willing to take this risk, he thinks it is worth it, and he has confidence in himself.
Wei Mingkun originally thought that he could walk into the Huang's house calmly and calmly because of his experience in the Zhou family, but his confidence began to accept the challenge from the moment he entered the Huang's house.He didn't expect that the Huang family not only had the same small courtyard building as the Zhou family, but also had greater rules and exquisiteness than the Zhou family.
As soon as he entered the door, the civil servant greeted him politely and handed Wei Mingkun a pair of slippers for him to change into.Wei Mingkun was dumbfounded immediately, he never expected to take off his shoes when entering the door, and he happened to be wearing a pair of broken socks with open toes on his feet.Wei Mingkun was so annoyed that he would have changed his socks if he had known.After dawdling for a long time, Wei Mingkun took off his shoes with a blushing face under the watchful eyes of the civil servants.The two holes in the socks made Wei Mingkun, who had come prepared, suddenly confused.As a result, during the whole process of meeting and talking, Wei Mingkun's head was full of those two holes, and his head was full of how to hide his feet to prevent people from seeing the two toes that were ostentatious.
Based on Wei Mingkun's life experience, he could never have imagined that life could be so meticulous.Wei Mingkun was embarrassed almost every step of the way in the Huang family.Before entering each room, Wei Mingkun hesitated for a while, not knowing whether to enter in slippers or barefoot.There are step rugs by the door to every room, rugs in the rooms, bedside rugs, mirror rugs, floor mats in the bathroom, and even a beautiful bathroom rug in front of the tub.All the furniture in the house is covered with things, there is a tablecloth on the desk, a tablecloth on the dining table, a sofa towel on the sofa, and even a beautiful handkerchief on the kettle and the phone.After Wei Mingkun took a sip of tea, he casually put the teacup on the coffee table, and the civil servant immediately stepped forward to put the teacup back in place.Only then did Wei Mingkun realize that the teacup should be placed on a delicate and beautiful hollow coaster.Every furnishing and every piece of decoration in this home has a fixed position, even the flowers that change regularly.While Wei Mingkun felt fresh everywhere, he also felt restrained everywhere.He always felt like a wild animal that broke into the back garden, either stepped on the lawn or knocked off the petals, it was not suitable to stay anywhere, and he felt uncomfortable no matter how he stayed.
Facing Huang Nina, Wei Mingkun felt even more cautious.Before meeting, Wei Mingkun never thought that Huang Nina would be so beautiful. If he had known earlier, he might not be so confident.Huang Nina's beauty is the kind of eye-catching beauty, which can calm you down and make you unable to move your eyes for a long time.But if you observe carefully, you can find that her beauty lacks content, looks too elegant and simple, and lacks the kind of sweetness and charm that can make people want to be close.What moved Wei Mingkun the most was not Huang Nina's beauty, but the lazy aura emanating from her body.Huang Nina always seems to have a very leisurely look. She doesn't stand when she can sit, and she doesn't sit when she can lie down. All her movements are soft and slow, and even her voice is weak. Slowly, with With a light lip tone.Wei Mingkun likes to sit there, silently watching Huang Nina's every move, frown and smile.He always couldn't believe that this beautiful woman in front of him would become his daughter-in-law one day.Facing Huang Nina, he would often think of Zhou Dongjin involuntarily.He didn't know how long and how deep their relationship was, but he didn't quite believe that it was Zhou Dongjin who first proposed to quit.He would rather believe Huang Nina's own statement: it was Huang Nina who dumped Zhou Dongjin.This statement gave him a strong psychological support, and provided him with the most sufficient reason to pursue Huang Nina—to get what Zhou Dongjin wanted but could not get.Although, Wei Mingkun also gradually discovered some shortcomings of Huang Nina during the contact, for example, Huang Nina likes to be petty, for example, the cold arrogance and contempt shown in Huang Nina's eyes often made Wei Mingkun feel very uncomfortable, but Wei Mingkun thinks that these are after all It's just that this kind of woman often has small problems, and small problems can be ignored in front of big goals.What's more, Huang Nina seems to be very well-bred under normal circumstances. Even if she is extremely angry, she will only scream a few words such as "disgusting" and "annoying", and she will never open her mouth to curse like those girls in their alley .
Perhaps it was this restraint that helped Wei Mingkun.Wei Mingkun left a very good impression on the Huang family: mature and experienced, steady and humble, smart and simple, and reliable... Soon, their marriage was put on the agenda.Huang Zhenzhong and Xiao Ping started to arrange marriage for their daughter with great enthusiasm.
