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Chapter 56 Thoughts in the woods

⒈ I lay in the woods and watched. It started like this. Before the summer vacation, I promised the students to "lead the team". The so-called team leadership refers to taking the "medical service team" to Sihu Township.It was fine at first, but then it gradually got worse.It turned out that there was a vice-captain with a strong "academic atmosphere" on the team. He first asked us to read Hu Taili's "Introduction to Daughters-in-law", which was fine. Unexpectedly, he then ordered us to read Yang Maochun's "Rural Sociology" , "The First Biography of Yan Yang" by Wu Xiangxiang, "Xiaolong Village" translated by Su Zhaotang, etc.These books may not add up to a foot high, and this guy is too annoying. If this continues, our medical school classmates are in danger of becoming anthropologists and sociologists.

The strange thing is that although I complained in my mouth, my heart was moved, and I even made up my mind to read "Water Margin and Chinese Society" by Sam Mengwu, which I had wanted to read for a long time.The problem is that if you want to read this book, you should read it from the beginning again.At that time, I stuffed this thick chapter back into my bag and went to the four lakes together. At this time, I was lying in the woods looking at it. The woods were casuarinas, a bit like a black pine forest haunted by heroes. There are no heroes here. The strange thing is that there are a group of veterans who speak their local accents. Speaking of the Taixi area in Haikou, where are the veterans?) I was lying on a stone bench to enjoy the coolness, and I was sleeping on a comfortable pleated bed, which was given to me by a woman just now, she said :

"Hey, I'm going home for dinner, miss, help me sleep on this bed." Hey, there is such a good thing in the world. At that time, I used the leather bag containing a huge sum of money as a pillow, (the so-called huge sum of money was actually only five thousand yuan. I always don’t like to carry more money, but this time was an exception, because I felt that I was " Team leader teacher", maybe there is a "contingency need" on the team) lie down comfortably and look at me. I had just had lunch at that time, and the sun was directly in front of me, but after being filtered by the dense casuarina, the whole forest was shaded. Shady and cool, like a bowl of lemon jelly.

I was just watching Chapter 28, Wu Song was assassinated and sent to Mengzhou, two thousand miles away, when he ran to Mengzhou, in fact, he had a chance to escape, but he would rather put on the yoke of Panasonic again, put the cover on, and surrender to Mengzhou step by step state. ⒉ Watching it all the way down, you can't help but feel happy, Wu Song is easy to remember is the part of Jingyanggang fighting the tiger.Now I am grown up.Looking back at that passage, I don't think it was valuable. He beat the tiger at that time, but he had to fight it. A natural boxer.On the contrary, Wu Song, who has been a prisoner in the twenty-eight chapters, reveals a free and easy heroic backbone everywhere.

When he first arrived in the army, he had to hit a hundred killing sticks as usual. Wu Song neither offered favors nor begged for mercy, but said loudly: "I don't want you guys to make a fuss. If you want to fight, fight! If I dodge a stick, I am not a tiger fighter! I don't count if I have fought before, and I will fight again! If I yell, I am not the leader of Yanggu County. What a good man!" - People on both sides laughed and said: "This idiot will kill him! Let's see how he survives-" Wu Song refused to give up his name as a hero, but still shouted: If you want to beat me, beat me with poison, don't be humane, beat me not happy!

Not wanting things to turn around, Guan Ying wanted to excuse him and deliberately said: Newly arrived prisoner Wu Song, did you get sick on the way? Wu Song didn't appreciate it, but insisted: "I never got sick on the road! I can eat wine, eat rice, eat meat, and walk on the road!" Guan Ying said, "This fellow got sick on the way here. Let him kill you." The soldiers on both sides of the battle said to Wu Song in a low voice: "You are sick, this is your husband and general, and you will just push Zeng to harm you." Wu Song said: "No harm No harm! It was knocked clean! I don't want to keep this 'send library stick'! Sending it is a huge debt, when will I get it!" People watching on both sides laughed.Guan Ying also laughed and said, "I think you have a fever and never sweated, so you speak wildly. Don't listen to him, and put him in a single room."

When he was locked in the cell, the other prisoners saw that he hadn't eaten the killing blow, so they became worried for him, and told him that it was not a good intention, it must be a fraud, and they wanted to put him to death, and they vividly described it as "blocking the seven orifices" The method of death is called "pot hanging", and pressing with yellow sand is called "big cloth bag".Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Wu Song was most interested in knowing whether there is a third method besides these two methods. He said: What law is there to harm me?

At that moment, Guan Ying brought food. Wu Song pondered: "How dare you eat these snacks with me and deal with me?... I will eat it, but I will ignore it!" Wu Song drank the wine in one gulp, eating all the meat and noodles up. Wu Song's drink and food are really chic!When a person takes wealth and honor for nothing, and does not care about life and death, and because of self-confidence, when he believes that fate is also on his side, he can have this kind of state of indifference, and he can play such a high-level world and can do nothing to the scoundrel he should be.After eating, he sneered:

See how he will deal with me! When the official dinner was delivered, he ate it even though he suspected it was the "Last Supper."After the meal, someone brought hot water again. Although he suspected that the other party would kill him while he was taking a bath, he still didn't care, saying: I am not afraid of him either!And it's time to wash. These few paragraphs, the more I read, the more I liked it, and when I was happy, I turned over and took a brush to draw the main points, and added eyebrows, I couldn’t wait to clap my hands and laugh, I felt that I was also a hero in the black pine forest, and I was not afraid of it. lifetime.

