Chapter 20 Chapter Twenty

In the sound of firecrackers during the Spring Festival, the old lady of the Fan family had a heart attack and was admitted to the hospital, and the old man of the Fan family became the only guardian.Because all the rest of the Fan family set off on a journey to find Yan Yan.Fan Zhengwen searched along the railway station to the northwest, Sun Mei searched city by city along the direction due south, but Fan Zhengzhang went to the northeast. The sound of firecrackers in the Spring Festival weakens day by day, but Yan Yan's trace is like wild geese flying south after autumn, and there is no news as soon as he leaves.I have asked all my relatives and friends, all my classmates and acquaintances, and I have searched all possible places, but there is still no clue.On the twelfth day of the first lunar month, Fan Zhengzhang had to fly back from the northeast.Because the Ministry of Agriculture personnel change is about to start.According to the document, this reform should be completed within half a year, that is, all posts will be fixed before the end of August.

This Spring Festival was so exhausting that Fan Zhengzhang almost forgot to visit every necessary relationship, especially at this juncture.Although Fan Zhengzhang has always believed that this reform is just a formality and a formality like many times in the past, he has to admit that no matter what happens, there is no guarantee that there will be no accidents, so he needs to be careful anyway.Especially on the second day after returning to the unit, he felt a certain ominous atmosphere.From the attitude of the cadres and workers in the field to him, from the air in other offices, and even from the conversations in the cafeteria when everyone was eating, he felt some kind of inexplicable anomaly.As for what it was, he couldn't tell.Maybe I'm overly sensitive!He had no choice but to comfort himself like this.

Comfort is comfort, but the uneasiness in my heart is still getting worse every day.Especially the matter of getting rid of Jiang Deshi made him feel that it was too inappropriate at this time.Although Jiang Deshi had a timely refund and a positive attitude, he decided to deal with it lightly: keep his official position and wait for arrangements depending on his performance, but this incident still made Fan Zhengzhang feel an inexplicable danger.Even though there is no trace of his participation in the whole process, Jiang Deshi can often play a very important role in moments of personnel turmoil: if it is not very beneficial to him, it may be very detrimental to him.Especially when he and Fan Zhengzhang were not in the same interest group, Fan Zhengzhang was worried that this villain might betray him in exchange for benefits.

In addition, there was another thing that worried Fan Zhengzhang.This is after nearly a year of hard work in the market and a lot of investment, Fan Zhengzhang's Yuxiang dairy products have occupied an important position in most parts of the province.With the popularity of the Yuxiang brand in the province, Fan Zhengzhang's reputation is also growing. He is one of the "Top Ten Outstanding Youths in the Province", "Excellent Entrepreneur", "Advanced Individual in the Provincial Direct System", "New Long March Assaulter" "And so on, all kinds of honors were thrown at his head at the same time, it was unstoppable.At first, Fan Zhengzhang was ecstatic and complacent about these honors. He was even passionate and ambitious at one point, and began to make plans and preparations to spread the Yuxiang card outside the province and even the whole country.However, at this critical moment, some comments with ulterior motives came along with these honors, such as Fan Zhengzhang's arrogance, conceit, personal hype, heroism, etc. Fan Zhengzhang's image in the crowd was greatly reduced.This was reported to him by Zhang Xiaoyan, the director of the office, and Han Zhifeng, the deputy director of the field, who were close to him.

At this time, Fan Zhengzhang also heard a terrible statement.It was the third day after he went to work, and when he was thinking about how to go to the hall to find out the news, Han Zhifeng rushed in in a hurry. Han Zhifeng wore a bright red Chinese-style padded jacket with black flowers, and a pair of Chinese-style trousers with red flowers on a black bottom, looking like a silly elder sister.But there was a serious expression on his face that didn't match the festive atmosphere of the costume: Head, a major adjustment is about to take place, do you know that? What a big adjustment is the pilot reform of enterprises and institutions.Wasn't the document delivered earlier?While making a cup of tea for her, Fan Zhengzhang said disapprovingly, don't worry, it's just going through the motions, there won't be any major changes.

