Chapter 3 Chapter two

The closer he was to his home, the more flustered Gu Haiyang's heart became. All his bravery disappeared quietly like a balloon with an untightened blower port. He talked and laughed as cheerfully as the forest, and he didn't say a word. Getting closer to the old building, Xiao Xiao said: You live in this area. I really like the old building, full of the rustic atmosphere of life. More than ten years ago, our family also lived in the old building, and my father separated. We just moved out of the new house. When Gu Haiyang heard this, the anxious heart that was hanging in the air suddenly fell down. If it wasn't for fear of appearing abrupt, if it wasn't for the eyes of the people in the street, he really wished he could jump down and hold Xiao Xiao in his arms. , kissed fiercely, there are too few girls with a clean heart like her, at least, this is the first time he has met him during the two years of living in Qingdao, as far as he knows, this old building is cramped, once How many women in old buildings have been aroused, and how many young men and women are afraid that people will look down on them and refuse to bring their loved ones home after falling in love.

Gu Haiyang locked his bicycle on the fence downstairs, pointed to a window on the second floor and said: My nest. Xiao Xiao took a look, stretched out his hand, took Gu Haiyang's hand in his palm, and whispered, "Take me there." Gu Haiyang looked at Xiao Xiao, and suddenly felt that all the hardness in his heart melted into the tenderness of this slender woman in front of him. He knew love without words, and it was like a summer garden, disturbing this woman's heart one after another. heart. Holding Xiao Xiao's hand, he walked up the creaking stairs and opened the dark red door.

The space of 20 square meters is simple and clean, without the cramped atmosphere outside the building.The old big wooden bed and lattice bookshelves are obviously the property of the landlord. All that belongs to this man are books and clothes in the closet. They are neatly listed there, exuding a sunny and clean atmosphere. On the contrary, those books that are neatly stacked on the bookshelves and spread out on the writing desk showed her a thriving world. My mother once said that for a wife, the most terrifying thing about a man is not Poverty, on the contrary, makes you see no hope for the future.

But today's women, who would have the guts to choose a futures love with no fixed number? Crying that love betrays life. She is an idealist and refuses to let love cry in front of life. She didn't know where she fell in love with this man, but she only knew that from the first moment she saw him, she wanted to pass through this man's eyes and walk into his heart all the time, and stay there for the rest of her life . Gu Haiyang's eyes followed hers all the time, under her vast eyelashes, he saw love, like a grass in the field, growing vigorously, those who were once paranoid in his heart refused to retreat His low self-esteem was finally defeated a little bit.

He stood side by side with her on the old and solid long floor, outside the window, the winter rain was pattering, and occasionally a silent bird flew past the window, like fallen leaves, dancing silently, spinning, and going away.He gently held Xiao Xiao to his chest, his lips wandered on her thick and moist black hair, and the scent of shampoo quietly intoxicated his heart, when his lips touched her forehead , he hugged him violently, and said: Xiao Xiao, I love you, very much. Xiao Xiao didn't answer, nor did he respond, but slowly wrapped his arms around his waist, hugged him tightly, closed his eyes slightly, and his plump lips were as warm as spring strawberries, exuding the dew buds. The sweet fragrance made him wish he could take out his heart and make the most beautiful delicacy in the world, and feed it into her heart, from now on, forever.

He wanted to say so much, but he couldn't open his mouth. At this moment, he suddenly hated that his language was so barren. No matter how gorgeous and beautiful the language was, he couldn't accurately express his feelings for this woman. As soon as the words came out of my mouth, it turned into: Are you thirsty?Do you want to eat something? Xiao Xiao shook his head, bent down, the fish sample slipped out of his arms, sat on the chair in front of the table and flipped through the book, and said in a low voice: Come to my house to play when you have time. Gu Haiyang's words were so simple that she felt at ease. She has always had a soft spot for men's introvertedness. Although compared with the gorgeous noise, it looks a bit inferior on the surface, but the invitation is actually a clear hint. His love chose him.

