Chapter 20 go home

--------------- go home --------------- Hong Kong, Spring 1999 homecoming For a person who swears and is determined to wander all over the world for the rest of his life, before going to bed in a certain place, the words "going home" suddenly flashed in his mind, isn't it anti-climax? Who is singing "The outside world is wonderful"?Every word I utter stimulates my nerves. It is said that I must not let down the sunny air tens of thousands of miles away. The small living environment in front of me seems to be unable to stay any longer—— Run away, run away, give yourself an excuse to create opportunities, take advantage of your youth to travel abroad, it doesn’t matter how far or near, as if the real is called outside the house, blood and sweat, and you can’t wait to take pictures as a souvenir, to prove to the familiar public that you really exist, indeed wandered through.

All the hot-blooded men and women seem to tend to ignore the details of their homes, deliberately highlighting the coquettish part of themselves who travel around the world. They don't care about how much water and electricity they consume every month, how many bottles of distilled water they drink, and how many cockroaches they hide.I remember boldly proposing to disband the family in the "academic" papers that were barely cut and paste, to recognize my identity as an immigrant descendant and migratory character, to satisfy and hope to fulfill the dream of an eternal traveler——

In my dream, I went home!Even though the walls of the house are bare, there are still lights on! In the evening and night, lights are a symbol of home, which symbolizes warmth, safety, love, and sharing... From the hall to the room, turn on the lights one by one in the dark, and Let yourself let go of your ideals and ambitions for the time being in this dizziness—who is telling yourself: Going home is for the pleasure of stepping out of the house next time, wishful thinking, thinking that a prodigal son is still a prodigal son, and really knows that turning back may not be the shore.