Chapter 83 happiness is repetition

People who write novels are always afraid of repetition. In order not to repeat their own works, the creation time is getting longer and longer each time. Finally, one day, they can’t write anything. Why the fear of repetition?Isn't what we call happiness just doing the same thing over and over again? Every day with the person I like, talking on the phone with my lover every day, often traveling with him, even sleeping together every night, repeating a promise and dream, listening to him mention the childhood past for the twenty-eighth time, on the same day every year Celebrate his birthday with him, and spend Valentine's Day, Christmas, and New Year's Eve with him every year.For many years, I just slept with him alone, just smelled his breath alone, and even quarreled repeatedly, quarreling over some trivial matters, then having a cold war, missing each other crazily, and finally reconciled.

We are not doing these things repeatedly.Then believe that this is happiness?Happiness is repetition. Some people say that all happy families in the world are alike, but there are many kinds of unhappiness.The so-called one look may mean repetition. I open my eyes every morning and I can't see you anymore, I can't smell your breath anymore, you don't sleep next to me anymore, you don't kiss me like you used to, you don't treat me as tenderly as you used to, you Unwilling to repeat, that's when love dies and I'm no longer happy. I suddenly no longer fear repetition.