Chapter 25 Section 25

Galaxy, hello! I am writing to you from home.You ask me why people live, how can I know?I am not a pastor.Sakyamuni became a monk in order to solve this problem, but he came to the conclusion that people live for Nirvana and die.It's almost a joke. But it is true that one must die to live, and I am sometimes dissatisfied with that.There are also people who are sometimes a little bored while alive, which is also very unpleasant.In the past, I thought that people have to live for others, and only for others can they achieve transcendence.Everyone thought so at the time, right?As a result, everyone was cruel and unreasonable, and they all took the path of religion.We have passed that era, turning life into a continuous religious ceremony.Later, I saw people who lived entirely for themselves, they were true materialists, they regarded themselves as matter, and the things they needed were also matter, so they couldn’t tell the difference.For example, is material life life itself?Some people can't tell.

In short, I think people should not neglect themselves, life is themselves.Always be worthy of yourself.For example, if I want to be worthy of myself, I must love you well.I can't let other people create me, and I won't do anyone who wants to create me.When someone wants us to do this or that, we don't know what life itself is.When we spent our time in worship, did we know what life was?What kind of life do we live now in the midst of fetishism.I was and am bad myself.But I want to love you first, I think I'm right, and you think I'm right, what does anyone else have to do with it.

I say so, I am afraid you will be afraid of me.I'm not scary at all.No matter who you are, whether you are a fairy or a great man, please come and share our love.This does not humiliate anyone, not you. I don't like to live my life in a muddle.My mother sometimes said: It's so strange, we came here in a daze.They really are.Our life is who we are.We are not stupid, nor do we care too much about how our wardrobe is too heavy.Why does it require us to have some external appearance, for example, to be well-behaved, to be like some people, etc. Sometimes I really want to put my hips on my hips and scold: Fuck you, what do you look like!Really, are our lives rituals to be seen?Or tell people to behave themselves.I don't know what "fen" is. If people arrange "fen" before they live in this world, it would be better to die and return.

I don't have much confidence in myself sometimes, especially if you ask me.I'm afraid you'll find out I'm an idiot.But you should also know that I am also willing to sacrifice for others, and accept all people's joint actions and fulfill obligations, as long as it is for the good of everyone;Maybe others call me bad because of this?I love to develop intelligence, am I weird?No wonder.I also love a beautiful world, and beauty exists only for people's happiness.I also don't want to write, sing or draw anything because of some ceremonial things, at most I will perfunctory it.

In short, I am.For everyone's good, but also for my own good, I can do things seriously.For some ceremony, to look right, I just mix it up.I never love you for a ceremony, I love you for the sake of it.As soon as I became serious, I felt that I was not bad, and my life was really not bad.Really, maybe not bad?I think the confidence is there. I have a little faith in myself.I love you, love you! Xiaobo on the night of October 29