Don't think so, Han Zhifeng took a sip of the tea, and immediately grinned from the heat.She put the teacup on the coffee table, stood up again and said, I heard that Yuxiang Dairy is going to go out independently, and there are several people in the system vying for this position, do you know that? Fan Zhengzhang was startled, is this just a joke?Yuxiang Dairy has been attached to his farm from the beginning, how could it go out independently?Even if the leader has this idea, he still has to ask him for advice, or at least tell him something!After thinking for a while, he quickly denied this rumor: Impossible, who did you listen to?

Who said this?It was gossip, and it was said by people close to the core in the hall. Even the names of the people competing for this position were already known.It is said that Fang Yifei is the most energetic. Fan Zhengzhang suddenly felt a headache.Fang Yifei is a well-known social figure in the hall.She graduated from a normal school and used to teach in elementary school. Because of her friendship with a student's father who was the leader of a provincial bureau, she was transferred to the office of the Department of Agriculture. She was soon promoted to the deputy director of the office, and then sent to another farm to serve as the deputy director. Long, two years before Fan Zhengzhang came to the farm, that is to say, two years before Fan Zhengzhang became the head of the farm.Fan Zhengzhang has already begun to be skeptical, because Fang Yifei's ability has long been known to everyone, and any impossible things will be easily solved by her.Fan Zhengzhang had heard a lot about Fang Yifei's legend.

Impossible, Fan Zhengzhang said to Han Zhifeng who was in a hurry, suppressing the bad emotions coming up. How is it impossible?Don't take it seriously.Head, the Yuxiang we made with great difficulty, we must not let others sit back and enjoy it! Impossible, Fan Zhengzhang's head was already big, and that sudden bad mood filled his whole mind, he murmured again in a daze, "Impossible, how is it possible?" Anything is possible!Han Zhifeng said angrily, you'd better run around!Then he turned around and rushed out as he had come. Against this background, Fan Zhengzhang couldn't sit still any longer, and on the fourteenth day of the first lunar month, he rushed into the house of Sun Zhanshan, the deputy head of the department.Of course, he also brought top-quality cigarettes and alcohol worth five thousand yuan.

The kindness and kindness that Sun Zhanshan displayed was no different from before, but it didn't mean anything.Based on Fan Zhengzhang's experience, the faces of these cadres never represent his thoughts, or even reveal any of his thoughts.Therefore, he would never try to judge his image in the eyes of Sun Zhanshan and even other leaders in the hall by observing his words and deeds.Fortunately, when Fan Zhengzhang mentioned that the reputation of Yuxiang dairy products spread far and wide, Sun Zhanshan finally revealed something. He implicitly reminded Fan Zhengzhang not to be too public in the future.He said:

Advertisement and market branding need to be vigorously promoted, but we must pay attention to the method. Fan Zhengzhang didn't understand what this "method" refers to. He asked in confusion, what aspects are you referring to? For example, an advertisement is an advertisement, so you should not get involved in it. If you show your face, sometimes the impact is not very good. Fan Zhengzhang immediately understood Sun Zhanshan's intention.He pondered for a while, and asked, did someone say that I was hyping myself up and being arrogant? Sun Zhanshan just smiled and said, I haven't heard of this, but often the media shows up, and it is inevitable that some people will talk nonsense.The key is in this special period, everything must be careful.

