Chapter 10 Chapter 9 Partiality

When Sang Ping was nervous and flustered, she was used to gulping water, because she put cyanide from the laboratory into the cigarette. They are so in love with each other, so they have a tacit understanding, but they are so coincidental. There is a kind of resolute woman, once she realizes that being loved is just a ridiculous farce, her IQ, which has been burned abnormally by love, will soon return to normal, and this normality has a kind of cold and clear order. Most likely, Mai Xi falls into this category. On the morning of the second day after the incident, Mai Xi was able to quietly smoke a cigarette with a cup of coffee, telling all the details about Luo Ge one by one, as if telling a story that had nothing to do with him.

It seems that those sorrows have been blown away by the wind and washed away by the rain. For her, it is a love, but for others, it is just a game. Even those old loves who have struggled and expressed love have all been in his hands. Under the pain of the killer, he escaped quietly.Only the cold hatred remained, cruising between the lips and teeth. How many entanglements of liver qi outside of marriage, when it comes to family, is nothing more than an infatuation of the soul: "All he wants is my body, and I am just willing to give my heart together go up." Mai Xi kept flicking the cigarette ash. In fact, there was no ash to flick in the cigarette. She just kept repeating a mechanical action like this. The so-called no pain in her heart was just a self-deceiving self-comfort.

The details came out from Mai Xi's mouth one by one, a murder by accident, in the struggle of mutual reluctance to compromise, the context gradually became clear. When serving the after-dinner fruit, Sang Ping rested her chin on Luo Ge's shoulder and stretched out her hand: "Take it out." Luo Ge froze for a moment, looked at her: "What?" Sang Ping twirled a shopping receipt between her fingers, and flashed it in front of Luo Ge: "I found it in your pocket when I went to the dry cleaner to deliver the clothes. Do you want to surprise me?" Luo Ge's heart slammed into one piece. On weekdays, he carefully concealed the clues of this affair, and accidentally fell on a meager shopping receipt. What's worse, it landed on the In the hands of Sang Ping.

Luo Ge's thoughts spun rapidly, and when it turned to a suitable direction, it turned calm: "It seems that I'm going to create a birthday surprise for you again. Fortunately, it's next month instead of today. The time is still leisurely. Put the necklace on It's in the office drawer, I'll bring it to you tomorrow." Sang Ping smiled: "To create surprises in the future, it is best not to use necklaces, my necklaces are flooded." Luo Geen let out a sigh, and secretly thanked Sang Ping for not delving into it any further, so he handed a peeled ivory mango to Sang Ping with a weak and warm face.Sang Ping took it, cut it into slices and put them on the plate. With a faint smile, she pierced a piece with a toothpick and held it to Luo Ge's mouth.

Luo Ge was absent-minded, and the mellow and fragrant mango was delicious. Three years before marriage and three years after marriage, he knew Sang Ping very well. He was a chemistry lecturer at a university, and he never blindly drew conclusions about anything, but seemed to be doing chemistry. In the experiment, one must wait patiently until the accurate result, the professional character is obvious. Sang Ping is sensitive, and he may not really be sure that the necklace on the shopping receipt is for himself. In Luoge's opinion, that shopping receipt is very similar to some kind of chemical reagent, which was deliberately and abruptly added by Sang Ping. She wanted to test a certain solution, and the tested solution was Luo Ge, and every flicker caused by the shopping receipt in his eyes was captured in her heart quietly by her.

At night, Luo Ge was tossed with regret, and Luo Ge suffered from insomnia. By chance, he opened his eyes and saw a pair of eyes shining brightly in the dark night, coming from Sang Ping, who was very close. He was slightly startled, and grabbed Sang Ping's waist, Said softly: "Go to sleep, it's getting late." Sang Ping docilely slipped into his arms, and Luo Ge's heart beat like a frightened horse. From the first time he met Mai Xi to the present one year later, Luo Ge has always been sober, a physical game that has nothing to do with love.Mai Xi has a graceful figure, full and moist red lips, and a pair of bright eyes that flow in mist, like a glimpse, the desire that was anxious in Luo Ge's heart was taken away.

