Chapter 22 Chapter 22: I only wait for what I want

Friends, on the road of life, if there is no love and heart to accompany, it is a sad thing.Because among the many emotions of human beings, love is the most attractive and a very unique emotion that can guide people's hearts. However, who can explain right and love clearly?Since people have different experiences, they have different understandings of love. Therefore, literati and poets throughout the ages have written countless poems about love. A good friend of mine has unknowingly stepped into the ranks of older single youths, and every time we meet, we will naturally talk about topics about love.

Here is a conversation I had with her: "Do you want to live alone like this?" She smiled and said, "I just wait for what I want." I was silent for a long time. "You're too serious," I said. "In fact, sometimes I also want to be confused, and I know that being confused is a blessing, but this kind of blessing is exclusive to the kind of people who can be confused at the beginning. It is too difficult for people who are already clear to pretend to be confused. .Compared with the kind of seriousness that makes myself uncomfortable for the sake of making other people's eyes comfortable, I still like this kind of seriousness that makes myself and others uncomfortable--God knows, maybe I was born to enjoy this serious blessing people."

Her naughty demeanor made me laugh. "I think you are a bit extreme." I said, "Extreme art may produce masterpieces, but extreme people often lead to tragedies." "Actually, I'm not extreme." Her face became serious, "I just don't want to follow others blindly, and I don't want to force myself. If I look a little extreme, it's because in this world, blindly follow others and indulge in material desires There are too many people who are themselves, and too few people who stick to themselves in terms of spiritual realm." She paused and said quietly, "I don't have the ability to change others, but at least I can stick to myself, stick to myself I am willing to be a victim of love, is this also a luxury?"

Her words reminded me of the philosopher Jung, who once said: "The artist is the victim of his own talent." The spirit of hard work and originality and the test of cynicism and tedious loneliness.As a victim of love, her "suffering" means the flying tongue, soaking in saliva, staring with ambiguous eyes and the long night of loneliness in her heart.She has every opportunity to make do with it, but she is absolutely unwilling to make do with it a little bit, and she is also ready to make do with it at any time, but she never wants to make do with it for even a minute.What she pursues is her pure self, her ultimate and her own peak—the reason why she says it is her own is that sometimes everything she does seems to coincide with the common world on the surface, but in essence, it is consistent with the world. The world will never interfere with each other.This kind of woman who takes self-feeling as the absolute standard will be doomed to suffer for the ideal love, and will not be doomed to follow the vulgar—even if she does, she must do so because she has love.

"Following the vulgar with love is willingness. Conforming to the vulgar without love is helpless. Of course I want to, but why bother?" This was her response to my advice to follow the vulgar. In fact, if you think about it carefully, in this era, the victims are not just wandering in the field of love.Wherever there is spirit and soul, there must be victims.The reason why almost all the victims suffer is to stick to themselves and their beliefs and ideals.But around us, there seem to be fewer and fewer people who are willing to make themselves suffer. In fact, in this era when books are full of individuality, people in real life like to step on those smooth and smooth pebbles, and few people are willing to bend down to pick up those fine and sharp stones.People are impacted and wiped by the plain river water, and are still amazed by the distinctive edges and corners that emerge from the water.

The sufferers are suffering because of the suffering, and they are also happy because of the suffering.There are fewer and fewer victims, but the freezing point of quantity is verifying the boiling point of soul quality. "I just wait for what I want." Don't say a word, do your best. ——Actually, it’s more than romantic? Suddenly I remembered an article I read before. In the article, I wrote about the "last idealist" that some people said: "You know what the end will be? This is the short-sightedness of the escapers, but Pretending to be far-reaching. Ideals will never end, and ideals will always mean the beginning.”

Yes, ideals always mean beginnings. Every victim is an idealist. For every sufferer, as long as there is a beginning, holding on means everything. Some people say that love is to cut your heart and give it to others, you will win more friends.One more friend and one more world, you are no longer a lonely traveler.