It wasn't until this time that Huang Nina realized that she had reached the point where she had to get married.She has no reason not to marry Wei Mingkun, she has been in love with Wei Mingkun for so long, almost everyone thinks that they are a good match, almost everyone thinks that they should get married.Even though she never had any enthusiasm for Wei Mingkun, she couldn't say anything bad about Wei Mingkun.Besides, her parents whispered good things about Wei Mingkun in her ears almost every day, and her female companions also expressed their appreciation for Wei Mingkun.Huang Nina had no choice but to let her parents make arrangements.But the closer the wedding day was, the worse Huang Nina's mood became.It wasn't until the wedding was about to be held that Huang Nina realized that she didn't want to get married at all.But at this time the family has made all the preparations for their marriage.
The day before the wedding, Huang Nina cleaned up the letters and photos that Zhou Dongjin had given her and prepared to burn them, but in the end she cried a lot holding those things.In the end, she was still reluctant to burn those things.Only then did she understand that these things had become an inseparable part of her life, and she couldn't destroy it, just like she couldn't cut her own life apart.She locked these things in a delicate little box.
Their wedding was held at Huang's house, and they lived in Huang's house on their wedding night.The Wei family had no objection to this, any guest of the Huang family was a respectable person, the small room of the Wei family was indeed too shabby to welcome people.What's more, all the expenses of their marriage were paid by the Huang family, and the Wei family didn't pay a penny.Even Wei Mingkun used his own money to secretly prepare the change money for parents when the daughter-in-law came in for the first time.But Wei Tuozi said, after all, our Wei family married a daughter-in-law, so no matter what happens, we have to live in our house.Even if we only stay for one night, we will have a face in front of the neighbors.Wei Tuozi knew that his daughter-in-law was precious, so in order to allow his son and daughter-in-law to stay at home overnight, Wei Tuozi insisted on vacating the small room, and he and his wife moved into Pianxiazi early.
Those newly married days were an unbearable experience for both Wei Mingkun and Huang Nina.
On the wedding night, when Wei Mingkun was in a hurry, Huang Nina kept her eyes tightly closed.Wei Mingkun's movements were clumsy and heavy, he didn't seem to have the slightest sense of caring for Huang Nina, and he didn't have the slightest patience to mobilize the other party's emotions to make her echo his own. He couldn't wait to satisfy himself as soon as possible, and only wanted to possess this woman as soon as possible. .Feeling Wei Mingkun's rudeness with her eyes closed, Huang Nina couldn't help thinking of Zhou Dongjin.Dong Jin would never treat her like this, she thought, although Dong Jin was also rough, but she could always feel a kind of love and concern around Dong Jin.This kind of concern is not expressed in words, it is a feeling, sometimes it is a look, sometimes it is a subconscious action. Pass all the information to you, and tell you exactly where you occupy in his mind.Suddenly, there was a sharp pain, Huang Nina screamed and opened her eyes, and pushed Wei Mingkun away.
Huang Nina's scream startled Wei Mingkun, Wei Mingkun stopped suddenly, and looked at Huang Nina hesitantly, he saw panic and disgust in Huang Nina's wide eyes.That undisguised disgust stabbed Wei Mingkun deeply like a sharp sword, his heart tightened, and he suddenly thought of Zhou Dongjin for no reason.Zhou Dongjin and Wei Mingkun chewed this name in their hearts, and gradually felt as if a tonic had been injected into their bodies, and their spirits became excited again.He rushed towards Huang Nina violently, and continued to advance towards the set goal with more rough movements, until he was exhausted and collapsed on the bed.
Wei Mingkun quickly fell asleep contentedly.Huang Nina sat alone with a quilt, silently looking at the man who had become her husband who was sleeping soundly beside her, grievances flooded her heart like a tide, gurgling out of her eyes, and made the wedding night into a mess.
The next day, when Wei Mingkun discussed with Huang Nina about living in Wei's house, Huang Nina immediately refused.
"Why?" Wei Mingkun asked.
"No reason," Huang Nina lazily replied, "I don't want to go."
"You have to give a reason, don't you?"
"No reason, I just don't want to go." Huang Nina replied arrogantly.
"Nina, do you think my family's conditions are poor?" Wei Mingkun stared at Huang Nina gloomyly and said, "Yes, my family's conditions are not good. But since you are married to me, and since you are the daughter-in-law of the Wei family, you have to Enter the door of our Wei family?"
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Seeing that Huang Nina was silent, Wei Mingkun persuaded again: "My parents have already vacated the house and prepared everything for us. No matter what, we have to stay at home for the night and let the old man..."
"Stop talking, I don't live at your house anyway." Huang Nina interrupted Wei Mingkun impatiently.
Wei Mingkun suppressed his anger and said, "Nina, it's an old rule to marry and live in your husband's house. My family has already made concessions to break this rule. You should also make a concession. Don't let the neighbors say that we are too careless."
Huang Nina sneered and said, "I don't care what other people say, anyway, our army compound is not as poor and fastidious as your ordinary homes."
"Huang Nina, don't go too far!" Wei Mingkun's eyes gradually revealed a chill, "I've decided on this matter, you must live with me today!"
"I won't live there, what can you do to me?"
