Chapter 10 Chapter Ten: The Last Fight

"It's done." At some point, Fatty Ma had already emerged from the passage.Both Zhou Haiguang and Yang Wenyan fell asleep, and when Fatty Ma made sense, they woke up immediately. "Follow me to climb in, Doctor Yang is behind me, reporter Zhou, you are at the back." Fatty Ma said and got into the passage again, Yang Wenyan followed him closely, crawling along with the rustling sound he made. .They climbed out of the tunnel.After climbing out of this section of the passage, the front is wide open, and people can stand up, but Fatty Ma didn't stand up. "Let's take a rest." Fatty Ma said weakly.

Zhou Haiguang and Yang Wenyan also sat down, neither of them dared to be too far away from each other in the dark, they were next to Fatty Ma. "Go straight along this lane, about 200 meters away, then turn right in the lane, and that's the 'road', there is no bend in the 'road', go straight up, walk 800 meters, and you're here Once it’s on the ground, it’s alive.” Fatty Ma took off the miner's lamp while talking, and handed it to Zhou Haiguang. "Reporter Zhou, I'll give this to you. Remember, don't turn on the lights unless it is absolutely necessary. The electricity is running out."

"Master Ma, you..." Zhou Haiguang took the miner's lamp suspiciously. "You guys go, I won't go." "How can I do that? After so many hardships and dangers, now that the road is open, how can we not leave?" Yang Wenyan said anxiously. "You don't know, I was hurt." "Where?" "neck." "Hai Guang, turn on the light." "No, don't turn on the light. I don't know what will happen to me before. If there is no light, I will die." Fatty Ma said anxiously. Zhou Haiguang still turned on the light.Under the bright light, Fatty Ma's face was covered with soot, and he couldn't tell what color it was, but his cheekbones were raised high, his cheeks and eye sockets were sunken, and his neck was in a mess. Wrapped with a strip of cloth torn from the kiln clothes, the cloth strip was soaked in black blood, Yang Wenyan stretched out her hand and pressed it, it was wet, but blood still oozes out.

"Turn off the lights." Fatty Ma roared in a low voice. "Master Ma, I'm a doctor, let me take a look." Yang Wenyan said, going to untie the cloth strip around Fatty Ma's neck. "Turn off the lights." Fatty Ma roared again. Zhou Haiguang had no choice but to turn off the lights. "The vein was broken, scratched by the broken stubble of the metal stent. The blood flow was almost gone, and my strength was exhausted. I couldn't walk anymore. I also ran out of oil and died." Fatty Ma spoke calmly, as if talking about other people's affairs.

Yang Wenyan felt cold in her heart, her veins were broken, she must have lost a lot of blood in such a long time, and there was no better way to stop the bleeding, and his body was so weak, she couldn't think of any way to do it. "Why didn't you say it earlier? Say it earlier..." "It's useless to say it earlier, I know." "Master Ma, you have to strengthen your confidence, even if the two of us recite you, we will recite you out." "Don't talk big, you two are lucky to be able to walk out. The 800-meter path is not easy to walk. I know."

Fatty Ma said, holding Wen Yan's hand, and put something in Wen Yan's hand. "This is a compressed biscuit. You share it before you go. Don't eat it together, keep some." With the tactile sense of her hand, Wen Yan felt that this was the compressed biscuit that was shared by everyone, and her heart trembled: "Master Ma, you haven't eaten any?" "Take a sip. You heard me eat something. It was cotton." "How can you do this? You have done all the work along the way." "At a time like this, everything can happen, so I have to keep some back hands. Didn't Mr. He also stay?"

