Chapter 38 The fighter who can endure loneliness (3)

I do not admit that I am Taiwanese, I said: My son is Taiwanese, I am not Taiwanese, because I came to Taiwan when I was 14 years old, my nostalgia and memories of the mainland prevent me from saying that I am like some people from other provinces Taiwanese.Who is that?Chiang Ching-kuo.Chiang Ching-kuo said publicly: I am Taiwanese.I, Li Ao, can't say that.I cannot deny that I am from Jilin Province, or that I am from Heilongjiang Province, and I was born in Harbin, but I cannot say that I am from Taiwan Province.But my son was born in Taiwan, my son is Taiwanese, and I am the father of Taiwanese, there is nothing wrong with that.However, Chen Fangming said: "Li Ao fought alone and left a valuable history for Taiwanese intellectuals to fight for freedom of speech. Correspondingly, he also left an indelible mark for the KMT's rule. Without any barriers and protection Now, he single-handedly built a transparent castle against power, and all the words that he dared not write in Taiwan were expressed by him. Without Li Ao, Taiwan's speech territory would definitely not be as vast and deep as it is today."

Strictly speaking, what I say is my enemy's evaluation of me, and I don't need to brag myself.You can see how stubborn they are when they look at me with such a helpless view.So he said: "Li Ao is a liberal, but he is also an anarchist. Almost all rulers and power figures are his enemies. It is conceivable that all royal scholars and politicians who echo power figures are naturally not immune to the disaster. His wars are huge in scope and scale, and the number of enemies he creates is increasing day by day, which makes him very isolated. In the urban jungle, he is a solitary beast, and the most intolerable thing for his enemies is When Li Ao was isolated, he was able to endure the loneliness, and he was happy with it, and he was still alive." Why is it like this?Just because I have some of my beliefs.

Let me tell you, I always think: Don’t think that the environment is so bad, the government is so hateful, and the party is so dark, so we can’t do anything.I never think of it that way.I think there is a difference between doing something and not doing it, and it is the difference between trying hard and not doing it.Sitting in prison is not for nothing.So, after I got out of prison for the second time, I wrote an article called "There is no black prison for nothing in the world".Why?As long as we work hard, we must have a harvest.It's just that sometimes we couldn't see this harvest at the time, or we were unlucky ghosts at the time, and we didn't have good luck to escape this catastrophe.

I'm a lucky person, I was able to escape.For example, when I was sentenced to ten years in prison for the first time, everyone appealed. Usually I was sentenced to ten years. Is it worth it? Of course I appeal.I do not appeal.Why not appeal?My reason is very simple, you only need to be able to imprison me for ten years, you can't imprison me for ten years, why are you imprisoning me for ten years?Who imprisoned me for ten years?Chiang Kai-shek.Sure enough, after five years of imprisoning me, Chiang Kai-shek died.After I died, under the pressure of these people in the United States, amnesty was granted, so I ran out after sitting for five years and eight months.So, my mother-in-law—Hu Yinmeng's mother—hated me. She said that the Kuomintang was too lenient, so why did they release Li Ao.I just let it out.what reason?That is, if you can outlive me, you can lock me up for ten years; if you can’t outlive me, you’re broken, why are you locked up for ten years, right?So is Franco.Franco in Spain, he killed hundreds of thousands of people, but in the end, when he died, there were still a thousand political prisoners who survived him-you are dead and we are not dead.So I thought, why aren't you one of those thousand?I, Li Ao, have always lived with this spirit and vision, including my recent surgery.Why did I have to have surgery on my prostate? The surgery was done so that I would not die so early, and I would continue to live.