The first time I went to Mai Xi's apartment, the misty moonlight hit the window, Mai Xi hugged the orange pumpkin pillow, tilted his head to look at him, smiled softly, the atmosphere gradually became ambiguous, and his heart almost jumped out of his chest , just because he was thinking about his status as a civil servant and his warm love with Sangping for six years, he could only use his crumbling reason to suppress the desire running in his body. However, when Mai Xi came out of the bathroom, Luo Ge's sanity completely collapsed. Wisps of wet hair, like seaweed that left the water instantly, curled up and stuck to her smooth forehead, her feet were covered in transparent slippers, and the pink cardamom was like a dinner flower blooming in the quiet evening.Later, Luo Ge thought, at that time, he must have looked very stupid, his eyes fixed on Mai Xi's bare shoulders, he swallowed his thirsty throat a few times, and his body couldn't control it anymore...

Later, looking at Mai Xi who was curled up in his arms, fear and guilt still came up, even though Luo Ge understood that this was just a game for a married man to steal sex occasionally, and would Mai Xi be willing to be stolen?Girls nowadays are all so unscrupulous, as long as they like it, they must hold it in their hands, even if the price is bruises all over their bodies. Luo Ge said cautiously: "Mai Xi, you know, I'm already married..." Before the words were finished, Mai Xi laughed so hard that the flowers trembled, and the ashes of the cigarette were as fine as snow, falling from the pinch between her fingers: "God! You won't be so passionate that you think I'll fall in love with you and force you to marry me, right? If you don't divorce, force you to marry me." If I marry you, I will be Amitabha."

One sentence wiped out the uneasiness bouncing in Luo Ge's heart, which made him feel ashamed. Luo Ge also thought that he couldn't continue to be ridiculous with Mai Xi. When bored and Mai Xi called, every time reason lost to desire. Luckily, there is nothing else he can ask for other than to have sex with Mai Xi. Luo Ge always feels that he owes her something, and there is no way to make it up, so he often buys some gifts for her. Most of them are jewelry or crafts that girls like, but he never gave her a ring. No matter what kind of texture, Mai Xi received it calmly, not necessarily overjoyed or disappointed, as if he was used to it.

No matter how harmless Mai Xi's existence is to the marriage, now, it is time to end, and it is necessary, the game can only be a game in the end, because it overturns the calmness of life, it is meaningless. The next day, Luo Ge bought a string of identical necklaces. To be on the safe side, he threw the shopping receipt into the trash can at the entrance of the mall. At night, she put the necklace on Sang Ping's neck. Sang Ping twisted the necklace and looked at it for a while, then said, "It's so beautiful." He clasped the hand on Sangping's shoulder and exerted force.