"Master Ma..." Both Wen Yan and Hai Guang's voices were choked up. "Don't be like that, it's useless. Doctor Yang, don't you hold grudges when I hit you?" "No, Master Ma, do you remember that?" "How can I not remember, I am almost forty years old, and this is the first time I have touched a woman's body other than my mother's nipples." Fatty Ma laughed when he said that. Neither Hai Guang nor Wen Yan knew what to say.As a doctor, Yang Wenyan knew that Fatty Ma spoke very calmly. Under the current situation, she was neither capable of treating him nor carrying him out of the mine below a thousand meters away. She could only watch helplessly. He took his last breath.If he doesn't know his real situation, she can also comfort him with kind lies, let him die in hope, with less fear and pain before dying.But he knew his situation clearly, it could be said that he was going to die by himself, so she didn't know how to comfort him.Faced with a dying person but helpless, unable to give him even a word of comfort, even if he is not a doctor, even an ordinary person is painful.Therefore, Yang Wenyan didn't dislike Fatty Ma's words. Instead, she felt pity. A man who was nearly forty years old had never touched a woman's body. When he was dying, he beat a woman to save her. He regarded this as the contact with the woman's body and kept it in his memory forever. If a person has a soul, this is his last memory of the world.

She felt a kind of sadness. Fatty Ma suddenly stretched out a hand, groping tremblingly in the darkness, he touched Wen Yan's hand, and asked softly, "Doctor Yang, is this your hand?" Yang Wenyan instinctively wanted to withdraw her hand, but she didn't move. "Yes, it's my hand." "Let me hold it for a while?" Yang Wenyan didn't speak, but held his hand tightly.Zhou Haiguang heard what Fatty Ma was saying, and knew what he wanted to do right now. An instinctive disgust made him open his mouth to speak, but what he was facing was a dying man, a man who had lost any ability to act, a man who had lived his whole life. A man who has never touched a woman and wants to touch a woman's body before he dies, even if this woman is his lover, he can't stop him. Instead, he has a kind of sympathy and understanding for a man, which is different from him. Saved them without much association.He didn't speak, and he knew that his silence was the greatest comfort to him right now.

"Reporter Zhou, don't be angry, I know your relationship, but don't be angry, I really have no other ideas, not at all, I just have a question, I want to ask Doctor Yang, she is a doctor, she should know, I Ask her to tell me the truth as I die." "I'm not angry, just say what you have to say." Zhou Haiguang said. "Speak, I'm listening." Yang Wenyan also said in a low voice. "Doctor Yang, I made mistakes." "Can you tell me what's wrong?" "I peeked at a woman taking a bath and got caught." "What you want to ask is if you can watch women take a bath?"

"No, it's not, I know it's not right. What I want to ask you is, why am I like this, I really don't have any other ideas, I rarely even want to sleep with women, it's true. I just want to Look, I want to see a woman take a bath, but I can't help it, I can't control myself. Do you think this is a hooligan, or a disease?" "This..." Yang Wenyan was a little uncomfortable answering. "Doctor Yang, am I ashamed? I'm about to die. I've been thinking about this for half my life. I can't figure it out. I don't understand. I'm not willing to die. You have to tell me the truth. I I believe you." Fatty Ma's voice became lower and lower.

His strength in holding Wenyan's hand gradually lost. "Master Ma, it is difficult for me to answer the question you asked, but I will try to tell you, tell you my true thoughts. This is not a hooligan behavior or a disease, but a psychological condition. This can be called voyeurism, which is a behavior of sexual psychology. Not only this kind of behavior, but also some people like to expose their nakedness in front of others, and some people like to collect women's clothes , some people like to steal, and some people even like to beat and scold people with different surnames, these are not very rare." "Isn't this a hooligan?" "surely not." "Is this a disease?" "It's hard to say at the moment. They must have a psychological and physical basis. In my opinion, there are not