Chapter 3 Chapter two

Mei Xiaoou called Chen Xiaoxiao to inform Boss Shi that he was safe.Like her, Xiaoxiao never has time to turn off her phone.They are all hard-working, miserable women.Xiaoou didn't betray Lao Shi's current location, but only said that Lao Shi called him and he was in good health both physically and mentally, but he wanted to hide for a few days and reflect on himself so that he could make a comeback.Xiaoxiao asked a bit sourly: Why didn't Lao Shi report to his wife that he was safe, instead of making international calls?Xiaoou's answer is ready-made, it's very simple, who told her that Mei Xiaoou is the largest creditor, the debtor must first secure the largest creditor, otherwise what should the creditor do if he is linked with the police to arrest him?

Before hanging up the phone, Chen Xiaoxiao said that he must ask Lao Shi to call his son. The son is innocent, and he has suffered so much fright and worry for nothing. Xiaoou wants her to rest assured that this father-son call must be facilitated. The poor woman's last trump card is the same, and that is the child.Xiaoou started using it from the time when her own son had no face, just a lump of flesh and blood.After making a self-exposure call to Lu Jintong's wife, she returned to the gaming table from the bathroom and said, "Lu Jintong, I will have an operation to abort the child immediately." Lu Jintong is her man's name.The man she once loved fiercely, even loved his name fiercely.

How did Lu Jintong react?He smiled and told her not to make trouble, let's see if he won?He knew that this little woman would not do such harm as abortion.She won't lose her trump card early, otherwise what else can she do to hold him back in the future?She, like all women living in the shadow of other people's marriages, has children in order to have a quasi-family that coexists with marriage.To put it more bluntly, the child is her lifelong bank account, from which she can withdraw food, clothing, housing and transportation in a steady stream. At that time, the situation on the gambling table was really good, and Lu Jintong won more than 300,000 US dollars.Lu comforted Xiaoou a few words, and then turned back to place bets in a voice teasing kittens and puppies.He bet 100,000 on that bet.The card picked up is an eight, basically a win.He winked at Xiaoou sideways, and found Xiaoou jumping with his back two meters away, desperately using his head to reach a height in his mind, and then fell as heavily as possible to the floor.Lu Jintong rushed over, but couldn't hold her back: Crazy?Want to jump the kid off?The answer is: Yes, it is to jump off the child, as long as he bets, I will jump.He was pinned down by the killer.Then as long as he approached the gaming table, she would jump.But only three or four times, this trick gradually failed.Another reason for the failure was that no matter how she danced, the child refused to come down, even showing no signs of coming down. Her lower abdomen, which had just shown a subtle curvature, was tight, encircling the fetus, becoming the strongest and most flexible swaddling of flesh and blood.

While dancing, Xiaoou was doing an arithmetic problem in his mind: Lu Jintong just won more than 300,000 yuan, but it was more than 300,000 US dollars!Enough to buy a nice little house with a little garden where a child can learn to walk in a year.A fraction of more than 300,000 yuan is enough for her next year's tuition.She studied garden design at an unknown university in California.You have to learn something, otherwise Lu Jintong will hide her in the huge golden house in the United States, and spend 24 hours a day! When Xiaoou couldn't jump anymore and stopped boringly, Lu Jintong won again.She went up and grabbed all the chips, put them in her purse, and started dragging him.What are you waiting for if you win?Wait for her to rush out and call a taxi to go to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital?The hour is four o'clock in the afternoon.He hasn't moved since he got off the plane and entered the casino in the morning.Lu Jintong's crazy eyes were straight, and he called her a slut, who had already disturbed his family and wanted to disturb his good luck.She doesn't care, just drag him.Then something happened that she didn't realize until now: Lu Jintong stretched out his hand and slapped her across the face, and then kicked her again, feeling unhappy.She had dragged him to the foyer, but the monitor still captured this violent scene behind everyone's back.Two dark-skinned security guards with rich pedigrees appeared, one on each side to support Lu Jintong, making it a nut in a nut holder, which would shatter into powder when moved.It was these two security guards who saved Lu Jintong.Xiaoou immediately saw the front line clearly, the United States against China, the natives against foreigners, and the outsiders against their own family.On this occasion, Lu Jintong and her, Mei Xiaoou, are so much their own family, not only that, they are simply desperate lovers.