In the morning, the necklace was casually thrown on the washbasin, and Luo Ge held it in his hand, feeling like it was a very obvious hint, coming from a narrow place. Luo Ge's mood was terrible, and he was completely flustered. Before getting off work at noon, Luo Ge left the office and called Mai Xi from the car to tell Mai Xi that he was on his way to her house.In the past, most of the dates used the lunch break. One of them called and told the other that he was on the way, and the other would run over.At that time, he often thought: the word "secret love" could not be more appropriate for himself and Mai Xi.Mai Xi hasn't come back yet. Luo Ge stood in the living room in a daze, no matter if it was true or not, the happiness he once had was about to disappear, which made him feel desolate like the fading prosperity. Even if it's just a game, leaving the game quietly is a bit unmanly and despicable. This time, Luo Ge wants to tell Mai Xi that the game has come to an end. When Mai Xi threw herself into his arms, Luo Ge hugged her weakly, hugged her and sat on the sofa: "Mai Xi, listen to me..." Mai Xi looked at him, eyes filled with helplessness, and tears fell quickly: "I understand, but I don't agree." I thought that Mai Xi would be lonely and sad for a while at most, and would not be entangled in breaking up, but her unexpected reaction made Luo Ge mess up all of a sudden: "Mai Xi, you also understand the relationship between us... Besides, it wasn't early Did you just say that?" Mai Xi, who fell into Luo Ge's arms, seemed to understand that she was about to be an abandoned child. She cried and said how much she loved him, and she loved him from the very beginning, because she knew that married men had a secret desire for an affair and were afraid of being entangled. , she can only fabricate a lie of not loving, keep his body, and then slowly grab his heart... After hearing this, Luo Ge struggled feebly between emotion and panic. In the end, the momentary emotion was no match for reality.Luo Ge made up his mind and resolutely escaped from the siege of Mai Xi's tears. One afternoon, Mai Xi kept sending text messages, and Luo Ge replied to the text messages with guilt. When he found that the more he replied, the more entangled he was, he turned off the phone exhausted physically and mentally. Mai Xi persevered in getting through the office landline, and was completely annoyed by Luo Ge's grumbling response: "Luo Ge, if you don't want to file for divorce by yourself, then I'll let your wife do it!" "It's not a question of willingness or not, but that I don't want to..." Before Luo Ge could finish speaking, Mai Xi neatly picked up the line, and Luo Ge, who was holding the microphone, felt cold hands and feet in an instant. After get off work, Luo Ge lost his mind, recalling Mai Xi's various attitudes, and suddenly felt that he was so naive as to be ridiculous, why never thought that in the bustling real world, he was just a deputy with a slightly promising future, and his appearance and temperament were not bad Decent, living a well-off life that is not enough to attract the favor of beautiful women, if it is not because of love, why would Mai Xi squander a year of youth for herself? Thinking of how he talked about Sang Ping with Mai Xi unpreparedly, and now the matter is irreversible. If she wanted to find Sang Ping, it would be easy, and Luo Ge would regret it to death. Luo Ge hesitated for a long time, but still opened the door, the cooking aroma wafted from the kitchen, Sang Ping was cooking, everything was calm and warm as before, Luo Ge let out a soft breath.Luo Ge gently hugged Sang Ping's soft waist from behind. It has been six years and he has never been tired of this woman. Thinking of the possibility of losing his body due to his lack of control, his heart flustered. Sang Ping turned her head to look at him, smiled, turned her face away, and continued to cook with a calm demeanor. After dinner, Sang Ping washed the dishes, sat next to Luo Ge, took the remote control to change channels, then looked at the screen and said, "Luo Ge, a girl named Mai Xi called me." There was a loud bang, resounding in Luo Ge's heart, and he was speechless for a moment. "Actually, when I saw the shopping receipt, I thought of it. You should make the mistake and explain that the necklace was given to me. If it was a surprise for me, it would not be a necklace." Sang Ping Her voice was calm and calm, she didn't have the expected anger or even tears. There is a kind of calm that is nothing more sad than death. The calmer Sang Ping was, the more panicked Luo Ge was. He lowered his head in a murmur, "Sang Ping, I didn't control myself for a while, listen to me..." Sang Ping laughed Suddenly, tears fell down: "No need, today, I figured out a very bastard logic, cheating is because of love, love is not loved, who bothers to work hard to cheat? If you love her, follow her My showdown is you, not her." One night, relatively sleepless, Luo Ge confessed the night into morning. In the end, Sang Ping cried and told Luo Ge that she had imagined separating and enduring his betrayal. The former was more painful than the latter, so she wanted the latter.Yesterday she was cooking calmly, with the attitude of showing him. As long as he still loves himself, the warm and peaceful life will continue.Luo Ge looked at her and paused every word: "Sang Ping, such a stupid thing will never happen again, I won't let this matter hurt you again." Mai Xi was far from being as simple as Luo Ge thought. The phone was turned off, and she called the office