Wei Mingkun gritted his teeth and said, "Without a valid reason, you have to live with me!"
Huang Nina raised her head: "Okay, if you insist on telling me the reason, then I'll tell you, I hate the smell of stinky shoes in your house..."
Before he finished speaking, Wei Mingkun's face suddenly changed color, and he saw a cold light flash in his eyes, and then he swung his fist...
Huang Nina was so frightened that before she could yell out, there was a crisp bang, and the mirror on the wall shattered to the ground.
Wei Mingkun looked at the debris all over the floor with a gloomy expression, blood flowed out from the back of his hand, and landed on the floor with a tick-tick.
Xiao Ping ran upstairs to ask what happened. Huang Nina was so frightened that she couldn't say a word while trembling. Wei Mingkun hid the injured hand behind his back, opened the door calmly and said to his mother-in-law standing outside: "It's okay." , I accidentally smashed the mirror." Saying that, he grinned apologetically at Xiao Ping.
Xiao Ping looked at the broken glass all over the floor through the crack of the door, and said, "I called the civil servants to come up and clean it up."
Wei Mingkun said: "No need, I'll do it myself. Broken glass is hard to clean up, and it's easy to hurt people if you don't clean it up, so don't worry about cleaning it up yourself."
During the meal, Wei Mingkun sensibly asked his parents-in-law for advice, asking if he and Nina should go home today and greet the guests over there.Huang Xingzhong and his wife immediately agreed, saying that it should be done, you two should stay there for two days.Before Huang Nina opened her mouth, Wei Mingkun said in a very considerate tone: "Nina is not used to sleeping on the kang, we can just go there during the day, come back to live at night, anyway, it's not far away."
Huang Nina didn't expect Wei Mingkun to say such a thing, she didn't know what to say for a while, and couldn't help but feel a little ashamed.Therefore, Huang Nina behaved very well at Wei's house that whole day. When Wei Tuozi asked her to peel the candy for the guests, she would peel the candy, and if she asked her to light the guests' cigarettes, she would light the cigarettes.The beauty and courtesy of the daughter-in-law of the Wei family were unanimously praised by the neighbors, earning a lot of face for the Wei family.Wei Tuozi was so happy that his face was wrinkled with smiles, and even Luo Guoer almost stretched out.
That night, both Wei Tuozi and Huang Nina drank a lot of wine.When Wei Tuozi praised his daughter-in-law, Wei Mingkun persuaded him to have a drink with Huang Nina, and then persuaded Huang Nina to return a drink.Unknowingly, a bottle of wine went in.Wei Tuozi didn't drink much at first, and when he finished drinking, he burst into tears with snot in his nose.
Wei Tuozi squeezed red tears and said: "My old Wei family ancestors have accumulated virtues, otherwise how could Kunzi marry such a picture-like daughter-in-law?"
Weeping, Wei Tuozi said, "Wow, the Communist Party, how else could I, Wei Tuozi, marry such a big official?"
Wei Tuozi pointed to the tip of Wei Mingkun's nose and said, "Kunzi, you have to treat your wife well! Your daughter-in-law is precious, let's put it aside, your daughter-in-law's identity is a golden branch and a jade leaf. What are you? You are just a dirtbag!"
Wei Tuozi patted the table and said, "Kun Zi, you are blessed! Unlike your father, who has never straightened his waist all his life, and has been looked down upon all his life..."
Uncharacteristically, Wei Mingkun allowed Wei Tuozi to drink and go crazy.It was only at the end that he snatched the wine bottle, put the remaining half of the bottle into two glasses, and said to Huang Nina, "Nina, come on, let's drink this wine."
Huang Nina said: "No...no, I can't...drink it, I want...to go back."
Wei Mingkun said: "It doesn't matter, Nina, I know you have a capacity for alcohol. Let's go back after drinking this." As he spoke, he drank down the wine first.
Huang Nina said: "Drink...after drinking...go back..." She also drank the wine.
When Huang Nina woke up the next morning, she found herself lying on the kang of the Wei family.Wei Mingkun had already gotten up, and was sitting on the edge of the Kang smoking a cigarette.Huang Nina was very strange and asked Wei Mingkun: "Why am I sleeping here? Did I drink too much yesterday?"
Wei Mingkun smoked a cigarette without saying a word.
The kang under him was so hot that his throat was dry and burning.Huang Nina felt weak all over, so she said to Wei Mingkun, "Pour me some water, I..."
Wei Mingkun stood up, stomped out the cigarette butt, and only said: "Get up, miss, I want to drink water and go back to your house. The water in my house smells like rotten leather."
