Chapter 21 Section 20
Another winter is coming, I still haven't found a suitable job, Xiao Su is still doing laboratory tests, Yang Chi is still selling pesticides, everything is calm as usual, but there is a four-year-old girl beside us.One day, she shouted timidly to Lao Yang: "Dad." Yang Chi was shaken as if being swept by a machine gun, and could no longer speak.She looked at me again, and I had no choice but to say, "You should call me Brother Lu, or call me Dad, and I will die in front of you on the spot."
It was the first time the child went to Xiao Su's house, and the dog immediately pounced on him.The child was not afraid, and reached out to pat the dog's head.The dog hadn't seen a stranger for a long time, and licked the child all over, and finally licked Xiao Su's shoes.The dog looked up at Xiao Su.Xiao Su said, "Go away."
Yang Chi said that this child may have mild autism, and he would not speak all day with us.Also, it was written in the newspaper that animals can treat children with autism.Xiao Su said that the dog had never been vaccinated and was undocumented. He must have toxoplasma on him, so it was better to keep it away from the children.
It is very difficult for the child not to speak.Yang Chi and I are both famous talkers, we can tell a story to ourselves when we have nothing to do, or talk about each other's embarrassing things. Xiao Su was not talkative at first, but she became very lively after being with us.Anyway, we can't see people who are silent, and think that it is a trace of oppression. If you remain silent, you will always encounter oppression.
We have consulted Teacher Lin about what to do if the child does not like to talk.Teacher Lin said that this is a normal phenomenon. Many children in the orphanage are like this. After a long period of time, they will show a lively side. They are actually very lively.I looked at her and thought to myself, you grew up in an orphanage yourself, so I didn't see how lively you were.I don't like Teacher Lin very much. I think she is unnatural, as if she has a bad news hidden and is always embarrassed to tell us.My hunch proved right pretty quickly.
"Take her out to play more." Teacher Lin said.
At that time, Daicheng was really not a fun place. Pitholes were being dug everywhere, houses were pulled down and rebuilt, the countryside became a new generation of cities, and the centuries-old bridges were demolished one by one.The most ridiculous thing is a main road that runs through the city. It used to be very congested. As long as you go to work, the road is full of bicycles, mixed with dung trucks that come out in the morning, which is very unpleasant.Now they finally figured it out and flattened all the houses along the road to make it 12 lanes wide. However, the unlucky architect had a whim and turned a parallel smelly ditch in the middle of the road into a scenic river. There are lawns on both sides, and there are some fake antique bridges across.So this road, which has been paid a huge price, looks like twelve lanes, but in fact it is still four lanes.Traffic jams are inevitable, and crossing the road is also very inconvenient. There are no overpasses and tunnels, so you have to find a zebra crossing, find a bridge, and wait for two rounds of traffic lights to walk across.Finally, there are no more excrement trucks, because they dismantled all the toilets in this area and never restored them.
We travel along this road, taking turns holding the baby.There was a traffic jam on the street, and no vacant taxi would take this route. Even Lao Yang and I became silent at this moment.The wind blows from west to east, the trees are cut down, and the shops along the street are all rough houses. They are made in a classical style with white walls and black tiles. The windows that look like wood are actually some bronze-colored aluminum alloys.We had to hold the baby because all the fucking manhole covers were stolen.
Xiao Su said, "Let's go to the zoo."
We agreed, hopped on a crowded bus, and still took turns holding the baby.No one will give up their seats, the city has no such habit.People were silent, resisting and invading the space of a few centimeters silently with their bodies.I hugged the child and hid in the corner by the window, and asked her, "Does it hurt?" She still didn't speak.I pointed out to her the house, the bridge, and the tree outside. In fact, I don't know what's so good about those chicken feathers.
After a while, I heard Lao Yang say to a fat woman in front, "You stepped on my foot." The fat woman didn't speak.Lao Yang said again: "You stepped on my foot." After saying this three times, the fat woman turned around and said, "When did I step on your foot? You crazy." Lao Yang said: "Fuck your mother, you stepped on my foot If you don’t understand me, fuck me, fuck your mother!” This attitude is terrible, since Lao Yang had a child, he rarely swears, let alone gets angry.The fat woman said, "I'll fuck you." They fucked each other, and when we got to the stop, we got out of the car and yelled at each other through the window until the car drove away, and the fat woman's head and breasts hung far out of the window .Xiao Su looked at Lao Yang reproachfully, and said, "You shouldn't be so irritable."
