Chapter 63 Chapter 63

Baishun kept having nightmares for several days. Sometimes he dreamed that he was killed by his sister, and sometimes he dreamed that he was killed by Captain Qian of the Double Gun Team. Every time he woke up, he would wake up with a terrified face and sweating. Lao Wu was also afraid, worried that Yuhuan would kill Baishun if he went crazy, or set fire to the Sanjiang warehouse, so he persuaded Baishun to go back to Tangji to hide for a while, and come back when Yuhuan calmed down. Baishun didn't do it, and first said that if his sister wanted to kill him, she would find him wherever he hid.Later, he said that he was a man anyway, and this time he really fought with his sister to the end, fighting him to the death and breaking the net, and it was settled once and for all.

It's not his fault, it wasn't him who wanted to fight, it was my sister who wanted to fight, my sister shot him first, if Battalion Commander Fang hadn't hugged my sister and grabbed her hand, I'm afraid I would have died. Since my sister doesn't care about anything, why does he care so much?He had no choice but to kill, to kill this hateful sister, to get rid of the trouble once and for all. In the next few days, Baishun asked Battalion Commander Fang for leave, and would not go to the barracks any more, but just lay on his bed and smoked opium.I fell asleep, I fell asleep, thinking about it when I was awake, thinking about it in my dream, and kept devising various plans to murder my sister.

The first thing I thought of was to use a gun, rush to my sister's house like a real man, and shoot my sister to death in front of Battalion Commander Fang.This is the most relieved, my sister slapped Battalion Commander Fang in front of him, and shot him, and he retaliated. But it didn't take long before I vetoed myself again, feeling that I couldn't do it. First, with Battalion Commander Fang around, he couldn't kill my sister. Second, even if he really got his hands, Commander Fang would not let him go. His sister is the wife of Commander Fang after all, and Commander Fang must protect his sister.

He wanted to kill his sister, but he couldn't let anyone catch him. Thinking about it this way, he thought of creating an accident: he could coax his sister outside, for example, onto a section of the city wall, and push her down from behind.My sister fell to her death, so there is no proof of her death.No one would have thought that his own brother would murder his own sister. It's just that there is no complete certainty in doing this. If my sister falls and cannot die, he will also be in trouble... The last thing I thought of was poisoning. Even though Baishun knew it was a woman's job, he still chose to do it.

It's safe to do this, arsenic is poisonous to everyone, and you don't have to worry about your sister's death.Deputy Brigadier Tang can die suddenly, why can't my sister die suddenly?Even if there is any doubt, it will not be doubted on him.Maybe Battalion Commander Fang would think that my sister died because of her disappointment of not being able to avenge her. Feeling refreshed, Baishun finally threw away his pipe and got up, went to the pharmacy and bought a pack of arsenic, just like Jing Ke, a strong man who wanted to assassinate King Qin, went to his sister's house in a very tragic way.

When he arrived at his sister's house, Baishun hesitated again, not because he didn't have a chance, but because he didn't dare to make a move.There is no basis for thinking that his sister has seen his plot.As a result, my heart felt weak, my eyes became timid, and I didn't dare to look at my sister directly. Baishun had nothing to say, and chatted with Battalion Commander Fang all over the place. His sister kept ignoring him, as if he didn't exist, so he had no choice but to stop talking to her. When it was time to leave, Baishun said to his sister: "The fifth brother invites you to our house for dinner."

The elder sister replied coldly: "Keep your food, I will not enter your door again." Baishun cried when he got home. The fifth child asked Baishun why he was crying? Baishun brought out the murder he didn't commit. The fifth child was nervous at first, but then he said with a long sigh of relief: "Baishun, you are right that you didn't do it, and you really did it. Don't tell me you can't tell, I'm afraid I can't tell! Outsiders will think that I'm trying to get rich and kill myself!" Baishun said slowly: "I... I'm not afraid that I won't be able to explain clearly, but... I feel that I am too...too useless, too useless..."

The fifth child smiled and said, "You just found out that you are useless? I found out a long time ago! Didn't I tell you that when I was in Xiaobailou? You dare not kill Zhang Tianshuai, nor do you dare to kill your sister!" The fifth child's smile further stimulated Baishun. Baishun thought about everything in the past carefully, but he didn't find any deeds to be proud of. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was too useless: as a son of man, he couldn't avenge his father, and his enemy didn't dare to shoot when he stood in front of him; Later, he became enmity with his own sister, and wanted to kill her; it was absurd to want to kill her, but it was even more absurd not to dare to kill her... After much deliberation, Bai Shun became discouraged, and thought of simply going to die by himself. It really doesn't make much sense to live in this world like this!

