Chapter 36 I don't love you, I don't love you
We are used to looking for the reasons behind some things. When we meet a person with noble sentiments, we will study why he has such noble sentiments, and then infer that he was influenced by childhood, he had a tutor, and he compensated for his Negligence, he controls others by being nice to them, etc...
Why can't he have noble sentiments for no reason?He is such a kind person.He is willing to sacrifice himself for others.He is brave and just.He was born a good person, just as some perverted murderers are born with a perverted tendency, which is not the fault of society and family.
Why can't we accept that others have noble sentiments, but think of some less noble reasons for his sentiments? People are not very motivated at all.A lot of times, we put footnotes on what we do in hindsight, and maybe that's why at the time...
I love you for no reason at all.Not because you're like me or because you're just the opposite of me.Not a kind of psychological compensation.It's not because of any advantages you have, what conditions, or how you treat me.
So don't ask me why I love you, if I can answer those reasons are just an afterthought.
I don't love you, and there's no reason.It's not necessarily that there's something bad about you or that you're too good.I feel like I don't love you, I just don't love you.If there is a reason, it is also what I use to convince myself.