Lao Yang rolled his eyes and said, "Actually, she didn't step on my foot."
"Then what do you mean?"
"Her ass rubbed in front of me, and I almost fucked into it. Is this feeling unbearable?"
I laughed out loud.Xiao Su hurriedly covered the child's ears.I said this is called a tram idiot in pornography, but if it's a girl, it can only be called a tram idiot.Yang Chi said, "Stop laughing, I fucking almost ejaculated just now."
"Then you are so happy, why bother to scold people?" I said.
"Are you willing to shoot like this?" Yang Chi said.
We walked to the entrance of the zoo, in front of the stalls selling colorful balloons, still mocking each other.Xiao Su couldn't stand listening anymore, so she put the child down and held us both.
"You two bastards swear to me that you will never say this in front of children again."
"Okay, okay." Yang Chi and I said sorry, and looked at the child again, "Don't listen to our nonsense, little girls can't listen to this. It would be great if you were a little boy."
She didn't even notice what we were saying, she just stared at the balloon.We bought a red one, let her hold it in her hand, and then walked into the zoo.The trees in this area are tall and the facilities are outdated.The zoo has been around for a long time, and it carries the childhood memories of Daicheng residents.It is very difficult to remove animals, at least more difficult than removing humans, so it is still there.
Compared with my favorite Shanghai Zoo, the order of viewing is based on Darwin's theory of evolution. First look at fish, then turtles, then birds, then mammals, and finally gorillas, monkeys, and primates.Our Daicheng Zoo came in the opposite direction. When you enter the gate, you will find a huge monkey cage with a group of macaques in it, the kind played on the street.It is said that apart from catching people like me, the City Appearance Supervision Brigade likes to catch monkeys the most. They catch monkeys and stuff them into this big cage.This has led to a consequence: the monkey in the cage can do everything, can beat gongs and drums, can dress and ask for money, and can walk like a leader.A monkey greeted us with a plastic bottle, Xiaosu threw something to it, and it threw the bottle to us, looking for food by itself.This made me laugh out loud again:
"This monkey is selling pesticides!"
Yang Chi was furious and chased me, I ran around the monkey cage.Running back in a circle, I saw Xiao Su yelling at the monkey: "Yang Chi! Yang Chi!" The monkey was very happy.Lao Yang was about to pinch Xiao Su's neck when he suddenly saw the child smile.
So that day we stood by the monkey cage, calling for the monkey named Yang Chi.The child laughed for a long time, while Lao Yang sat on the grass in a daze, smoked a few cigarettes, and finally showed a serene and holy expression.The gray afternoon sun shone above his head, and the smoke rose from his mouth.
Xiaosu and I continued to walk in with the child.In my sad Daicheng Zoo, there is a crippled tiger, a lame bear, two tame stupid camels, and a crocodile that still has to stay in a cage for viewing in winter. Stiff, lying across the concrete floor like a rotten log.Finally, we smelled a strong foul smell and knew that the fox was ahead.I ran over to see, damn it, there were about 20 foxes locked in three cages, laying down on top of each other and looking at us.
I asked the child: "Does it stink?" The child nodded.I asked again: "Do you still want to see animals?" The child finally opened his mouth, and said timidly, "I want to see Yang Chi." Xiao Su and I looked at each other and were very moved. I felt that the child had a conscience. Still thinking about Lao Yang.I took her by the hand and went back to the lawn. Lao Yang was sleeping on the bench. I let go and hoped that the child would run to Lao Yang, but she rushed to the monkey cage and yelled at the group of macaques. : "Yang Chi—"
All the monkeys were overjoyed.