Xiaoou jumped towards Lu Jintong and hugged the man's neck. The moderately thick neck was hugged by her like the middle of a tree.She can't live without this tree, and now she has to hang on this tree for life and death.She asked the security guard where they were taking her husband.The English she learned about garden design was useless on this occasion, and she managed to compose a sentence without grammar and lack of verbs.She didn't fully understand the security guard's answer, which meant that the man's use of force was a violation of the rules of the casino, and now it was an official business between the casino and the thugs, and had nothing to do with her, the victim.She yelled like a shrew, to take her man, yes, but let's step over her dead body!Her sentences are definitely not correct, but her attitude brings them to life, and people from all over the world will understand them.

So, the security guard dragged Lu Jintong, and she tore the security guard's hand.If you want to take her with you, she would rather go to prison with the man.He hit his wife, and his wife said something to him that should be hit, which one of them heard?She spoke to the security guard in wrong English.At this time, Lu Jintong told her to cash out the chips, and at the same time sighed: I should win a million! Upon hearing this, she let go of her hand.If the prison can stop him and prevent him from entering this sinful place again, she has hope.She looked at him affectionately: Then you go to jail.

A female cleaner in the restroom was standing among the crowd of onlookers. She told the security guard that the girl was pregnant and vomited five or six times an hour. The security guards stopped at one movement, and everyone looked at the pale Chinese girl.The security guard asked Xiaoou if you were pregnant.Xiaoou nodded, she was so wronged that she burst into tears.The security guard blamed her for not speaking earlier.Only then did she understand that most people in the world love children the most, even unformed fetuses.Among the American people, this is a killer weapon.The cleaner was an Indian woman in her fifties. Indians and Chinese had a mysterious bond in ancient history, so she came over and put her arms around Xiaoou's shoulders, asking the two security guards to spare the man who was about to become a father.

Back in the room, Xiaoou put the half a million banknotes cashed into the safe, and she changed the password to ensure that the banknotes remained secure in the safe.Lu Jintong circled the bedroom for the 500,000 won. Such a good thing was hard for him to digest, and he had to circle a few times.How many and half a million he had lost in the past was wiped out of his memory at this moment.He hugged Xiaoou and said that he won a home for the child in his womb. The home had a front yard and a back yard, and one hundred gardenias and two hundred roses were planted in the back yard.Doesn't Xiaoou love flowers?Love enough!By the way, there is a swimming pool in the backyard, and children can learn to walk and learn to swim at the same time.More than 500,000 and want to bring a swimming pool?She shook him off and asked him to review that slap and kick.He hugged her tightly again, who told her to sue his wife?The beating and the complaint were evened out.She turned her face and found him smiling affectionately.There was a layer of shamelessness on his face.

She lost a layer of love in her heart. That night, the two fell asleep peacefully.She hugged the baby in her belly, and he hugged her and the baby in her belly, sleeping like a beautiful movie scene. The next morning, she woke up to find the bed was empty.There is no shadow of Lu Jintong in the bedroom, bathroom, living room and small dining room.When Xiaoou walked from the dining room to the living room, he caught a glimpse of the safe.The safe was closed tightly, and she sat down in relief, sitting on the sofa opposite the safe, and looked at the safe tenderly.The money in the safe is safe and sound.Lu Jintong can use the credit line given to him by the casino, and the money within the line is enough to make a few big bets, but at least the house with the front and back gardens is preserved.She was glad that she was smart, so she did some tricks and changed the password of the safe.

In the next hour, she washed and dressed, had a good breakfast, and then went to the casino.The few Chinese gamblers sitting around the two gaming tables yesterday turned out to be sitting around the same, their faces were much darker than the day before, and their hair seemed to be thinning. Of course, it didn't fade overnight, but it was just because they didn't get their brains oiled out in time. After washing, the hair becomes sticky and clumps, like several thatched roofs blown away by the wind, exposing bare beams.One night can make a person so ugly!If Lu Jintong was one of these ugly faces, Xiaoou would walk away without a word.She would quickly return to her room, take out the half a million cash from the safe, pack her luggage, and take the earliest flight back to California.

