Chapter 25 you don't seem to miss me at all

Missing is also a kind of torture most of the time. You really want to meet him, you really want to be hugged, you really want to touch his face and pat him on the shoulder.However, all this can only be done in fantasy. There is no time at all, and even meeting has become a luxury.You can only communicate with him by a telephone line. What can a telephone line do? His voice is so close, right next to you.His body is so far away. You want to tell him, "I miss you so much." But so what?Still can't meet. After you hang up the microphone, the missing will come to torment you again.He is always on my mind.When I calmed down, I recalled the previous episodes again.A person is lying on the bed, his limbs do not know what to do.No matter what I did, I couldn't stop thinking about him.

In order not to cause yourself too much pain.You have to work hard to suppress the longing time and time again, suppressing it to the bottom of your heart, even he can't notice it. When you think you have successfully suppressed the longing, when you are not paying attention, it will attack you again. You used to think that missing is sweet, because there is a person in the world who is worth your missing.However, as time goes by, longing turns out to be bitter, and we were deceived. The most bitter thing is when you try to suppress your thoughts and not let him worry, but he asks bitterly: "Why don't you seem to miss me at all?"