Chapter 17 Chapter Seventeen

Qin Yu left the hospital with sad steps.He shouldn't have come, really shouldn't.Walking on the street, Deng Chaolu's face flashed repeatedly in Qin Yu's mind.The way she was angry and the sound of scolding him tortured him over and over again, making his already panicked heart even more uneasy.He should have come to visit Aunt Deng a long time ago. He should have arrived at the first moment of hospitalization.But no.He didn't know why he had to delay for so long, was it just because of her and his father, or his mother?Both, but none of the real reasons to stop him.So what is it?Ordinarily, as a junior, he has no reason to hate the previous generation. No matter what Auntie Deng had with her father or how much hatred she had with her mother, when he came to him, he should forget everything and just remember that they are the elders.What's more, Auntie Deng was so kind to him, not to mention the caring for him when he was young. After graduating from university and working, Auntie Deng gave him help and love, especially the support at work, which is unparalleled.

But he was too late to send his footsteps to the hospital. There may be Wu Ruohan's factor in this, he didn't want to hide it, the new wife Wu Ruohan had indeed warned him that she dared to go to the hospital to be courteous, and he couldn't bear to walk around.Why can't I eat it? Qin Yu didn't think about it. Maybe Wu Ruohan was still jealous, or maybe he was joking, but he reminded himself that there was no need to make Wu Ruohan angry about this matter.After all he married her and she is now his wife. Besides, is there any more important reason to stop him?After much deliberation, it was still Deng Chaolu.

Qin Yu couldn't figure it out now, whether he had resentment, hatred, or love for Deng Chaolu? He has no reason to blame her for hating her. Why should he hate her? Is it because she is Deng Jiaying's daughter?It seems untenable.But he really didn't want her to be Deng Jiaying's daughter.If her surname is Zhang, Wang, whatever, as long as she has nothing to do with Deng Jiaying, the situation may be completely opposite. Quite the opposite— The scene many years ago in the valley to the north of the white house suddenly jumped out, pulling him into Jiu Yuan at once.The bonfire was lit, and the youthful face and bright eyes in the bonfire became clearer and clearer.Finally, he knocked his head on the electric pole by the side of the road, knocking hard.

When I got home, Wu Ruohan had just taken a shower and was putting on makeup in her pajamas in front of the mirror.This woman is obsessed with cleanliness, taking three baths a day is not enough, and sometimes runs to the bathroom in the middle of the night.Or have a narcissistic complex, like to soak in the bathtub and watch your body not come out.In short, she was incompatible with Qin Yu's living habits, something she didn't know before marriage.But Qin Yu didn't get bored immediately, he was trying to get used to it. Marriage is a habit, this is what his mother told him. Seeing Qin Yu, Wu Ruohan called out dear, and asked him where he had been for so long.Qin Yu listlessly said, work overtime, what else can I do?Wu Ruohan immediately asked back: "Working overtime, where did you do the overtime? I just contacted Xiang Min, and she said that you are not in the unit at all."

Qin Yu was annoyed inwardly, why is it that making up lies is getting worse and worse?Xiang Min is in the same research room as him, a typical gossip woman plus right and wrong woman, a master who hides from everyone she sees, but she is very close to Wu Ruohan, the two always like to get together when they have nothing to do, whispering, and don't know about them How come there are so many common languages.Xiang Min's husband is abroad, and she is a left-behind woman. Fearing that Wu Ruohan would be entangled, Qin Yu pretended to be tired and walked slowly to the study.Unexpectedly, Wu Ruohan yelled: "Stop first!" Qin Yu had no choice but to stop, looking at his new wife wearily.

"Say, did you go to see your mother-in-law?" "What did you say?" Qin Yu was really surprised, Wu Ruohan had ridiculed him more than once. "No, it's inaccurate to call her mother-in-law. You should call her... Forget it, you know what to call her best. Tell me, did you go to the hospital?" Wu Ruohan stroked her hair, walked towards Qin Yu, half naked in her pajamas, Showing half of her full breasts. Qin Yu wanted to say, I went to the hospital, can't I?But he was afraid that Wu Ruohan would make a fuss, so he said: "What nonsense are you talking about, I will go to their unit with Mr. Zhao to check the information."

