Chapter 31 I also entered the mainstream

Knowing Han Han is a kind of chance. In my heart, I looked down on the post-80s generation, just like Wang Shuo looked down on my generation.But no matter whether Wang Shuo is willing or not, no matter how much I love you back then, the fact is that Wang Shuo has become a milestone, that is, the tree is admired, and basically has no practical effect. In fact, in terms of debut, Han Han and I should be regarded as siblings in the same family in time, we are both in the same group.But I took advantage of my age to treat him as a child.You especially know that he plays racing cars. I was originally a kindergarten teacher, so I don't take him to play.Of course, in terms of the number of books sold, he didn't take me to play either.Isn't it all quantified now?

When I went to the publishing house, I took out a book by Han Han from the bookshelf and flipped through it while I was waiting for someone. I couldn't put it down, so I packed a set of Han Han's complete works before leaving. I think the best thing about being a writer is that since I've become famous, books haven't cost money anyway.People say that people rely on mountains to eat mountains, and Wu Dalang, who sells sesame seed cakes, eats cooking cakes every day, and the drivers of the bus company do not buy tickets when they get on the bus.There is nothing lucrative about my business, so I can only read books that don’t cost money. Taking advantage of my position, I will list the publishers who have worked with me, those who have cooperation intentions, and those publishing houses that have never cooperated but have cooperation ambitions. Clean up.Basically, the books that are popular on the market recently are piled up in the warehouse in the basement of my house, full boxes, not opened.

That day my friend bought a book by Liu Xinwu, and I was so excited to read it when I was dating.As soon as I patted her, she ignored me and said, Liu Xinwu's new book is really good!I glanced at the cover and said, my publishing house, you should tell me earlier, I will get it for you. Besides, my new book is coming out, and I can give you a copy too. She said disdainfully, you can just ask Liu Xinwu for me, don't give me yours, I've seen it all on the Internet. What kind of world is this? I suspect that comrades such as Liu Xinwu and Han Han often fail to receive money for a large number of books. In fact, maybe Han Han also told his girlfriend when he was in a relationship that Liuliu and I are a publishing house. Yes, I'll get you a book of hers.Then I can't get the money either.

The world is balanced like this, and I don't feel bad at all. I just sympathize with my publishing house. After signing the contract, they will give away 1% of the books they keep for themselves, and they will not give me royalties for this part.I am very kind, and I thought to myself that if there are many people in this world who love to take advantage of small things like me, how can their 1% be enough?Am I going to give them 1% more for the next set? Immediately my mind turned around, this is certainly not my concern.The wool comes from sheep, and they may have printed tens of thousands of extra money, so just don’t give me the money, anyway, I don’t know.I'm sorry President Harkin.

I like Han Han's writing, which reveals the cold humor of seeing through the world.That kind of detachment is not what a person his age should have.Of course, people say that since ancient times, heroes have produced teenagers.But another sentence is that wunderkind is rampant.Recently, I often know those teenagers who are rampant, which makes me feel ashamed, and I feel more and more old.In fact, the so-called restrained edge, the so-called low-key, is the performance of aging.I don't even have the crazy capital.If people describe me again, it is estimated that I will be a late bloomer.

Recently, I can't bear to read Wang Anyi's writings that drove me crazy back then.I then thought that writers, like fashion, have seasons and popular colors.Han Han is popular at the moment, there must be a reason for it.So I suddenly became happy, I still wrote, and there are so many fans, which shows that I have not been eliminated by society. According to the publishing house, Han Han doesn't do anything every year, and he earns more than two million yuan just by selling anthologies.So I thought, I have to write hard, and at least I can put together a collection of essays, and then I will have something to eat for the rest of my life.I decided to establish myself as a realist among middle-level cities and rural earners, and strive to plant the flag in hundreds of cities and tens of thousands of counties in more than 30 provinces and regions across the country, brackets, excluding Taiwan.The editor remembers to help me check the numbers of cities and counties across the country.

I won't fight for Han Han's readers, and I won't be able to.This is the truth, there is a generation gap and distance between me and them.I talked to a child born in the 1980s about my emotions. I said, I have been in love with someone for six years, but I dare not meet them. He looked at me very strangely and said, if I like a woman, I won't spend six years just playing with her, and if I can't figure it out in half a year, I will change.I say, good things are worth the wait.He said women are not things, not worth the wait.If this doesn't work, let's change it.Youth is priceless.What he said sounded awkward to me, but I just couldn't fault it.

I said, I think a certain man is good, and he said, fuck it, if you still feel it after sex, that's the truth. I'm surprised, I think, I'm probably behind the times.I think it's a nice person, and I don't intend to transfer it to my private account. I was not materialistic before, and I thought making money was a very boring thing. How can people live for making money?No matter what, you have to live for your interest and make some money by the way.How long has it been since I returned to China, and I am corrupted.My thinking is changing.I used to be very ashamed to talk about money, but I was very elegant in conversation, whether it was art, music, or history and culture.

I once met a guy who asked openly in my face, how much did you earn last year?Make me blush.I think asking someone about their income in person is as nasty as lying out the window and watching someone change their clothes.At first I was timid and half-hidden, but later I found out that being asked about income is the norm in this society.People use your answers to judge your identity and decide how to communicate with you. It's only been half a year, and I've gone from keeping my privacy to now catching people asking: How much do you earn now? This is a society without privacy, so don't pretend to be pure, lest people treat you as an outsider and say you are pretending behind your back.You see, don't I blend into harmony now?Same as everyone.

I guess the people I have dated gossip like me in high-spirited occasions, loudly saying in some lounge or restaurant that Liuliu’s income last year...she is currently...actually the same as me, I don’t either In the book is Ba Han Han's income?Of course, I'm not sure, Han Han's income can be found online.As for me, I didn't make the list, so I took the initiative to explain. Humans and animals have protective colors. If you want to survive in nature, the best way is to camouflage to the end. Put it in mud and it will look like mud, and put it on a tree and it will look like leaves. This is called a chameleon.

And the other way is to expose it completely, and no one can do anything about you.Have you ever seen a lion pretending to be an antelope for a while, and a little white rabbit for a while? So I choose to be a lion. Han Han said, if you drive a Poussin, you can hold hands with girls when you meet; if you drive an Audi, you can kiss; if you drive a Mercedes-Benz, you can basically do whatever you want. The most original meaning of "do whatever you want" is to remove all the "whatever" in that sentence. I was slow to react, so I deliberately turned over the page, covered the "what" with my fingers, and found that it was "do what I want". I laughed, indeed, what do women like in men?I always say that what I love is not his status or his money, because my status is more ostentatious than him, and I earn enough money to spend.But in your heart, what is your standard of admiration for others?In this world, besides money, degree status and car, what else can there be? I saw a long-lasting friend sigh, your words have finally become popular.I have watched you from now on. I said, that's right, I finally entered the mainstream.