Chapter 2 Chapter two

When Deng Chaolu was tortured by her untimely love, her mother, Deng Jiaying, director of the Shiyang River Basin Management Office, was also tormented by something.The physical discomfort started on a certain day. First, there was a slight discomfort in the breast, and then there was a slight pain in one breast, and the shoulders and back were heavy and sore.Deng Jiaying didn't care. These two pieces of meat on her body always caused her troubles. When she was young, her breasts were full and straight because of her well-developed body. She never dared to wear tight clothes, and she dared not hold her head up when she walked. I am afraid that people will say that she is showing off on purpose and playing the game of capitalism.The construction of the reservoir brought her even more trouble.Men often stare at her with ill intentions, and stare at her for a long time, making her not only uncomfortable in her chest, but even more uncomfortable in her heart.For a while, she secretly wrapped the two shy guys with cloth straps to prevent them from jumping out, like two aggrieved children, staying at home obediently.Just like this, some people poured dirty water on her, saying that in the battle of Longfengxia Reservoir, she was able to be a pacesetter and captain of the Iron Girls because of these two pieces of meat, and said that Qin Jizhou, an activist in the province, did it for her. Why don't you stay on the reservoir, just for her two lumps of meat.They also put a similar "crime" on Wu Tianliang, the technician back then. She, Deng Jiaying, was simply Pan Jinlian on the reservoir.If the old secretary hadn't protected her back then, and her father was the secretary of the brigade, no matter how innocent she was, she would have nothing to do, and she would have to let those people tell the truth.After so many years, these two lumps of flesh not only did not sag or shrink, but stood upright and proud as before, on the contrary they looked bigger, fuller and more attractive than before.But it's troublesome.Deng Jiaying sometimes goes online and sees those female movie stars who, in order to show off, use different methods to enlarge their breasts, shamelessly and deliberately expose their breasts to the outside world, and even shamelessly say that they have accidentally exposed their breasts.I thought to myself, why are they doing this? It's too late for me to wrap myself up, so how can I deliberately let them out to cause trouble?

The discomfort became more and more obvious, and finally one day, a bean-sized hard lump appeared on the purple-brown nipple, and the beautiful nipple began to ooze.Deng Jiaying is different from other women. She knows what's going on with her too well. When she was young, her pair of beautiful nipples didn't flow any liquid. At fifty-two years old, how could they flow juice?She felt that there was something wrong, so she quietly came to the provincial capital and found a doctor in the gynecology department.The doctor was a little older than Deng Jiaying. After careful questioning and several tests, he said, "Don't be too pessimistic. There shouldn't be any major problems. Go back and take some medicine." He breathed a sigh of relief, and looked gratefully at the older female doctor: "Thank you, I am really afraid that I have an incurable disease." The doctor said in a friendly tone: "There are so many incurable diseases, but you have to take care of them." You, woman, treat yourself better." Speaking of this, she smiled tenderly, as if Deng Jiaying was her sister she hadn't seen for a long time, and Deng Jiaying smiled back at the female doctor.The female doctor said unsatisfactorily: "Such a pair of breasts, tsk tsk, how many people are envious. You have to be grateful for them, you have to love them, you know?" Deng Jiaying nodded shyly and hummed.After that, Deng Jiaying didn't care about it, thinking that there was nothing wrong with the pair of treasures.But she was wrong. Less than three months after returning from the hospital, the side of the nipple with hard hair suddenly swelled and the lymph nodes in the armpit suddenly swelled. My legs were suddenly too heavy to move, and my heart was even heavier. I suddenly felt that my life had come to an end.

Deng Jiaying was originally a strong woman, but everyone who knew her said so.Her friends Lu Bo, Wu Tianliang, and hydrologist Qin Jizhou also affirmed her, but that was before, in the first fifty-two years of her life.Now, when her 53rd birthday was approaching, she suddenly had a feeling of collapse. After holding on for a lifetime, she finally couldn't hold it anymore. She cried secretly all night, and then ran to the provincial capital the next day.This time, she didn't look for the female doctor, and quietly came to the Provincial No. 1 People's Hospital by herself, and finished all the examinations, like a death row prisoner waiting for the verdict, anxiously waiting for the result.Wu Tianliang, secretary of the municipal party committee, called her and asked her to prepare a document for urgent use in the city.Enduring strong fear and anxiety, Deng Jiaying said with a choked voice that she was not at work and came to the provincial capital. "What are you doing in the provincial capital all the time?" Wu Tianliang scolded dissatisfiedly.Deng Jiaying calmed down, and said in a relatively natural tone: "I'm here to see my daughter, I miss her a little bit." They have to call their daughters and have a warm meal.Whatever request his daughter had, he would try his best to satisfy it.