landline. Under the eyes of everyone, Luo Ge had to answer it. After answering, he held the phone tightly, lest her endless crying would leak into the phone. other people's ears. When he was off work, Mai Xi's sad and helpless face would flash out from a certain corner, and he would walk up to Luo Ge silently, crying silently, and Luo Ge could only move as fast as he could. Pulling her, hidden from the sight of his colleagues, in a hidden corner, Luo Ge felt that he was completely embarrassed. After all, after more than a year of getting along, Mai Xi's temperament was somewhat clearer. Now, she did not break into the office building It was embarrassing for him to cry in public, because there was still a glimmer of hope left in his heart. In order to prevent this embarrassment from spreading into the office building of the agency, Luo Ge could only hold on to the anger that he dared not burst out, and deal with her vainly. During those days, Luo Ge was like a goat being chased by fierce wolves, exhausted and had nowhere to hide. At home, Sang Ping and him were relatively speechless, and tears would fall first when they spoke.Sad guilt floated in Luo Ge's eyes, Sang Ping suffered no less than herself, she didn't need to say anything about this, Luo Ge knew it well, after experiencing a ridiculous game, she was embarrassed, and innocent Sang Ping was hurt. In the morning, looking at the wet place where Sang Ping slept, Luo Ge hated himself to death. In Luo Ge's heart, the one-year relationship with Mai Xi has been completely wiped out by the backlog of resentment. Luo Ge thought: The life of walking on the tip of a knife must come to an end, and the feeling of being trapped in the siege of madness is terrible. Luo Ge's heart was beating like a rabbit fleeing for his life, and he groped into Mai Xi's apartment. Every night before ten o'clock, Mai Xilei works out in the fitness club without moving. She once said that drinking a bottle of mineral water to replenish water is the first thing after returning home.The opened mineral water box is on the side of the living room, and Mai Xi always drinks from the first bottle on the right side of the first row in a very orderly manner. When pouring the white powder into the mineral water bottle, my hands were shaking, and it took me a long time to point it at the mouth of the bottle. Cold sweat broke out from every pore, and my wet shirt stuck to my body.Screwing on the bottle cap, Luo Ge's hands and feet were already limp. While wiping away the traces he had left behind, he said to himself, "Mai Xi, you are advancing every step of the way. I can't help it. If I choose the ending, I can do it like this." The only choice." Almost walking all the way home, leaning against the door to calm down and panting, Luo Ge heard a huge heartbeat echoing in the house. Sang Ping is not at home. At this moment, Luo Ge needs Sang Ping so much. She is his only cuddle. This woman he loves and loves him. After being hurt, he can't hurt her anymore. Everything he did just now , he would never tell her, because he didn't want her to become an innocent co-conspirator after the incident. When her heartbeat calmed down, she called Sang Ping: "Where are you?" Sang Ping smiled lightly: "I'll take a walk outside to relax." Luo Ge laughed faintly: "Come back earlier, I love you." "me too……" After picking up the line, I felt a little dizzy until I was woken up by a sharp phone call, and the terrified voice was from Mai Xi: "Luo Ge, come quickly..." Looking around, Sang Ping didn't come back, the sudden ominousness grabbed Luo Ge, from going out to entering Mai Xi's house, he almost stumbled all the way, under the bright light, Mai Xi shivered into a ball, his Sang Ping was pale And Tranquility, sitting crookedly on the sofa, holding the mineral water bottle in one hand and the key in the other, Luo Ge took it over, looked at it, and thought hard, when was Sang Ping? The one who stole the keys to Mai Xi's house?It has been hanging on his waist, mixed with many keys, how could it be?Thinking about it, thinking pale. Mai Xi leaned over and asked timidly, "Why would she think of dying? She's going to my house to commit suicide..." Luo Ge didn't answer, sitting next to Sang Ping, raised his eyes, and asked dully: "Is there any smoke?" There was a pack of women's cigarettes on the coffee table. Mai Xi took out one and stuffed it into Luo Ge's mouth, and lit it for him. Luo Ge stared at the curling smoke rings floating on the thin cigarette, and then, slowly, smiled on his lips. When it was rippling, when the heart twitched with severe pain, big tears rolled down. He knew that Sang Ping was used to gulping water when he was nervous and flustered. She gulped water in Makhi's apartment because she had put lab cyanide in this cigarette. They are so in love with each other, so they have a tacit understanding, but they are so coincidental. The ashtray in front of Mai Xi was full of cigarette butts. During the whole talk, she smoked non-stop, as if she was going to poison herself with nicotine. When it comes to the Jedi, there will be thoughts of wanting to destroy yourself. As long as it doesn't hurt your life, it's much better to vent your despair by masturbating yourself properly than holding it in your heart. Mai Xi pinched off the last cigarette and smiled miserably: "Luo Ge said during the showdown with me that it was the last cigarette he smoked with me, and I really became the last cigarette he hit. This detail, You can think that it is a hypothetical inference, which can be overturned, you can think that I