many normal people who do not have one or more sexual differences. It's just that some people have been discovered, and some people It was not discovered." "So it's not a disease?" "I don't think so, but I think this should and can be corrected. It needs the help of a psychiatrist, but we don't have a psychiatrist yet." "They helped me. They used sticks, belts, and put a black tag on me. They paraded around the mining area. Everyone in the mining area knew that I was a hooligan. That's how I came here. Doctor Yang, thank you..." Wen Yan withdrew her hand. She stood up silently and took off her clothes.She took off her top, her bottom, and even the boots on her feet. She stood naked and silent.She didn't know whether what she did was right or wrong. She was not a judge, but a doctor. What she faced was a dying patient. This kind of patient should be treated by a doctor, but unfortunately the law Even the "dictatorship" outside the law came to heal.This is originally difficult to use "right" and "wrong". She doesn't know if it's good for the patient or not, she's not even a doctor now, she's just a woman, a woman in a desperate situation, a woman facing death, all she has is her own body, if a woman's body Can make a dying man satisfy the greatest and pitiful desire of his life before he closes his eyes, if this man uses his life to pull a woman bit by bit from the depths of hell to the sunlit ground, she In doing so, the value cannot be measured by whether it is beneficial or unhelpful. There is no standard of measurement. She didn't know if it was a woman's shame to do this, because she was not even a woman at the moment, she was just a person, a life, and because a person saw another person's body, he suffered the shame of half his life, when he was dying Sometimes, it cannot be said that it is abnormal to wash away his shame with his own flesh.One life likes another life, and another life satisfies his liking, the matter is as simple as that.The brutal earthquake and the brutal struggle for survival wiped out all the identity, status, morality, law, and even the boundaries between men and women created by human beings to torture themselves and the same kind. In this hellish dead mine, All is just the struggle and struggle of life, the interdependence and mutual assistance of life and life, everything else is gone, and they are all buried in the collapsed coal seam. She said to Zhou Haiguang, "Haiguang, turn on the light." Zhou Haiguang didn't know what Wenyan was doing in the dark, but listening to Fatty Ma's words, he also felt sorry for him. He couldn't tell if he should sympathize with him or loathe him, it was just pity.Hearing Wen Yan's words, he turned on the miner's lamp, and he saw Wen Yan standing in front of him naked, her snow-white body in the dark mine shaft, under the light of the not-so-bright miner's lamp, it seemed So pure, noble, elegant, every curve, every shadow, properly reflects the charming beauty of the female body, this body should not appear in this mine full of death, should not appear in the vulgar miner's horse In front of the eyes of the fat man, it should appear in the paintings of Western masters, in front of the background of jungles, grasslands, streams, and waterfalls under the blue sky and bright sun, like many goddesses in Greek mythology. She was originally a goddess. In Zhou Haiguang's mind, she has always been a goddess. Although he thought of her countless times during the day and dreamed of her at night, he never once thought of seeing her with his own eyes. Naked body, he thought it was a blasphemy to her.Until the eve of the great earthquake, when he kissed her for the first time and tried to explore the secrets of her body irresistibly for the first time, he still had a kind of admiration, a kind of psychology similar to touching a god, in the whole heart. Tremors are carried out in the state of the soul out of the body. He never thought that one day Wenyan would expose her entire body naked in front of him. Now this body appeared in front of his eyes like a goddess, and he couldn't help being dizzy. But she was showing it to Fatty Horse. Although Fatty Horse is pitiful, he has no right to take a peek at this sacred body. Although he is pitiful, being pitiful is not a right. "Wen Yan, you are..." Hai Guang shouted loudly. Wen Yan didn't speak, just glanced at