⒊ Recalling what Dr. Ji who came to Sihu with the team the day before yesterday told me, she said: "Look, these children, they asked me, although the current group medical policy is good, but in the future, the health authorities will always have to change people. If they change people, the policies will be different, what should I do?" The two of them couldn't help shaking their heads and sighing. We are not afraid of the policies of the health authorities. What we are afraid of is the young people who are only about 20 years old. Why do we lose the vigor of the newborn? .

Is it because he has always been a good boy?Is it because you feel that everything should be ready and arranged, and the welcome music has already played, so you can start walking smoothly in the scent of flowers?Didn’t Tang Sanzang’s study of Buddhist scriptures mean “walking where there is no rain and grass for thousands of miles”, when Pangu opened up the world, there was chaos, where is the sky and the earth?The sky is raised by his head, and the ground is leveled by his feet. Why do young people of this generation, especially the best among young people, hope to be like the ancient new generation? Daughter-in-law, others will carry the bridal sedan chair all the way to her husband's house.In her husband's house, there is a surname waiting for her, a husband waiting for her, and a bowl of rice for her to eat—actually, God knows, will this kind of life be easy? Wu Song is neither a hero nor a hero, he is just a reckless warrior, and people of this generation don't even have this kind of recklessness?When will we not hear the "ignorant words" of "learned men": "I can't go back to my country. What I have learned is too cutting-edge. There is no place for me to eat in China!" During Sun Yat-sen's revolution, was it because a "Republic of China Preparatory Office" was established and he was appointed as the chairman of the committee that he packed up and returned to China to take up his post?Did Cao Xueqin write the first chapter because he was a member of the "National Foundation for Literature and Art" and he set out to write "the greatest novel of our time"? Can we not be afraid or worry?Even after many years, when I looked back, I suddenly remembered and yelled: "Oh, God, why didn't I know that I was afraid?" Give up the hesitation of "thinking twice before acting" that Confucius despised to the elderly!Isn't youth the courage to go forward recklessly?To be young is to hold a lot of bargaining chips in your hands, so when you throw everything in the game of fate, although you may not win, you should always be magnificent in momentum, right? ⒋ A few days ago, someone played a song at the gate of the service team’s accommodation camp. Because the song was an alternate wake-up call for morning and noon, I had to listen to it several times a day. In fact, the song was very delicious, Shaka Zhong has his own frankness that resists his face and wants to argue, but when he walks around, brushes his teeth and takes a bath, he has to listen to his helpless anger repeated over and over again; the feeling in his heart is a bit strange: Tell me the world won't change too fast, Tell me tomorrow won't get worse, Tell me, humanity is not yet hopeless. Tell me God isn't crazy either,... This future future, I wait for... After listening for a long time, I felt a little stunned, why just wait for others to "tell me"?There is nothing "wrong" with a respectful and receptive heart, but with such a young voice and such a strong lung capacity, you can always do something more than "wait for someone to tell me", right?Shouldn't the young man Zhenyi be seen as a banner of a thousand miles of wind?A young man blinks his eyes, and he can also think about the eternity.So elegant, so old, why wait there, why wait for someone to "tell me"? Why didn't I "tell people"?go!To announce to the world that the Rhododendron with red hearts on the cliff will not wait for someone to tell him that spring is coming before starting to prepare for blooming. He blooms by himself, and uses the semaphore of flowers to tell the distant mountains and nearby mountains that spring has come.Jupiter, which is so bright and compelling, has never received someone's instructions before it can grow its brilliance?Xiao Xiao has green eyes, and no one needs to tell him the aesthetics of the morning, he condenses Cui Yu's body into a "beauty stronghold".Doesn't every creature, high or low, have its own beautiful message to tell others? There is a long song in English, the right name is "To tell the untold", I was fascinated by the name, yes, "To tell those who have never been told", really, Zhongni is a servant, in a strange place What is the purpose of asking unfriendly passers-by at the ferry?Is it not to tell those who have not been told?Bodhidharma crossing the river with a reed is nothing more than the same original intention of the saint.And you and I have been working hard in the palace of knowledge for more than ten years or even decades, for what?Isn't it necessary to obtain more real Tao and reason, so as to tell future generations?We are serious, in fact, only to make what we tell others more sincere and solid enough to be loud enough (people without roots are like lies even when they tell the truth-because they are thin and untrue). It is not wrong for the singer to "wait for someone to tell me", but wouldn't it be better to "go tell someone"?To tell the world that our eyes are not dry, but our hearts are still running.To tell the world that with me, dignity is not allowed to be obliterated, life is not allowed to be ignored, and tell them that this world is still a place where dreams and hopes are allowed.Tell them that this is a land where saplings can be planted and where they can live in the shade. ⒌ The woman who went home to eat came back, I returned the bed to her, and the student was still taking a nap in Haiqing Palace not far away, so I stood up and wandered around.Thinking about how wonderful the world is, there is actually a piece of casuarinas in the hot and bitter seaside, and there is just a bed waiting for me to lie under the casuarina forest, and when I lie on it, Shi Naian from thousands of years ago will come to tell me a story, the story in the story The hero is so happy and gratifying.Thinking about it, as long as a person moves forward, he will probably encounter a series of good things. As for the bad things?Then it's only fair to run into some, right?But things are dead, people are alive, even if something bad happens, I can't help it! Think how good it is to be young, because everything can happen and disappear, because you can do it or stop it, you can sing or cry, so what is there to worry about? Really, what else is there to worry about?
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