Chapter 18 I've come to the place where the lights are dim

When love begins, it always makes people very excited. You think Yoko Ono found John Lennon, or Tom Cruise found Nicole Jiewen. You are a match made in heaven and will be together for life. You have hope and enthusiasm To love, however, after a while, you start to wonder, you are Yoko Ono, but is he John Lennie? You find that your love for him is not as fanatical as before, you are not as curious about him as before, and the chemistry between you and him does not seem to be as strong as before.His attractiveness seems to be only so much. You no longer blindly believe what he said, and everything about him is no longer so perfect.

However, you are reluctant to let him go at this time, and you have walked a long way with him hand in hand.It's just that the more you go on, the more you find that there is a problem. It turns out that he is not worth 100 points, he is only worth 70 points.It turns out that he has many shortcomings that you can't stand.It turns out that he doesn't love you so much that he is willing to give everything for you.It turns out that your values ​​and outlook on life are very different... What should we do at this time? You have feelings, but no love. Do you want to go down with him?Would you like to live like this for the rest of your life?

Unknowingly, your love has reached a place where the lights are dim, and the lights are sparse and a little dim.