This lie deceived Wu Ruohan, Wu Ruohan wrapped her chest and said: "I'll just say it, how can my husband be ruthless and ungrateful, this Xiangzhu is so jealous that I almost knocked over the jar of vinegar." Qin Yu stared blankly at his wife's still sexy body for a long time, shook his head, and entered the study. They lived in three bedrooms and two living rooms, the unit was repaired, and the internal price was paid by Miao Yulan. Qin Yu didn't need to worry about these things at all, just enjoy themselves.But Qin Yu is obviously not a person who is greedy for enjoyment. Miao Yulan has put so much painstaking efforts into him, and she can't exchange a word of appreciation.For this reason, Miao Yulan has a lot of opinions, and has protested in front of her daughter more than once.Wu Ruohan was on Qin Yu's side in this matter. She said to her mother, "Isn't it you who fell in love? Why do you regret it now? Be magnanimous and don't be so fussy. People who can't get along with their son-in-law will sooner or later It will make my daughter hate it."

"Dare?!" Miao Yulan gave her daughter a blank look, picked up a pile of dirty clothes and carried them into the bathroom.After her daughter got married, she took the initiative to be a nanny. Her daughter never took care of housework. She couldn't let the Qin family gossip, she could only wrong herself. This is a digression, no matter what, Miao Yulan got her wish, snatching Qin Yu was the most beautiful thing she did in her life.Whenever she thinks of Deng Jiaying's mother and daughter's desperate eyes, she trembles with excitement, as if she has regained love. Wu Ruohan followed into the study room, leaned coquettishly on the door frame and said, "Husband, I have some good news for you. The publishing house just called and agreed to our signature."

"What?" Qin Yu's buttocks that had just rested on the chair bounced up, staring at his wife in surprise.Qin Yu has a book to be published, which is the result of his many years of research, Wu Ruohan wholeheartedly wants to share this result, no matter how much Qin Yu objects, he still insists on co-signing his name on it.She can do such a thing for nothing, and she is confident.Qin Yu is a very rigorous person, especially academically.Wu Ruohan can do anything else, but this is the only thing he can't agree to, and he feels ashamed! "Why are you looking at me like this, wanting to eat people?" Wu Ruohan smiled and pulled up her pajamas.This pajamas is also true, it keeps falling down, and half of her crisp breasts keep leaking out.Seeing that Qin Yu was still staring at her dumbfoundedly, Wu Ruohan said: "It's settled, what's yours is mine, don't be mean to me." After speaking, she went to the living room with a twisted step.Soon, she called Xiang Min.Xiang Min was bored, and when Wu Ruohan asked her to go to the women's club, he excitedly agreed.The two made an appointment to meet half an hour later, and kissed loudly on the phone.

Qin Yu's teeth were chattering with hatred, a similar thing happened a month ago, Wu Ruohan took two of his unpublished papers as his own, and published them in an authoritative magazine, and only hers was signed. name.Now Wu Ruohan is thinking about his monograph again.As for herself, she has never even touched a book since she was married, and she knows how to dress up and go out to play all day long. After a while, Wu Ruohan dressed up and left. Qin Yu walked out of the study and stood blankly in the living room.Is this his home, does he really have a home?Looking at this strange yet familiar place, Qin Yu was in a daze more than once.I really married her, and really want to spend my whole life with such a woman?

