Chapter 23 Chapter Twenty-Three

The day of the speaking engagements has finally arrived.After two days of adjustments, Fan Zhengzhang was full of confidence again.Yes, truth will never be defeated by falsehood, the strong will never be bullied by the weak, why should we be afraid?Why be discouraged?From the moment he walked into the courtyard of the Agriculture Hall, he began to show a confident smile to all the acquaintances he saw.No big deal, he told himself, just a little life problem?Fang Yifei's life problems have long been an open secret in everyone's minds, and the private lives of half of the leadership group have been discussed by everyone, so it should be unwise for someone to use these problems to get rid of him at this juncture of.Fan Zhengzhang no longer cared about the impact of this matter.

The weather was very gloomy, and the forecast said there was a storm.As a result, the corridors of the lecture hall appear as dark as night.As for the report hall, due to the full lighting of various lamps and lanterns hanging on the ceiling and walls, people under the dazzling lights feel like night.Fan Zhengzhang greeted his acquaintances along the way and walked through the aisle, walked to a seat in the third row in the front and prepared to take a seat, and saw Fang Yifei, a competitor in the back row who was smiling at him. This is a beautiful woman, after the tempering of time, she is still as beautiful as a fairy.She was sitting there, dressed elegantly, with a proper hairstyle, a peach blossom face, white teeth and red lips.When she smiled at Fan Zhengzhang, her beauty and charm almost made Fan Zhengzhang dizzy.This is really a stunner, Fan Zhengzhang praised this woman while observing her appearance.Yeah, this is the kind of woman a man can't resist.This is how the "beauty" in the so-called "Heroes Saddened by Beauty" should look like this!

Director Fan, I'm sorry, I'm here to join in the fun for you today.After Fang Yifei greeted Fan Zhengzhang with a smile, she immediately apologized to Fan Zhengzhang with a sincere demeanor. Fan Zhengzhang was originally full of hostility towards her, so he didn't intend to talk to her much.But when the woman approached him with an unsuspecting attitude, he couldn't help but relax.Yes, anyone is eligible to compete, why should I treat her like this!So, he smiled at her friendly and said, too modest, you are very capable. well!Fang Yifei let out a long sigh, and put on a look of uneasiness and sincerity on his face.She said slowly, what kind of strength, once the position of reform is gone, she is just anxious to join in the fun.But Director Fan, don't be angry with me, I can't help it.I thought I had a little experience at first, but now that I investigate, I find that your influence is much higher than mine. Therefore, your position cannot be shaken.Do not worry!

Fan Zhengzhang couldn't bear to hear Fang Yifei say so sincerely, so he also sincerely comforted him and said, Chief Bai, don't be depressed, we each have our own strengths, and there are many things I can't compare to you? While saying this, the judges on the stage were already seated, and the host of the meeting also began to announce the opening of the meeting.First, the leader of the department made a speech, talking about the background and significance of the job competition, and then a leader of the party committee office read out the discipline and requirements of the job competition. Finally, a deputy governor of the province made an affirmative speech and encouraged everyone to put down their burdens, compete bravely, and take responsibility Finally, I wish the job competition reform a complete success.

The first candidate went up.This is an old director in the hall who is nearly fifty years old. It is said that he became the director when he was thirty-nine years old, and he has been the director for ten years, and there is no sign of promotion until now.Not only that, but now this seat has a huge crisis.First of all, the leader who promoted him has long since retired, so it can be said that the general trend is over.Under such circumstances, some young rising stars who are both capable and closely related to the new power have begun to compete with him this time, so this competition may sink for the Director.Sitting under the stage, Fan Zhengzhang looked at the old director who was busy explaining with a hoarse voice, and suddenly found that his legs were trembling slightly.What does it mean for a division chief who has weathered the storm to tremble in public?For a moment, Fan Zhengzhang felt a pain like a needle prick in his heart.The old director was already scared, afraid of not being able to compete, afraid of losing the director, afraid that he would have no face to stay in the hall after losing the director.yes!What if the director who has worked in the agency all his life falls off?Work as a clerk in the hall?Then how to meet people?Leaving the hall to go to the society, where would you want him?