After returning from the Wei family, the relationship between Wei Mingkun and Huang Nina became more and more cold.Wei Mingkun seldom talked to Huang Nina, and when needed, Huang Nina would pull her over regardless of whether she was awake or asleep.Without any process, without the slightest warmth, Huang Nina seemed to him to be just a lifeless tool.Huang Nina became more and more afraid of Wei Mingkun, more and more afraid of doing that kind of thing with Wei Mingkun.Every time, Huang Nina could see the cold light in Wei Mingkun's eyes that frightened her.She always had a feeling that what Wei Mingkun vented on her was not desire, but hatred.
But Wei Mingkun and Huang Nina's parents have always maintained a good relationship.Wei Mingkun is very respectful to his parents-in-law.When he was free, he would play chess with Huang Xingzhong, and together with Huang Xingzhong, he would talk endlessly about the army, his views on the current situation of the army, and his own thoughts on the construction of the army.In front of his parents-in-law, Wei Mingkun never treated Huang Nina roughly, even if Huang Nina got angry and deliberately provoked him unreasonably, he would hold back and keep silent.Therefore, in the eyes of Huang Xingzhong and his wife, Wei Mingkun is a rare and good son-in-law, while their daughter is simply an ignorant little woman.
Their marriage lasted less than a year before it ended.The divorce was proposed by Huang Nina. Huang Nina already knew Wei Mingkun very well at this time. She knew that although Wei Mingkun also wanted a divorce, he would never propose a divorce on his own initiative.Wei Mingkun is too shrewd, he will not let himself fall into a disadvantageous situation, he would rather play the role of being hurt, and would rather let others think he is useless, that he is not manly enough.Huang Nina would of course prefer her to initiate the divorce. What Huang Nina cares about is face, and what she cares about is the feeling that she dumped others first rather than being dumped by others.The two hit it off and divorced smoothly.
As a result, Huang Nina was of course the one who was hurt in the end, because she was condemned by everyone including her own parents, while Wei Mingkun got everyone's understanding and sympathy.Huang Zhenzhong even approached Wei Mingkun's military and political commissar specifically for this matter, saying that the responsibility for the divorce rested entirely on his daughter, and told them not to have any opinion on Wei Mingkun because of this, let alone affect Wei Mingkun's normal promotion for this matter. use.
After experiencing Zhou Dongjin's heartlessness and Wei Mingkun's brutality, Huang Nina had lost confidence in herself and men.After living alone away from men for so many years, she thought that she no longer needed a man and could no longer want a man.But Zhou Heping only said two words to her softly: "My heart hurts", and the defense line she had painstakingly built for many years collapsed in an instant.
Distressed, this loving word is like a gentle hand gently stroking the deepest wound in Huang Nina's heart, making her heart tremble violently, spreading sadness, sorrow, excitement, longing and excitement to every part of her body like an electric current. One part, even the fingertips can feel the intoxicating tremor.Huang Nina repeated these two words that moved her in her heart over and over again, experienced the ecstasy thrill brought to her by that gentle hand over and over again, and shed tears over and over again for being loved by others. Moved to tears.
Huang Nina is grateful to Zhou Heping from the bottom of her heart. It is Zhou Heping who reminds her that she is still a woman. It is Zhou Heping who makes her feel how happy it is to be loved by a man. It is Zhou Heping who makes her taste the joy of being a woman.
From dawn to night, from night to dawn, Huang Nina just let herself go, lying on the bed and thinking.Thinking about it makes me happy, exhausted physically and mentally, full of sorrow and joy, tears streaming down my face.
Huang Nina also felt embarrassed about her worthless appearance, but she couldn't help it, she couldn't stop herself from thinking about it, and couldn't control her desire to experience and feel over and over again.
Sometimes, Huang Nina would suddenly feel that that golden warm night never existed, all the scenes were constructed by her imagination, and all the details were woven according to her own wishes.At this time, Huang Nina would sit up in horror, grab the pager and read the words carefully over and over again: Please, Ms. Huang, come to the Peony Hall on the second floor of the Jinzuo Hotel at 6:00 p.m. sharp.
This line of words confirmed that she had indeed been to the golden seat, but this line of words could only prove that she had been to that place, but it could not prove what happened between her and Zhou Heping, nor the existence of that golden warm night.
Huang Nina is becoming more and more uncertain whether that golden warm night really happened. She is really afraid that all this is just a dream, and she is really afraid that after giving her such a beautiful dream, she will wake her up cruelly. I'm really afraid that when I wake up from the dream, I will find that all the touch and beauty never existed.
She needs to confirm again, and needs to get an exact answer from Zhou Heping.
But two full days passed, but Zhou Heping did not move at all.Huang Nina didn't dare to take the initiative to call Zhou Heping. If that night really happened, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear the sudden happiness, and would be incoherent, not knowing how to express it.If it wasn't for that night, she was afraid that she would rashly say something that would embarrass both Zhou Heping and herself, would not be able to withstand such a blow, and would cry desperately.
Every time the phone rang, she rushed to the front to answer it desperately. She was confused and said, "Mom, what's wrong with you? It's not what you said. Nine out of ten of our phone calls are for me. The rest Is the next one a typo?I've never seen you answer the phone so positively. Isn't there something wrong?