The decision to die is a much more serious and painful decision than letting someone else die. After suffering for two days, Baishun resolutely stepped into the practice of death and began to bid farewell to the beautiful world. The first one to say goodbye was not the fifth child who had become his own wife, but the sixth child who was still receiving guests in Xiaobailou. Baishun, carrying Lao Wu behind his back, dressed neatly, put on the English all-wool plaid suit that Lao Liu had made for him, and the three-jointed leather shoes specially bought for him, and went to Xiao Wu grandly. Bailou went to see Lao Liu.

As soon as he entered, Baishun hugged Lao Liu and burst into tears. The sixth child asked, "What's the matter with you?" By the way, Bai made a final statement to Lao Liu about everything that happened recently, and when it came to the section in front of the Governor's Mansion, he scolded Battalion Commander Fang, saying that Battalion Commander Fang was a bastard, he was so good at marksmanship, but he didn't shoot. It forced him to have no life today, only to die... Lao Liu was not surprised or sad when he heard that Baishun was going to die, but asked with a smile on his face: "Baishun, what about death? Are you really determined?"

Baishun nodded with tears in his eyes: "I...I've made up my mind. I've been thinking about it for two days and two nights." The sixth child said: "Then you have made up your mind, and I have to be serious..." Baishun didn't know how serious Lao Liu was going to be, so he stared fixedly at Lao Liu. The sixth child first took off Baishun's suit, and then found out the red dress and green gauze that Baishun had worn back then, with a sullen face, he said to Baishun very seriously: "If you really want to die, you have to die." Die honestly: don’t let people think you are really a man. In fact, you have been mistaken by God! You can put on this red makeup now, and I will draw your eyebrows and lipstick for you, and you will be considered dead So beautiful!" Baishun was stunned. The sixth child was still talking, still kindly and earnestly: "It's up to you whether you want to wear a menstrual belt or not. I think it's better to wear it! I don't have to worry about not having a menstrual belt when I go to the underworld... " Only then did Baishun realize that Lao Liu was mocking himself, and he became more and more sad, and said in a trembling voice: "Lao Liu, I...I'm not joking, I...I really want to die, even...even arsenic... ...all bought..." The sixth child smiled charmingly: "Who is joking with you? I think for you, I want you to die beautifully!" Baishun's heart was really cold, and he asked the sixth child very sadly: "After I... after I die, you... will you cry?" The old six grinned: "You go to die first, eat all the arsenic you bought, and then ask me this question." Baishun was very sad, with snot and tears rolling down his nose, he choked up and said, "I...I know you won't cry, you...you hate me for ransoming the fifth child." The old six pouted and said, "Who you redeem is your business, what has nothing to do with me? You say this again, it makes me angry." Baishun said: "Just... just be angry, I... I'm going to die, won't you cry?" The sixth child laughed loudly again: "Then I cry, if you let me cry a few times, I will cry a few times, but why should I cry? Should I cry for my good brother or my good sister..." This grand farewell ended inconspicuously amid Lao Liu's frivolous laughter. When he came out of Xiaobailou, Baishun thought that Lao Liu was not ruthless, but expected that he would not die.If he really died, Lao Liu would be very sad.Lao Wu and Lao Liu are two, the one he really likes is Lao Liu, and after getting married with Lao Wu, he feels that Lao Liu is better. On the way back, Baishun secretly said to Lao Liu in his heart: "Lao Liu, Lao Liu, you are really wrong this time, I, Sun Baishun, am really going to die, I dare not kill others, but I dare to kill myself. If you don't stop me today and play tricks with me, you will regret it once I die. And this regret cannot be recovered..." The next day, I secretly bid farewell to my sister and brother-in-law. Baishun really wanted to tell his sister that he had bought a pack of arsenic and planned to eat it mixed with opium. His sister still ignored him. By the way, Bai told Battalion Commander Fang that if he was gone, he would tell Battalion Commander Fang and his sister not to be sad. Hearing Baishun's words, Battalion Commander Fang couldn't help but startled and said, "Are you crazy? Thinking of death at a young age is such a jerk!" Baishun was persuaded by Battalion Commander Fang, and he felt warm in his heart, and said with tears, "Brother-in-law, you... don't persuade me, I... I am too tired to live, really... I have lived enough... ..." Battalion Commander Fang was very worried, so he hurriedly called Yuhuan, and said to Yuhuan, "Baishun can't think about it, he's going to die." Yuhuan said loudly: "If he wants