Sitting under the stage, Fan Zhengzhang looked at the trembling old director, and felt the cruelty of life, the cruelty of officialdom, and the cruelty of competition for the first time.The lights in the hall are like daylight, and the voices of people are surging in private like an undercurrent.In such an atmosphere, Fan Zhengzhang suddenly felt that life was like a dream.He looked around and felt that the judges on the stage, including the dark crowd below the stage, suddenly looked like a group of chaotic ants looking for food.Ants eat more and eat less, so there is a fight.Ants eat different things, and they also fight.This kind of struggle has existed since the evolution from animals to humans.Without struggle, there will be no evolution, let alone development.The development of human beings to the present is closely connected with human struggles.Since struggle is the last word and the theme of human society, one should not be afraid of struggle.Thinking of this, Fan Zhengzhang came to his senses. Struggle, struggle, is his only goal. To fight for Yuxiang's position as the general manager and for the development of Yuxiang Dairy Products is his duty!

One morning passed, one day passed, and the next morning, it was finally Fan Zhengzhang's turn.This is an unforgettable process of sharpening the will.When Fan Zhengzhang stepped onto the stage and stood in front of the crowd, he realized how much physical and mental suffering and struggles these competitors had gone through. There were noises of flies and flies in the arena, but when Fan Zhengzhang walked to the platform and stood still, looking down, he noticed that the arena had become quiet at some point.It seemed that something was about to happen in such a strangely quiet way, which made Fan Zhengzhang feel at a loss for a moment.Maybe it was only a few seconds, but in these few seconds, Fan Zhengzhang suddenly discovered his weakness: he also began to tremble slightly.What he saw: the dark people in the audience, the blurred white faces, like black and white footballs rolling, from left to right, and then from right to left, dangling back and forth.When Fan Zhengzhang's eyes suddenly came into view of the peach-blossom face in the audience, he suddenly understood that he was standing on the stage and walking for a few seconds.

This has never happened before!what happened?Is it afraid?Still nervous?No need!He has full self-confidence.There is no need to be nervous, since Yuxiang was created, he has never experienced any occasion!So, he cleared his throat, looked at the audience with wide eyes, and subconsciously turned around to glance at the judges' seat diagonally behind.It didn't matter, he found himself even more nervous.When he saw on and off the stage, countless eyes suddenly focused on him in front of him and behind him, and those eyes became more and more critical and glaring, like beams of sharp laser beams on his body. It caused countless tingling sensations all over the body.Someone below began to whisper, and Fan Zhengzhang finally woke up: he should start.To his disappointment, he found that his trembling still hadn't stopped.

Fortunately, this situation did not last too long. When he fully entered into his speech and began to explain his understanding of Yuxiang, his feelings for Yuxiang, and his future development and planning for Yuxiang, he was completely overwhelmed by himself. I was moved by Yuxiang's lofty sense of responsibility as the general manager.All about the hiring situation for this position, the situation of the candidates for the job, and the immediate results of the job, have disappeared from his mind.He found himself so noble, full of responsibility because of his love for Yuxiang, and full of passion because of his hope for Yuxiang's future.The whole speech was unpretentious and bold, logical and emotional. It not only analyzed my experience with Yuxiang, but also expressed my confidence and courage in Yuxiang's development.It should be said that this is the most moving and convincing speech among the candidates for more than a day.He not only moved himself, but also the judges on the stage, including many employees in the audience applauded him several times.

Fan Zhengzhang was very satisfied, until a few minutes after the speech, he was still immersed in the passion he had developed and couldn't extricate himself.He sat under the stage and looked at the two speakers who came up behind him - Fang Yifei and Hao Jian, and couldn't help but relax a lot.Because they have never managed Yuxiang, they will never be able to show the emotion and courage like Fan Zhengzhang. What is even more incomparable with Fan Zhengzhang is that they have no experience, so the content of the two speeches is empty and boring. At the end of the meeting, Fan Zhengzhang shook hands with Fang Yifei and Hao Jian respectively.From their expressions, including their speech and behavior, he could clearly feel Fang Yifei's frustration and helplessness, as well as Hao Jian's expression of failure.