Huang Nina blushed slightly, and said angrily, don't talk nonsense, mother has serious business.
Liao said with a hippie smile, Mom, who said you are not serious?Even if you have any situation, it should be done, and it is a serious matter.
Huang Nina lowered her face, and said, can you talk to your mother without this accent?
Liao met Huang Nina's gaze indifferently, and said, Mom, can you talk to me without this accent?
In the middle of a stalemate, the phone rang.The mother and daughter looked at each other, but no one answered.
The phone rang persistently over and over again, Huang Nina finally couldn't stand it anymore and told you to answer the phone.
了了得意地一笑，拿起电话听了一下，立刻嬉皮笑脸地递给黄妮娜说：老妈，恭喜你，终于等来了。
黄妮娜慌慌地抢过电话，听到里面传来周和平的声音：妮娜，你能到公司来一趟吗？有点事。
能，能。黄妮娜忙不迭地回答。
那你现在就过来吧，我在公司等你。
周和平说完就把电话放下了，什么都没提，什么都没说，甚至没容得黄妮娜说出一句完整的话。黄妮娜呆呆地想了半天也没想明白，这到底是他在约自己呢，还是老板在对员工下达指示呢？
走进周和平办公室的时候，周和平正在打电话。黄妮娜就坐在旁边的沙发上等他。
这个电话很长，足以让黄妮娜忐忑不安的心境一点点平静下来。她默默地看着一边打着手势一边不停讲话的周和平，突然被周和平的手吸引住了。她十分熟悉的这种手型：手指修长，指甲很大，指关节十分突出……这是一双骨感很强，坚毅有力的手。这双手与周东进的手简直长得太像了，几乎就是周东进的复制品！只是周东进的小指不像周和平的小指那样僵硬，那样冷静。周东进的小指是微微向里弯曲着的，显得不安分，容易冲动。黄妮娜太熟悉这种手了，它把一种早已陌生了的熟悉突然带到黄妮娜面前，猛烈地叩击着她的记忆，叩得她眼里霎时汪满了泪水。
周和平的电话终于讲完了。他抬起头，看着眼含泪水的黄妮娜关切地问：“妮娜，你不舒服？”
“没。”黄妮娜摇摇头，赶紧恢复了常态。
周和平笑了笑没多问，把放在写字台上的一个信封推给黄妮娜说：“妮娜，这是给你预支的第一个月工资，多出来的算是奖金。”
看到黄妮娜有些惊讶，周和平咧嘴笑了一下说，那天晚上你表现不错……
黄妮娜的脸呼地一下就红了，她不知道周和平接下来还会说些什么，虽然她非常想从周和平的嘴里验证那天晚上的事，但真的当面提起她还是有些不好意思，她赶紧低下了头。黄妮娜心里有些不舒服，周和平说给她“奖金”，还说那天晚上她表现不错。周和平为什么非要把他们之间的事与钱联系在一起呢？不，这不对头！黄妮娜觉得心像被一把尖利的刀子狠狠地剜了一下，疼得紧紧地缩在了一起，眼泪跟着就涌上来了。她伤感地想，周和平怎么能这样看待我呢？他这是把我当成什么人了？不，我不能要这些钱！
黄妮娜猛地抬起头，却听到周和平在说：妮娜，我真没想到你这么能喝酒，你陪客人喝酒喝得很到位，客人们都很满意，这些奖金就是我对你工作的肯定。
原来周和平谈的是工作！原来周和平一直是在与她谈工作！黄妮娜恍然大悟，这才稍稍地松了一口气，但同时，一股怅然若失的感觉又紧紧地攫住了她的心。她抬起头，一脸茫然地望着周和平。
