Chapter 76 shore of paradise

In the Mexican film "Y tu mama tambien" (Y tu mama tambien), two men and a woman go together to find the "Mouth of Heaven", which was originally made up by the two boys, trying to trick the woman into going with them .Unexpectedly, they accidentally came to a place called "Heaven's Mouth".It was a blue beach covered with fine sand, as beautiful as heaven. After the boys left, the woman stayed on that beach to live out her last years, a short life. Where is our heaven? I have been studying in church schools since I was a child, but I never believed in heaven, nor in hell.Once, I asked Teacher Zong: "How does God know who can enter heaven?" The teacher said: "At the end of the world, there will be judgment." Then, she smiled and said: "Perhaps, each of our lives will be like a Play it back like a videotape."

I don't know if she meant it or was joking, and to this day, the analogy of the tape still creeps me out.If the videotape of my life is to be made public, will my most embarrassing moment be invisible?God is that CCTV. If so, I'd rather give up my ticket to Paradise and keep a little privacy. Proust said: "The only possible paradises are those we have lost." It's not that I don't believe in heaven, I just don't believe that heaven is life after death.Heaven may be just a metaphor. When I am in the arms of my lover, I am in heaven. When I find the love of my life, what's the difference between me and heaven?

Heaven is not on top of my head, but in my heart.The love I have enjoyed is my boat across time, sending me to the shore of heaven.