With the bright sun shining overhead at noon, Fan Zhengzhang was filled with excitement and joy of success.Seeing Fang Yifei's beautiful figure with a sad aura, he had to frown and pretend to be sad.After leaving the bustling crowd, he came to the street on foot.He didn't drive for two days so as not to arouse jealousy.Under the warm sunshine, he unbuttoned the last front button of his suit, loosened his tie, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and wandered casually into a garden of a community.Several children were playing football, and the ball just flew to Fan Zhengzhang's feet.Fan Zhengzhang's joy in competing for the post has not weakened. With his excitement, he raised one foot, volleyed a chic and beautiful half-arc, and kicked the ball back with one kick.After the children ran away screaming, he stood next to a dense green cypress and turned around twice, then sucked his lips, and whistled a cheerful "Carmen Overture" loudly. Fan Zhengzhang had no doubts about his election, so after his speech, he never asked anyone about the situation, including Sun Zhanshan.He thought it was indisputable and obvious.Therefore, when he received a call from the hall on Thursday asking him to go to the personnel department of the hall, he went there with excitement.He knew that what was waiting for him would be the unsuspecting result - being elected.It seems the world is fair, he thought as he walked into the office at the last quarter. The one who was talking to him was Wu Jiang, the leader of the judging committee and the deputy secretary of the party committee. He had a serious expression on his face with a hint of ambiguity. Fan Zhengzhang hadn't figured out what it was at the time.When the next result was placed in front of him, he realized that the ambiguous look on the deputy secretary's face had finally become one and gradually became clearer.That's a pity! Fan Zhengzhang was dumbfounded on the spot: nine votes from nine judges, he got three votes, Fang Yifei got five votes, and Hao Jian got one vote.is that true?This was Fan Zhengzhang's first thought after he realized the result in front of him.This is impossible, he bit his tongue quietly, feeling a pain, this is not a dream.This is real.I lost the election.Just like people spread at first, Fang Yifei is going to be the general manager.The rumor appears to be true! Fan Zhengzhang couldn't remember how he got out of this room, nor how he got out of the gate of the Agriculture Department.He only remembered Wu Jiang's regretful face, constantly persuading him to think about it, and comforting him that the hall would consider his way out.He was walking on the street, thinking of the way out, suddenly felt extremely ridiculous.Where is the way out?Without Yuxiang, he suddenly felt that all his passion and motivation were gone, and even the meaning and focus of life suddenly disappeared, just like losing a beloved woman.Yu Xiang, how can he let go?That is the brand he spent so much effort to create!How many days and nights of his hard work, sorrow and joy are condensed there?He can't imagine whether he still has the passion and energy to do another job in the future. As the saying goes, "the sea was hard to find water", Yu Xiang has pinned all his hopes and hopes for tomorrow! I don't know how long he walked, he stepped on his own shadow in the sun for a while, and sometimes led his own shadow, walking around.When a stone fell from the sky finally hit his forehead, he suddenly found himself staying in the garden he entered after his successful speech.He remembered whistling triumphantly.Now, what happened to him?He raised his head, followed the sound of playing, and saw a few children throwing stones.Fan Zhengzhang picked up the stone that hit him on the forehead, pointed at the children, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally threw it at his feet. Han Zhifeng called.It turned out that when Fan Zhengzhang left the farm in the morning, he brought Han Zhifeng with him.He was so confident in this job competition that he simply asked Han Zhifeng to arrange the noon celebration banquet when he went to the hall.How ridiculous!What a mockery of fate to him!Needless to say, Han Zhifeng called at this time because of this matter.Fan Zhengzhang looked at the phone again and again, and finally cut it off with his teeth.Two seconds later, Han Zhifeng called again, and Fan Zhengzhang turned off the phone without hesitation.At this moment, he didn't want to talk to anyone, and he didn't want to face anyone.He needs to go to a place alone and think about what is going on?What went wrong?Is this the way the world is?Or I have fallen