Seeing that more than ten minutes had passed, Fan Zhengzhang made up his mind to borrow this topic, let out a long sigh, and began to enter today's key topic: Alas, no matter what they do, the people below are always making random rumors.Recently, it has been reported from the hall that Yuxiang Dairy is going to be independent. I wonder if there is such a plan in the hall? Sun Zhanshan stared, "Impossible, where is the legend?" Fan Zhengzhang didn't know whether Sun Zhanshan's reaction was true or not, so he could only continue to say that it was said that the names of the people competing for this position had been heard, and that Fang Yifei was the most promising. Don't spread the word.Sun Zhanshan regained his composure just now, and said earnestly, the nonsense of the people below is that the people below have no sense of organization and lack of quality. As a department-level cadre, you cannot spread this kind of gossip. In the end, Sun Zhanshan once again implicitly expressed his hope to Fan Zhengzhang. He hoped that Fan Zhengzhang would be able to pass a test smoothly, and that he might have a better future in the future. Sun Zhanshan's last words gave Fan Zhengzhang some comfort.Coming out of Sun Zhanshan, Fan Zhengzhang's feet were a little lighter. From here, he felt that his situation was not too bad, not only that, but also quite hopeful.As for the news about the independence of Yuxiang Dairy, he still wasn't sure if it was true or not.But judging from Sun Zhanshan's reaction, it doesn't seem to be true.At least until now, there should be no clues. In the evening he returned to Ruan Rong's house.Since Ruan Rong hadn't come back, he had to have a meal alone.This made the inexplicable sense of sadness in his heart rise again.What's wrong?Ruan Rong has become elusive for a while.Although Fan Zhengzhang sometimes had such doubts in his heart, because of the hectic work and various troubles at home, he had no time to think carefully about what Ruan Rong was busy with.Nothing more than frantically looking for other opportunities to make money!This is his judgment on this woman.He never dreamed that when he was sitting alone on Ruan Rong's sofa eating a bowl of boiled instant noodles, Ruan Rong was in a luxury hotel in Hainan.If he knew this, he might not be able to continue with his next actions.That is, after eating instant noodles, he stretched his waist, exhaled a few long breaths, then rushed out of the door with a shake of his head, and broke into the house of the head chief with firm steps. Thousands of gifts. This visit was lucky, because the director was watching the news broadcast at home.Unfortunately, the director firmly rejected his gift, and gave him a serious "education" on the gift issue: Zhengzhang, your ability and achievements are obvious to all. It should be said that you have the most obvious advantages in the selection of candidates for the position of general manager of Yuxiang.Therefore, you must not learn from the vulgar society of treating guests and giving gifts, building relationships, and engaging in gangs.As long as you rely on your ability and strength, you can be elected.Most of the leaders of the department value you, and among the young cadres in our department, you are also the middle-level person I admire more.It is not easy to develop a talent, and it is not easy to cultivate a talent, so I hope you will not get into some bad habits in the current officialdom.No matter when, no matter what you encounter, you must stick to your conscience, maintain the party spirit of a party member, and strictly observe discipline.If you have both ability and political integrity, you can go further and better. At first, Fan Zhengzhang was resentful because the director of the hall refused his gift, and he felt sour and uncomfortable. He always believed that the officialdom had been saturated with the vulgar custom of treating guests and giving gifts, and even thought that the director of the hall's refusal of the gift was a signal—that is, the director of the hall was already in the office. Another candidate was identified in my heart, and I became depressed because of it.It wasn't until the director's frank and sincere words and attitude moved him that he gradually understood that there are still many honest officials in the officialdom, and he doesn't need to do anything worrying about it. Work hard, I still believe in you.This is what Fan Zhengzhang said when he held his hand after handing his gift into his hand when Fan Zhengzhang was leaving. Fan Zhengwen traveled along the railway line in the northwest, traveling around Xi'an, Lanzhou, Yinchuan, Urumqi and other large and small cities, all the scenic spots, all the famous mountains and great rivers, all the friends and acquaintances, including those Yan Yan knew, You know, she has been to places she has never been to, she has searched