Chapter 5 Section 5

Hello, Li Yinhe. I wrote to you again today.I have no idea what you're doing so can't talk about your work.So what to do?Or to talk about myself.It's so tedious.I feel a little cheeky, and I can't hear your answer at all, just sit here and chatter. Today I thought, I should love others, or I'm ruined.My brother told me that in the things I wrote, everyone has a pair of devil's eyes.It's as ruthless as the comment in the book describing the painting that the painter painted for the church.I thought about it, and I'm afraid that's the way it is.I firmly believe that the world everyone sees should not be the world in front of them.The world in front of me is nothing more than eating, drinking and sleeping. Is this enough?Also, I see people get angry when they create some rough things that insult people's wisdom, and they go crazy when they see people advocating animal carnival.For example, I saw Guo Moruo describe two women taking a bath by the sea (heart swaying, serious), something like "...the grave is raised, and the jade body is white", as if he didn't know anything except this, I couldn't be more angry I cursed secretly: Shut up, pig!I always thought that with Hugo's fraternity, Shaw's wisdom, and Romain Rolland's clear explanation of beauty, people should never be ignorant again.Mushy things shouldn't be praised anyway.People don't have a bit of deep wisdom, and they can't do anything anyway.Do you believe?What kind of soul needs what kind of nourishment.Take me for example, without a decent spiritual life, there will be no generation of handsome newcomers.

Because of this belief, I have a deep hatred for those shallow and self-deprecating people who want to make the world fit for them only.So I was "resentful" and looked down on them, but I didn't want to poison myself because people can't always live for themselves.I should love them.People don't understand that they should love each other, love justice, and love a truly beautiful life.They are deformed people, and they will not have too lofty wisdom, and our country will not be too prosperous, and even a small me is doomed to be a slave of life.If I don't love them and do something to make them better.This is my confession.Will you forgive me, my priest?

You don't have a dual personality, it was my vicious guess yesterday.Otherwise, where does your passion for doing things come from?This is also one of my sins, I repent together, and you also forgive me.Have a nice day.Keep your happiness tomorrow and I will wish you tomorrow. Wang Xiaobo 22nd