Fifty thousand dollars was a huge fortune for Mei Xiaoou at the time. She would be content for the rest of her life, and she would no longer need to find a man, but let a man find her.She could just wait there, let the men come to her door one by one, and then let her screen them one by one.How to filter?Bring it to Las Vegas, and as soon as he's heavy and sticky at the table, the screening is done.She would leave the consequences of the screening at the table and walk away alone. Xiaoou couldn't find Lu Jintong at the gaming table.Maybe he was wronged.He must have gone to the pool or the gym.He was a big winner yesterday. Good things are like bad things. He has to accept it slowly. He must be sweating on the treadmill to let out the ecstasy in his heart.There are more than ten runners in the gym, none of whom are Lu Jintong.Then it must be swimming.Lu Jintong is a good swimmer, and at the same time, he can watch the youthful legs basking in the sun by the pool while swimming.Most of the best jade legs and breasts in the United States are gathered in Las Vegas, and they are exhibited on the show stage at night and tickets are sold with them.Xiaoou never said much about Lu Jintong's legs and chest as he admired flowers.That's innocuous masculine nourishment. Xiaoou gets lost by the swimming pool.She didn't know where her next destination was.It was still morning, the swimming pool was empty, and there was no Lu Jintong at a glance. She went back to the casino again, approached the Chinese men who hadn't moved all night, and asked them who saw her husband.She couldn't care less about face, the scene of being beaten, kicked and torn with security guards yesterday was still vivid in these people's minds.One of the men said: I seem to see him coming back in the early morning and sitting at that table.When did he leave?Did not notice.I saw you coming and left!If you lose, you are in a hurry!Xiaoou listened to another compatriot's report.His tone was amused, thinking that Xiaoou had nothing to say about this matter.There was darkness in front of Xiaoou's eyes, and breakfast hit his throat. After she vomited out the whole breakfast, her body sank limply like a half-emptied pocket.What caused this vomiting?It seemed that it wasn't just Lu Jintong, it seemed that the smell of those men intensified the nausea.what kind of smell?The smell of the unwashed mouth and the periodontium that is festering and dying.No matter how different the living habits and hygienic standards of those men are, the same stench of gangrene is coming out of their mouths at this moment, coupled with the indigested food residue in their stomachs and intestines, coupled with fear and excitement that make them sweat hot and cold, Constantly fermenting and not bathing... a group of living people are almost attracting flies. Maybe it was the necrotic smell from the living body that made her vomit almost to death.Perhaps there was another association that exacerbated her nausea: Lu Jintong was also part of that stinking gang.He saw her coming and slipped away just in time.His smell had lingered in the sticky air, and he was one of the contributors to that stench that attracted flies. Xiaoou wiped his lips dry, wiped away the tears and snot from vomiting, and came out of the bathroom.Four or five women stared at her motionless.She thought of the Indian cleaner who loved her, the aunt who had an ancient and mysterious blood bond with her, who pleaded for Lu Jintong and her yesterday.A waste of kindness.She walked out of the women's bathroom, went straight to the elevator, got out of the elevator, and went straight to the room, without even stopping to suppress her nausea. The current Mei Xiaoou looks at Mei Xiaoou ten years ago, like watching a long shot in a movie, rushing from the casino to the door of the room.Then, also like a movie shot, she stood behind the closed door for a moment, scanning the elegantly furnished living room.Generally, this lens is used as a metaphor and symbol in movies: what the heroine scans is her own state of life, and when she bids farewell to this state of life, whether the state of life is good or bad, it is a part of her youthful life.This final glance is to seal up this lost youthful life and leave it to the future to remember.Leave it to Mei Xiaoou in 2008 to remember.At that time, Mei Xiaoou had no time to think about anything, only one thing: money. She knelt in front of the closet and opened the door, revealing the safe on the penultimate floor.She took a breath, and found that her finger that pressed the password was trembling. Yesterday she vomited out the three meals of the day before yesterday, and today she vomited out the morning meal. It is a miracle that she did not collapse from hunger.Prostration has to wait until she leaves here with the banknotes.The safe was opened, but there was nothing in it.She reached in and swiped, and pulled out two passports.That sizeable pile of banknotes came like a dream and went away like bad news.Her wishful thinking was broken into pieces. How did Lu Jintong break her password?He has studied computer science for several years in the United States, but it is not enough for him to break the password of the