everywhere, and found 22 from the fifth day of the lunar new year, no matter day or night, no matter the wind, sand, rain or snow, she is like a big bird that has lost its home Look for it in various cities or mountains.It was a heart-breaking experience. Every time I walked, I was disappointed, and when I was disappointed, I went to the next stop.Every repetition of disappointment made the pain aggravated. After the last sieve in Urumqi, she felt that there were layers of thick blood scabs on her heart, and the shadow of Yan Yan became more blurred after all the disappointments. up.On the 23rd day of the first lunar month, the phone calls in the unit had become one after another like frogs in a small river after the rain, so that night, she finally returned to Huayang with a tired body and a broken heart. It was like going through a nightmare. When Fan Zhengwen was sitting in the office covered with scars, she realized that the content of this nightmare was far from being as simple as she imagined.In this Spring Festival full of joy, not only her only daughter has run away, the only man who fills her with fantasies and rekindles her passion, the man she plans to rely on in the future has also been forced to Missing - Shuanggui.After she sat back in her office chair and began to work on the accumulated work after the holidays, she realized that everything had changed.The signs of these changes became more and more prominent in the days to come, and it seemed that some kind of change was taking place in both the interpersonal relationship and the eyes around her.She didn't know that she had reached the verge of danger until she said a few words, like the sparse dead leaves on the paulownia tree outside the window drifting past one after another. Some people said that she went to Beijing to find support for Wan Changqing after she disappeared for so many days. Some people said that she disappeared for so many days to hide the large amount of money Wan Changqing gave her. Others said that she smuggled out of the country with the huge sum of money Wan Changqing made. ... What no one knew was that her daughter had run away.Because she blocked the news too tightly.So she has no way to explain, nor does she want to explain.Argue as you please, time will tell.But what can be proved?She was suddenly very sad.It proves that she did not seek support for Wan Changqing, and proves that she did not hide money. Of course, the news of her smuggling out of the country is self-defeating.However, can it prove that she has no relationship with Wan Changqing?No, proof is not required.I love this man, whoever wants to talk about it can talk about it!I would like to do something for him, such as going to Beijing to find support, such as sending him some clothes, such as defending him, even going to see him.However, she couldn't do all of this, she could only suppress the pain in her heart, like all her colleagues and friends, she listened to others talking about Wan Changqing with an indifferent expression, even interjected a few words, and occasionally said A corrupt criminal to show his innocence.How ridiculous, what's wrong with me!I love this man, love him!Why scold him! Everything was getting worse and worse, and the news about Wan Changqing kept coming, and it almost became the most concerned and discussed topic among people inside and outside the agency.One news a day, one rumor a day, made Fan Zhengwen's nerves extremely fragile.Although no substantive things have appeared, Fan Zhengwen already felt that Wan Changqing's downfall was sooner or later, and her end was like the preaching of her old minister before his death. Come to the test.Once the political backer falls, his own future will also end.This is politics.In this way, who can decide their own future?This was the question that Fan Zhengwen had been thinking about late at night.Who can decide their own future?I can't, and the backer can't, so who is it? No matter who it is, the old minister's words are like a magic spell, which is being fulfilled day by day. A month later, news spread from the province that Wan Changqing had begun to confess. After another half a month, a gossip spread from below that a certain director of an important department of the Provincial Party Committee would come down to take up the post of head of the Propaganda Department of the Huayang Municipal Party Committee. After another ten days, Fan Zhengwen found himself in an embarrassing situation.The authority of the acting minister is at the end of his strength and has no power.In the past, some submissive people became domineering in front of her, and even some colleagues began to mock her with sarcasm.It wasn't until one day that her mother was admitted to the hospital again with a heart attack that she realized that the rumors that "she is the lover of the number one corrupt criminal in the