Chapter 55 little boy

Sometimes I miss my puppy.The only small animal ever raised. It is a birthday present that I got when I was 20 years old. That summer, my friend gave it to me. It was a very small dog, fat, fluffy, pure white with a few playful black spots mixed with it.I stretched out my finger to touch its wet little round nose, it raised its head innocently to look at me, then licked my finger gently with its warm and moist little tongue.At that moment, my heart swelled softly, filled with clear and tender water. Under the scorching sun, I ran to the supermarket to buy milk and beef jerky.I don't know what better I could give it.When a heart is running, it makes me ache.

We start living together.I call it Xiaoguai, this is the name I took, it accepts this title, whenever and wherever, as long as I call it loudly, it will run towards me.We often go for a walk in the park together, and it follows me, because it is too small, it still wobbles when running. When I lay down on the ground to wipe the floor, it poked its head out of the cardboard box, and wherever I wiped, its eyes followed.Of course, more often, it likes to sleep on my stomach, maybe because it is warmer there.The bonding game we used to play was that I would call his name and hide and he would start looking for me.While whining softly.

Its eyes are very strange, like a baby.Pure, innocent.When we look at each other, I know we are in love. A week later, it suddenly started getting sick.Refuse to eat anything.Been sleeping in the corner all the time. I was very anxious, so I called my friend, who told me that you fed it too well and served it too carefully.A little mongrel dog, just keep it as you like. But I can't be casual, I love it so much.I forced it to open its mouth and fed it powder made from pills and water. I still went to buy milk and chicken liver every day.But it no longer has any vitality.Distraught, I had no choice but to take it to a friend's house.On the bus on the way, it was still lying on my stomach, barely raised its head to look at me, its round black eyes full of sadness.

My friend's mother helped me take care of him. She gave him medicine and put a cold towel under his little head.That night, I stayed at my friend's house to sleep, not daring to go back, for fear that Xiaoguai would die.It's already dying.I refused to eat dinner, sat on the ground, and kept crying while stroking it. My friend's mother said, don't be so sad.Just a dog.But I cried harder. I was sleeping on a mat on the balcony that day. In the middle of the night, I woke up suddenly and heard the little boy's soft cry.It lay on my shoulder and licked my ears with its cool little tongue.It came to tell me it was alright.We didn't wake anyone up. In the dark, holding its warm little body, we kissed each other lovingly.I remember bursting into tears.

At that moment, I decided that I was going to leave it. I left Xiaoguai at a friend's house, and I firmly refused to take him home again.When I went downstairs, Xiaoguai followed me to the entrance of the corridor, opened his puzzled eyes, and wondered why I didn't hug him and walked with him. I don't even look at it.Quickly ran out. My friend said, you really don't want it anymore? I say yes.I can't bear this feeling, so it's better to break it.Because I'm an easily defeated person. Xiaoguai stayed at a friend's house for a long time.I visit him now and then, and bring him jerky and milk, very rarely.

It always recognizes me.Playing around my feet, lying down and letting me stroke its belly, looking happy.It grew up day by day and became an ordinary bitch who likes to run wild in the trash can downstairs and is very dirty.A friend ended up sending it to the country because of moving. Xiaoguai completely lost track. Sometimes my friends still tell me with a smile, you are really cruel, and you are determined not to take it in anymore. I said yes, that's how I am.But I never had a dog again.I have always kept the photos with Xiao Guai. At that time it was still very small, lying on my skirt.I saw that both of us were very happy.

Only love is sad.