Chapter 100 I'm most afraid of listening to myself sing

In the quiet night, watching Cai Qin’s 2000-year-old concert video, she spoke to the tape recorder: “I’m most afraid of listening to myself singing, it’s too strict, listening to myself singing will be like a judge, and I will never relax and enjoy it. I was thinking: 'How can I sing that sentence?' So many people said that I sang in Taiwan, and it seemed that it was effortless and easy..." Cai Qin, singing is so mellow, it seems that it is really "easy and easy"; it turned out that for this "easy" she spent a lot of effort behind her back. To be accomplished in a profession and to "look" like a light weight, we all have to work hard and interrogate ourselves: "Where is it not perfect? ​​Where can it be improved?" I am a judge, and I am also a repeat offender. I ask and correct every day. After decades, finally, there is a small success.

It's a pity that the most "relaxed" is really relaxed: careless and loose. "The master looks so relaxed, I raise my hand, I throw my feet, 'still' relaxed, he is the master." So, the eyes are full of "masters", and the "masters" are deceiving people.The athlete spins wildly on the ice, and when the spin is over, he lifts one leg high and slides in front of you, "looks like", with a relaxed smile on his face; this "smile" is the return of tears and blood and sweat. People laugh." Flying flowers and throwing leaves can hurt people, because the king of destruction once practiced weightlifting in hiding; when he practiced again, he no longer needed to use flowers and leaves to commit crimes, what he paid attention to was "qiyun".When people are old, songs with charm, poems with charm, heavy colors or light ink with charm are still young.

"You write so casually, so easily, I can too, why don't you let me write too?" Occasionally, when I heard someone say that, I snickered: This person is really sick, seeing a smile, But they couldn't see the steel wires under their feet, so they scrambled to do such a hard and dangerous job. Come on, practice hard for 30 years, and you will understand what "I am most afraid of hearing myself sing" means.