Chapter 24 end

He walked to her door and knocked lightly, and her voice came from the room: "The door is not locked!" Sure enough, he pulled lightly, and the door opened. Indoor lighting is dim. Every time he came here, she would turn on all the lights and greet him at the door, but this time he let him in by himself, neither turned on the lights nor came to greet him.Fortunately, it was already cooked, so Li Binliang turned on the door lamp by himself, and walked towards the living room and bedroom emitting dim light. There was still no sign of her in the living room and bedroom. Li Binliang looked around and found that the ceiling light was not turned on, only the wall lamp on the wall emitting soft light.

He looked at her bed, a quilt had been put down, but there was no sign of her. Where did she go? There was the sound of water in the bathroom. She's in the bathroom, she's in the... The sound of the bathroom door opening, she walked in, Li Binliang turned his head, his eyes could not leave her anymore. She had just showered, her hair was loose on her shoulders, she was wearing pajamas, and the hem of the pajamas revealed her bare legs. She silently lowered her eyes and did not look at him. This…… In an instant, desire surged up like a flood and engulfed his whole body and mind. He struggled to control himself, not wanting to look at her, but his eyes didn't obey orders...

She finally said, "You... go and wash yourself too!" Li Binliang: "This...good...good..." He stood up tremblingly and walked towards the bathroom staggeringly.He suddenly felt that he was drunk tonight. She has everything set up. When he finished taking a bath and returned to her side wrapped in a towel, she didn't know what to do, she pointed to the sofa chair opposite: "Sit down first, wait a minute..." Li Binliang sat down obediently. She looked into his eyes: "look at me, don't look away?" He raised his eyes obediently and stared into her eyes, what he saw was a pair of eyes already filled with tears.

She: "I must first tell you that I am no longer a virgin." Li Binliang: "What... what?" She: "I'm no longer a virgin." Li Binliang: "It...it's not important, I... I was married once..." She: "However, I am different from you. I have never been married, but I am no longer a virgin. I must tell you everything. Back then, when I was in college, I fell in love with someone madly. He was Our old student in the last two terms, he is talented, handsome, and full of charm. In the year he graduated, we had that kind of relationship. We rented a house off-campus and lived together for a period of time. However, after he graduated and left, everything changed. He later found a mayor's daughter... I had no other choice but to accept all this. At that time, I wanted to choose death, but even though I survived, However, my heart was deeply scarred, and it took a long time to heal up. Therefore, I treat this relationship with a man very cautiously. If I don’t officially register with him and become a legal couple, I will never Sleeping with him, that's why I keep rejecting you... Can you... understand me, forgive me? Now, you have time for everything, you can put on your clothes and leave, I will never blame you, but, I won't allow it You lied to me, you have to be honest with me, can you understand me, forgive me?"

Miao Yu's tears flowed down, but she still stared at Li Binliang without blinking. Li Binliang looked at her and said hoarsely, "Miao Yu, do you want to hear me?" Miao Yu nodded. Li Binliang: "Well, let me tell you, since the divorce, I have never slept with any woman, believe it or not, this is true. I have been waiting, waiting to give my moment to you Alone, now I understand, what I am waiting for is you..." Miao Yu's tears flowed down: "But, what I said is that I am no longer a virgin..." Li Binliang slowly stretched out his arms, and gently embraced her in his arms: "Miao Yu, you should know who I am. Perhaps, in my youth, before I knew what love is, you said to me These, I may really reject you. But now I am not what I used to be. I know what is the most precious thing for people. No matter what happened before, I love you. In this life, except you, I will never fall in love with anyone else again, no, from now on, you are mine, tomorrow, we will register and get married..."

Miao Yu didn't speak any more, but slowly closed her eyes, tears streaming down from the corners of her eyes. Li Binliang slowly untied Miao Yu's pajamas. Miao Yu didn't resist. She closed her eyes and let the pajamas fall to the ground. A perfect and alluring body was unobstructed in front of her eyes. Li Binliang's body and mind were on fire again. Burning, he also took off the vulgar kerchief on his body, hugged her in front of his chest, walked towards the already made bed, gently put her on the bed, and then began to kiss her gently, first All over her cheeks, then her neck, then her shoulders, and continue down until she kisses every part of her body, and then...

