Chapter 52 Men have to protect themselves too

I have a wish. I will die before the man who loves me.Suppose he dies tomorrow.I wish I had walked a step earlier today. It's hard to imagine life without him. Some people would say that if God wants him to die first, it may be because he wants you to take care of him in the sick bed.If he had to suffer like that, I'd love to take care of him, but I'd rather have me suffer and then he take care of me. Some would say it would be lonely for him to be alone in the world if you die first.If you love him, you won't be willing to let him endure this kind of pain.If I let him die first, wouldn't I also have to bear this kind of pain?I am not as strong as him, and I am more afraid of being alone than he is.I don't allow him to die before me!

Some people would say that although he left, his love did not.Everything you do, he will protect you too.I'm sorry, but I don't believe in this kind of unrequited love. Some people would even say that it's not up to you to choose which one dies first, and I had to nod my head in agreement with this point.Because I can't help but choose, that's why I'm afraid. Without him, I lost the focus of my life. He is gone, there is no one to share the happiness in life with me, and no one to share the sorrow in life with me. Therefore, for the woman they love, men should live a good life and protect themselves well.