behind, and I can't figure out what's going on in this society. He got into a car, pointed in a direction, and then leaned back in the taxi and didn't move.The sun outside the window was already westward, and it shone in dazzlingly through the car window, hitting Fan Zhengzhang's face.Fan Zhengzhang closed his eyes, and his eyelashes trembled slightly in the light, which made Fan Zhengzhang feel as if there were fuzzy black electric poles shaking and wandering in front of his eyes.Fan Zhengzhang was extremely annoyed that the car stopped and stopped intermittently in the bustling urban streets.Until a fork in the road, Fan Zhengzhang gritted his teeth and jumped out of the car. Standing on the crowded street and looking around, Fan Zhengzhang suddenly smelled a familiar smell of food rushing towards him. He followed the smell, only to find that a small tavern behind him was still open.For a moment, Fan Zhengzhang felt a sharp pain in his stomach.He looked at his watch and saw that it was three thirty-five in the afternoon and he hadn't had lunch yet. There is no time limit in the tavern, Fan Zhengzhang came in and was greeted to a remote location.He hardly had the habit or hobby of drinking alone, and after such a blow this afternoon, Fan Zhengzhang ordered four dishes and a bottle of white wine for the first time.Drink, he thought, he doesn't want to think about the result, this is an inexplicable mystery, since it is difficult to solve, just let it go! He was so windy, he served one dish, swept away another dish, and quickly drank two-thirds of the wine.It wasn't until this moment that Fan Zhengzhang realized that he was extremely sad.For this unexpected result, he finally showed uncontrollable pain.He drank cup after cup and ate mouthful after mouthful, as if he had a grudge against someone and was going to fight or kill after eating.After a while, his face turned purple and his eyes were red.An hour later, a drunken Fan Zhengzhang was already standing on the street. The sun was still bright and dazzling, but the wind was stronger.After Fan Zhengzhang rubbed his eyes that were sore from the dust, he realized that he was walking beside a construction road blocked by two rows of green road screens.Because of road construction, there are few pedestrians.Fan Zhengzhang felt that what he needed was such an environment: the wind blows and the sand flies, and the dust swirls.If you can't open your eyes, you won't open them. Anyway, no car will hit you, and no one will rob you.There was a short and fat woman walking in front of him wearing a padded jacket. When she was about five meters away from Fan Zhengzhang, she suddenly looked straight at Fan Zhengzhang.At that moment, Fan Zhengzhang was fascinated by his drunken eyes, thinking that the beggar might ask him for money.Just as he was groping for his pocket in a daze, the woman opposite suddenly let out a cry of "Aww", rushed towards him with lightning speed, and jumped up and grabbed his hair, but her body was entangled. on him.Because Fan Zhengzhang was unsteady while drunk, he was rushed by the woman, and fell to the ground with almost no defense, and the woman was also crushed by Fan Zhengzhang. Fan Zhengzhang vomited!A stream of colorful vegetable juices and wine sprayed out of Fan Zhengzhang's mouth with a sour smell, spraying all over himself and women.The woman saw that she fell and was spit out again, and went crazy again.As soon as she rolled out from under Fan Zhengzhang's body with all her strength, she yelled indistinctly "Aww", while getting up and riding on Fan Zhengzhang's body, she began to grab and beat.At first, Fan Zhengzhang only cared about the discomfort in his stomach, and hardly felt any pain in his body.When the woman's tearing finally reached his bare cheek, the dull pain made him understand his situation.As soon as he turned over, he pressed the woman firmly on his body again, and began to fight crazily with her. It's a messy nightmare.When Fan Zhengzhang was brought into the street police station, after an hour of sobering up, he realized that he had been beating a crazy woman on the street for seven or eight minutes! He was led out by Han Zhifeng.At that time, he had just turned on his mobile phone and was about to find someone to protect him at the police station when Han Zhifeng called.So he told Han Zhifeng, come on, I was arrested by the police station. In the evening, Fan Zhengzhang had recovered and sat down with Han Zhifeng in a teahouse.After Han Zhifeng's call to him was rejected, he had to call a friend from the Agriculture Department.It didn't matter if she asked this question, she knew that Fan Zhengzhang had left an