Qin Yu has his own fantasies about marriage. He hopes that his wife will be gentle, virtuous, beautiful and studious, who will be his helper in career and a good wife in life.This may be a high requirement, but he really longed to find such a beautiful and virtuous woman, with whom he could spend his whole life.It is undeniable that Qin Yu had a crush on Deng Chaolu.The amorous night at the White House in Qilian Mountains not only planted love in Deng Chaolu's heart, but also left a dream in his heart.Since then, a beautiful figure always flashed in front of his eyes.Those lonely days on the mountain were accompanied by that shadow.He didn't expect that the ugly duckling in his eyes back then would look so fresh and refined, like a fairy that made his youthful heart want to move.Later, Deng Chaolu graduated and started a postgraduate study under her father. When she was free, Qin Yu always wanted to find some topics to get close to her.Sometimes Deng Chaolu dodges, and sometimes looks at him bewilderedly.Sometimes hot, sometimes cold.Is that love? Qin Yu thinks it is, but also thinks it's not.Because he really couldn't figure out what was going on in the heart of that pretty and quiet girl.For a while, probably when Deng Chaolu was studying for a Ph.D., Qin Yu wanted to be bold and ask her clearly once.But his mother discovered his mind and blocked his "ambition" in time. Mother said: "Xiao Yu, listen carefully. You can love any girl, but you can't love her. Do you know who she is?" Qin Yu said, "She is Aunt Deng's daughter. What about my brother?" He was sweet in his heart when he said this, and many scenes from his childhood reappeared in his mind, and he wondered how a little girl with a snot and crying nose could be so eye-catching.Yes, eye-catching, as soon as Deng Chaolu appeared during that time, his eyes immediately lit up, and his pupils could be enlarged several times.But unexpectedly, after listening to his words, his mother smiled coldly: "Xiao Yu, you are so naive and kind, it's all my mother's fault for passing on kindness to you, so my mother is really worried about you." "Mom, what's the matter, what do you want to say?" Qin Yu looked at his mother strangely. Mother Chuya smiled indifferently, and sighed: "Xiaoyu, my mother didn't tell you many things, because she was afraid that you would be distracted, affecting work and our Xiaoyu's career. But now that you are older, some things should be done. Let you know." Saying that, Chu Ya sat down, solemnly, and sat opposite Qin Yu.Her sitting posture is very popular, she has style, and she also has the style of a leading cadre.Qin Yu once joked that his father was like an honest farmer, and more like a scholar who hunched over piles of ancient papers.But his mother is quite elegant, no matter how you look at it, she looks like a leader.That day's mother really put on a leader's posture, put her legs together, and stroked her drooping hair with her hands. She thought it was so inappropriate, so she sat down again. "Get Mom a glass of water," she said. Qin Yu hurriedly poured a glass of water, and while admiring his mother's demeanor, said pitifully, "Speak, Mom." Chu Ya coughed, which was also her habitual action, no matter at home or at work, as long as Chu Ya spoke seriously When something happens, he coughs first, clears his throat, and then speaks it out in an uncluttered manner.But that day Chuya suddenly lost her mind, as if she didn't know where to start with this matter, or this matter was too difficult to tell, which made her ashamed to speak.In short, after she finished coughing, she moistened her throat with water, but she still didn't speak. She seemed to be suddenly confused, so that her face, which was still radiant just now, suddenly became gloomy, and her eyes, which were always bright , also became dim at that moment, became painful and frightened the son. Qin Yu was startled, and rushed to his mother in a panic: "Mom, what's wrong, don't scare me." Qin Yu grabbed his mother with both hands, shook her vigorously, and kept asking questions.Chu Ya slowly stretched out her hand and held her son's hand. Her hand was a little cold, which made Qin Yu even more uneasy. "Mom—" Qin Yu called again, and wiped her mother's forehead with her palm.His mother's forehead was actually cold, and cold sweat seeped into his fingers. "Mom, what's the matter, don't scare me." Qin Yu's voice was completely distorted. "Don't worry, Xiaoyu, mom is fine." Chu Yazhun said while playing, and at the same time passed a kind of strength to her son with the palm of her hand. "Mom just can't think of those things. Although those things have passed for so many years, when Mom thinks of them, she will suffocate and die. Xiao Yu, Mom is really going to die. Mom can't live anymore." "Mom—" Qin Yu called his mother loudly, trying hard to hug her to the bed, and he was about to call "120" for emergency services, but Chu Ya stopped him: "Sit with mom, don't leave, Mom can't live without you, if you leave Mom, Mom will have no hope." "No, how could I leave you, really not, mom, don't scare me." "But you want to love her, you actually want to love her, love that bastard. Do you know who she is?" Chu Ya seemed to sternly, and then her voice became extremely weak again, "Mom can't say, really can't say , but you must remember to stay away from her, the farther the better. Did you hear that?" "What's going on? Why can't I love Xiaolu? Mom, please explain clearly." Qin Yu let go of his mother. He didn't expect her mother to react so strongly and in such pain. He had to find out the truth. But there is no truth. Up until now, his mother has not told him