He stood behind Xiao Xiao, put his hands heavily on her shoulders, through the sweater he touched her butterfly bones, which undulated gracefully under her neck, her shoulders were like a thin piece of paper for him to In my heart, there was boundless love and pity, and I thought, use my palm to cover and care for her life. Many details of going to her house have been discussed countless times, but when he stood at the door of Xiao Xiao's house, his heart was still nervous, and the lingering sense of inferiority attacked him again. He didn't know how Xiao Xiao's parents, who were intellectuals, would treat him. One morning when he was 8 years old, he wanted to call his father to wake up and pee as usual, but his father didn't respond anyway.Since he drove the tractor in the village into the ravine and was carried back, he never got up again, lying on the kang and counting the sunshine from the east side of the window to the west side. It has been 3 years, just take a look The sunlight on the window panes, he can tell exactly what time and minutes, the error is not more than three minutes.

He called his father louder and louder, waking up his mother, and lighting the oil lamp, he heard his mother's long wail, which broke the lonely night of the mountain village.His father, who had been lying on the kang for three years, made the loneliest compromise to the god of death, and in his sleep let go of the hand that could not hold life no matter how hard he tried. From that day on, his life was surrounded by pitiful eyes and sympathetic words. One night when he was 10 years old, he vowed to get rid of all of them. Although they were all well-intentioned, he instinctively resisted the most Simple kindness.

They were soft knives that would chip at his pride in unsentimental warmth and bend the spine of the soul, which disgusted him. After hesitating again and again, he rang the doorbell, and it was Xiao Xiao who came out. She was wearing a loose white cotton casual shirt, and her slender legs were wrapped in light blue jeans, dangling in the big sweater. His parents stood behind him with smiles on their faces, smiling sincerely at him. Everyone chatted in the living room for a while, and mother waved to Xiao Xiao: "Xiao Xiao, help mother go to the kitchen to help, and let father accompany Xiao Gu."

Xiao Xiao smiled at Gu Haiyang, the dishes were already ready, it was a lie that her mother asked her to go into the kitchen to help, but it was true to inquire about the news. After entering the kitchen, she lay on her mother's shoulder with a playful smile: What do you want to know?Just ask. Mom smiled and handed the finished shrimp to her: Didn’t you go on a blind date?How did you know him? Xiao Xiao stuck out his tongue playfully: It's been so long and you still remember his name. The meeting was very harmonious, and before we knew it, we chatted until the evening news was over. Gu Haiyang got up and told Xiao Xiao, and his mother looked at Xiao Xiao and said, "Xiao Gu, you can return the rented house. The school gave me the two years ago." A small house has been vacant, why don't you move to live in it, the supporting facilities are complete and the transportation is convenient.

This sentence was beyond Gu Haiyang's expectation. He looked at Xiao Xiao awkwardly, not knowing how to answer, even though he had already seen Xiao Xiao's parents' love for him, and knew that this was their expression of concern for his future son-in-law. However, the first time they met, such kindness and trust were so abrupt that he felt ashamed. Mom went to the bedroom to look for the keys without any reason, Xiao Xiao was also a little stunned, her mother didn't leak a word beforehand, seeing Gu Haiyang's troubled expression, hurriedly ran in and said: Mom, wait for him for a while Let's talk about it when the rent period is up. Mother ignored her, Gu took out the key plug, handed it to Gu Haiyang and said: Never mind the lease term, I lived in an old building and life was very inconvenient. Xiao Xiao was worried that his mother's over-enthusiasm would embarrass Gu Haiyang, but he was still calm when he shied away. He took the key and looked at it for a while, then stuffed it into Xiao Xiao's hand, and explained with a smile: "Auntie, actually I am I am very grateful to the old building, and it is precisely because of its dilapidation that it motivates me to work hard and strive to buy a house as soon as possible to marry Xiao Xiao. Afterwards, Gu Haiyang knew that because of that sentence, Xiao Xiao's mother had a high opinion of him. Indeed, regarding the evasion of the house, he did not intend to show off, but felt that, as a man, he was unable to provide a good living environment for the woman he loved. The so-called love was nothing more than a combination of men and women who lacked sincerity. Winter in Qingdao is gloomy and bone-killing. The cool air permeates the winter clothes bit by bit, killing people all the way to the bone, making people have nowhere to