him, there was nothing in that look, but it contained everything in it, it was a rare look in the world that contained everything because it was empty of everything.Wen Yan only glanced at Hai Guang, then turned to Fatty Ma: "Master Ma..." Wen Yan called softly. Fatty Ma didn't respond. "Master Ma..." Wen Yan called softly again. Fatty Ma still didn't respond. Zhou Haiguang shot his miner's lamp at his face, and found that he was already dead. His soot-covered collapsed face had a weird expression that looked like a half-smile, and there were two teardrops hanging under his eyes. He didn't see Wenyan before he died. Wen Yan bent down, felt his pulse, and raised her head slightly. "Turn out the lights," she said softly. Lights went out. No crying, no words, not a sound. Yang Wenyan blinked lightly, a speck of dust on her eyelashes was shaken off lightly, and the shaken dust floated faintly in the dark space, and fell leisurely on the ground, arousing a thunderous roar .The thunderous roar rolled and spread in the long, lonely and empty alleyway, knocking out echoes on the winding rock walls. The echoes one after another make the long lonely and empty alleyway even more long and empty. Heizi was lingering outside the tent where Wenxiu was rescued. He wanted to go in and take a look at Wenxiu, the girl he had sinfully ruined, but he didn't dare to go in. A doctor hurried out. "Doctor, how is Wenxiu...?" Heizi called Wenxiu's name for the first time, feeling very awkward, as if this name was not what he should call it. "Not good, symptoms of urinary intoxication have already appeared, and catheterization is urgently needed." "Then export it quickly." Heizi was a little anxious. "There is no catheter. Hey, don't run around. You haven't changed your dressing for three days, have you? Pay attention to your face. Change your dressing immediately." The doctor pointed to Heizi's face. The bandage on Heizi's face had turned black, like a rag. "It doesn't matter to me." Heizi said and hurried away. He came to the grove, broke off a willow branch, and gently smoothed off its outer skin. He took the pipe made of the willow outer skin and walked into the tent where Wenxiu was rescued.In the tent, Wenxiu was lying on the bed, her face was bruised, she had a high fever, and she was talking nonsense in a coma. Several doctors guarded her and inserted various tubes for her, but she couldn't urinate, so she was helpless. "Doctor, can this be used?" Heizi carefully passed the willow branch over. "This...even if it's inserted, the urine won't come out." "As long as you can get in, I can help." "I can't help it, let's try." The doctor carefully inserted the wicker tube into Wenxiu's urethra. Heizi leaned over, held the tube with his mouth, and sucked it gently. A pungent and bitter liquid flowed into his mouth. He wanted to vomit, but he held back, spat it out, and sucked it again. Wenxiu's urine came out, the doctor let out a sigh of relief, and wanted to infuse her with another set of fluids, but her left hand had already been infused, and her right hand was tightly clenched into a fist, which no one could break open. It took a lot of effort to push her fist away, and a train ticket fell from her hand and landed lightly on the ground. The doctors were very surprised: "Why is she holding this tightly?" Heizi picked up the half ticket from the ground: "She must be useful." Wenxiu woke up slowly, she opened her eyes gently, looked around, and called Tang Sheng's name. "Tang Sheng is outside." Heizi said. "Who are you?" Wenxiu looked at the bandaged Heizi and felt that he was scary. "I..." Heizi was momentarily at a loss for words, wondering if he should tell her his real name. "His name is Liu Ermeng, and he is the one who rescued you from under the ruins." "Thank you..." Wenxiu said softly, she slowly raised her hand and found that the ticket in her hand was gone. "Are you looking for this?" Heizi handed the ticket to Wenxiu. Wenxiu struggled to get up: "I'm going to see Tang Sheng, how is he?" She still hoped that Tang Sheng would miraculously come back to life like her. "You can't move now." The doctor pressed her on the bed. "I... I'll go see him for you first..." Heizi said as he walked out of the tent, feeling sad for others.He walked out of the tent and ran into the woods, vomited so loudly that tears flowed down his face. Wenxiu