Recalling my twenties, it was an age full of low-level fun.I've always felt that I can't be blamed for this.The poet said that people should not only have this life.The actual situation is just the opposite. I don't even have a complete life in this life, and low taste can just make up for this deficiency.The incident had nothing to do with cynicism, but a sense of security.To put it bluntly, that's all I know. By the winter of 1997, things had changed a little.Xiaosu doesn't allow me to be low-level again, because Dai Dai will teach the child badly when she comes.This is also very helpless. I never thought about changing myself. The only thing I thought about was to put on a tough image and deceive the society to trust me. But I don’t need to use this to deceive my children.Xiao Su said, if you still can't change it, don't come here in the future.Xiao Su almost became my girlfriend.Now it seems that I have to work hard to pursue a complete set of this life.Yang Chi received the same warning, but Yang Chi had to come because he was the one who paid for the children. We have three chapters.The first rule is that no swearing is allowed, this is something children learn the fastest.Xiao Su also likes to say "Your uncle" at ordinary times, and the residents of Dai City think it is a polite expression, and now they don't say the minimum swearing.The second rule is that you are not allowed to make jokes with SEX, avoid anything that you can’t ejaculate, and you are not allowed to tell dirty jokes.Number three, learn some fucking fairy tales and tell them to your children.I am good at this, and I can tell fairy tales very well. As for the robbery and murder encountered on the way to sell pesticides, and the dam burst and drowned hundreds of people at once, such sensational stories are also restricted. Speak in front of the child. We urgently need a woman, women are better able to take care of children.The best way is for one of us to find a girlfriend.We made a calculation: Lu Xiaolu is unemployed, has no money and has low taste, and the probability of finding a girlfriend is very low; Yang Chi is a salesman who travels all year round, fighting in the most dangerous place in the motherland, and what he needs most right now is to buy a life insurance; the only one who still has fun is Xiao Su, because he is gentle and elegant, has a stable job, loves dogs and children, and has a house. At that time, something good came to my door. An aunt in our building was looking for a boyfriend for a relative.This girl’s family runs a textile factory in the town, and the business is very good. (It’s puzzling, the state-owned textile factory is closing down.) She has no requirements for the financial conditions of her boyfriend, only one rigid standard: the height must be more than 1.75 meters.And the three of us are exactly 1.8 meters tall, standing together like three jade trees facing the wind, very stiff. On this day, my aunt took out the photos for us to see while we were all there.A big beautiful woman, with a red veil wrapped around her head (a little rustic), her facial features are all fringed, she looks so hazy and beautiful.Yang Chi immediately stood up and stiffened.I'm fucking soft, pretty girl plus little rich woman, what face do you think I have to show disdain.Only Xiao Su dodged embarrassingly.Auntie didn't like Yang Chi and me, so she wanted to chase after Xiao Su to ask for an explanation. Xiao Su fell in love with the scene, sighed and remained silent.Auntie didn't know which tail she was stepping on, so she became more curious and insisted on asking.Even Lao Yang and I were very confused.Lao Yang said, "Do you have childhood shadows?" Xiao Su said, "Actually, I have a girlfriend." The aunt said: "Xiao Su, if you have a girlfriend, you should tell it earlier, and keep it hidden. Others will think you have found a vixen in Liaozhai." Xiao Su said: "But recently, there is something wrong with my relationship..." "Then let's talk about it after you break up." After finishing speaking, the aunt took the photos and left.Xiao Su stood there blankly, looking at us and at the child.Yang Chi and I felt disappointed and murmured to the child, "I have a girlfriend." The child didn't know why.Xiao Su explained: "My girlfriend is a graduate student in Beijing." Yang Chi couldn't help but said, "I've been treating you as a virgin for the past year, so it's just bragging." Xiao Su rubbed her head and said, "I never said I was a virgin, you guessed it." Dai Dai suddenly asked: "Father, what is a virgin?" My mother rushed out with slippers and hit us on the head, saying that we teach children something.In the days that followed, we wanted to install a siren on our bodies, and gradually, we became more civilized.