hide. However, as long as there is love, what are these things?Gu Haiyang is the warm spring in Xiao Xiao’s heart. After get off work, Gu Haiyang carried her around, stepping on the broken ice by the sea, stomping her feet to eat grilled seafood on the shivering cold street, even though her mother told her to let her eat. Gu Haiyang went home to eat, even though the heating at home was so warm that people didn't want to get up in the morning, but these temptations were not worth the unscrupulous joy of being alone with the one he loved. Gu Haiyang often wondered that Xiao Xiao's hands and feet were still cold despite wearing so many clothes. Xiao Xiao joked that he must have been a frog in his previous life, otherwise why would his hands and feet be cold when the autumn wind blows? Gu Haiyang held up her face and looked at it seriously, as if To find out the genetic genes from her face, every time, she wrinkled her nose and said: Scary, I assure God, you must have been an animal in your previous life, but not a frog. At first, Xiao Xiao would take it seriously and ask him: What animal. He hugged her forehead, and breathed a sigh of relief: It's hard to make a conclusion now, so I can verify her authenticity by next year's Dragon Boat Festival.As he said that, he got on the bicycle, turned around and said, "Lady, get on the bicycle quickly, and don't let Master Fahai see you." Xiao Xiao suddenly realized, jumped on the car seat, and pinched his arm through the thick winter coat. He didn't resist, but turned his arm over, grabbed her hand and stuffed it under his coat from the back, and walked towards the old building. pedal away. A few times, when he was almost caught by the traffic police, Gu Haiyang turned around alertly and rode into the alley. Xiao Xiao was so frightened that he didn't dare to move his hands, and the two hands under the jacket clasped tightly around his waist. Gu Haiyang snickered in his heart, thinking, the increasing number of cars is enough for the traffic police to worry about, even if they ride Xiao Xiao on their backs, they may not be able to spare energy to take care of them, and he is greedy for this The happy hug simply doesn't tell the truth, even when Xiao Xiao is not hugging him, he will yell mischievously: There are policemen ahead. It seemed to be a conditioned reflex, with just such a voice, in an instant, Xiao Xiao's arms surrounded him, he stepped hard, and the bicycle passed through slightly surprised eyes, and disappeared into the hinterland of the city. If you spread too many happy lies, you will be seen through. Later, the presence of the police in front became the subtext for them to ask each other for a warm hug. The old building is really too old, the cold wind in winter seems to easily erode the aging old walls thoroughly, and the glass on the wooden lattice windows also indulges the invasion of the cold wind with a slight flapping sound. This decadent and cold room The old house is their love paradise. After eating in the street, they would hold hands and go up to the old building. Gu Haiyang carried Xiao Xiao to the bed, turned on the electric mattress, and the two of them sat on the bed and talked and laughed. When they had nothing to say, they just blew air on each other, watching them fly out of their mouths, turning into faint white air, like an ethereal white thread, slowly pulling each other's mouths closer, and sticking to each other little by little. Together. Later, Gu Haiyang bought a Taidian heater and put it next to the bed. Xiao Xiao lay on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand towards the warm orange light. The thin fluff on her face shone like gold in the orange halo, and the long eyelashes slightly covered the soft lines, winding all the way to the pointed chin, and occasionally raised the eyelashes to look at him , because she lowered her head, every time she looked at him, it was like a silent seduction. Gu Haiyang was dumbfounded, he was serious, he bit his lower lip lightly, and looked straight at her. Xiao Xiao raised his hand and shook it in front of his eyes: What are you thinking? Gu Haiyang murmured: Xiao Xiao, do you know how beautiful you are? Xiao Xiao whispered: I hate it, I flatter people all day long, it's not disgusting.Saying that, she dropped her hands, and let her hands loosen on the edge of the bed, and buried her face, not showing him, her hair fell and slid down in twos and threes, like petals being swept by the wind, in the warm orange light, they gradually On the way down, the white back of the neck was exposed a little bit, and a beautiful ridge was half-hidden and half-hidden in front of him, and he couldn't help but want to reach out and touch it again. Xiao Xiao's heart trembled for a moment, slightly startled, but did not move, he let his finger, with a hot temperature, carefully cruising and playing on her back like a pianist who is addicted to the piano. Clothes were piled up one by one at the foot of the bed, Xiao Xiao closed her eyes tightly, not