was lying on the bed. She had been in a state of delirium for the past few days. She had a high fever and talked nonsense. She just woke up and was very weak.The urethra seemed to be swollen, and it was very difficult to urinate.Of course, the beauty of his love with Tang Sheng also includes the final parting. For her, it is indeed a farewell, although she is still unwilling to admit this reality.At the last moment when Tang Sheng died for her, she was still in a daze. When he got half a train ticket after his death, she trembled. She really fell in love with him. Will be back, and any expectations hidden in her heart have been completely disillusioned.Aunt He sat by her bed, made a glass of orange juice, and fed her with a spoon.Wenxiu took a sip and spat it out again, and Aunt He held it for her with a handkerchief. "How good is this? You can't do without some food. Xiu'er, drink some if you insist." Wenxiu shook her head, and Aunt He put down the cup helplessly. "Suyun is really gone?" Wenxiu asked softly. "No, I sent it away too." "My sister and Zhou Haiguang don't know what happened." Wenxiu shed tears as she spoke. "Xiu'er, it's not the aunt who said you, you shouldn't be like that. No one can tell how many people died in Tangshan in this big earthquake. I can't see half of them. If they are alive, they are all like you. It looks like Tangshan is going to be terrible. You are still doing well. In the two days after the earthquake, you didn’t see how many were injured. They crawled to the airport by themselves, and their intestines flowed out. They are still crawling. You are being healed and watched by others, and you are still like this? You want to cry, you cry, and the aunt will not stop you, but after crying, you have to try to survive. Your sister and Hai Guang have been down the well for ten days. The eyes of the one below are darkened, I think it's bad luck, don't take it too seriously. You will make others feel uncomfortable." Aunt He was counting, and before she finished speaking, Heizi and a few children came in. "You...are you feeling better?" Heizi was always a little uncomfortable in front of Wenxiu. "It's better, thank you for thinking of me." "It's not just about thinking about it. I can't tell you what we Ermeng did for you. Just because of these good people, you should live a good life." "But in my heart..." Wenxiu choked up again. "Auntie is right. Do you know what Sister Suyun said before she died? He asked me to tell my little sister to live well. Look at these children. It has been such a long time, and no one has come to claim them , 80% of the family members are dead, are they not alive?" Heizi stammered a bit. "Little sister, come here and let my aunt have a look." Wenxiu saw her, her eyes lit up, she called her, she walked over and took Wenxiu's hand. "Auntie, when you were underground, I called you from above the ruins, did you hear me?" Wenxiu pulled the younger sister along and nodded, "Auntie heard it." "Auntie, don't cry, your eyes will go blind if you cry. I don't have a mother, so I won't cry." "Auntie, we don't have any mothers anymore, we don't cry, the children in Tangshan don't cry." A few children also gathered around, chatting to Wenxiu, the huge disaster made these children mature a lot, and they knew to comfort the adults. Wenxiu stared blankly at the children, pulled the little girl into her arms, and said with a sob: "My aunt doesn't cry. My aunt doesn't cry..." The little girl couldn't help but burst into tears.When she cried, several children cried together. Zhou Haiguang put on clothes for Wen Yan. From the beginning to the end, Wen Yan didn't say a word, and stood like a statue.When Haiguang pulled her away, she didn't speak, didn't even ask what to do with Fatty Ma's body, didn't even look back, just let Zhou Haiguang pull her away, and walked silently. People are elusive.They walked silently to the entrance of the "road". Although it was only 200 meters from "Ghost Gate" to "Malu", they walked for a long time, as if they had walked for a century.Unfamiliar with the roads, they dared not turn on the lights. They could only walk along the cables and pipes on the wall. Fortunately, there were no inclined alleys or turns within the two hundred meters, so they did not get lost.Wen Yan didn't speak, and Zhou Haiguang didn't want to speak either. He always thought