One day, Sister Feng from Ponghua New Village approached Yang Chi and said that she wanted to adopt Dai Dai. Sister Feng is a celebrity in this area. As early as the early 1990s, she opened a rice shop in the new village.At that time, we were all very strange. Selling rice was the patent of state-owned stores. Two huge funnels were hung in the air, and a pipe was stretched out from each under the counter. They were wrapped in rice bags. With a bang, all the rice came down.All state-run rice shops are like this.Sister Feng's shit shop doesn't have a huge funnel or pipes. She mainly sells rice in bags, but also in bulk, and weighs it with dendrobium scoops.This kind of rice store looks very rustic, but it didn't take long for the state-owned rice store with advanced equipment to disappear, or it can be said to go bankrupt, which is really puzzling.Sister Feng's rice shop was the only one left in the whole new village. Everyone ate her rice, and she quickly became rich. Later, some people robbed her of her business and also opened a rice store. Sister Feng's husband is also Brother Feng, and he brought a few thugs to find trouble and smashed the store.The attack was too ruthless, Brother Feng was detained for half a year before he came out.In the next two or three years, no one dared to open a rice store in this area.Maybe because of too many bad things done in the first half of life, the husband and wife have never been able to have a child, and they have been talking about getting one. Yang Chi gets annoyed whenever he sees Sister Feng. In our eyes, this is a bandit-like family. Even if he becomes a good person, he can't change his nature as a bandit.But Yang Chi didn't dare to say it clearly, for fear of being beaten up by Brother Feng.This small man fights very hard, one can hit three, but he also likes to find someone to help him punch, in order to be sure of winning and beat people to the ground.Yang Chi said politely to Sister Feng: "I don't care about this matter, she is a child of the orphanage." Sister Feng didn't seem to understand this matter, she thought there was nothing wrong with Yang Chi adopting the child and transferring it to her.Yang Chi spent a long time explaining to her what "adoption" is, and Sister Feng probably understood.Yang Chi said: "It's very difficult to adopt a child from an orphanage. You have to have a certificate of infertility, you have to be over thirty-five years old, and you can't have children at home." Sister Feng said: "I and Lao Feng are both suitable." Asked with a slow face: "Which of you two is infertile?" Sister Feng said: "Don't ask me about it, and be careful of being beaten. When will you take me to the orphanage and ask, I like Dai Dai, I want to adopt her " Yang Chisheng was afraid that Sister Feng would succeed, and said: "We also need to check the political status of both husband and wife, for example, they must not have any criminal records..." Sister Feng said: "I don't believe it. After half a year of litigation, the government will let me die. ?” Yang Chi slipped away, and Sister Feng stood at the door of old Yang's house to reason. Later, Yang Chi's father came out to smooth things over and said that the government had no such intentions, but he suggested that Feng's family adopt a boy, because when Brother Feng was old and could not be touched , His rice store will also be smashed down.There is a son who fights in his place, which is more in line with their family style.As for our Dai Dai, don't even think about it. I once advised Lao Yang: Dai Dai will be adopted sooner or later. In fact, Sister Feng is a good choice. First of all, she can’t starve her children, and her family sells rice. Secondly, she is close, so we can visit often.Yang Chi said, fart, can you imagine this kid sitting in the rice store every day and watching that awkward couple in a daze?We can't be so depraved, we have to stand out. Dai Dai heard Sister Feng talking nonsense at the door of Yang Chi's house that day.The child was already cheerful, but suddenly became bored again, sitting on the bench and crying for a while.We asked her what was going on, and she said, "Are you going to send me away?" Lao Yang said, "No such thing, we will always be with you." I said, "It is impossible for us to send you away. Teacher Lin." The child said, "Don't send me away." Yang Chi nodded and said, "I will never send you away." After getting acquainted with each other, I often look at the children.I found it difficult to describe her, she was sometimes cheerful, sometimes dull, sometimes nagging, sometimes distracted.Teacher Lin said that orphans are indeed like this, emotionally unstable, and some even seem withdrawn, but they need love in essence.This involves the question of how to love, which is a bit difficult for me.Sometimes we also speculate about what she will look like when she grows up, what kind of personality, what kind of hobbies.It's sad to think about it, we may not see her as