Chapter 59 Christmas card for boys

The first Christmas card I got from a boy was in my freshman year of college.One day in early December, when I walked into the classroom, a male student hurriedly put a Christmas card on my desk.When I opened that Christmas card, he was sitting in the front row, smiling back at me. This male classmate looks relatively young and mature, and looks like my father.I couldn't fall in love with him, but the Christmas card he sent made me happy for a while. I came from a girls' school, and I didn't have the opportunity to meet boys of the same age. I never fell in love, and of course I didn't accept the opposite sex. gift sent.When I got that Christmas card, I kept thinking, why did he send me a Christmas card?

Is it a show of love?Or extend a hand of friendship? Later, we became very close friends, but he never showed his love to me again.Or, as he soon discovered, there was no romance between us. I never fell in love with my male classmates, not because they were not cute, but girls matured earlier than boys.When we were girls, we might fall in love with the teacher, but we would not pay attention to the male classmates around us.They all seemed stupid and silly, with enough hair and too little beard.When you ask him what he wants to do in the future, he will say, "I don't know." Even if he promises to protect you, you don't believe him.How can he, who is only two pounds heavier than you, have the ability to protect you?

Although I did not fall in love with them, when I am old, I will miss their innocence and shyness. What can we plan? I have always admired those who do things step by step and plan carefully, but I am not that kind of person at all. They also have a plan when they talk about love.Everyone agreed on when to buy a house, when to get married, when to have children, when to change to a bigger house, and when to retire. It is of course happiness to be able to live a smooth and stable life. Why have I never had this kind of thought? Work can be planned, however, feelings are often out of plan.

I always feel like everything is fleeting except for work.Love and friendship seem to last for a long time, but sometimes they are just a fleeting moment. At work, you can have many goals and ideals.What goals can you have in your lover?I love you so much today that you can't let go, he can't wait to pass through your body, and you can't wait to swallow him in your stomach.Tomorrow, however, you and he may fall in love with someone else.When we meet again, looking back suddenly, the past feelings, even if they are as long as five or ten years, are as short as morning dew. As long as it will be lost, it cannot be said to last forever.

What can we plan?All plans are just wrestling with the impermanence of life.Success or failure does not depend on how perfect your plan is.