从黄妮娜的眼神里，周和平看到了他希望看到的全部内容：失望、孤寂、忧郁、渴求、焦虑、哀怨……周和平伸出两只手，缓缓地把黄妮娜从沙发上拉起来，拉进了自己的怀里。
积蓄在心中的泪水立刻决堤般地从黄妮娜的眼中奔涌出来。
周和平一边为黄妮娜擦着眼泪，一边在她的耳边轻声说道，妮娜，我为你买了一套内衣。
这是一套淡紫色的名牌真丝内衣，做工精美、典雅高贵。黄妮娜又惊又喜地用手轻轻地摩挲着那滑爽的面料，她早就希望能有这样一套高档内衣了。和平你对我真好，黄妮娜感动得声音颤抖着说。突然，她控制不住地扑上去拼命地吻起了周和平，边吻边不停地念叨着，和平你对我真好，和平你对我真好！
中午，他们出去吃了一顿比萨饼。
吃饭的时候，周和平显得有些心不在焉，吃得很少。黄妮娜关切地问周和平怎么了，周和平长长地叹了一口气说，没事，生意上碰到了点棘手的事情。黄妮娜问什么事让他这么为难？周和平却不肯说，说他不愿意让黄妮娜跟着他一起着急上火，他自己想办法处理就是了。黄妮娜深受感动，说和平，有什么事你就跟我说说吧，就算我没能力帮你的忙，也能帮你想想办法找找人啊。你不告诉我我才真会为你着急上火呢。周和平就只好告诉了黄妮娜，说前不久，他去美国与MG公司谈一笔大生意，本来已经很有把握了，但听说省外贸也在与MG公司谈。他已经找了MG公司的亚洲事务助理，对方同意向总裁渗透倾向性意见，尽力协助他们公司谈下这笔生意。但提出他们公司给MG的条件必须要比省外贸的条件优惠。比省外贸优惠倒不成问题，问题是不了解省外贸的底线没法报价。报低了没赚头，报高了又面临前功尽弃的危险。只有摸清省外贸与MG公司谈判的情况，才能报出最合适的价格。MG的总裁近期就要到中国来定夺这件事，届时周和平必须报出最合适的价格，但他虽然想了不少办法，可直到现在还没搞到省外贸的谈判资料，没法下决心。周和平说，为了谈成这笔生意，他已经做了很长时间的前期准备，投入了很多财力物力，几乎把全部家当都抵上了。如果这笔生意做不成，他就彻底完了。现在，眼看着离MG公司总裁到来的日期越来越近了，他整天在外面跑着想办法，急得茶饭不思、夜不能寐。
和平，那你为什么不早跟我说呢？黄妮娜急切地问。
跟你说有什么用？还不是害你跟我一起瞎着急。周和平一脸的无奈。
和平，黄妮娜说，你忘了我就是省外贸的人了？
so what?周和平说，这笔业务跟你那摊儿也没关系，再说你就只是个普通业务员，这种重要项目的谈判资料你也接触不上。
那我就不会找别人吗？黄妮娜埋怨道，我在省外贸那么多年，再怎么着也有几个不错的朋友吧！
周和平的眼睛立刻就亮了，说，妮娜，你能帮我这个忙吗？
能不能帮上我倒说不准，但我可以试试嘛。
周和平高兴地吻了一下黄妮娜说，妮娜，你太好了！
黄妮娜不好意思地说，你看你，当着这么多人。
那有什么，周和平说，他们在我眼里只是一些萝卜白菜。说着又吻了黄妮娜一下说，妮娜，我眼里只有你，这件事我就靠你了！
黄妮娜脸色红润地抬头看着周和平说，和平，你放心吧，我会尽力的。
it is good!周和平说，那我们现在就说好，等你把资料一拿到手，我们俩立刻去金座订个房，好好地庆祝一下。说罢，又俯在黄妮娜的耳边轻声补充了一句，妮娜，到时候你可别忘了把这套内衣穿上啊。
黄妮娜很振奋，从来没有人像周和平这样信任过她。周和平说，妮娜，我相信你的能力，你一定会帮我办成这件事的，这笔生意做完后，我要任命你当我的副总经理。黄妮娜想，她不能辜负了周和平的信任，她得对得起周和平，她要打虎上山，让周和平知道她黄妮娜配当他的副总经理。
但跑了两天之后，黄妮娜才发现事情并不像她想象的那么简单。改革后的省外贸与过去大不相同了，管理上比她在的时候严格多了，所有重要的商业资料都实行了微机管理，只有公司领导和个别技术人员才能接触到。
黄妮娜几乎都绝望了，这两天周和平虽然常给她打电话，但从来没提过这件事，都是问点不要紧的事，说几句关心她的话。但周和平越是不提，黄妮娜心里就越是着急，她知道周和平心里急着呢，只不过是不忍心催她罢了。黄妮娜为此更是感动得要死，更想赶快把这件事办成办好了。