province" had spread everywhere. It was a Sunday, and Yang Yang was taken home by his grandparents.Ever since Yan Yan left, the Fan family no longer felt like a holiday like the usual Sundays. Except for Yang Yang who still came to stay for a while as usual, the rest of the family, including Fan Zhengwen and Sun Mei, almost no longer followed the schedule. The past rules have entered and exited Fan's house.From then on, the lonely Yang Yang played with the children in the yard.In the evening of this day, Yang Yang suddenly brought a head of sand and ran in crying. The old lady of the Fan family asked the reason distressedly, and then realized that Yang Yang was humiliated by the children when he compared with the children who had a high official.Yang Yang cried and said: Yuan Shen said that our family has the smallest officials, and I said that my aunt is the director of propaganda, and she will soon become a member of the Municipal Standing Committee.But Yuan Shen said that my aunt was the acting minister, and even the acting minister was almost out of reach. While wiping the dust all over Yang Yang's face, the old lady of the Fan family comforted him and said, Yuan Shen is a brat, what does he know, don't listen to his nonsense.Of course your aunt is a high-ranking official, and she's going to be an even bigger one. Yang Yang poked his head away, pushed away the old lady's hand, and continued to yell, "They said my aunt was about to die, and they said my aunt was an old goblin, a goblin who confused Wan Changqing. If she goes to prison, my aunt should be finished too. The old man of the Fan family never took it seriously, and sat on the sofa looking at his grandson's big tabby cat with a smile on his face.Until the little grandson said these last few words, he sat up straight all of a sudden.In the next few seconds, for almost no reason, he thought of Fan Zhengwen's absent-minded expression when discussing Wan Changqing twice at the dinner table.He also remembered what his wife said several times when he heard others talk about his daughter.Recalling everything in the past two months, he suddenly understood.But at this time, he saw that his wife's face had turned ashen. A few minutes later, Yang Yang was already sitting on the sofa and started watching TV, but the topic he brought up caused a huge wave among Fan's parents.When the old lady of the Fan family was questioning the old man, she had another heart attack. An hour later, Fan Zhengwen rushed into his mother's ward.What her father greeted her was not the kindness and pride of the past, but a slap in the face.At the same time as this loud slap shook the ward, there was also a hoarse and deep roar from the father: You have completely disgraced the Fan family. When Fan Zhengwen became extremely desperate and pessimistic, a piece of news that could be said to be of great comfort to Fan Zhengwen suddenly came one morning.She was eating breakfast, and the hourly worker brought a stack of newspapers.Inside the thick newspaper, a white corner of the paper was exposed, which seemed to be a letter.Fan Zhengwen held it in her hand and wanted to see the address, but at the first glance, she was shocked: The handwriting of that letter was clearly Yan Yan's handwriting that they had been looking for! Fan Zhengwen's hands suddenly trembled, his heart beating like a drum.She felt that this moment was the most unforgettable moment in her life, even more shocking than when she killed Ouyang Xu back then.She stared blankly at the envelope for a few minutes, but did not dare to open it.Until the hourly worker said softly, quickly open it and have a look, it is Yan Yan. It was Yan Yan. After Fan Zhengwen said these words, two lines of clear tears flowed down his face. Mother: Are you looking for me everywhere, after you receive this letter, never look for me again.I'm very good.I already know what I have to do. You live well!You have raised me for so many years, I still want to thank you!I will bless you. strict Fan Zhengwen read these few lines for an entire hour, and she didn't wake up until the work unit called.In the next day, she found that she suddenly became refreshed, and she couldn't tell how long she hadn't been in such a good mood.Yes, the daughter has been found, and it seems that things are not too bad, and the things that make her most sad these days are finally settled.Even though her daughter didn't live the life she planned for her, she was still there after all, and she was still her daughter, and she still called her mother.It was the name of mother that reactivated the fighting power in her body. She was like a re-wound machine and started to rotate faster again. First of all, she called Sun Mei, and told Sun Mei to follow the address on the envelope, and then go to find her daughter.Again, she decided to get back together and make a last effort at work for