hour after learning of the failure. Fan Zhengzhang sat opposite Han Zhifeng, expressionless and silent. Han Zhifeng was also very sad, she didn't know how to comfort Fan Zhengzhang, she just shook her head and said, Fan, you have tried your best, there are many injustices and frauds in this competition, so you don't have to be sad.I think it's them who are sad.Because they lost a courageous leader for Yu Xiang. Fan Zhengzhang still didn't say a word, he seemed exhausted. Han Zhifeng seemed to have remembered something, poured tea for Fan Zhengzhang, and said solemnly: "Fan Tou, I have found out the inside story." Fan Zhengzhang raised his eyes, glanced at Han Zhifeng, and lowered his eyes again.He's not interested anymore. Although Fan Zhengzhang expressed indifference, Han Zhifeng still told Fan Zhengzhang what he knew.She felt that Fan Zhengzhang should understand where he failed. It turned out that Fang Yifei had already started activities in order to get the position of general manager.She first started the provincial relationship and greeted her.Then attack the key points one by one.Of the nine judges, she scored five.She adopted a pleading strategy when attacking each of the judges: the reason is that she has worked for so many years, without credit, but also with hard work; without achievements, she also has experience;Therefore, in view of the fact that she still has to work in the hall, I hope they will vote for him.If she doesn't get a single vote, then she will lose all face, how will she hold her head up in front of others in the future and so on.After repeating this over and over again, every judge thought that he was the only one who was begged by Fang Yifei, so he was also the only one who helped her save face.Coupled with the greetings from above, her benefits, and the beauty of the woman, these judges were all caught in her trap. "boom"!Fan Zhengzhang raised the teapot in front of him, swung his arms, and threw it towards the wall at the door.In an instant, a steaming hot air lingered on the wall and the ground in front of the wall.Under the surprised eyes of the waiter who heard the sound, Fan Zhengzhang stretched out his hands again, lifted up the tea table in front of him vigorously, and then threw the tea table out amidst the stunned expressions of the two women in the room. After the sound of "crackling" and "cracking bangdang" sounded one after another, the originally spotless, elegant and clean hut became as messy as after being ransacked. Ruan Rong is really getting more and more beautiful.When Fan Zhengzhang paid several hundred yuan for the loss of the tea house and went to a tavern to get drunk, he finally returned to Ruan Rong's home - the home of his mind and body that he had been accustomed to for several years.When he stepped into Ruan Rong's house, he noticed for the first time that the woman in front of him was more beautiful than ever before.Poor Fan Zhengzhang certainly didn't know that while he was busy with his sister's illness and his own future, Ruan Rong was quietly having a shocking love affair.She couldn't help but make Hu Dashuan, who was worth hundreds of millions, fall in love with her, and she had almost settled Hu Dashuan recently.Hu Dashuan had told Ruan Rong that he would take her to Qingdao.On the one hand, it is the status of his girlfriend who lives with him, and on the other hand, he will hand over one of his hotels to her for management.With this dual identity, Hu Dashuan promised Ruan Rong a high salary. The innocent Fan Zhengzhang didn't think about anything, he just hugged Ruan Rong like a lost child suddenly found his family.In front of this woman who had made him obsessed and attached to him for several years, Fan Zhengzhang's spirit suddenly relaxed.He thought of the grievances he had suffered, the poor three votes and the failure of the job competition, especially the confidence he had had, and he felt that he was stupid and failed.Touching Ruan Rong's warm and soft body, he realized how weak, helpless and helpless he was.When the tears poured down like a torrent, the pain that had been suppressed in his body for too long also broke through all the barriers for a moment, and spewed out with a roar.In an instant, the whole room quickly filled with Fan Zhengzhang's heavy, hoarse, and unrestrained crying. Ruan Rong understood at once. When she smelled the alcohol on Fan Zhengzhang's body and saw the sadness on Fan Zhengzhang's face, Ruan Rong knew that the man she had relied on was over.And this result happened to be the end of her relationship with him.She had long understood that she was a materialistic woman. If she still couldn't bear to