It was destined to be a sleepless night, but, it was a blissful sleepless night. How long has it been since you touched a woman's body?For what seemed like a century, the waters of desire had flooded him again and again, and she was like him, they hugged, writhed, sucked, wrestled, trying to suck each other into themselves body, melting themselves into each other's body, they broke out again and again, and melted together again and again, until it was almost dawn, and they fell asleep exhausted. He has never slept so soundly, so sweetly... As if being pushed by someone, he suddenly woke up.

He immediately realized that Miao Yu was no longer by his side. She is already up?Why is there no movement from her? Li Binliang dressed in a hurry and called Miao Yu's name. There was no answer, nor her voice. Where did she go? Li Binliang opened the curtains, and everything in the room was revealed in the skylight.Li Binliang ran out of the bedroom and living room, and opened the bathroom door. There was no sign of her in the bathroom. He ran to the kitchen, but there was no sign of her in the kitchen. where did she go... He ran back to the bedroom and living room, only then did he realize that there was a letter on the coffee table.

The envelope was blank, with nothing written on it, but there was a letter inside. The envelope was not sealed, and Li Binliang took out the letter inside with trembling fingers. It was she who wrote it, the letter she left him: Dear: First of all, I want to tell you that I love you very, very much, but when you read this letter, I have already left and left you. I don't know why I did this, I just feel that I have to leave you.Of course, you have to ask, I can only tell you what I don’t know clearly: You are a good person, a very rare good man, but you are also a person who cannot be grasped.I am not afraid to share fate with you, but the indescribable things in you are hard to grasp. I don't know what you will be like tomorrow or what you will be like in the future. I don't know if I can follow the footsteps of your heart forever .

For this, I know, I must leave you.From the beginning of this case, I was observing you silently, and I gradually came up with this idea. When the dust settled, I knew that it was time for me to leave.However, I must repay you, I must express my feelings for you to you, and I also want to accept you once, so, with yesterday's night, this is a night that I will remember for the rest of my life, I really want to be like this with you forever, But, I know, this is impossible.It's not up to me, it's up to you. I know that although you love me the same, you don't just hold me in your heart, and you won't hold me in your arms forever. Once someone needs you Even though he is a stranger, you will leave me and extend your arms to them.That's who you are, and that's why it's so hard for me to grasp you and leave you.

By the way, I should also tell you that I wrote the letters of denunciation received by the joint investigation team, and the first articles published on the Internet were initiated by me and a few close university classmates.It seems that it really worked. I am very happy and relieved that I have really helped you. From now on, you will never torture yourself because of an unsolved case. When I left you, you slept soundly, I really couldn't bear to leave, but, I know, if I wait until you wake up, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave again.Please don't look for me. Since I leave you, you won't be able to find me. Even if you find me, I won't change my mind. I believe you won't force me. However, I still want to tell you again, I love you, I love you unforgettable, maybe, in the future, I will never meet someone like you again, maybe fate will make us meet again, then let us wait Bar! Binliang, I really hope that there are gods and bodhisattvas in the world, because if there are, they will definitely like a good person like you, and they will definitely protect you for me.My dear, no matter where I am, I will pay attention to you and pray for you silently. goodbye! someone who loves you... "Miao Yu..." Li Binliang moaned and called out her name, only then did he realize that his tears had dripped onto the letterhead in his hand. He turned to look at her bed, the quilt was still there, and the warmth was still there, but everything had changed.He walked slowly towards this bed, threw himself on it with open arms, and fell on it as if hugging her, trying to feel the breath left by her, reminiscing about her body last night, unwilling to get up for a long time, until the phone rang sounded. Is it her?He woke up suddenly, and quickly put the phone to his ear: "Miao Yu... Ah, Director Lin, what's the matter?" Lin Yin: "That's right, Director Gu called last night. I'm afraid you have to leave Jiangquan..." Li Binliang: "What..." Lin Yin: "Binliang, don't worry, listen to me..." A few minutes later, Li Binliang put down the microphone... Half an hour later, Li Binliang came to Beijiao Park and found that the woods and grass had been dyed a little yellow, and autumn had come unknowingly. He walked alone along the path in the forest, and before he knew it, he walked out of the forest and came to the riverside.Only then did he realize that the place where he stopped was the starting point of Wu Ying's plunge into the river. Looking into the distance, he could faintly see the pontoon bridge from which Huo Tao fell into the river and lost his young life. The scenes of the past are all appearing in front of my eyes... The water of the Bijiang River is flowing silently. It seems that it seems to be clearer, and it seems to be a little muddy. No one knows what it will look like and what color it will be in the future...