Chapter 11 11.When you have AIDS, what is your first thought?

Q and Coco 7 ask people with AIDS Let me ask an AIDS patient, when he knew he had AIDS, what kind of feeling did he feel at that time, did he think about suicide at the first time?When the doctor told him that he only had ten fingers to count in his life, what did he most want to do with the remaining time? A Xiaozhou A and Ke Ke, AIDS patients from Zhejiang 7 I am 29 years old and have been sick for one year. I am currently being treated in Beijing.The feeling at that time was that five thunders struck the top, the end of the world.My mind is very chaotic, my whole body can't move, I can only think rapidly in my mind, how could this be true, how could it be me, and what should I do.I never thought about suicide, I never thought about it, I just thought about what to do with me, what to do with my family, and what to do with my girlfriend.My situation was that the disease had already occurred when I was discovered, and the doctor said that it would only take more than two months. I hoped for a miracle at that time, so that I could suddenly become rich and leave the money to my family.

After I calm down, I want to make good arrangements for the people I love.I will try my best to be worthy of them.