daring to look at Haiyang, vaguely, she heard the winter wind rushing across the roof, but, in this old house, Why is it not cold at all?I just felt that there was a flame burning on the skin following his swimming lips and teeth. Later, he buried his face in her chest and cried out with a sigh: Xiao Xiao, you are mine, my angel. She held his face up, looked at his face flushed with passion, followed his blurred eyes, and saw her body, like a graceful fish, curled up tenderly in his arms, with small breasts inlaid There were two small cherry reds, just like ripe and plump cherries, which were exposed in his sight without any concealment. Suddenly, they were caught by softness and warmth. She let out a low scream, and shyly I closed my eyes... Later, whenever someone talked about happiness to her, she would blush quickly. Happiness is just a feeling, which is too difficult to describe in words. The happiness she feels is: completely giving up the desire to dominate her body. After the first love, for a long time, Xiao Xiao was immersed in illusory shyness, unable to meet other people's eyes or even look at other people's faces, as if those eyes were a knife that made her have nowhere to hide, It was easy to reveal the secrets she kept in her heart. When Gu Haiyang asked her to go out, no matter how she hinted, she dared not wrap her hands around his waist again. She felt that it was an ambiguous hint. , I often have nothing to say while talking, looking randomly at the street that can't be called a view, and don't look into each other's eyes, afraid that if I look at it, I will be called away by the passion in the other's eyes. That was their first physical sex, the body made them very happy, but it also made them feel depraved, because every time they thought of each other, they couldn't help but think of each other's body. For Xiao Xiao, she thought This is not normal, love is such a sacred thing, she should be in love with his good qualities and thoughts, why would she miss his body? She couldn't ask others, and she was ashamed to ask Gu Haiyang, so she had no choice but to hide these confusions in her heart. She always has all kinds of excuses not to care about Haiyang's old building, even though her heart is always tempted by the old building, but she bears it, she is willing to cultivate love into pure lovesickness, what a kind of pure love a feeling of. When she mentioned that it was getting late and it was time for her to go home, she would see the big snow falling from Gu Haiyang's eyes. She lowered her head and held the back seat of his bicycle to show that she wanted to In the posture of going home, Gu Haiyang always holds her face tightly and sticks it tightly until she pushes him and says: It's really time to go. He was just pushing his bicycle, and he swayed very slowly along the way. In fact, if he rode his bicycle towards the old building, she would not refuse, and even hoped for it. Doting on her like a father doting on his only child. Ever since Xiao Xiao fell in love with Gu Haiyang, her mother gave up controlling her. Giving Xiao Xiao to Gu Haiyang was like devout believers handing over their prayers to God, which made her feel at ease. She never doubted her vision, These confidences were given by Xiao Xiao's father. Relying on intuition is often better than believing in reason. Just like back then, she survived all the difficulties in exchange for the love that Xiao Xiao's father has never let down in his life. Although Gu Haiyang laughed as usual, Xiao Xiao still saw his sentimentality of wanting to advance and retreat. He swayed on the street with Xiao Xiao on his back, often feeling at a loss as to where he was going. After causing harm, but unable to ask, he easily no longer dared to touch any skin on her body, it was too smooth and soft, it ignited his heart like a devil's curse, making him unable to stop thinking To burn burn. However, he was afraid that this kind of endless burning would scare Xiao Xiao away, so he could only endure it. Christmas is approaching, he carried Xiao Xiao wandering in the street, the sky was leaden, and soon, there were snowflakes falling, Xiao Xiao raised his face, sighed that it was so cold. He paused and said, can I take you home? Xiao Xiao who was behind him didn't respond for a long time. Occasionally, a car whistle blew, and the snowflakes became bigger and bigger. The city was shrouded in a vast whiteness. Feather-like snowflakes swayed on the eyebrows and In his hair, the cars passing by obviously slowed down, and he asked again: Shall I take you home? No, I'm going to the old building.Xiao Xiao felt that his body was burning badly, as if being scorched by flames. The bicycle stopped for a moment, and almost fell down. He was stunned, his mind went blank, and he stepped hard, and the bicycle plunged into this snow-white world like the wind. When they entered the door, both of them were a little embarrassed. Everyone knew what would happen next. Xiao Xiao stood in front of him, lowered