Chapter 42 Missing will not be a habit?

A few nights ago, I was driving by the middle school I used to go to.The school's playground is covered with colorful Christmas bulbs, and the auditorium is brightly lit.I parked the car outside the school and quietly listened to the melodious hymns coming from the auditorium.The school has a lot of celebrations every Christmas. This day should be Christmas worship, right? At that time, we celebrated Christmas like this: the day before the Christmas holiday, there was a Christmas party.There is no class on this day, and each class arranges its own classroom.At dusk, all the students of the school gathered in the auditorium, there were song, dance and drama performances, and Santa Claus delivered gifts.A few days before Christmas Eve, there is Christmas worship.Because I went back to school at night, I felt very special.On Christmas Eve and Christmas, we would go to one of the classmates' house and have a party.When I was young, I never had to worry about spending this Christmas Eve alone.After falling in love, Christmas Eve becomes more romantic, but I also worry that there will be no one to accompany me on Christmas Eve this year.Love is a point of no return, once there, once lost, I always feel unaccustomed.

A girl asked me in a letter: "Is missing a habit?" We all used to think that I would miss him because I love him.Perhaps, the girl is right, missing is just a habit.I'm used to missing him, and when he's gone, I still can't stop missing him.One day, I finally stopped thinking about him, because he had been away for too long, and my habits were no longer habits. Missing is just a habit, so get used to not missing anyone.