Chapter 107 Hate...but why?

I hate your male chauvinism, love to criticize everything, and stubborn personality.When you quarrel, you always refuse to let me go. When you lose your temper, you are very fierce, and you don’t want to listen to other people’s opinions. But why do I still want you to be by my side when there is thunder and lightning? I hate that you are careless, never give me gifts, hate that you are self-righteous, and hate that you would rather hide by yourself when you have troubles, but why do I still think of you when I dream back at midnight? I hate that you don't want to grow up and that you often forget important dates.I hate that you are unwilling to promise, and even more hate that you would rather accompany your friends than me, but why do I still hope that you will hold me tightly by my side when I have nightmares in the middle of the night?

I hate that you are flirtatious, I hate that you often fall in love with other girls, I hate that I will not leave you when I see you, I hate that what you say and what you do are two different things, and I hate that you make me sad again and again, but why do I still Wish I woke up every day to see you sleeping next to me? I hate that you don't grow up, I hate that you don't think about our future, I hate that you don't want to go home with me to meet my parents, and I hate that you don't want to marry me, but why do I still need your shoulder when I'm tired? I hate you for not forgetting your ex-girlfriend, for saying you don't love me enough, for not taking me to meet your friends, but why do I still want to cry in your arms when I'm sad?

I hate that I love you so much, but why...