her daughter. Wan Changqing's situation was getting worse and worse, and Fan Zhengwen, who was on Wan Changqing's boat, finally convinced himself that he couldn't just admit defeat.After all, all the results are still undecided, maybe she still has a little chance.When a person is in an official career, he cannot be immersed in the love of his children.Although Wan Changqing, the man who made her devote herself to her feelings for the second time, is losing power, and even though she still loves and cares about him irresistibly, her life should be politics, not feelings.Therefore, she cannot and should not sacrifice her own future for Wan Changqing.She decided to attack, looking for a place to start. The first target, she set on the deputy secretary-general of the provincial party committee, because she had dealt with this person before, and felt that this person was quite loyal to Wan Changqing and might help her.Therefore, on a sunny afternoon, she walked into his office with vigor.But, everything was different, even the tone of his speech had changed.Ten minutes later, Fan Zhengwen walked out full of frustration. The second target, she aimed at a deputy secretary of the municipal party committee.This man once had a little thought for her.It was even hinted at once when she was younger.Just a few days ago, he had invited her to attend an event organized by him on weekends.Therefore, Fan Zhengwen chose an evening to visit him.She originally wanted to take advantage of the romantic atmosphere of the evening and talk to him in a romantic mood, and she even thought that if she grasped it well, she might have dinner with him.But everything was beyond her expectation.Although he was found in his office, he didn't even give up his seat, so he acted as if he was too late to go out to attend a banquet attended by provincial leaders.When he hurriedly disappeared from her sight at the end of the corridor, Fan Zhengwen was standing near his office with tears in his eyes.At that time, a thought came to her mind: She's pretty much a pile of stinky shit now! This may be politics.She was sitting in the car, with tears streaming down her face, and kept thinking about the word "shit", her heart almost sank into the boundless darkness, just like the night outside the car.What's wrong with me?Why did you come to this point all of a sudden? The car was flying on a small road in the suburbs, with no trees on both sides, only the vast and endless fields extending infinitely into the distant night, disappearing ambiguously in the dark sky without a trace.I don't know where it is, and I don't know what time it is.She couldn't even remember how long she had been driving.It was dark outside, and the occasional flickering lights made her realize that she was far from the city, far from politics.Although the city is far away and her official career is far away, her heart has always been like a sparrow strung on a political chain, painful and helpless.Listening to the sound of the tires brushing against the ground, it seemed to press on her heart: Official career, official career, what is going on?Can anyone know what's going on with that? At this moment, she was so confused that she didn't know what to do?Don't know what else to do?Is it over like this, is political life so fragile, so short?What's going on here? It wasn't until two o'clock in the night that she finally made a call. When the message "The number you dialed is turned off" came from the phone, she didn't know whose number she called.So she stopped the car and continued to redial the number. Only then did she remember that this familiar number belonged to Wan Changqing.Why do you think of his phone, why do you call his phone?She didn't know, but when this long-lost number suddenly broke into her mind, and she realized who the owner of this number was, she finally burst into tears, for that man, for this politician who fell in love, and for this no result For his love, but also for his own ill-fated fate. There was silence all around, only her wanton crying echoed in the car.In this remote and remote place, no one can hear, and no one knows what she is crying for?A few seconds later, she suddenly raised her head, wiped away her tears, opened the car door and rushed out. Standing in the dark, there are no people around, not even a moving thing.As far as the eye can see, the blurry fields are like sleeping giants, stretching around ignorantly.Fan Zhengwen stood in front of the car, facing the sleeping earth, the dark night sky, and the distant official career, suddenly cried and shouted: Wan Evergreen, Wan Evergreen! A faint echo slowly spread to my ears, like a distant dream in the dark night.When the man's voice and smile suddenly appeared in front of the night sky not far away, Fan Zhengwen burst into tears again.She knew that this man had become her history, and also the eternal