safe!Lu Jintong is a superman in memory.The six-digit password that Xiaoou reset yesterday was an important date, and Lu Jintong had to be Xiaoou once, and set all the important dates she thought first: the day when she met him, the day when her father died, and when she was diagnosed with pregnancy. The days, her parents' and her younger brother's birthdays, the days when he sent her courtship e-mails... It turned out that after she fell asleep last night, he sat where she was now, counting as Mei Xiaoou counted the treasures. Watching the six figures that matter in her poor history.I have to admit that he cares about her, as long as he remembers the six figures related to her.The secret number entered into the safe was her mother's birthday, and she dragged her mother in, and together they guarded the small pile of wealth inside the three-inch-thick iron door.The mother and daughter were not against Lu Jintong either. Xiaoou supported the door frame of the closet and stood up slowly.After a while, she was old.There was a mirror on the closet, and she saw a thin yellow face with a pointed chin, two pools of black under the eyes, which were mascara melted by tears. have lips.She was pitiful and filthy, a little creature from the ancient East who had only two things to do: to do evil and to be made evil. She washed her face vigorously, and changed her hairstyle back to the ponytail she had before meeting Lu Jintong, exposing her round forehead.This is still a childish and ridiculous forehead, no matter how many vicious thoughts are flying behind that layer of head.She remembered that there were two thousand dollars he stuffed in the wallet, a credit card and a health insurance card.enough.Such an operation can cost anything, and the fee will not be very high. In the lobby of the casino, she saw Lu Jintong. The noise in the lobby was too loud. She only saw him gesticulating with his left hand short and forcefully, holding a mobile phone in his right hand. His neck leaned forward because he was about to use the mobile phone. If he was hungry, he would drink porridge from a bowl. poor look.The son of this middle-level cadre has been lifted out of poverty since his father's generation, and this body has secretly flowed into his body through the essence and blood of his starved ancestors.His passion for money and his desire for windfall are not his alone. Several generations and dozens of generations have been poor enough, and so many desires have been accumulated, which exploded on him.He was fighting for those dozens of generations, for dozens of generations who went crazy, lifted them out of poverty in one fell swoop, and even realized Mei Darong's delusion for Mei Xiaoou's ancestor.The story of Mei Darong, who was buried in the belly of a fish, was casually told by Xiaoou to Lu Jintong.The scum of the Mei family has a backbone, and when they lose their skin, they hide their buttocks and face in the Pacific Ocean, and they don't show them to see their elders, wives, or daughters in their hometown.Lu Jintong, who listened to the joke, probably remembered the tragedy of the joke, and by the way, he also fought for Mei Darong, and avenged his jumping into the sea. Xiaoou saw Lu Jintong disappear behind an indoor palm tree, but the short and powerful gestures kept coming out from behind the trunk.She walked over and stood on the plant's side.Lu Jintong was talking on the phone with his wife, and Xiaoou quickly realized that it was because of her.Lu Jintong said "whatever you want", as you can imagine, when his wife found out that the sewer had flushed the bustling street, she was crying, making trouble and hanged herself, and Lu Jintong said "whatever you want".He's lost to a pussy, so he's afraid you'll hang himself? After hearing him hang up the phone, Xiaoou hurried to the door.The moment she got into the taxi, he chased her out.Still wanting to pull, the taxi drove out at full speed under Xiaoou's command.After driving for a mile, the driver and Xiaoou started questioning and answering. "He almost caught you, but fortunately my car started fast!" silence.The gangster movies about Las Vegas are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. "Are you OK?" silence. "Do you understand English?" "Understand." "Then please tell me where you are going." "Hospital." "What hospital?" "..." The application of garden design does not have the word obstetrics and gynecology in English. "Which hospital?" "Big hospital." The driver turned the car around and drove onto the wide road completely exposed to the scorching desert sun.Las Vegas during the day is silly, full of dazzling sun, no shadows, and the flowers and trees are trimmed neatly and brightly like plastic imitations. It seems that they sincerely provide people with a beautiful and false living environment.Who would have thought that it hides so many tricks, and what it plays is the ugliness and fragility of human nature.The fragility and ugliness in human nature are the most playful. Look at those houses with gardens. Maybe most of the homeowners are casino employees. If there are no crowds gathered for bad habits, whose money are they earning?What do you use to pay your mortgage, utilities, and