Chapter 44 Section 44

Galaxy, hello! I'm a bit lazy, why didn't I write to you earlier? What you said is correct, but there is something wrong.Why read newspapers and references to see the times?I don't think this has anything to do with us.Not only does what the Americans do have little to do with us, but what the Chinese do doesn't have to be considered.I just hate referencing others on this issue. Eachother, eachother, these other people's affairs have nothing to do with us.The main thing is my love for you.Do you want to know?How did this crooked neck tree grow.Really, I don't like to call it a flower, it's an understatement.Maybe it will hang me on it.

I always feel that love is strange, it is a fateful thing.To me, it's all about "meet it, love it, and there's nothing you can do about it".That's it!If you fall in love, you have to be loved by others.Otherwise, it is not called love, and it is meaningless to ask for it.What is the use of eachother?Isn't what I want is that if I love others, they will love me too?Do I love a guy that eachother pulls?No, love someone who loves me, that's all. I always feel that love is mysterious.No, I ask nothing of you, nothing, but that you come and see me.I do not know why either.Give what you want.do you know?To, for me, is to give.Give me what you want.up to you.

I'm a very weird person.You don't know, I am very willing to be easy-going with you.You don't understand.I told you a long time ago that I love to mock people very much, and I can't really get along with others.My friends all have a tacit understanding among them, that is, they don't inquire about things that others don't tell, and everyone keeps their personal secrets.Only you, I don't know why I am so willing to do what you want.For me and you, whatever you want is good. Last time I lied to you to come to me, I'm afraid I won't be able to win your trust again.I really wanted to see you that day. If you didn't come, I would suffer like a toothache.I have been making up lies all afternoon, and then I made up a so-called idea about the rule of law, and I want you to discuss it.But after you came, I panicked, because I couldn't tell the truth.do you know?I am a low-level political person, and my neck hurts when I sleep in politics class.Can I discuss politics with you?But I can actually make up something to say, you say, is this my victory?Maybe a triumph of love?I'm complacent now, and I'm not afraid to tell you, and I'm not afraid if you come to punish me, I'm so proud.I tell you, that five-page memo was all made up on Wednesday afternoon, and I pretended to be thinking about it last week, and I pretended to discover something.

You know, sometimes I think about you like crazy.I don't want to wait for Sunday, and writing letters is also a way to quench my thirst, so I had to trick you into coming here.I also don't want to go to the porter to find you. If we meet in the porter, isn't that a prison visit? It's really cold in my room. Although I don't shake my hands, my body does.No, I have to sleep, and you won't be able to read any more. Xiaobo, hello! what are you doing nowThe homework is done, it's time to read the novel, are you smoking again? When you talked about the mystery of love, sometimes I thought horribly: love may be a kind of deception that man has made to himself, a phantom created by a strange imagination.You have a strong imagination, so you always see a halo around me, actually?That light does not exist.I am afraid that sooner or later you will see this and become indifferent.Love may be such a mysterious attack of the imagination that passes.After the initial sense of mystery passes, people will find a completely different world. Do you think the sense of mystery will always follow you?Once it's over, love ends, doesn't it?How terrible.

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