murdered them, I have no complaints, the fact is true, I killed them, with my own love, with my selfishness." Facts have proved that Mai Xi's deduction is correct. The fingerprints of Luo Ge and Sang Ping were replaced on her mineral water bottles and cigarette boxes. Moreover, in Sang Ping's bag, there was a cyanide-containing Small bag. Mai Xi was still innocent in the end, and Bei Ke accompanied her home. Along the way, she was speechless, and Mai Xi was also speechless. When walking through an old street, she suddenly stopped and pointed to a green platform with an old wall. Moss said: "They look so lively, but they are just mosses. They wither when the sun shines, just like what I think of love. I used to think that we would become classic legends, but it never led to it. It’s someone else’s swan song, and I’m just a noise picked out by the swan song.” As she said that, she waved her hands with Beck: "Every woman who is immersed in love thinks that her love is the most touching and affectionate. In fact, it is also the same with ordinary people, but it's just mediocre." Bei Ke watched her cross the road and went home, and went home alone in dismay. When Jiang Zhong came back in the evening, he complained while eating, such a big murder case was solved so easily, it was too unfulfilling, Bei Ke calmed him down: "Is the sense of accomplishment so important to you men? A lot of men cheating emotionally pursue a sense of accomplishment. In fact, to put it bluntly, isn’t a man’s sense of accomplishment a kind of vanity?” Originally, Jiang Zhong was a little unhappy, but he couldn’t bear to retort jokingly: “You Where did you think of it? I was just expressing my feelings, is it worth getting on the line?" Bei Ke looked at him in surprise, his eyes widened: "Did you swallow the explosives? Why did you shoot all the guns as soon as you opened your mouth?" Jiang Zhong was stunned for a while, realizing that his tone was wrong, and when he tried to put a smile on his face, Bei Ke had already turned and lay on the other side, throwing him a silent back.Jiang Zhong tried to grab him with his arms, but Bei Ke hugged his chest tightly, refusing to turn around. For several days in a row, Bei Ke ignored Jiang Zhong's gestures of kindness. Jiang Zhong's face gradually became tired, and there were too many things in the bureau, so he simply ignored him, and occasionally worked overtime until he didn't return all night. At night alone, the half-empty bed showed a little different loneliness from the past, gnawing his heart and lungs silently, Bei Ke would inadvertently think of the many good things in the river, and himself, I always think of myself as an advocate of a civilized and healthy family life, disdain to speak loudly, and shy from quarreling. In fact, it is just domestic violence that has turned into cold violence. Compared with those quarrels, cold violence is more lethal , The indifference between husband and wife is like a highly corrosive, colorless and odorless poisonous gas, quietly permeating, eroding the two hearts in the marriage to the point of losing their vitality. Bei Ke suddenly felt a little ashamed. Due to the woman's thin face, she was embarrassed to take the initiative to call Jiang Zhong, and sent a text message to ask him where he was? Soon, the text message came back. Jiang Zhong said that he was looking at the moon on the roof of Lihai Apartment, and Bei Ke burst out laughing. Back then, she met Jiang Zhong near Lihai Apartment. Presumably, he ignored him , It made him feel depressed, and he went back to the old place to find the old feeling. Becker quickly put on makeup, stopped the car and went straight to Lihai's apartment, giving him a little surprise quietly. Those apologies don't need to be said, it must be a reconciliation. After all, he realized that the tone was wrong and apologized and held a noble His self-esteem refuses to give face, doesn't he? Lihai Apartment in the night, quietly standing towards the light blue starry sky, Bei Ke looked up and saw a faint figure moving on the roof of Building A, and he was happy, so he tiptoed upstairs like a thief Let's go, a woman who came downstairs was so startled that she almost fainted, and when she fixed her eyes and saw that the person who came was just a thin woman, hatred was revealed in her startled eyes. Becker smiled apologetically and continued upstairs. When he got upstairs, he saw Jiang Zhong was looking at a window of the opposite building with a high-power telescope. Bei Ke shouted in his heart that he had been fooled, why was he looking at the moon in Lihai Apartment, cut it!Judging by the situation, he must be performing a mission. Bei Ke simply stopped tiptoeing. With Jiang Zhong's occupation, he must have seen her creeping up the stairs a long time ago, maybe he was happily waiting to be attacked by him.Bei Ke lightly tapped the fence beside him, raised a finger, and said to Jiang Zhong who turned around, "Shhh." Jiang Zhong took her in his arms and pushed a hole of the telescope to her: "We received a report that someone in the opposite house might have tried to poison. In the past few days, the criminal hesitated for a long time and didn't make up his mind to do it. I plan to Catch her in person." "That's strange. Why can you report the case and not take the initiative to come forward and expose it? Wouldn't it be easier." Sure enough, Bei Ke saw a thin woman with long hair covering her face in the opposite window, moving down from the water dispenser The big barrel, and then stared at the small bottle in his hand in a daze...