Chapter 29 you push yourself

People are always pushy.After the breakup, you begged him to meet you, and you said, "I just want to see you, nothing more." He said yes.You tell yourself, he is willing to see me again, I forgive you? /P> After seeing it once, you wish for a second time.It was so pleasant the first time we met, why didn't we see you the second time?So, again With the third and fourth time. You never dreamed that you could still be friends.He still seems to care about you so much.At this time, you hope that this relationship will continue Just go.You dare not expect him to come back to you, you just hope to see him again.

You start calling him often.When you miss him, you make excuses to listen to his voice.You are no longer satisfied with a simple question or an ordinary dinner. One day, you took his hand and put your arms around him like he was still your boyfriend.You said, "I want you to hug me." He hugged you, But you won't be satisfied just like that. Since he is willing to hug you, why doesn't he kiss you?Since I kissed you, why can't I sleep with you again?You tell yourself that you just long to sleep with him one more time, and that one is enough. But how can you give up like this?This time, you want him to come back to you.However, he said

: "We can no longer be what we used to be." All this time, it's your own wishful thinking.