his head, and gently patted the snowflakes on his body. Hugged her tightly, kissed her face, the snowflakes on the eyelashes on the tip of her nose, sporadic, refreshing coldness spread on the tip of her tongue, he couldn't control his heart that was going crazy... This time, they were much calmer, Xiao Xiao hugged Gu Haiyang's face and turned aside: Don't look at me like a wolf staring at a lamb. Gu Haiyang twisted her face desperately: I want to look at you like this, and discuss it with my mother, let's get married, okay? Xiao Xiao glared at him: ah, we got married after only three months of acquaintance, others would laugh at us for engaging in lightning tactics. Does a beautiful relationship take a long time to verify its beauty?I don't think lightning marriage is an embarrassing thing. Xiao Xiao looked at him, pursed her lips, and Gu Haiyang came to scratch her: You smiled maliciously, tell me what are you thinking? Xiao Xiao was ticklish since he was a child, he laughed and rolled away, still refusing to beg for mercy, he glanced at him with charming eyes and said: The purpose of your marriage is not pure, do you think it is for... Gu Haiyang grabbed her, put her on his chest, and looked at her affectionately: Whatever you think, anyway, I just want to marry you, and I want you to sleep on my arm for the rest of my life.After finishing speaking, he hugged her forcefully, pressed her on his chest, and kissed her tenderly. He kept kissing her face until it gradually flushed, and Ruolan exhaled. The snowflakes outside the window were falling endlessly, reflecting the warm milky white inside the window, and their bodies were tangled together silently throughout the night, catching the ripples of happiness deep in their bodies. Xiao Xiao smelled a faint smell of burnt wood, and she shook Gu Haiyang: Did the electric heater burn something? Gu Haiyang casually said no, he raised his eyes, and was suddenly stunned by the scene in front of him. White smoke came in from the cracks in the wooden floor like a snake, and quickly spread in the room. He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly Jumped up, picked up Xiao Xiao who was on the bed, and frantically put her clothes on: Hurry up, maybe the stove downstairs ignited something. Xiao Xiao glanced at the floor, and didn't care about what to say, so he pushed Gu Haiyang: Leave me alone, wear your own first.While talking, they put the clothes on Gu Haiyang's head, and when they rushed out of the room, the corridor was already a mess, and the sound of children crying and running in a hurry echoed dully in the gap between the flying snowflakes. A woman with disheveled hair, wearing half-covered clothes, cried out in the cold wind, probably because her husband tricked him into marrying him into this old building with rhetoric, and he has been clamoring for her to live in the old building since he was in love. The house, as a result, she is almost 50 years old and still nests in the dilapidated old building. At night, she puts the clothes on the chair and puts them next to the stove to dry, and forgets to remove them when she sleeps. As a result, the clothes are baked It ignited the clothes chair again... Everyone was busy fighting the fire, and those who could not fight the fire were shivering in the cold wind. Her crying did not attract much sympathy and comfort. When the fire truck arrived, the crowd calmed down, and everyone watched the flames being suppressed and restrained little by little. After escaping from the dangerous situation, the people gradually regained consciousness, and the long sighs mixed with crying spread among the crowd. After the old wooden structure was ransacked by the fire, it was even more dilapidated. There is a complex burnt smell in the air. Xiao Xiao found Gu Haiyang who was equally absent-minded in the crowd. His clothes were wet and dirty during the frantic firefighting, and his face was so smoky that he couldn't make out his face. He raised his head and looked at the The window, the wooden lattice has been burned, and the glass has fallen to the ground. Xiao Xiao followed his gaze and shook his hand vigorously: let's go. Where did Gu Haiyang say to go?Suddenly, he felt a sense of sadness that he had never felt before. He loved this woman so much, but in this huge city, in front of the cruel reality, his love was so pale, even He couldn't even guarantee her safety when he was in love with her, and he couldn't guarantee that she would not be attacked by the cold. What's more, on this night, he almost let her be buried in a sea of ​​fire in the name of love. Xiao Xiao pulled him along and walked in the increasingly silent snowy night. Those flying snowflakes made their shadows under the street lamps wander erratically, like his heart, at this moment, suddenly had nowhere to rest, Although he knew that with Xiao Xiao on this night, he didn't have to live in a small hotel like other residents of the old building, but in his consciousness, how much he was