end her relationship with Fan Zhengzhang after getting acquainted with Hu Dashuan, it was because she couldn't bear to let go of Fan Zhengzhang.One reason is that Hu Dashuan is an extremely fat and delicious piece of meat, but this piece of meat is too fat to cause competition. Therefore, compared with Fan Zhengzhang's pure and selfless love, coupled with his already possessed and hidden The use value made her unable to make up her mind to discard it.Another reason is that Ruan Rong hasn't completely settled Hu Dashuan's place.She couldn't quit her previous job before she found a good job. Now everything has changed. First, Fan Zhengzhang lost his position as general manager of Yuxiang.Ruan Rong understands that a man who has nothing but love will never be the object of her choice; second, just recently, Hu Dashuan's heart has been completely surrendered by Ruan Rong.Hu Dashuan's affection for Ruan Rong and the resulting arrangements for Ruan Rong have already begun to make Ruan Rong think of leaving Fan Zhengzhang.From the above two aspects, Ruan Rong found that she had no reason to stay with Fan Zhengzhang anymore. Ruan Rong hugged Fan Zhengzhang and slowly moved to the sofa.Looking at the man in her arms who has a high IQ in career but is so naive in love, Ruan Rong was full of sympathy and pity.Hey, what a husband, it's just not my standard.She wiped the tears from Fan Zhengzhang's face over and over again, repenting for her cruelty and determination over and over again. In the next few days, in order to make up for her mistakes and give her conscience an answer, Ruan Rong finally made up her mind to use her talents to help Fan Zhengzhang return to his original home.After repeated weighing, Ruan Rong believed that Sun Mei was the most suitable woman for Fan Zhengzhang no matter from which point of view, including her love for Fan Zhengzhang, her devotion to Fan Zhengzhang, and her concern for Fan Zhengzhang. It is incomparable with Sun Mei, and of course it is even more difficult for other women.Therefore, when she finds a new life, only by arranging Fan Zhengzhang well can Ruan Rong feel that she can leave and live with peace of mind. It was a night of heavy rain, and it seemed that something was destined to be wrong with such weather.Therefore, when Ruan Rong invited Sun Mei to an exquisite teahouse, Sun Mei obviously carried an indelible hostility.After seeing Sun Mei for the first time, Ruan Rong suddenly felt that a corner of her heart was touched.She never imagined that such a beautiful woman would become so ugly and terrifying after experiencing her husband's rejection.Thinking of her responsibilities to Fan Zhengzhang and the family, she sincerely confessed to Sun Mei for the first time: I'm sorry, Sun Mei, I didn't know my behavior would cause you such pain. Sun Mei sat opposite without raising her head or saying a word, she was waiting for the woman's substantive words. Sun Mei, I don't want you to forgive me. This is not the purpose of my coming today. Sun Mei finally raised her head, and stared unblinkingly at the face of the vixen in front of her with hatred. She wanted to find out what kind of medicine was sold in this woman's gourd, so she said forcefully, "Then you asked me to beg do you forgiveOr let me make room for you? Ruan Rong didn't show any dissatisfaction with Sun Mei's sarcasm, and still said to Sun Mei with 120% apology: To be honest, the purpose of my coming today is not to ask you to forgive me, but to ask you to forgive Fan Zhengzhang. .He is facing difficulties now. Yu Xiang did not compete for the position of general manager, and he may face no position or be demoted. Therefore, I hope you can accept him, take care of him, and let him tide over the difficulties at this time. Sun Mei didn't understand Ruan Rong's meaning for a while, she stood up subconsciously, walked up to Ruan Rong with her fat body twisted, and asked: "What do you mean, you mean that Fan Zhengzhang has no more officials, don't you want him?" Ruan Rong burst into tears. After hearing Sun Mei clearly explain her power and utility, she couldn't help crying.She really felt so despicable, so shameless!At this moment, Ruan Rong had no doubt that her tears were shed because of her conscience, and because of Fan Zhengzhang's love for her.But she had no choice, Fan Zhengzhang was not the one she wanted, and at this time, she couldn't lose the opportunity to own Hu Dashuan.This is a rare occasion!If she doesn't cut off the relationship with Fan Zhengzhang immediately, once she is discovered by the supernatural Hu Dashuan, then everything she dreams of will come to an end quickly, and all the efforts she has