about that fat man in his heart. With two tears, his heart trembled like an earthquake. He felt sorry for Fatty Ma, sorry for a fleeting life. When he remembered that he saw Wen Yan standing naked in front of him and Fatty Ma The resentment, anger and contempt he felt towards Fatty Ma made him feel like he had committed a crime, and he felt very small in front of Wen Yan's naked body.He didn't dare to tell Wen Yan about this feeling, he could only torture himself in his heart, he felt that he was changing, and he couldn't tell where he was changing.He was afraid that Wen Yan would be angry with him, it was strange, if Wen Yan's almost crazy behavior had a good reason to make him angry in normal times, but now he was afraid that she would be angry.Could this be change? Wen Yan didn't say a word all the way, but silently followed behind Hai Guang, pulling his belt away.There was nothing in her mind, no sorrow, no fear, no longing for life, no despair of death, no longing and no memory, no ripples, but it was not a pool of stagnant water. This state lasted for a while, and then suddenly changed its appearance, like a gust of wind blowing up countless pieces of paper, everything in front of my eyes was full of images, and various images were piled up one after another, spinning like a wind wheel, causing her to grasp She couldn't keep her clues; after a while, it all disappeared suddenly, like a blank sheet of paper, making her frightened and trying to grab something.After a while, everything is happening again.After a while, this phenomenon also disappeared, and my mind was blank again. There was no sorrow, no fear, no longing for life, no despair of death, no longing and no memory, no ripple, but it was not stagnant water. pond.This kind of state is completely different from the blank like a blank sheet of paper after the disappearance of all phenomena. One is eager to grasp something, and the other is not wanting to grasp anything. The only feeling is tiredness, indescribable fatigue, wanting to sleep and never waking up. Zhou Haiguang couldn't walk anymore. When he touched the entrance of the "road", he turned on the light on his head and looked up. This is a path that goes straight up. Although people are used to calling it a path, it is actually a path. It's not very small, but five or six people can walk side by side at the same time. There are very high steps to go up, and every few dozen steps is a platform, where people can rest for a while.Eight hundred meters, these eight hundred meters are equivalent to heaven for them, he didn't know if they could climb it, but he ordered himself to climb it, even if it wasn't for his own life, even if it was only for those few dead The miner's life, he also has to climb up. "Let's eat something." Hai Guang said softly. "Are you there?" Wen Yan spoke for the first time. "Here we are. Eat something, and we can climb all the way up." Hai Guang said as La Wenyan sat down. They broke the small piece of compressed biscuit left by Fatty Ma, and each of them ate half of it. Water dripped from the stone wall next to them, and they drank water while eating.Finished. "Shall we go?" Hai Guang asked. Wen Yan didn't speak, Hai Guang went to pull her and found that she had fallen asleep. He thought she was too tired, it would be better if she had a rest and climbed up again.Thinking about it this way, he also felt extremely sleepy. He was next to Wen Yan, hugged her, and immediately fell asleep.When Hai Guang woke up, Wen Yan had already woken up.Leaning in his arms and not moving, eyes open looking at the darkness that can never be seen through. "Wen Yan, it's time to wake up." Hai Guang called Wen Yan when he woke up, he was afraid that there would be no time here, they slept too long, the time was too long, and there was no food in the body, it would be even more difficult to support them. "I've already woken up." Wen Yan said. "Why didn't you call me when you woke up?" "I want you to sleep a little longer." "You can't sleep too much here, let's sleep on the top." "It's the same everywhere, there is no difference between above and below, between sunlight and darkness, between living and dead." Wen Yan seemed to be talking to herself. "Wen Yan, what's wrong with you?" Hearing Wen Yan's inexplicable words, Hai Guang was a little scared, thinking that her nerves had been stimulated