Chapter 56 i never want you to know

In the past, I would say cruel words, such as: "I like you, but I don't love you." "You are old enough to be my father, don't think about it." When the other party calls at night to confess his thoughts and tell the pain of love, I will even put down the phone and go to the bathroom.When I came back, I picked up the microphone and asked him coldly: "Have you finished?" He didn't even know that I had left. One day, I suddenly remembered that it seemed like I hadn't said anything too cruel for a long time. If you don't love someone, you don't have to let him know.As time goes by, he will give up.

It's not a sin to be my father at an old age.At any age, you have the right to fall in love with others, even those you shouldn't love. I will not put down the microphone and go to the bathroom, and let the other party talk to themselves over there. Those cruel words, how much they hurt each other, are all my sins. Not that I'm hearing the same thing being said to me now, so I'm ashamed.Rather, I feel more and more that some things are better left unsaid. Saying nothing is actually more cruel.I will never let you know whether I love you or not, and I will never let you know what is on my mind.

Look!I'm more cruel than ever.