"That's right, then you stay with Xiao Lu well, I'll find Lao Mao." Lao Mao is the second in command of the River Basin Management Office. Deng Jiaying really missed her daughter. The moment she suspected that she was suffering from an incurable disease, her daughter's face first came to her mind.Of these fifty-two years, the first nearly twenty years were spent by her parents, and the middle years were spent by the man she loved and hated. Her life will end immediately, but God will soon give her a daughter, so that her life will have hope again.The 20-odd years since her daughter Deng Chaolu came to this world have been the happiest, happiest, and most fulfilling 20-odd years of her life.Is this happiness about to be lost?Deng Jiaying was overwhelmed with fear. She was not afraid that she would die immediately, but she was afraid of her daughter.The daughter hasn't married yet, hasn't started a career yet... has nowhere to marry!Her tears couldn't help falling down, and she said to herself while wiping her tears, you can't fall down, absolutely not, you have to hold on, and you have to hold on for Xiaolu.

The examination results finally came out, and Deng Jiaying was talking to an old doctor, an expert from the People's Hospital.Deng Jiaying was lucky, and met an expert the first time she went to the Provincial People's Hospital.She looked at the expert pitifully. The expert was not in a hurry, and looked over the deep glasses: "Are you the patient?" Deng Jiaying said in a panic, "I am, my name is Deng Jiaying." "Oh——" the old expert groaned, looked away, and quickly hid the diagnosis results. "Family, let your family come." Deng Jiaying looked back, there was nothing behind her, no family members.She said to the old expert: "I am from another place, doctor, please tell me the truth."

"Without family members?" The old doctor looked behind her strangely, convinced that she came alone, and said, "Well, you go back first, but you have to wait for two days." "Isn't it already out?" Deng Jiaying was anxious to cry, and at the same time realized that the result must be bad.The old doctor said very experienced: "This is the preliminary result. It seems that there is no major problem, but you still need to pay attention. How about this? First, you should be hospitalized for observation. It is best to have someone from your family. Hospitalization is relatively troublesome. , how can we do if there is no one at home?"

No matter how Deng Jiaying asked, the old doctor would only say this.Deng Jiaying became more and more aware of what was going on, cancer, it must be cancer. After leaving the hospital, Deng Jiaying walked alone on the street, unable to express her inner feelings.Family members, relatives, these two words flashed repeatedly in my mind.I didn't think these two words had any special meaning before, but now I understand that family members are the people who appear by your side and give you strength and support when you need care and love the most.But she really has no family.All these years, her daughter is the only one who has accompanied her, but can she tell her daughter the news?The word husband may be an extremely common word to other women, but to her, it is so extravagant and noble.Thinking of this, a face suddenly flashed in her mind——Qin Jizhou, and immediately shook his head resolutely, no, absolutely not, and this news cannot be told to him either!

Deng Jiaying later thought of a trick and went to another hospital. This time she was smarter. After completing all the examinations, when it was her turn to hear the results, she told the doctor that the patient was her sister and she was accompanying her to see the doctor.The doctor believed her words, and said: "It's very serious, what did you family members do, you only came to the hospital after your illness dragged on like this?" "Doctor, is it really serious?" Deng Jiaying's face changed drastically, and it was immediately difficult to breathe. "It's not serious, is it to scare you?" The doctor gave her a dissatisfied look, and then said, "I'll be hospitalized immediately, and it's best to have surgery tomorrow. If you delay, you'll miss the best period of treatment."

"Tomorrow?" Deng Jiaying almost collapsed there. Life is important to everyone, but no one can realize this importance as accurately and profoundly as cancer patients.Deng Jiaying finally left the hospital. A fifty-two-year-old woman who had never lacked her own opinions all her life suddenly didn't know who and where to entrust herself to.