and she was a little confused. "I'm fine, I'm fine.?" "That's good, let's go." "I don't want to go, I want to think about something here." "Thinking about things here? Where is the place to think about things here?" "This is a good place to think about things. There are many things you don't understand, but you can understand them here." "Wenyan, I know you can't stand this kind of stimulation in your heart, but it's really nothing, that's how life is. It's hard, it's cruel." "Do you still want to be your famous reporter now? Do you still want to have your picture taken?" Wen Yan's question was so sudden that Hai Guang was caught off guard. He subconsciously touched the camera hanging around his neck. The camera was still hanging around his neck. He did not forget to protect his camera along the way. He didn't forget his camera when he waded through the water and crawled through the narrow "Gate of Hell" that could only accommodate one person.This has become his habitual action, and it can be seen from this that he is indeed a born good reporter.But now he did have doubts about the value of such an action. "No, if I had already gone through such a scene, I would have forgotten my camera, and I would have picked Wenxiu and Tang Sheng out with you. Nothing would be better than being alive. But then, I would feel sorry for He Liang again. I'm sorry for what He Liang entrusted to me before he died." "What did He Liang say before he died?" "He said let me keep the information." "You must have heard it wrong. I heard He Liang say, let us live a good life." "Can't you hear me wrong? I can hear you clearly." "I can hear you clearly, too." "Okay, even if you heard correctly, in order to live, let's go." "But what is the purpose of living like this? Why did Uncle He die? Why did Fatty Ma die? Into the belly of a mouse. Is this what life is like? If life is like this, then there is no point in living." Wen Yan's words frightened Hai Guang even more.He pulled Wen Yan: "Wen Yan, let's go, these people died for us, if we can't get out alive, we will be sorry for them." "No, tell me, what's the difference between living and dying? Fatty Ma has spent his entire life in order to peek at a woman's body. When he was dying, when a woman willingly let him take a look , He didn’t see it, is this normal? Is it better to live like this than to die? Tell me.” Wen Yan said, crying, and fell into Hai Guang’s arms and cried. "Wen Yan, do you still hate me?" The question was very sudden, and Zhou Haiguang didn't know why he raised this question. When Wenyan mentioned that fat man, the question came out of his mouth, and he didn't know why. "What do I hate about you?" "Hate me why I didn't help you get Wenxiu and Tang Sheng out." "No hate." "Hate me for hitting you." "No hate." "You really don't hate?" "I can't hate anymore, I don't know what hate is." "Then do you still love me?" "I don't even know what love is." "So what are you thinking?" "I don't even think about anything anymore, if you must ask me what I'm thinking, I'll tell you, I'm thinking about that day, when you kissed me for the first time, why didn't I give you me, I was thinking about that day, why I dragged Wenxiu back from the station, I was thinking why I didn’t let Fatty Ma take a look at my body earlier, I was thinking why I didn’t make it disgusting with the little man and Da Luo The mouse ate it. I think too much, too many problems mixed together, like a ball of cotton candy, I can't think of anything, my mind is messed up, Hai Guang, you tell me, you let me I understand..." Wen Yan spoke in a hurry, and hugged Hai Guang tightly as she spoke, so tightly that Hai Guang couldn't breathe. "What exactly do you want to understand? I'll tell you. I'll tell you. I'll tell you." Hai Guang also said hastily. "I don't know what I want to understand. The more I don't know what I want to understand, the more I want to understand. Hai Guang, tell me. No, you want me, take me, maybe the answer is here, Why was I so stupid back then, why didn't I give it to you back then, I gave you the whole me. Now let me give it to you, come on, come on..." Zhou Haiguang left Wenyan stunned. His first thought was that she was crazy. At least her nerves were on the verge of collapse. She couldn't bear these stimuli that even a man could not bear. The dark alleyway and the cold water The carpet