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Chapter 30 twilight

city ​​life 张爱玲 872Words 2018-03-18
The troublesome east wind slowly came to the world again, Peach Blossom couldn't hold back her red blushing face and leaned drunkenly in Aunt Feng's arms, Liusi took advantage of the wind, bent her waist, scratched the passerby's hair, and clumps The willow catkins, like the light clouds falling from the feet of the God of Spring, form a team, imitating the light snow all over the sky in February, and fly into the curtains everywhere.On the lush green grass, soaked in the smell of Qingming wine, there are traces of tourists' clogs and cars.Everything is excited to the extreme, probably a little frantic, right? ——In this colorful and prosperous spring!

There is only a lonely shadow, she, leaning on the railing; her eyes, just woke up from the dream of youth, are still somewhat sleepy, looking at this crazy world, as if puzzled by this life mystery.She is a laggard of the times, in the warm world of youth, her invisible has been abandoned, she no longer has the qualifications, the mood, to follow those who stand ahead of the times!When Tianmeng wakes up, all she has is emptiness and melancholy; she regrets the loss of her golden age. cough!The blue sky, who has given people life and the blueness of creating society, why is it so stingy to only give us the most precious and fleeting era of creation in just over ten years?Looking at it this way, it is enviable for a butterfly who lives and dies in the morning and evening.They dance among the flowers heartily in the short spring. Once the spring is over and the flowers are gone, they will happily die in the spring, as if they came here for dancing and enjoyment all their lives. Have fun.Like human beings, after the long passing of youth like flowing water, how will they spend the gray life of decades of wind and rain?

She has already fallen into the garden of the elderly unconsciously. When a hint is discovered, how embarrassing it is!Moreover, life like a movie, how can we struggle?Especially her, who hated the elderly ten years ago!She once traveled abroad, screamed on the high mountains, skated in the frozen harbor, and talked loudly in the factory seat.But now?The past is long, and the heroic deeds of the year are all dissipated like a cloud of smoke, and there is no trace of it. She can only sigh, and the youthful appearance and arrogance are gradually fading away.She is afraid to meet her old best friend.She changed her appearance and temperament, just to add to their or their surprise and gossip.In order to escape, I came to this secluded corner, but flowers, birds, wind, and sun still make her worry.She began to curse this overpowering springtime... The dim green lights made the desolation in the middle of the night even more apparent.In a corner of the dark room, there were mournful and dignified chime sounds, accompanied by soft murmurs and indistinct chanting, "Yellow scrolls and green lights, beauties are late, and they are the same through the ages."She thought about it a thousand times in her heart, and a drop of cold tear flowed to her lips, sealing her trembling mouth that wanted to speak but couldn't.

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