willing, this dependable The down-to-earth warmth should be given to Xiao Xiao by herself, not by her. I don't remember how long we walked, Xiao Xiao stopped suddenly, looked at him and smiled: "The heavy snow also sealed your mouth?" Gu Haiyang touched her face, this clean face, which was lying in his arms like a child just now, now, in order to let him forget the unhappiness just now, is smiling like a little mother comforting a child , with gentle fingers, trying to soothe the blank emptiness that sank infinitely in his heart. He forced a smile, opened his mouth, and couldn't speak, but felt his throat a little sore, as if he had caught a cold when he was a child, and said in a hoarse trembling voice: Xiao Xiao, I... I can't go on. Xiao Xiao jumped away with a smile: She also claimed that she was not afraid of the cold, but her voice was so cold that she was shivering.As he spoke, he pointed to a building on the side of the road and said: I have a friend who lives upstairs, let's go sit and keep warm. After finishing speaking, he didn't allow Gu Haiyang to say anything, pulled him up and ran upstairs, took out a bunch of keys under Gu Haiyang's speechless gaze, opened the door and said, "Is it strange that I have the key to her house?"We are close friends in boudoir. The room in the second bedroom is very clean, with all the household items. There is a huge pot of dried flowers in the living room, and a cherry wood glass tea table in front of the light linen fabric sofa.A study room and a bedroom, the quilts on the bed are all opened, and the golden sunflowers are blooming on the bedspread, blooming warmly in the tranquility. Everything is very friendly and demure, like a gentle little lady who has just cleaned up the house and went downstairs to get newspapers or buy snacks. Xiao Xiao took Gu Haiyang's hand and walked around in each room, then pushed him down on the bed: Do you know who this close friend is? Gu Haiyang tapped her nose with his finger. Hey, I didn't expect you to be so smart, you have nowhere to go tonight, so just make do here, I have to collect rent. Gu Haiyang knew that she said this because she was afraid that she would not accept her kindness, so she nodded her head solemnly, and then joked: You are becoming more and more like the white lady by the West Lake, but the modern Xu Xian vowed to use his own Try to give the white lady a palace, otherwise he will be a man in vain, and he will also live up to the expectations that the white lady has for him. Xiao Xiao knows that he is a strong person, and he is unwilling to let go of his self-esteem and accept this gift calmly. He is afraid that he will feel embarrassed, so he smiles and says that this house has been idle for two years, and someone once proposed to rent it out. There is no shortage of spare money, and he refuses to live in a mess for people who don't know where he is, so he wants to leave it for Xiao Xiao to build a new house. I don't care if I want this old house to be a new one. They have no confidence in me, thinking that I can't find a diamond king who can afford a new house.As he said that, Xiao Xiao buried his head under his armpit: Honey, I believe in your ability, why don't you just feel wronged here for a while? In fact, how much she wanted to say, dear, please feel sorry for your proud self-esteem for a while, and don't reject my parents' good intentions, okay? Gu Haiyang groped her smooth cheeks: Little fairy, stop talking, I understand everything, do you often come to clean up this house? Xiao Xiao nodded vigorously, yes, ever since she had skin-to-skin relationship with Gu Haiyang, she took a look at the house and wiped every corner carefully. Haiyang was able to let go of her self-esteem and calmly accept a comfortable life. The bunch of keys had gleamed a metallic luster in her palm, but she didn't have the courage to force them over and dragged him from the old building. When Gu Haiyang screamed and picked her up from the bed, except for the initial stunned moment, God knows how lucky she was, and even thanked God a little selfishly, the fire came at the right time, otherwise, she Where can I find an excuse to let Gu Haiyang live in this house, so that she doesn't have to feel sorry for Gu Haiyang who is shivering in the old building with air leaks everywhere at night. The two talked for a while, Gu Haiyang looked at his phone and said that it's time for me to take you home. Xiao Xiao got up reluctantly, and Gu Haiyang habitually looked to the right after going downstairs, and just smiled, remembering that the bicycle was still downstairs in the old building, and in the fire, it had not yet been ruined into a What kind of appearance, faintly, Xiao Xiao also looked at him, with a touch of sadness in her eyes, knowing that she is also a nostalgic person, but, no matter how nostalgic, some things still left them without hesitation. There was a thick layer of snow on the street, soft and beautiful white, the creaking and creaking sounds when they landed, like