of green mouse eyes is too much for her to bear, and if there is no better way to calm her down, she will go crazy in no time.This thought made Zhou Haiguang extremely nervous. He hugged Wen Yan tightly, not knowing what to do. Wen Yan hugged him, Wen Yan brought her face close to his, her lips kissed his face, from his forehead to his chin, she used her lips to search in the darkness, looking for a kind of Don't know the answer.An unusually chaste and beautiful girl is now like a female beast that has lost her mind due to lust, every hair is standing on end, as if she wants to swallow the opposite sex that can give her pleasure. "Wenyan...don't...Wenyan..." Zhou Haiguang groaned under Wenyan's passionate kissing and stroking, and he couldn't help kissing her back and stroking her. His hands were boldly inserted under her clothes, and he kissed and stroked her like crazy. The lower trembling responded with more crazy kisses and touches. Her smooth and delicate silk-like skin undulates like waves under his hands, her long and soft body like a willow in the wind twists and bends like a snake in his embrace, his long-suppressed passion is long-suppressed Imagine that the desire that has been suppressed for a long time bursts out like magma in this ups and downs, twisting and buckling.The noble and sacred feeling of this body and the soul in this body has been swept away, but now in front of him, in his arms, and under his hands is only a woman, a mad and passionate woman. A woman, a woman who is eager to explore the mysteries of life but does not know why this search is for or even what this search is all about, a woman who is approaching madness on the verge of death, a woman who is in desperate need of a man to give her the King's Landing A woman who saves everything with unscrupulous courage and invincible strength. A desperate soul sends out an SOS signal on a dangerous sea of ​​death. This is not the entrance of hell, this is the exit of hell, and there is no room for any hesitation and hesitation, here is the need to burst out the full potential of life, jump on the cliff, and move towards the death of the turbulent vortex, the stormy waves and the shore. ocean. Zhou Haiguang held Wenyan tightly in his arms, causing her to gasp for breath. He bit her lip, sucked her tongue, and squeezed his breast as tightly as a steamed bun.Yang Wenyan moaned, groaned, cried and even uttered brutal abuse under his ravages. While moaning, screaming, crying and cursing, she bit him, sucked, tore, twisted and pulled him in the same way, and ravaged him even more brutally. . He finally broke through a girl's last line of defense. When he delivered that fatal blow, Yang Wenyan let out a long and sharp scream, and then stopped moving, all sounds disappeared, and her body was as stiff as a corpse. Only the rapid panting proved that she was still alive. Everything that nature can create is feeble before the all-conquering power of a monstrous beast, beating its mane in a deadly blow to its delicate prey.The sea, under its agitation, the sea is turbid, the sky is turbulent, countless thick water columns shoot directly into the sky, and directly into the bellies of countless cloud clusters. Due to the rapid accumulation of water, the cloud clusters rapidly swell and change color, turning into lead-heavy giants.块的黑色，直朝着海面降落，当它们还没有降落到海面的时候就经不住沉重的压力开裂了，破碎了，倾盆大雨狂泻下来，天空和海洋便消失了分界，天空和海洋成为一体。大地，大地在它的摇撼下窣窣发抖，无法遏止地颤栗，大地上的一切便都受到粗暴的蹂躏，巨大的山体象积木一样倒塌滑落，杳无人迹的原始森林象一簇簇小草一样摇摆。 一切都窒息了，静若真空。 文燕由那一阵狂暴的晕眩中渐渐醒来，她感觉无比的羞涩，默默地整理好自己的衣服，浑身软软的，没有了一丝气力。巷道里依然那么黑，黑得浓重厚实，她轻轻地眨一眨睫毛，睫毛也感到黑暗的阻力，象在粘稠的液体中滑行。她在黑暗中摸索着，她摸到了周海光的手，周海光就在她的身边仰卧着，一动不动。她拉住他的手，依偎过去，头伏在他的胸上，嘤嘤地哭了。 周海光轻轻地抚摸着她的头发。 “海光，我们是怎么了？” “我也想问你，文燕，我们是怎么了？” “我是疯了吧？” “你没疯。” “要么，就是你疯了。” “我也没疯。” “肯定有一个人疯了。” “是世界疯了。” “在疯了的世界里，人都会疯的吧？” “在疯了的世界里，人更清醒了。” “我们还走么？” “你想走么？” “想走。” “想往哪里走呢？” “你往哪里走，我就往哪里走。” “咱们走？” “走。”他们慢慢站起来，朝着向上的台阶跨出了第一步。向上的台阶陡峭而漫长，每走一步都要付出艰难的代价。他们开始是走着，然后是爬，最后连爬也爬不动了，就卧在台阶的上面昏昏睡去，睡醒了再爬。没有语言，这时候说话都是一种挥霍。没有眼神，这时候谁也看不见谁。只有手和手的交流，不管多么疲乏多么艰难，他们的手始终拉在一起，手能感觉心灵的颤动，手能传达心灵的语言，手能告诉他们对方在想什么，手告诉他们，谁的心里也没有过多地想什么，两个人的心里只有一个想法，就是一定要爬出去，爬到能看见阳光的地方去。 他们不知道爬到了哪里，不知道爬了多长的距离，尽管通道里已经有了稀微的亮光，他们却没有看到，他们已经失了视觉，甚至失了大部分的感觉，疲劳，饥饿，干渴，恐惧，希望，都没有了，他们已经使出了最后一丝力气，他们再往前挪动一寸都不可能了，他们只感觉很冷，冷得彻骨。他们在一个平台上停止下来，互相搂抱着，用最后一点体温温暖着对方，同时闭上了眼睛。文燕梦见一片璀灿的阳光笼罩着她和海光，给她带来了对未来的幻想，梦里的阳光竟是如此一闪即逝。 哗啦啦，又是一阵余震，忽然塌下来一团厚厚的煤粉，海光已经不能照顾她了，他也已经昏迷，不知道文燕被煤粉堵住了喉咙死去了。