made these days will be in vain.Thinking of this, Ruan Rong wiped away her tears and said with a sincere attitude: Sun Mei, I know you hate me and look down on me, but at this moment I am sincere.Because I had a good relationship with Fan Zhengzhang, so I don't want to deceive him again.I am not a good woman, let alone a woman suitable for him.So at this time, leaving him just gives you a chance.You can tell him that I have a new boyfriend and I ditched him in trouble for money.In this way, while making him hate me, he will also re-examine and accept you.I hope that he will return to your home. You are the most suitable wife for him. In this world, you are the only one who loves him the most, cares about him the most, and loves him the most.So now you go for it! Sun Mei was dizzy. She didn't know whether the woman in front of her was telling the truth about returning Fan Zhengzhang.But there is no doubt that when they broke up, she gave Sun Mei a beauty and slimming card worth 8,000 yuan. She hoped that Sun Mei could recover herself as soon as possible in the shortest possible time.Along with this card, there is also a letter to Fan Zhengzhang: Chapter: Hello!Asking Sun Mei to send you this letter means that I have left.I am not the right woman, let alone the woman who loves you.So you better hate me!In this world, I dare say that the person who loves you the most and who loves you the most is your wife Sun Mei.Believe me, go back to your home and love her! Ruan Rong left, leaving Sun Mei with an address and a new mobile phone number where she was going.She also gave the three of them a month to spare, she said.One month later, she will completely disappear from Fan Zhengzhang's life.During this period of time, she will give Sun Mei a chance by indifference to Fan Zhengzhang, hoping that Sun Mei will quickly enter the state and strive for Fan Zhengzhang's acceptance.When the opportunity is right, give this letter to Fan Zhengzhang. It was a ridiculous date, until Ruan Rong left, Sun Mei hadn't reacted yet.How is this going?Fan Zhengzhang's lover is leaving, which means that Fan Zhengzhang is about to lose his love.Sun Mei was sitting in the tea house. When she gradually understood that Fan Zhengzhang lost his lover after failing to compete for a post, she suddenly understood Fan Zhengzhang's situation.God!Sun Mei stood up abruptly, and rushed out of the teahouse with her fat body supported.She was going to find Fan Zhengzhang to see if this man was very sad after suffering such a blow. She wanted to go there and say yes to Ruan Rong and help him survive this difficult time. She rushed into the house, and when she was fully dressed and stood in front of the mirror to examine her appearance, she realized that she was suddenly discouraged.It's been so long, she can hardly remember when she looked in the mirror.After encountering Zhao Jianhua's indifference, she suddenly gave up on men in the world.Since no man likes me, why should I be beautiful?The so-called "women are the ones who please themselves", when she found that no one in the world "pleased herself", she felt that there was no need to go on a diet and groom herself painstakingly.So enjoying food and laziness has become an important part of her life.During that period of time, in her suffering soul, if there was only one obsession with life, it was this kind of unscrupulous enjoyment, and it was only for the enjoyment of her own senses.Therefore, she never looks in the mirror and pays no attention to how she looks.It made her live at ease and in peace.In those days, she never dreamed that Fan Zhengzhang would return to her one day.She is almost like a woman who eats and drinks, and lives in a daze.When she took the depressed Fan Zhengwen on the train home, the first time she thought of the possibility of Fan Zhengzhang returning to her side, she really regretted that moment.However, it was a fleeting thought after all, so it soon calmed down.But today, when Ruan Rong put this question in front of her, she really panicked. How terrifying is the woman in the mirror?While wiping the dust left on the mirror, she looked sadly at the woman in the mirror: her complexion was dark yellow, her flesh was piled up, and her whole figure was like a crumbling basket made of wicker.That's not to mention, the original aura on her body has already disappeared in this pile of fat.The stupid look on her face and the vulgarity on her body reminded her of the aunt who sells butcher in the vegetable market. What can I do?Sun Mei was crying anxiously in front of the mirror, I am afraid that Fan Zhengzhang will be disgusted when he sees me like this, how could he like me?