an adult. One day when Yang Chi sent Dai Dai back to the orphanage, he found four more children of different sizes in the classroom.Yang Chi asked Teacher Lin, "A new one?" Teacher Lin said, "What's this called, a new one?" Yang Chi didn't know what to call it, the newly abandoned one?Teacher Lin said that one is a newcomer, and he is not abandoned. His father committed a crime in Daicheng and was sentenced. The child could not find a relative, so he had to be sent to an orphanage.The other two were promoted from the small class, and they had to be taught.The last one was returned from the adoptive family. After going there for a year, I couldn’t adapt and had no choice. "Are there many returned?" "If you're young, it's not a big problem. If you're over six years old, there will be more returns. Children have psychological problems. Of course, I think this kind of thing is the responsibility of adults, not children." "Do you have a psychiatrist?" Teacher Lin shook his head and said, "We don't even have a decent barber." Before leaving, Teacher Lin sent him to the door.At that time, Teacher Lin and Lao Yang were already very familiar, and they often talked about topics other than the orphanage. At one point, I even thought she liked him.Later, Lao Yang said that he seemed to like it a little bit, but Teacher Lin didn't make it clear.She is similar to Dai Dai, emotionally unstable, withdrawn, and sometimes even vigilant, which seems to be the case for children who grow up in orphanages.I said not necessarily, you are the same. Teacher Lin hesitated for a while at the gate of the orphanage that day, and told Yang Chi: "Someone will adopt Dai Dai, maybe you can only stay with her for a few months." Yang Chi was stunned for a while, then said, "Isn't this too fast?" Teacher Lin said: "Dai Dai has lived in the orphanage for two years. She is very healthy and will be taken away sooner or later. I am worried that you will not be able to accept it." "Will she be sent back?" "Dai Dai is very well-behaved and quiet, probably not. But it's hard to say, all kinds of situations will happen." Yang Chi said: "Let me think about it, why do I feel like I can't recover all of a sudden. Who will take her away?" Teacher Lin said: "I don't know much about this, I just heard it, but the news is definitely true. Don't say it yet." When Yang Chi came back and told us about this, Xiao Su and I were a little dazed.Yang Chi shook his head and said, "How did this happen? I thought I could stay with her for a long time. If I had known this, it would be better to introduce Sister Feng to adopt the child." After a while, he sighed and said, "No matter what, I can't give the child to Sister Feng. It's too depraved." We hid in the house and cursed, but we still kept smiling when we walked out of the house, as if there was no such thing, even Lao Yang's father didn't tell. The child is completely ignorant of these things.Yang Chi asked her, do you know what adoption is?The child looked at him blankly.Yang Chi said, "It's fine if you don't know." The child lowered his head sadly, and he felt that she understood everything. A few days later, I heard that Artai upstairs asked Dai Dai: "Do you remember how you lost it? Who is the father? Who is the mother?" The child was very scared and refused to speak.Yang Chi's father told Artest not to be so rough.At that time, there was not so much attention to children's psychology, let alone orphan psychology, which was unheard of.Artest is also illiterate, so he can't criticize him for anything.But this incident made Yang Chi very angry, we found a place where no one was around, and grabbed Artest. "A Tai, do you know the rules? Has anyone ever asked a child like that?" Artest said blankly: "We've all asked this before. There are often lost children crying on the street." "Don't ask such questions in the future! Fuck you!" Xiao Su looked in a very bad mood. Artest said, "Fuck me, you're from Henan in a laboratory, why are you so fierce?" Xiao Su went berserk again, and rushed to beat Artest.Yang Chi and I were embarrassed to beat this idiot because we had been neighbors for many years, but Xiao Su didn't have this kind of friendship, so he pushed Artest into the grass.Artest wanted to fight back, but found that his arm was pinched by me and Yang Chi.Xiao Su looked so berserk, punched Artest more than 20 times in the stomach, and then grabbed Artest's neck.Yang Chi pretended to persuade: "Xiao Su, don't hit him, please don't bleed, Artai's blood vessels are full of methamidophos." After a while, Xiao Su calmed down and returned to her original elegance.Artest said, "Wow, it hurts so much." Xiao Su was a little weak, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, what happened just now?" Artest laughed and said, "Can you be more ruthless?" He shook his head and said, "It's like this."With an elbow hammer and a flying kick, Artest was thrown into the grass, and then walked away with Xiao Su's shoulder.
