Chapter 35 Section 35

Galaxy, hello! I wrote you a letter yesterday, and then found it inconvenient to post, so I lumped it up.Let's talk again when you come back. Let me tell you how I spent my birthday.I was so lonely that day and almost drank dichlorvos.I felt very uncomfortable, as lonely as a tree with a crooked neck on the main road.Later, a classmate and I went to drink some wine to commemorate our tenth anniversary in Yunnan.So many unfortunate memories came back to my chest that they almost choked me to death.I suffered from insomnia at night, and almost thought of Huairou looking for you.I guess the two of us have a little "brain field" interaction. I have been doing extremely poorly in my studies these days, and I seem to be completely imbecile. I even think about the use of all this!I hope you are not like me.Anyway, I'm feeling down and need you so much.

I was very happy to hear that you were going to be transferred (I was transferred from the Research Office of the State Council to the Chinese Academy of Social Sciences that year——Note by Li Yinhe). This is really good news.It reminds me of a wise saying: It is better to keep your mouth shut and be thought a fool than open your mouth to remove all doubts.Even if everyone in the world thinks you're a fool, I won't anyway, I love you. I'm so glad to think you're coming back.I can't wait to jump up!I'm not a sad knight, I can't lovesick, sigh, sing poetry, serenade.I would just walk around anxiously like a wolf in a cage, as if I had a toothache.Gosh, there's nothing poetic about that.

I'm so happy that you're coming back soon.We should be together, otherwise it would be too much harm.I can no longer write prose poetry.Do you know how sad I am these days?You seem to be getting closer as time goes on, which makes me more and more want to do something to speed up the process.I can't bear to wait stupidly. If you come back, come to me right away, okay?quickly.I love you, I love you so much. Wavelet May 20