three meals a day? The car stopped at the gate of the county hospital, Xiaoou paid the bill, picked up his luggage and got out of the car.The driver looked at her with some concern.She's clearly not normal, and there's clearly a tragic story going on.Big stories happen every day in Las Vegas, and every story has a victim. The driver can't control it, so goodbye to her. It took Xiaoou a lot of effort to make the nurses in the emergency room understand what she was going to do.The nurse told her that induced abortion was not an emergency, and she had to make an appointment with the obstetrics and gynecology department.Xiaoou turned around and was about to leave the bloody smell of the emergency room when he fell to the ground.In the past two days, her stomach couldn't make ends meet, and there was nothing to digest and absorb, so she could only digest her memory.The nurse who had rejected her just now ran over and hugged her.It is actually quite easy to go from non-emergency to emergency.Her blood pressure dropped to dying levels, and her heartbeat was weak. The nurse who first rescued her was in her forties, and Xiaoou burst into tears before she finished asking her a sentence.Those thick and warm hands in their forties were no strangers to Xiaoou's body as soon as they touched her body. The nurse stroked her shoulder blades, and Xiaoou, who was skinny and bony in just a few days, became a real victim.Xiaoou couldn't stop crying.The nurse called her child: child, you are so unhappy!Mei Wuniang must have been so unhappy once, so unhappy that she could kill someone.Five generations later, Mei Xiaoou also killed her own children.Is there any woman in the world more desperate than killing her own child? The appointment date is the next afternoon.This poor hospital didn't want anyone to occupy the bed for too long, so it quickly aborted this Chinese woman with suspicious background so that she could free up the bed, and if she occupied the bed for one more day, the hospital would lose nearly a thousand dollars more. While she was lying in the emergency room receiving body fluids and waiting for her blood pressure to slowly climb up, a man came, on the other side of the curtain.She can even recognize Lu Jintong's body temperature.After studying computer for several years, English is not enough for him to inquire about his woman's life and death. At that moment, Xiaoou discovered the hidden expectation in her heart: she expected Lu Jintong to appear suddenly like this moment.She cried bitterly in the nurse's arms because she had ruined her own expectations.It turned out that she was far inferior to Mei Wuniang. She wanted to kill the child in her womb just as a gesture, standing on the beach instead of jumping into the water and shouting "who dares to stop me".She showed this posture not only to Lu Jintong, but also to the world and herself.Raising a child is a trump card, and killing a child is also a trump card.Lu Jintong and his wife have no son, and he is going crazy for a son.Since Xiaoou was sure she was pregnant, he often touched her belly, so happy that he was mentally handicapped, talking incoherently about "son, son" there. Through a curtain, Xiaoou listened to the nurse and the doctor discussing in low voices: This Chinese boy must be the man of the Chinese girl who just arrived, and the girl is hiding from this bastard.The nurse decided that he would never let him find the poor Chinese girl. His relationship with her was sinful at first glance, and he had already sacrificed her to the point where she lost her blood pressure, leaving only a skin and a skeleton.Poor thing, let's save her!One of the hobbies of Americans is saving lives. The profession and hobby of nurses and doctors are saving lives. Lu Jintong was driven out of the emergency room by them.Xiaoou started to cry again, crying that she didn't know good and bad, wasting the kindness of the nurse, lying here and began to resent, complaining that the American rescue was too strong, which made her embarrassed to rush out of the curtain to reunite with Lu Jintong.Lu Jintong couldn't beat the American people, so he withdrew weakly.The simple kindness and zeal of the American people do not allow for entanglement, love and hatred, this is a black and white nation.The nurse lifted the curtain at this moment, a rescuer's mission well done.She hugged Xiaoou, and said the same sentences that would be said in such occasions: "Everything will be fine!" She burst into tears, why are saving and being rescued so twisted?Why does the rescuer not want to understand the rescued so much?How can the rescued make the rescuer understand that China is the place where the idiom "Root and thread" was invented? It turned out that Lu Jintong did not leave, he was waiting at the door of the emergency room.Xiaoou, I don't believe you will never come out.As soon as he heard Xiaoou's cry, he heard the horn, and immediately charged behind the curtain.After entering the curtain, he cried compared to Xiaoou.Xiaoou, you can't kill my son!Xiaoou, you have to give me one last chance... The entire emergency room has become a melodrama stage, even the suspect who has just been dragged out of the shootout feels