急中生智，黄妮娜想起了一个人，省外贸负责微机管理的小赵。小赵是计算机专业研究生，小伙子很文气，在对公司人员进行微机培训的时候，他特别关照黄妮娜。有几次晚上上完课，小赵还主动提出送黄妮娜回的家。那时黄妮娜没太在意，她已经太习惯有男人对自己感兴趣了，何况这个小赵在她的眼里几乎还是个孩子。但当她离开外贸的时候，小赵竟专门送她来了。这一次，小赵给黄妮娜留下的印象很深。他虽然没说什么，但他的眼睛里装着那么多与他的年龄极不相称的同情和爱慕。
黄妮娜去找小赵，说她现在找工作需要考计算机，让小赵给她补几个晚上的计算机操作课。小赵果然欣然同意了。跟小赵一起在公司的电脑房里折腾了两个晚上，黄妮娜果然把密码套了出来，又趁支小赵出去买夜餐的机会，把资料全部拷贝了下来。黄妮娜觉得自己简直就是个克格勃，面对兴致勃勃买夜餐回来的小赵，黄妮娜心里愧疚得要死。她不得不一遍遍地在心里安慰自己，我是为了和平才不得已这样做的，我只做这一次，只做这一次。
后来黄妮娜想，其实当她把磁盘给周和平的那天，心里就已经有了不好的预感。只不过当时她不愿深想，不愿确定罢了。
周和平查看磁盘时的表情令黄妮娜很不舒服。他眼神儿贪婪地盯着显示屏，一边急切地点击鼠标，一边下意识地将另一只手伸进嘴里，不停地噬啃着指甲，那模样活像一头获得猎物后亢奋不已的野兽。
黄妮娜在旁边足足等了半个多小时，周和平也没和她说一句话，他显然早已把黄妮娜忘了。关上电脑抬头看见黄妮娜时，他甚至愣了一下，待到反应过来黄妮娜一直在旁边等着呢，这才赶紧现在脸上弄出了一个类似笑的表情。
黄妮娜最怕见周和平笑了，他这种不会笑的人笑起来的样子假模假式的，有点瘆人。不像周东进的笑那么有阳光，那么有感染力。
周和平点燃一支雪茄，心满意足地靠在老板椅上吸了一口说：“妮娜，这下你可帮了我大忙了，改日我一定好好谢谢你。”
黄妮娜一愣，她想说我们不是事先说好了，等资料一拿到手立刻就去金座订个房间庆祝庆祝吗？怎么又改日了？但又觉得实在不好意思说出口，就绕了个弯子提醒周和平道：“和平，我们俩去……去吃个饭吧？”
周和平突然想起了什么，看着表“哎哟”了一声，说：“糟了糟了，你要不提醒我还忘了，我晚上有个饭局，请客户吃饭。现在已经晚了，我得快点赶过去，这些客户咱们可是得罪不起呀。”
黄妮娜的脸一下子变得苍白。她下意识地摸了摸手里的包，里面装着周和平送给她的那套漂亮的内衣，这是她特地带来的。黄妮娜很失望，又对自己的迫不及待感到有些不好意思，便不知所措地望着周和平，看到黄妮娜那副可怜巴巴的样子，周和平边往外走边说：“这样吧妮娜，今晚儿你找几个朋友出去吃饭，到哪吃都行，回头开个票我给你报销，就算我请客了。”说罢一头钻进车里走了。
黄妮娜也不知道自己是怎么稀里糊涂地走到金座大厦来的。直到门童向她问好，为她推动转门做出请进的手势，她才发觉自己是站在灯火辉煌的金座面前。来不及细想，黄妮娜赶紧挺直腰身调整姿态，款款地迈步走了进去。
礼宾小姐迎上来问她住宿还是就餐，黄妮娜没直接回答，只微笑着问我可以用牡丹厅吗？小姐愣了一下，说对不起，牡丹厅已经有客人了。又问请问您有几位客人？我可以给您安排其他包间吗？黄妮娜微微皱了下眉头说，既然牡丹厅有客人那就算了吧，我还是习惯用牡丹厅。小姐疑惑地对黄妮娜说，真对不起，我们这里牡丹厅最紧张，客人一般都是提前三天预订的。看到黄妮娜脸上有些不自在了，又赶紧说，我带您去芙蓉厅看看好吗？芙蓉厅也很不错，碰巧今天预订芙蓉厅的客人没来，您先看看那里的环境，如果满意就用，不用也没关系的。其实黄妮娜知道牡丹厅是不会空闲的，她原意是想给自己找个体面的台阶离开，没想到反倒露了怯。幸亏这位小姐识趣，又很会招呼人，弄得她倒不好意思立刻抽身走了，只好跟在小姐后面去看芙蓉厅。
芙蓉厅的确不错，与牡丹厅一样的富丽堂皇，只是比牡丹厅小了一点。屋里昏黄柔和的灯光一下就把黄妮娜带回到了那个难忘的晚上。还没等小姐开口，黄妮娜就回头说，好吧，我就用芙蓉厅吧。
坐在空荡荡的芙蓉厅里，黄妮娜想了半天也想不出该请谁来吃这顿饭。这些年她几乎断了所有的社会交往，没有朋友，也从来没请人吃过饭。想来想去，她的脑袋里突然蹦出了六指，对，把六指找来！连黄妮娜自己也感到奇怪，为什么一想到六指，自己的情绪立刻就高涨起来了。她兴致勃勃地马上给六指打了传呼。