Recalling my twenties, it was an age full of low-level fun.I've always felt that I can't be blamed for this.The poet said that people should not only have this life.The actual situation is just the opposite. I don't even have a complete life in this life, and low taste can just make up for this deficiency.The incident had nothing to do with cynicism, but a sense of security.To put it bluntly, that's all I know. By the winter of 1997, things had changed a little.Xiaosu doesn't allow me to be low-level again, because Dai Dai will teach the child badly when she comes.This is also very helpless. I never thought about changing myself. The only thing I thought about was to put on a tough image and deceive the society to trust me. But I don’t need to use this to deceive my children.Xiao Su said, if you still can't change it, don't come here in the future.Xiao Su almost became my girlfriend.Now it seems that I have to work hard to pursue a complete set of this life.Yang Chi received the same warning, but Yang Chi had to come because he was the one who paid for the children. We have three chapters.The first rule is that no swearing is allowed, this is something children learn the fastest.Xiao Su also likes to say "Your uncle" at ordinary times, and the residents of Dai City think it is a polite expression, and now they don't say the minimum swearing.The second rule is that you are not allowed to make jokes with SEX, avoid anything that you can’t ejaculate, and you are not allowed to tell dirty jokes.Number three, learn some fucking fairy tales and tell them to your children.I am good at this, and I can tell fairy tales very well. As for the robbery and murder encountered on the way to sell pesticides, and the dam burst and drowned hundreds of people at once, such sensational stories are also restricted. Speak in front of the child. We urgently need a woman, women are better able to take care of children.The best way is for one of us to find a girlfriend.We made a calculation: Lu Xiaolu is unemployed, has no money and has low taste, and the probability of finding a girlfriend is very low; Yang Chi is a salesman who travels all year round, fighting in the most dangerous place in the motherland, and what he needs most right now is to buy a life insurance; the only one who still has fun is Xiao Su, because he is gentle and elegant, has a stable job, loves dogs and children, and has a house. At that time, something good came to my door. An aunt in our building was looking for a boyfriend for a relative.This girl’s family runs a textile factory in the town, and the business is very good. (It’s puzzling, the state-owned textile factory is closing down.) She has no requirements for the financial conditions of her boyfriend, only one rigid standard: the height must be more than 1.75 meters.And the three of us are exactly 1.8 meters tall, standing together like three jade trees facing the wind, very stiff. On this day, my aunt took out the photos for us to see while we were all there.A big beautiful woman, with a red veil wrapped around her head (a little rustic), her facial features are all fringed, she looks so hazy and beautiful.Yang Chi immediately stood up and stiffened.I'm fucking soft, pretty girl plus little rich woman, what face do you think I have to show disdain.Only Xiao Su dodged embarrassingly.Auntie didn't like Yang Chi and me, so she wanted to chase after Xiao Su to ask for an explanation. Xiao Su fell in love with the scene, sighed and remained silent.Auntie didn't know which tail she was stepping on, so she became more curious and insisted on asking.Even Lao Yang and I were very confused.Lao Yang said, "Do you have childhood shadows?" Xiao Su said, "Actually, I have a girlfriend." The aunt said: "Xiao Su, if you have a girlfriend, you should tell it earlier, and keep it hidden. Others will think you have found a vixen in Liaozhai." Xiao Su said: "But recently, there is something wrong with my relationship..." "Then let's talk about it after you break up." After finishing speaking, the aunt took the photos and left.Xiao Su stood there blankly, looking at us and at the child.Yang Chi and I felt disappointed and murmured to the child, "I have a girlfriend." The child didn't know why.Xiao Su explained: "My girlfriend is a graduate student in Beijing." Yang Chi couldn't help but said, "I've been treating you as a virgin for the past year, so it's just bragging." Xiao Su rubbed her head and said, "I never said I was a virgin, you guessed it." Dai Dai suddenly asked: "Father, what is a virgin?" My mother rushed out with slippers and hit us on the head, saying that we teach children something.In the days that followed, we wanted to install a siren on our bodies, and gradually, we became more civilized.
