Chapter 2 A character inserted in the first chapter

A college campus is a stage.Every college student is both an audience and an actor, but they are often sober in other people's stories and blind in their own. College life is a fruit with the freshest shell and rotten flesh in many places. All the children in China have to work hard to pick it.But this fruit is only known after picking and peeling. Only by working hard can one be able to eat the nutritious piece of fruit.Although it looks beautiful and attractive. In 2000, I came to this university with the regret of the college entrance examination.I am unwilling.The boy I like went to Tsinghua University.I couldn't say goodbye when he left.As the terminator of my innocent emotions in middle school, he has been separated from me since then.The reason why I started talking about him when I wrote about college life was because:

(1) Not because of him, I would not have been admitted to such a dissatisfied university.I'm sure someone will say I'm shamelessly making excuses.I blame others for not being able to get into a good university.Yes, I just love making excuses for my failures, my cowardice, my vanity.Those excuses that are valid or not valid make my life a little easier, and the burden on my heart is a little less. Making excuses has become one of my survival principles.In this novel, I will continue to make excuses for what I did wrong. If you don't like it, don't read it.As for why I got into this school because of him, I will talk about it in the following chapters.

(2) It's not because of him, and I wouldn't delay my college love life until my sophomore year.My college love age is one year younger than others, and you probably understand when I say this.That is, I liked him in high school, I still liked him in freshman year, and I didn't like him in sophomore year.Why this is the case will be discussed in the next chapter. In fact, the above two paragraphs are just me making excuses.The Chinese teacher told us that when writing a composition, we should write around the theme and not deviate from the center.I want to write about him, but I feel that I have deviated from the theme of college life.So I cite two reasons above.This is my first book, and I included him to commemorate the emotions of my youth, to commemorate the people I once loved deeply.There is such a passage in it, "Poets will write a whole book of poems on a small matter, and a sculptor will carve a portrait of flesh and blood on a piece of stone. Red, with a splash of gray, can draw magical colored paintings one after another, who didn’t make such weird results just to think about a smiling shadow or a frowning mark?” This is me The first longer story I wrote, I thought I had to include him.In order to make it less obtrusive, I made the above two excuses.

Why doesn't he like me.It seems too early to explain here.But I miss that some people will definitely make such speculations when they see this, I, Yi Fenhan looks so sorry.Therefore, I have to declare that I will definitely not be ugly, and I will guarantee my personality.Saying that I am a beauty does not mean that I am a street mouse.Now that I am not with him, I will give a reasonable explanation - in high school, love was a luxury that few people could afford.In college days, love is a daily item, not very shabby. You see, I'm making excuses again, because he doesn't love me.He doesn't love me, not because I'm not good enough, but because we didn't have the courage and capital to own this luxury in middle school.