Chapter 31 Section 31

Galaxy, hello! Are you coming back on Saturday?So, it's only two days away.Ah, I've been looking forward to it for so long! Your letter is so funny, you spelled all the English words wrong. Bye-Bye, fool, nothing is right, only "party member" is right, this thing is really interesting. Yinhe, I am farther and farther away from the party's demands.Really, I've become quite a social rebel.how to say?I think more and more that living a mediocre life and playing a role for society sucks people dry.Everything we do is fulfilling our obligations, and our own value standards are also stipulated.Isn't the joy of being human too pitiful?No wonder some people are willing to be a mad dog.

The most disgusting thing is that people sink into a state of numbness.Isn't it disgusting when you're about to do everything someone else has done a million times?For example, you and I are 26-year-old men and women. According to the needs of society, 26-year-old men and women should be what they should be, so we do it accordingly, meticulously.So what is the fun of being human?It's like licking a plate that tens of millions of people have licked. It's disgusting to think about it. As soon as I pick up a pen, I want to write about people's love-the kind of love that is supercilious.It can be said that such love is anti-social.Orwell was right, but his intuition was wrong, and it was sexual desire.Generally speaking, falling in love is a behavior of people's "self". We can only see people's true colors from falling in love, and everything else sinks into a cloud of gray.Maybe it's because I'm too imbecile to see it.Perhaps one day I will understand what man needs, that is, apart from the gray social life (unlucky mechanical repetition, the interference of utterly dull and dry people), and apart from the devotion to the divine, what life can be built for oneself.If a person is in an unrestricted situation and doesn't think about what people think of him at all, look how crazy he can be.I guess people can be extremely happy, it also depends on the size of the person's talent.Out of love, people can do wonderful things, ten thousand times better than people who are stupid.

I'm so happy to think you're coming back, I think you're crazy about it.Now it's time to end and be with you. I haven't written a novel for a long time, and I have an exam.Besides, I think this is dangerous—we should work hard to engage in militant corrections and oppose bourgeois ideology.If this goes on like this, it will become a system, so shouldn't they be executed?Badly written again, without talent—degraded ability.There is no one in the world except you. Love you.wavelet I won't write any more letters, I will tell you when you come back.