One day, Sister Feng from Ponghua New Village approached Yang Chi and said that she wanted to adopt Dai Dai. Sister Feng is a celebrity in this area. As early as the early 1990s, she opened a rice shop in the new village.At that time, we were all very strange. Selling rice was the patent of state-owned stores. Two huge funnels were hung in the air, and a pipe was stretched out from each under the counter. They were wrapped in rice bags. With a bang, all the rice came down.All state-run rice shops are like this.Sister Feng's shit shop doesn't have a huge funnel or pipes. She mainly sells rice in bags, but also in bulk, and weighs it with dendrobium scoops.This kind of rice store looks very rustic, but it didn't take long for the state-owned rice store with advanced equipment to disappear, or it can be said to go bankrupt, which is really puzzling.Sister Feng's rice shop was the only one left in the whole new village. Everyone ate her rice, and she quickly became rich. Later, some people robbed her of her business and also opened a rice store. Sister Feng's husband is also Brother Feng, and he brought a few thugs to find trouble and smashed the store.The attack was too ruthless, Brother Feng was detained for half a year before he came out.In the next two or three years, no one dared to open a rice store in this area.Maybe because of too many bad things done in the first half of life, the husband and wife have never been able to have a child, and they have been talking about getting one. Yang Chi gets annoyed whenever he sees Sister Feng. In our eyes, this is a bandit-like family. Even if he becomes a good person, he can't change his nature as a bandit.But Yang Chi didn't dare to say it clearly, for fear of being beaten up by Brother Feng.This small man fights very hard, one can hit three, but he also likes to find someone to help him punch, in order to be sure of winning and beat people to the ground.Yang Chi said politely to Sister Feng: "I don't care about this matter, she is a child of the orphanage." Sister Feng didn't seem to understand this matter, she thought there was nothing wrong with Yang Chi adopting the child and transferring it to her.Yang Chi spent a long time explaining to her what "adoption" is, and Sister Feng probably understood.Yang Chi said: "It's very difficult to adopt a child from an orphanage. You have to have a certificate of infertility, you have to be over thirty-five years old, and you can't have children at home." Sister Feng said: "I and Lao Feng are both suitable." Asked with a slow face: "Which of you two is infertile?" Sister Feng said: "Don't ask me about it, and be careful of being beaten. When will you take me to the orphanage and ask, I like Dai Dai, I want to adopt her " Yang Chisheng was afraid that Sister Feng would succeed, and said: "We also need to check the political status of both husband and wife, for example, they must not have any criminal records..." Sister Feng said: "I don't believe it. After half a year of litigation, the government will let me die. ?” Yang Chi slipped away, and Sister Feng stood at the door of old Yang's house to reason. Later, Yang Chi's father came out to smooth things over and said that the government had no such intentions, but he suggested that Feng's family adopt a boy, because when Brother Feng was old and could not be touched , His rice store will also be smashed down.There is a son who fights in his place, which is more in line with their family style.As for our Dai Dai, don't even think about it. I once advised Lao Yang: Dai Dai will be adopted sooner or later. In fact, Sister Feng is a good choice. First of all, she can’t starve her children, and her family sells rice. Secondly, she is close, so we can visit often.Yang Chi said, fart, can you imagine this kid sitting in the rice store every day and watching that awkward couple in a daze?We can't be so depraved, we have to stand out. Dai Dai heard Sister Feng talking nonsense at the door of Yang Chi's house that day.The child was already cheerful, but suddenly became bored again, sitting on the bench and crying for a while.We asked her what was going on, and she said, "Are you going to send me away?" Lao Yang said, "No such thing, we will always be with you." I said, "It is impossible for us to send you away. Teacher Lin." The child said, "Don't send me away." Yang Chi nodded and said, "I will never send you away." After getting acquainted with each other, I often look at the children.I found it difficult to describe her, she was sometimes cheerful, sometimes dull, sometimes nagging, sometimes distracted.Teacher Lin said that orphans are indeed like this, emotionally unstable, and some even seem withdrawn, but they need love in essence.This involves the question of how to love, which is a bit difficult for me.Sometimes we also speculate about what she will look like when she grows up, what kind of personality, what kind of hobbies.It's sad to think about it, we may not see her as