Chapter 33 Section 33

Galaxy, hello! I read your letter.You are always suspicious.Scared even of being too familiar.What is there to be afraid of?Even the stories I made up can make you unhappy, so I won't tell you stories in the future.You know the story must not be something we are all familiar with, it would be too boring. Then your letter was quite interesting.But your comparison makes me sad: what discredited Katerina, Margot.You see how narrow they are.You said, are they people who have nothing but life itself?I always feel that they are not very admirable people.Of course I understand what you mean, and you are quite right.I know very well that the road ahead of a girl is full of dangers.I would never make anyone miserable for my sake, and I have no interest in that life myself.

I know you're talking about crawling out of that horrible, molded-in quagmire of life, where people's reproductive cells wreak havoc on them.Originally, the scuds that young people were born with could run over it, but unfortunately those cells dropped a few big rocks on them.Anyway, society doesn't like scuds, and God knows what they're up to.It's much more honest to be in a pit—but you have to know why people are willing to sink themselves into it. It's because there's nothing to do, to do a job for themselves.I don't like the job at all, I think it's too dirty, although I don't like cleanliness much myself.But I think this is not enough, if only this is not enough to become a hippie doing nothing?Of course I'm not a character, so I'd rather be a hippie. In short, I don't jump into well-made traps, and I still have this cunning.

I like that you don't like to jump this trap, so that you are like me.But what else?I kind of hope you have a career.Don't be a scud.But if you want to be a scud I'll be, and I kind of believe I can catch you.But it's not as good as having other things to do.I have also seen other people claim that two people started some business together, and it turned out that they got together, and their inferiority came up, so they rolled into a pit.It's a disaster, isn't it? By the way, when it comes to the patterned life, I'm really tired of it.It's annoying to see it, not to mention its suffering.The Chinese say that the place of suffering is also the place of happiness, which can explain why some people like to eat stinky tofu: they can experience the fragrance from the smell.This can show how diligent people who are too lazy to change the world are to change themselves.I swear: before transforming myself to adapt to society, I must first distinguish right from wrong, although I don't think I am qualified to distinguish right from wrong for others.Of course I'm talking nonsense, but you always complain that I don't want to write more for you.If you know that if you write too much, it is not important. Writing more is nothing but to relieve your boredom.I'm sure you won't blame me for not being serious.I really love you, we can't talk about big things together all the time, can we have fun while writing?

Go on.People who are lazy in transforming the world must be diligent in transforming themselves and the mode of production. By the way, people who are lazy in ideological labor must be diligent in physical labor. People who are lazy in creative thinking activities must be diligent in rote memorization. For example, eating stinky tofu Qi Lili from , Dazhai, and Daqing.The Chinese people's many praises for them and her are precisely because they are fragrant and smelly.For example, you and I should never reform ourselves for the sake of the Chinese, otherwise we would be too confused.For example, there are too many children in China, and it is extremely difficult to have children, but why do people have to give birth?I guess it's because (1) everyone is giving birth, (2) they are afraid of getting old, and (3) if they don't give birth now, they won't be able to give birth later.

About the first point we already know it's absurd.So why are you afraid of getting old?If you are old and dull, it may not be bad if you have the spiritual power of a child to stimulate it, but is it good for the child?In the future there will be no laws against the association of the old with the young.What I like the most is to take care of my own life, no matter how messy it is, there must be no one to take care of it, because then both parties are despicable.If I grow old and degenerate into meanness in the future, then the present me will never be responsible for the future me.In this way I refute the first two items.If I am very confident that my objection is correct, the third item does not exist.

But I like you very much, love you.Boys can only love girls, but not because—dammit, germ cells, but because she's cute, and there's so much to love about her.For example, you are to me mainly because you are cute.I have never found such a lovely person in any man or woman.Write here first.