to die, let him die. If he dies, I won't count on him anymore!" Baishun never thought that her sister would be so unfeeling, so she ran back home with tears streaming down her face. When they got home, Lao Wu happened to go out with Tang Cheng to do some shopping. Bai Shun didn't say goodbye to his wife. Naturally, he would die soon, so he took out the arsenic and the smoky soil, and made material preparations first. Looking at the arsenic, I felt sad again: this was prepared for my sister, but now I have to eat it by myself, it's a bit too fucking useless. I also thought, I am already a person who is about to die, and the cigarette will always be the last one to eat, not to mention suicide, even if he is beheaded and shot by the officials, he will also be let go to heaven. So, he picked up his bong and hungrily hungrily traveled through the clouds. While smoking a cigarette, Yuhuan came after her. Baishun thought that Yuhuan was afraid of his death, so he came to persuade him, threw down his pipe and burst into tears.Yuhuan did not persuade, but said calmly: "Baishun, don't cry, and I will not persuade you. Your brother-in-law asked me to persuade you, but I will not persuade you. If you really want to die, you have to make up your mind to die." , don’t make the whole world know about it, but you won’t die! I’m your own sister, and I’m naturally sad when you die, but when you think about it seriously, it’s fine if you die. If you die, I can take revenge Count on your brother-in-law." Baishun was dumbfounded, and stood blankly in front of his sister, forgetting to cry. Yuhuan said again: "When you are going to die, don't let me know, and don't let others know, because they will stop you." Saying so, Yuhuan had already walked out of the door, and said coldly at the door: "I'm afraid you don't even have the guts to die by yourself!" It was only then that Baishun realized that his sister really wanted him to die. My sister made it clear: You can't count on him to avenge your father, you have to count on Commander Fang, and if he is alive, Commander Fang won't take it seriously.Even if he died, he didn't get rid of his sister's will, and he died according to his sister's will. This is probably fate. He, Sun Baishun, is probably destined to be born in the hands of his sister and die in the hands of his sister. He will not live a good life and die a good death. At this time, Baishun still wanted to die, anyway, he accepted his fate... Never thought, but at this moment, the fifth child came back. Seeing Baishun crying alone with the bag of arsenic, the fifth child was startled, took the arsenic away first, then pointed to Baishun's forehead, and scolded Baishun: "You bear bag, you are getting muddier. , I wanted to kill your sister a few days ago, but today I want to kill myself again! Are you crazy?" With tears in his eyes, Baishun said, "My sister hopes that I will die." The fifth child slapped the table and said angrily: "The more she wishes for you to die, the more you can't die. It's her heart to die! We have to live, live hard, let your black-hearted sister mad!" These words really touched Baishun's mind. It was only then that Baishun realized that out of all the people in the world, only Lao Wu was sincere to him. The sincerity of the fifth child easily impresses Baishun, making Baishun dispel the idea of ​​death. Once unwilling to die, the problem came again: this was exactly what my sister said, and he didn't even have the courage to die. I'm afraid that the sixth child will also make a joke... Bai Shun hesitated to tell the fifth child about this worry. The fifth child held Baishun's ear and said: "You bastard, don't you think about it, are you living for others or for yourself? Why should they laugh at you? If you have the guts, let them die first and show us Look!" Baishun's ears were pulled by the fifth child, and he looked up pitifully and said, "But...but they didn't say they were going to die, it was... I said they were going to die..." The fifth child leaned down and kissed Baishun's face full of tears: "Aren't you going to live again now?" Baishun was so warmly kissed by the fifth child, he felt ashamed and said, "It's because of this... that I'm ashamed!" The fifth child chuckled: "What is that face of yours? Even the crotch of that bastard of the sixth child has been drilled, so it is worthless! Besides, the face is only a piece of skin, if you lose it, you will lose it." , nothing special!" Baishun hung Lao Wu's neck and said, "If you want to say that, then...then I might as well be dead." Then Lao Wu acted like coaxing a child, patted Baishun on the face and said: "Okay, okay, this is my business again! I'll go and tell your sister, and Lao Liu, that bastard, you are really dead, I I saved you again, is this okay?" Baishun thought for a while, and thought that this was the only way to go. There might be no better way to save face, so he nodded in agreement. While nodding, Baishun felt as if he had taken his life back.