an adult. One day when Yang Chi sent Dai Dai back to the orphanage, he found four more children of different sizes in the classroom.Yang Chi asked Teacher Lin, "A new one?" Teacher Lin said, "What's this called, a new one?" Yang Chi didn't know what to call it, the newly abandoned one?Teacher Lin said that one is a newcomer, and he is not abandoned. His father committed a crime in Daicheng and was sentenced. The child could not find a relative, so he had to be sent to an orphanage.The other two were promoted from the small class, and they had to be taught.The last one was returned from the adoptive family. After going there for a year, I couldn’t adapt and had no choice. "Are there many returned?" "If you're young, it's not a big problem. If you're over six years old, there will be more returns. Children have psychological problems. Of course, I think this kind of thing is the responsibility of adults, not children." "Do you have a psychiatrist?" Teacher Lin shook his head and said, "We don't even have a decent barber." Before leaving, Teacher Lin sent him to the door.At that time, Teacher Lin and Lao Yang were already very familiar, and they often talked about topics other than the orphanage. At one point, I even thought she liked him.Later, Lao Yang said that he seemed to like it a little bit, but Teacher Lin didn't make it clear.She is similar to Dai Dai, emotionally unstable, withdrawn, and sometimes even vigilant, which seems to be the case for children who grow up in orphanages.I said not necessarily, you are the same. Teacher Lin hesitated for a while at the gate of the orphanage that day, and told Yang Chi: "Someone will adopt Dai Dai, maybe you can only stay with her for a few months." Yang Chi was stunned for a while, then said, "Isn't this too fast?" Teacher Lin said: "Dai Dai has lived in the orphanage for two years. She is very healthy and will be taken away sooner or later. I am worried that you will not be able to accept it." "Will she be sent back?" "Dai Dai is very well-behaved and quiet, probably not. But it's hard to say, all kinds of situations will happen." Yang Chi said: "Let me think about it, why do I feel like I can't recover all of a sudden. Who will take her away?" Teacher Lin said: "I don't know much about this, I just heard it, but the news is definitely true. Don't say it yet." When Yang Chi came back and told us about this, Xiao Su and I were a little dazed.Yang Chi shook his head and said, "How did this happen? I thought I could stay with her for a long time. If I had known this, it would be better to introduce Sister Feng to adopt the child." After a while, he sighed and said, "No matter what, I can't give the child to Sister Feng. It's too depraved." We hid in the house and cursed, but we still kept smiling when we walked out of the house, as if there was no such thing, even Lao Yang's father didn't tell. The child is completely ignorant of these things.Yang Chi asked her, do you know what adoption is?The child looked at him blankly.Yang Chi said, "It's fine if you don't know." The child lowered his head sadly, and he felt that she understood everything. A few days later, I heard that Artai upstairs asked Dai Dai: "Do you remember how you lost it? Who is the father? Who is the mother?" The child was very scared and refused to speak.Yang Chi's father told Artest not to be so rough.At that time, there was not so much attention to children's psychology, let alone orphan psychology, which was unheard of.Artest is also illiterate, so he can't criticize him for anything.But this incident made Yang Chi very angry, we found a place where no one was around, and grabbed Artest. "A Tai, do you know the rules? Has anyone ever asked a child like that?" Artest said blankly: "We've all asked this before. There are often lost children crying on the street." "Don't ask such questions in the future! Fuck you!" Xiao Su looked in a very bad mood. Artest said, "Fuck me, you're from Henan in a laboratory, why are you so fierce?" Xiao Su went berserk again, and rushed to beat Artest.Yang Chi and I were embarrassed to beat this idiot because we had been neighbors for many years, but Xiao Su didn't have this kind of friendship, so he pushed Artest into the grass.Artest wanted to fight back, but found that his arm was pinched by me and Yang Chi.Xiao Su looked so berserk, punched Artest more than 20 times in the stomach, and then grabbed Artest's neck.Yang Chi pretended to persuade: "Xiao Su, don't hit him, please don't bleed, Artai's blood vessels are full of methamidophos." After a while, Xiao Su calmed down and returned to her original elegance.Artest said, "Wow, it hurts so much." Xiao Su was a little weak, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, what happened just now?" Artest laughed and said, "Can you be more ruthless?" He shook his head and said, "It's like this."With an elbow hammer and a flying kick, Artest was thrown into the grass, and then walked away with Xiao Su's shoulder.