pain in her heart. At three o'clock in the night, Fan Zhengwen finally returned home after venting, and called Fan Zhengzhang.From Fan Zhengzhang, she heard news that Sun Zhanshan had a relatively close relationship with Vice Governor Yang of the province recently.He suggested to his sister if she could get rid of Sun Zhanshan's relationship and ask him to help. Although the hope was almost slim, Fan Zhengwen breathed a sigh of relief for this one-ten-thousandth chance of survival.And fell asleep in this hope. Last fight, admit defeat!When Fan Zhengwen woke up the next day, he had already ignited new hopes.An hour later, she shared her thoughts with Sun Zhanshan, and Sun Zhanshan agreed. Sun Zhanshan was very faithful, and shortly after he made the promise, he arranged an opportunity.On this day, he chose the weekend.The people invited included Sun Zhanshan's college classmates—a man who was the deputy director of a certain department in Beijing, a deputy director of the Department of Communications, and a female deputy secretary general of the Provincial Party Committee Office.The reason for choosing this group of people is that the female deputy secretary-general is a middle school classmate of Sun Zhanshan and a college classmate of Vice Governor Yang’s wife. A good friend from the village.The Deputy Director and Vice Governor Yang used to work together in the same office, and Sun Zhanshan and Sun Zhanshan were good friends who grew up naked.Such a combination is just right.In terms of the ratio of men to women, there are three men and two women. Whether it is going out or dining, it is very convenient to move around.In terms of mutual relationship, they are all involved, the atmosphere will soon be harmonious, and the natural relationship will be easy to approach.It can be seen that Sun Zhanshan really took a lot of brains for this gathering.According to Sun Zhanshan, it was Fan Zhengwen who entered his circle first, and then approached Vice Governor Yang.These few people are very familiar with Vice Governor Yang.Therefore, it is easier to get in touch with Vice Governor Yang after getting acquainted with these few. Meals were very lively, because there is no taboo on weekends, so everyone drank a lot of wine openly.Yes, it is rare for these people to relax.This weekend, in this group of people who have no conflict of interest, it is not only a happy thing, but also a way to get closer to this group of people, temporarily putting aside the consideration of the future and having fun with everyone.After thinking about this, Fan Zhengwen quickly joined the group with her own intelligence and unpretentiousness. Coupled with Sun Zhanshan's lubricating effect, she quickly integrated into the group. After the meal, Fan Zhengwen invited everyone to sing together, then had supper and drank to his heart's content. Everything was perfect, there was nothing to regret about the whole party, everything that should be said, done, thought of, and unexpected was done.When the party was over and everyone left the dining table, Fan Zhengwen, who stood up, realized that he was already walking a little wobbly.The ground under her feet was as soft as a sponge, and she felt that every time she took a step, the ground would tremble three times.She suddenly realized that she had drunk too much.When she followed everyone out of the hotel and stood on the road, she realized that not only was she unable to tell the direction, but she also didn't recognize the road in front of her.The whole street is brightly lit, and it seems to be full of flashing street lights. On the ground, in the air, on both sides of the road, and in the middle of the road, there are stars dotted with brilliance, more like a galaxy woven by stars. Maybe everyone saw her state, and she was stuffed into Sun Zhanshan's car.In fact, everyone drank too much for this supper.Not only Fan Zhengwen, but even the deputy director and the female secretary-general had a hard tongue.Although Sun Zhanshan was able to drive, it was obviously a little bit powerless.He drove the car fast and slow, which showed that he was a little bit out of control. Fan Zhengwen remembered the traffic in the sea of ​​street lights, the number of the car in front was 8899, the stain on Sun Zhanshan's light-colored cashmere sweater from eating, the Mao Zedong badge hanging in front of Sun Zhanshan's car, and vaguely remembering Sun Zhanshan Ask her where? ... where?let's play!A relaxed answer came from behind.She turned around to look, only to find that the deputy secretary-general was also sitting in their car at some point.She sat in the back with a secretive smile on her face.Fan Zhengwen couldn't help but asked suspiciously: when did you sit in the back I've been right behind.The female secretary-general smiled ambiguously. Unexpectedly, I have seen you all.I have seen everything you say and do.Don't