黄妮娜记起自己已经很长时间没跟六指联系了。自从她到周和平的公司后，自从那天六指从她家赌气走后，她就再没找过六指，六指竟也从来没再找过她。想起来，黄妮娜觉得自己挺对不起六指的，六指在她最困难的时候诚心诚意地帮她，为她做了那么多事。而她呢，不仅从来没正儿八经地答谢过六指，还总对六指耍脾气。自己情况不好的时候，有点小事就找六指商量，处境刚好一点就整个把六指忘到脑勺后边去了。黄妮娜想，她今天一定要补偿一下，好好答谢答谢六指。
六指什么时候进来的，黄妮娜一点也没听见。她常觉得六指走路像个豹子，步伐矫捷且悄无声息。直到六指重重地咳了一声，把她吓了一大跳，她才发觉六指已经站在她身后了。黄妮娜没想到自己见到六指会这么兴奋，这么愉快。她忘乎所以地“腾”地一下从沙发上蹦起来，大喊大叫地边拉着六指上桌，边使劲埋怨六指为什么这么长时间不跟她联系，说六指一定是钻进钱眼里忙活他的臭买卖去了，还说六指是重钱轻友早把她给忘了，说着说着竟真动起气来，也不知是高兴还是委屈，弄得眼泪直在眼圈里打转转。
六指一直没说话，任着黄妮娜闹腾，直到看着黄妮娜闹腾得差不多了，才问了一句：“发财了？”
“谁发财了？”黄妮娜莫名其妙地问。
“没发财跑金座来请客？”
“噢，”黄妮娜恍然大悟道，“有人给我报销。”
“是周和平吧？”六指的脸立刻阴沉了。
黄妮娜不高兴地说，“你管是谁报销干吗？是我请客不就行了。”
六指又不说话了，点着一根烟默默地抽起来。
黄妮娜恨恨地用眼睛抠了六指一眼说：“你这人怎么这么扫兴呀？早知道不请你来吃饭了！”
六指使劲吐出嘴里的烟说：“是呀，你应该跟周和平一起吃饭嘛。那小子跑哪去了？怎么把你自己撂这了？”
黄妮娜气急败坏地说：“你管得着吗？六指，你要是不愿意吃我这顿饭你就走，别在这跟我阴阳怪气的。”
六指一龇牙说：“你急什么呀？你总得让我弄清吃谁的再下嘴吧？万一吃出了耗子药我也知道是谁下的药哇。”
黄妮娜“扑哧”一下乐了，咬牙切齿道：“六指，你等着，啥时候我非偷偷给你下点耗子药让你尝尝厉害不可！”
六指对着手指间的烟头说：“你不用偷偷下药，你只要明说让我吃，不管是什么我六指保证二话不说立刻吞了它。”
黄妮娜心中一动，抬眼去看六指，只见六指正专注地盯着烟头。不知为什么黄妮娜心里突然有点发慌。就在这时，她闻到了一股皮肤烧焦的味道，仔细一看，烟头已经燃到了六指的手指头了。
黄妮娜大叫起来：“六指，快扔了，烟！”
六指若无其事地抬起手，像欣赏首饰似的认真地看了看，这才把烟头掐灭，按在烟缸里慢慢碾成了粉末。
这顿饭最终还是没吃多久就不欢而散了。原因是几杯酒下肚后，六指又提起了周和平。六指告诉黄妮娜说：“你爱信不信，小白脸子，没有好心眼子。”
黄妮娜说：“六指你有完没完了？你了解周和平还是我了解周和平？再说我又不是傻子，好赖人我自己看不出来呀？”
六指哼了一声说：“别以为自己不是傻子，我看人家说的没错，你就是个大傻逼！不信我把话撂这，就凭你，周和平把你卖了你还得替他数钱！”
黄妮娜呼地一下站起来说：“六指，你把那个字给我收回去！”
六指说：“不就是说你傻吗？不想让人说你傻，往后你自己多长几个心眼儿。”
“我让你把那个字给我收回去！”黄妮娜的脸都发白了。
六指愣了愣，这才明白黄妮娜指的是那个“逼”字。他没吭声，自顾自地给自己倒了一杯酒，刚想喝，却被黄妮娜拦住了。
黄妮娜不依不饶地说：“你把那个字给我收回去！”
六指不耐烦地说：“这话不是我说的，是别人说你的。”
"Who said this?"
六指没吭声。
黄妮娜冷笑道：“你倒说呀，不是你说的是谁说的？”
六指端起酒就往嘴里倒。
黄妮娜一把将酒杯夺过来，“啪”的一声狠狠摔在地上，带着哭腔说：“六指，你是个混蛋！你欺负我还想往别人身上赖！你说的没错，我是太傻了，我瞎了眼把你这种人当朋友！我……我是个大傻……你给我滚！”
六指默默地看了一眼黄妮娜，缓缓站起身向门口走去。手搭在门把上的时候六指犹豫着停了下来，低沉地说：“我本来不想告诉你，那句话是周和平说的。”
黄妮娜一愣，突然歇斯底里地大喊起来：“撒谎！你撒谎！你这人怎么这么卑鄙呀？！”
六指背对着她又补了一句：“不信，你可以去问周和平的司机，如果是撒谎也是他在撒谎。”说罢，一把拉开门头也不回地走了。