Chapter 30 crush feeling

I often receive letters from girls who are in middle school, and they all have a crush on others.The objects of their crushes are all male students in the class.The male classmate looked back at her occasionally, and talked to her during breaks, and she was elated.He ignored her, and she was heartbroken. They didn't dare to show their love because the boy had a girlfriend, and they finally got up the courage to show their love, but the boy coldly rejected her.A girl wrote in a letter: "Because I really love him—" This is also called love? These girls suffering from secret love disease soon fell into bitter love. They said:

"I have paid so much for him, knowing that I love him, he is indifferent—" What has she done for him?Writing love letters and making phone calls means paying a lot? A girl asked in a letter: "Am I really in love with him?" This group of young girls all think they have a crush on someone, they don't really have a crush on someone, they just like the feeling of a crush. A crush is a kind of self-destruction and a great sacrifice. What they are obsessed with is just this feeling, not the person they are crushing on, so they usually have a crush on the male classmate in the class, because he is the closest to her, the closest It is convenient to be crushed.

Secret love does not need a partner. We just stand by the river, looking at our own reflection and pity ourselves, but think that we are in love with someone else.