blame me! Fan Zhengwen suddenly became nervous, and quickly focused, recalling what he and Sun Zhanshan did just now.She thought about it, thinking about it until her head hurt, but she just couldn't remember what she did with him.Could it be that he was so drunk just now that he did something he shouldn't have done?She turned to look at Sun Zhanshan, trying to find the answer from him, but only vaguely saw that Sun Zhanshan's face seemed to have become younger.That's what it was like in college.At that time, he had been infatuated with her for a long time, and when he mustered up the courage to confess his love to her, she had already quietly fallen in love with Ouyang Xu.It was a long dream, a story that ended before it started.Nothing was left. For Fan Zhengwen, she almost forgot that she and Sun Zhanshan once had such a short twilight - in that twilight, Sun Zhanshan confessed his love in five minutes, but she told it in a few seconds. Fact: She has a boyfriend. Fan Zhengwen's sleepy eyes were blurry, and it was difficult to distinguish the appearance of Sun Zhanshan in front of him, but he heard Sun Zhanshan's vague voice: Yes, that was a distant dream. For you, Fan Zhengwen, it was out of reach, even leaving no trace, but it was not so far away for me.I have been in this dream throughout my college days, even if the dream is shattered, I will stay in it.Twenty years have passed, and when you, Fan Zhengwen, buried your dream, I put back my broken dream back then.I want to start dreaming that beautiful dream again. Fan Zhengwen felt his face being held up by Sun Zhanshan's two big hands, and the fiery temperature from those two big hands quickly spread to Fan Zhengwen's cheeks.She could see the sparkle in Sun Zhanshan's eyes, it was when he confessed his love to her back then, she remembered it.That kind of thing carried a ray of warm breath, continuously flowing over her cheeks, surrounding her.Fan Zhengwen stretched out his hand to feel what it was, but he turned his hand lightly in front of her face, but didn't catch anything.When Sun Zhanshan opened his mouth again, she realized that it was either Sun Zhanshan's breath or the hot air from the car. What dream is Sun Zhanshan talking about?Fan Zhengwen didn't understand for a while.That's right, that story was almost completely forgotten for her, and what happened tonight made her even more inexplicable.She gently turned her heavy head and neck, trying to break away from Sun Zhanshan's hand.But she found herself powerless.When she pushed Sun Zhanshan with her hands in a gesture of refusal, she found that Sun Zhanshan was holding her with a strong arm. Fan Zhengwen suddenly woke up, as if a basin of cold water had been poured on his head.She jerked away and sat up straight, and her first thought and action was to quickly turn around and look at the back seat.She remembered the female secretary sitting there, and the secretary even said she saw and heard them.Now Sun Zhanshan's confession is incredible! Looking back, Fan Zhengwen was shocked. There was no one in the back seat, except for Sun Zhanshan's leather bag and coat.Fan Zhengwen didn't realize until now that he had a strange and terrifying dream.Since the female secretary-general in the back seat was a dream, then what Sun Zhanshan told her just now was also a dream?She quickly turned around again, only to realize that Sun Zhanshan was still staring at her passionately, and that face that was no longer young was clearly facing her in front of her eyes. Ah, she gasped, the young Sun Zhanshan was just a dream, but the non-young voice was not a dream.Now she suddenly remembered the already blurred dusk in the university, and the blurred stories that were hard to see.It's just that no matter how far away the story is, it has really existed. Sun Zhanshan did drink too much, and the alcohol made his judgment go wrong.First of all, he forgot his identity with Fan Zhengwen, and secondly, he mistook Fan Zhengwen's panic for shyness.So, he stretched out his hand again, put his arms around Fan Zhengwen's waist, and murmured narcissistically: Zhengwen, follow me, I will make you happy. Fan Zhengwen was completely awake.Only then did she realize that their car had driven to an unfamiliar street, besides a few small hotels, there was also a neon bathing center on the side of the road.At the gate of the bathing city, there are various vehicles still coming and going, looking like a bustling night scene.She was at a loss and struggled, trying to escape the drunk man quickly.面对范正纹的挣扎，孙占山却误以为范正纹在扭捏，身体的接触使孙占山体内的激情一波波高涨起来，当他使出全身力气将范正纹挟持得动弹不得时，他终于将自己的嘴向范正纹的嘴贴上去，并且同时还喃喃了一句： 跟我吧！我会让你渡过难关的。那个万长青已经完蛋了。让我来帮你吧！ 听见万长青的名字，范正纹的身体突然一挺，立即僵硬起来。恰在这时，孙占山的嘴正向她的脸伸来，范正纹不假思索抡起手臂掴向孙占山的脸。 Snapped!清脆响亮的声音从孙占山的脸上响起，在范正纹的手离开几秒钟后，孙占山的脸上已经是五指分明。孙占山的上身高高挺着，大瞪着眼睛看着范正纹，两手同时也离开了范正纹的腰。 范正纹从汽车上“刺溜”一下钻了出来，然后跳上了一辆出租车。在出租车发动的时候，她听见自己大声冲着孙占山的车骂着说： 去他妈的前途吧！