ashamed, and the Chinese drama is good. The nurse and the doctor seem to have forgotten the lines and actions at this moment, so they have to hold their hands and let the Chinese couple advance the plot by themselves. Lu Jintong vowed never to gamble again, and used all the vicious spells, so that neither father nor mother had to run away.Mei Xiaoou gave him a white look with eyes swollen from crying: Your surname is Lu, and your oath is worse than shit.He only loves Xiaoou and his son, as long as they live well, it doesn't matter if he is a dog.She doesn't believe these words, but she loves to hear them, she let these words enter her deficient body like a tonic with tears.Come back with me.I do not.Let's go back.No.Really not going back?She heard the gloomyness of these words.His eyes were also gloomy.Through a layer of white cloth curtain, does he want to kill someone or something? "Mei Xiaoou," he said, "I'll ask you for the last time, do you believe my oath made by Lu Jintong?" She was terrified and felt a big movement going on inside him.But she still wanted to speak hard, saying that she was tired of hearing his oath, and her ears were callused. Lu Jintong pulled out a knife from under her shirt, she was so frightened that she even forgot to yell.In fact, he moved so fast that it was too late for her to yell. To use a vulgar description, it was "lightning-like", the knife fell and blood came out.His face went from slightly drunk red to blue-yellow to gray-white... When Xiaoou regained consciousness, she had already missed the climax of the melodrama.The severed middle finger was removed and put into a plastic case for stool testing.Due to the loss of a middle finger, Lu Jintong was treated as a first-class nurse and doctor, and was immediately sent to a specialist clinic.The middle finger that was put into the stool test box was immediately frozen by ice, and he walked with him to the operating room that specializes in splicing residual limbs. Xiaoou rushed to the outside of the limb grafting operation room, and it happened that the operation was a complete success. Lu Jintong gave Xiaoou a weak smile.Is your son still there?Xiaoou answered with tears.Now you trust me?Xiaoou turned around and turned her back towards him.He said he sincerely didn't want the finger, but the nosy Yankee wouldn't allow it and insisted on claiming it back.He asked Xiaoou if he believed it, and she didn't believe that he would chop it off anytime.Xiaoou said that if he chopped her off again, he would really leave, so that he would never see her again for the rest of his life. She walks the talk.Two years later, he chopped off the finger that took a long time for experts to butt, and she disappeared with her one-year-old son.Nothing will make him repent.Nothing could make Mei Darong repent, and Mei Darong himself knew that, so he didn't do this kind of troublesome thing of cutting off his fingers, and he would die if he wanted to.Lu Jintong didn't understand righteousness as well as Mei Darong, and he couldn't see clearly his own flawed nature, thinking that cutting off his fingers could cure that flaw.And Xiaoou understands that he is just playing a bitter trick, acting for Xiaoou and his family, and acting for himself.He still has nine fingers left, which is enough for him to perform nine tricks, but Xiaoou gets tired of watching two. For the second time, he put the middle finger with a circular scar on the edge of the table, and raised the knife... Many years later, Xiaoou could replay that series of actions in his memory, and when she replayed, she could still see the scene at that time. Own.The background sound is of the son crying, who was locked in the nursery bedroom.She didn't stop Lu Jintong at all, but when the muffled sound happened, she lowered her head, closed her eyes tightly, and gritted her teeth.The slightly curved middle finger fell to the ground, and the fingertip pointed to the sky.Lu Jintong fell down after his feat, in pain and fear, fell into his own blood, and looked at the sky in the direction pointed by his severed finger.It was a typical Los Angeles day, not a cloud in sight, and her back garden roses were blooming wildly.A week after that, the house will change hands.He paid the down payment for the house in advance to visit the casino. It was three years later that Mei Xiaoou heard about Lu Jintong again.He had found her after all.Someone sold him her cell phone number.She said she wouldn't meet him and that the son didn't know he had a father.He really doesn't gamble.I'm sorry, she doesn't want to know about him, betting or not.He searched all over China and the United States, but he couldn't find her.How could she let him find it?From the first time he self-harmed, she had been paving her own way, peeping into a hiding place.She had a premonition that he was another Mei Darong, the oath was sincere, and breaking the oath was not intentional.There is a kind of fever like this, and it will relapse at that time, so Xiaoou told Lu Jintong on the mobile phone that she does not blame him, but only the terminal illness.Then she hung up the phone and slammed it against the opposite wall. Ten years later, she also did not blame Shi Qilan.