the truth, but kept warning him that if he dared to fall in love with Xiaolu, she would die for him, so that he would never be able to enjoy his mother's love again. Qin Yu can't lose her mother's love, no.He knows this better than anyone.Since childhood, he grew up with his mother, who is everything to him, far more important than his father.Sometimes, mother is even more important than him.So Qin Yu compromised and promised his mother not to think about that woman anymore. "No, she's a villain." Mother corrected stubbornly, wanting him to say these two words himself.Qin Yu couldn't say it, but his mother seemed far more tenacious than him. It seemed that if he didn't call Deng Chaolu that way, her pain would not be relieved.Finally one day, Qin Yu gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, I don't want that bastard anymore." Chu Ya smiled sweetly, with a girlish shyness flashing across her face, she couldn't help but kissed her son's forehead. At one time, Qin Yu thought that his mother was sick, not the body, but the mind, or the soul.Qin Yu had come into contact with some Western books in college, and heard his classmates talk about the grotesque and absurd kind of love in the world. Later, when he read Freud, he was almost sure that his mother prevented him from falling in love with Xiaolu, because Mental problems.But his mother soon brought him a girl who was recognized as a beauty in the mother's family.The girl's home is in a water town in the south of the Yangtze River. Her appearance is far superior to that of Deng Chaolu, and she has a prominent family background. Her father is the mayor of a city in the south of the Yangtze River.Mother said: "Get in touch with her, she has something you like." Seeing his mother's generous appearance, Qin Yu realized that he was wrong.His mother was not because of the reason he was worried about. He was really a bit wretched or obscene in this regard. How could he think of his mother like that?After blaming himself, Qin Yu was at a loss. Why did his mother oppose him and Deng Chaolu? Until two years ago, when Qin Yu came back from Qilian Mountain, his mother had a quarrel with his father, and his father moved to live on the second floor of the research institute in a rage.At night, after complaining to him, his mother fell asleep.Qin Yu couldn't sleep, tossed and turned on the bed for a long time, got up and went to his father's study. He was seldom allowed to enter his father's study, and neither was his mother.There are always some strange phenomena in this family. The mother can do whatever she wants in other areas, can give orders to the father, and even doesn't take him seriously at all, but the mother obeys the rules of the study room better than Qin Yu. He repeatedly told Qin Yu: "That is your father's private territory, don't go in there, lest he howl like a wolf." That night, Qin Yu suddenly became interested, and went into the study by accident. He discovered a secret. It was a book placed in a dark corner on the upper shelf of the bookshelf. When Qin Yu took it, there was a thick layer of dust on it, so that the dust flew up and confused his eyes.After he wiped off the dust with a towel, he realized that it was a very old book with yellowed paper. It was a popular reader on water conservancy engineering published in the 1950s.Qin Yu thought it was funny, what's the use of father hiding such a book, does he still have nostalgia for that era?But when he opened the book and saw the two photos, he was dumbfounded. There are two yellowed photos hidden in the book, one with Longfeng Gorge in the background, that canyon is very familiar to him, even though it is a photo from the 1970s, he still recognized the canyon at a glance canyon.Indistinctly, there is also that dam.Downstream of the embankment, in a relatively open area, there were two people standing by the river, one was his father, Qin Jizhou, and the other was Aunt Deng. They stood side by side, with expressions unique to that era on their faces, firm and full of conviction, but there was another layer of content in the eyes of their father and Aunt Deng.Qin Yu also had that content in his eyes, it was the content he loved to reveal when he fell in love with Deng Chaolu. This photo didn't irritate him much, but when he saw another photo, Qin Yu's complexion suddenly turned pale. There are three people in the photo, father, Aunt Deng, and Aunt Deng is holding a little girl in her arms.This picture was taken in a photo studio, and the father is holding out his finger, happily teasing the girl. The girl is Deng Chaolu! Qin Yu would never admit his mistake, even though the girl was only over one year old, but the purple beauty spot under her eyebrows betrayed her, Qin Yumeng suddenly thought of Deng Chaolu's face. Calculated by time, Qin Yu should be four years old at that time.At the age of four, he lived with his mother in the provincial capital. It was a very poor and difficult life, and his father was unwilling to come back. There was a reason for not coming back!Qin Yu's hand softened, and the photo fell to the ground. From that day on, he knew that he could never have any thoughts about Deng Chaolu again.No, there should be, it's hate. Hate was born so logically. When he needed his father the most, his father hid in Qilian Mountains, under the banner of a majestic banner, saying that he would dedicate his youth and talent to that river, to that mountain... Shameless!He scolded his father that night.Later, he suddenly woke up, why his father always lacked enthusiasm in front of him, why his father always kept Deng Chaolu by his side, it turned out to be like this!