the groans of some little creatures, they couldn't bear to step down. The snow was thick and the road was slippery, and there were few cars coming. The shadows of the two were cast on the white snow, blown by the wind, and gently swayed with the fine snow. After waiting for a long time for the car to arrive, Xiao Xiao got in, and Gu Haiyang suddenly grabbed the door that was about to close: I want to take you back. She walked alone in the snowy night in the city, and he suddenly felt uneasy and distressed. Xiao Xiao got into the seat inside, and Gu Haiyang sat down, then shook her hand, and said for a long time: Xiao Xiao, you Can I meet my mother... He was a little cautious in asking, and he was not sure. Many urban girls are unwilling to marry men who are assigned to Qingdao from other places, especially men born in rural areas. In fact, it is not that they have any prejudice against men born in rural areas. The endless harassment of relatives in the countryside, and the remote rural family members have become a burden on the married life. At the beginning of the acquaintance, he told Xiao Xiao about his family and his affectionate mother, but after all, it was just talking. Many things, if you haven't touched the specifics, can't reflect a person's true attitude. Xiao Xiaoyi was on his shoulder, saying yes, Xuan Er looked at him excitedly: My ugly daughter-in-law is finally going to see her mother-in-law, but if your mother doesn't like me, will you not want me? Gu Haiyang just laughed and said: What I like is what my mother likes, she will wish she could spoil you to heaven. The matter was settled like this. The next day, Xiao Xiao and his mother talked about going to her mother-in-law's house. Her mother was busy helping her arrange a meeting gift for her mother-in-law, and told Xiao Xiao not to look too delicate when she went to the countryside. He said that he wanted to make a good impression on his mother-in-law and lay a good foundation for getting along with her in the future. Seeing her mother busy, Xiao Xiao felt very sad for her. The love between mother and father began with an extramarital affair. She has been rejected by her grandma as a vixen who destroys other families. Even her granddaughter was involved. Refusing to give my mother a good face, this matter has always been a deep pain in my mother's heart. I made an appointment with Gu Haiyang to go back to my hometown in the mountainous area of ​​Luxi on New Year's Day, and they arrived in no time. The two of them went to the long-distance station early in the morning. Due to the holiday, the station was overcrowded, and it was raining heavily in winter, so the inside and outside of the station were wet everywhere. In one piece, people were pushing each other to and fro, and the posture didn't seem like they were about to go out by car, but it was as frightening as if a bomb would explode at the station if they walked five minutes later. Gu Haiyang held Xiao Xiao's hand firmly, and finally got to the ticket gate, and when he got on the bus, Xiao Xiao was already crushed. Gu Haiyang was so distressed that he had no choice but to smile and say: Thank you for your hard work. , The crowd is more fierce at the end of the year, this is one of the prices you have to pay for loving me. Xiao Xiao glanced at him: Please, why do you feel like you are looking for an excuse to break up? The car slowly drove out of the station, and as soon as it left the urban area, the trees on the side of the road quickly swept to the rear, with love by its side, no matter how long the journey was, it seemed short. It's getting closer. As soon as he entered the county seat, Gu Haiyang's eyes lit up, and he kept introducing to Xiao Xiao what he had done here and what he had done there. There is no through train to Gu Haiyang’s village, so you can only take a taxi. The road is bumpy, and the cheap taxis are in poor condition. Xiao Xiao was thrown up on the car seat once, at first Xiao Xiao thought it was fun, but gradually he couldn't take it anymore, walking down the 40-mile mountain road, it seemed that all the bones in his body were shaken and scattered, and they would shatter and shatter at the slightest movement After going, the mountain wind and mountain dust came in through the gap of the poorly sealed car door, and the dust that kept getting into the gaps between her teeth made her close her lips tightly. When Gu Haiyang said that, she looked at him in a daze, and almost didn't even have the energy to get out of the car. But she couldn't help it, because she saw a thin woman in a navy blue face coat standing in the sun in the winter afternoon, looking in their direction eagerly, she must be the future mother-in-law. From time to time, she raised her hand to brush the gray hair that obstructed her sight. Due to too much work, her back was slightly burdened, but she still looked lean. Seeing the car approaching, she greeted it with a smile. She was as slender as Gu Haiyang. His eyes were full of kindness.